reversal impulse

Although he said don't bother me, Fuheshier was dragged by his family to find Shirou Emiya.

The magician behaved very interesting from the beginning to the end, from his role as a temporary cook to entering this inexplicable place, his identity changed again and again.

But he didn't refuse any of these requests, which led to the scene where he was biting the bullet and looking at each other with the black-haired curser.

To Fu Heisher's surprise, he saw an old acquaintance, Kong Shiyu, beside Xia Youjie.

Kong Shiyu appeared when Emiya Shiro was talking with Xia Youjie.

This intermediary is one who can see spell spirits. He has a little spell power but no spells. If he wants to join the magic circle, he will most likely be assigned to the "window" observer.

Although he doesn't get in touch with him often, the relationship between Shi Er and Kong Shiyu is surprisingly good. The reason he remembers is...

A few years ago, when Fuheshier had to turn down many commissions because he had to take care of his newborn child, the intermediary went to his house to help.

I have to say that newborn babies are really difficult to deal with. There is no reason to cry and laugh. They don’t know how to be afraid when they see blood stains. They stretch out their hands as paints and start drawing on the ground.

Fu Heisher didn't care about these, and let him crawl all over the room by himself, seeing Kong Shiyu who came to the door for the first time was terrified.

"I don't understand why you haven't thrown this child out according to your temper." Kong Shiyu lifted the child up, thinking that the scum next to him probably looked like this when he was a child, he couldn't help cursing, "Don't tell me you This bastard still has such a thing as fatherly love?"

Fu Heisher made a vomiting expression, and gave him a punch that almost broke his ribs: "Don't say that we know each other very well, it's disgusting."

Just changing the diaper and the two men scolded almost all the swear words they had learned in this life.

So when Fu Heisher came home smelling of blood, only to find his son babbling and talking to something in the shadow, he felt it was ridiculous.

At that time, he was standing at the door, the backlight elongated the shadow and shrouded the child in the shadow. The child was still holding a big white dog in his hand, and he turned around and waved at him.

Fuheshier felt nothing but confusion at that moment.

The Buddhist monastery made him understand from an early age that possessing talent brings more than just superficial things like "better life in the future".

Talent is the only benchmark by which people like them can feel their own sense of existence.

Heaven and Curse will deprive him of the ability to be cursed and curse others, and lift him out of ordinary people again.

Fuheshier, who lacks talent, looked up at the conjurer, but because of the sky and the curse, he looked down at ordinary human beings. No one established contact with him. He was stuck in a position where he couldn't struggle, and he couldn't touch others or touch it. Own.

Hui is not.

I don't want to admit it, but I have to admit it, but the fact is that the most wanted thing in the Chanyuan is crawling towards the trash in the Zenyuan.

Think a little bit about Gojo Satoru because of Liuyan's status in the Gojo family, the next thing can be said to be a matter of course.

He was walking on the road with the child in one hand, there were no cars around, the moonlight was pouring down, and only the child asked him slowly in the quiet street, "Are we going to move again?"

"Probably." He remembered him answering, "Go to a place where no one dares to talk even if you and the dog in the shadow tear down the house in the middle of the night."

The child was very happy and urged him to hurry up.

Kong Shiyu congratulated him for finally getting rid of the trouble, and Shi Er smiled and said, "Yeah, so you want to invite me to dinner? It's at the restaurant where you usually entertain guests."

The intermediary scolded him again, what a shameless bastard.

Fu Heisher now felt that he was still a little worse than Kong Shiyu.

"If I remember correctly, he was the intermediary who asked 'I' to engage in Wutiao before?" Shi Er asked Jiajin, "Did they divide the target when they retaliated?"

The fantasy team of Xia Youjie, Emiya Shiro, and Kong Shiyu sat three or five tables away from them. Only Shirou ordered a glass of lemonade to avoid embarrassment, but when the waiter brought it, Emiya Shirou I find this scene even more embarrassing.

Jiaren sat with his back facing them, sipping on the banana split without looking up:

"It's not 'they' now. Wutiao's killing of 'you' is not in conflict with Xia You's win over Kong Shiyu, right? If 'you' didn't die, maybe... oh that's not possible, Xia You probably wanted to kill you too .”

Emiya Shiro didn't know about the conversation between Jiarui and Fu Heisher not far away. After he followed Xia Youjie to the store, he was caught and pressed on the seat before he could say hello.

The simple self-introduction just made the curser in front of him give an unknown "ooh", and then a man in a suit sat next to him, and he started to look him up and down from the moment he sat down.

Shirou was about to re-introduce himself, when he suddenly heard Xia Youjie ask, "So, who asked you to come? The night moth is right?"

Xia Youjie searched around in his social circle.

Neither of the two people in the class has the character of not letting go, and the words of the others are even more unfamiliar. We must find someone who still has hope in him and let him know when he is lost-the only one is Noctua.

"It will be a bit troublesome to kill you here." He smiled gently, "So can I ask you to leave on your own?"

Emiya Shirou, who didn't know who Noctua Masadao was, only struggled for a while, then raised his head and confessed honestly: "Mr. Fuheshier asked me to come."

"..."

These words made the man in the suit beside him laugh out loud.

"Isn't that guy smashed and sent back to the Buddhist monastery?" He touched his well-trimmed short beard and asked curiously, "Excuse me, you don't look like you can get involved with him people."

"..." Emiya Shirou held back the thoughts of Yinghe, and continued, "Actually, I don't know what I can do here, maybe it's just a simple chat?"

Xia Youjie glanced at him: "What are you talking about?"

"Talking..." Shirou Emiya finally remembered the topic, "Mr. Chatting with the family?"

First Fu Heisher, and then Jia Ruzi...

Xia Youjie's face turned cold, wondering if the red-brown-haired boy came here deliberately to make him unhappy.

"That's not right." Fu Heisher rested his chin and looked at the lame interaction of the three people at the table. He suddenly said to Jiarui, "We used Wei Gong in the wrong place."

"what?"

"Since Xia Youjie can hook up with Kong Shiyu, it means that he won't change his mind. Why don't you send Wei Gong to his family to be nitrated, maybe he will think about it after two meals." He seemed to be careless. He made a joke, and after the joke ended, he returned to the main topic, "Whose wish is it that is going to be realized here?"

"It's Nitro's."

"Which one? The one who can only spell spells, the one I know, or..." Shi Er narrowed his eyes, "Or the one on the top of the building?"

"..." After hearing the distinction in his words, Jiarui stopped eating, sat up straight, and sighed, "You are really perceptive, I began to understand why Niatz must be tied to you, I think Orange thinks the same way."

"Don't interrupt, just answer the question directly."

"I don't know, it's possible."

Fu Heisher nodded: "What's the difference between the one on the top floor and the one I know?"

Jiaru stretched out his hand, pointed his fingertips at Fuheshier: "The difference lies in you, the nitrate upstairs didn't go to buy that lottery ticket, and didn't pull you into the "observation" together. "

Shi Er stared at his fingertips, and said after a while, "I see."

Speaking ironically, when seeing Kong Shiyu, he suddenly thought of Hui, and then thought of himself who lived an extremely frivolous life.

Then he figured it out.

If it's just simple, he won't have such a lot of pressure in a home without a magic world, and his connection with people can be a companion, if it's not, it doesn't matter.

Because he does not have such an urgent need to rely on anchors to confirm his own legitimacy.

For example, if Xia Youjie defected, he would feel uneasy, but he would not suffer because of it.The sourness caused by my own personality just needs to be swallowed.

As for Jiarui Nitzi, who was caught between spells and magic, he grew up in an unstable environment, and the lack of memory made the child sensitive. When his adoptive mother, who was a magician, pushed him out of the world of magicians , it is easy to cause him to doubt himself——

"I was rejected."

"So there must be something wrong with me."

This is a kind of psychological longing like a drowning person urgently needing to grab something. Shi Er is very clear about this longing, just like the first few years in the Buddhist monastery: why, why, what am I?

At the same time, as a conjurer, due to the particularity of his spells, compared with the general sense of justice brought by exorcism that can save others, it is actually more of the inner relief after healing his companions.

This is a medicine that works quickly, and it will read a point directly in people's grateful eyes: "I am needed."

"When I'm with my companions, my existence is meaningful."

His connection with human beings has gradually been completely established in "companions", which is the only place where he can feel his own value.

Therefore, there is actually no problem that needs to be solved by the Jiaruizi here. He has the mental state of being able to suffer the consequences by himself. It is not he who cannot accept this, but the "Jiaruzi" on the top floor who is rejected by the three parties.

Conjurer, magician, ordinary person—he became a ghost who couldn't find his own meaning in any category, he couldn't touch others, and he couldn't touch himself.

So he went mad to find a connection with the world.

Jiaru looked at Fu Heisher who suddenly frowned, and asked in puzzlement, "Why did you suddenly feel bad?"

"Because the sense of substitution is too familiar." Fuheshier shook the water glass in front of him with two fingers, and the ice cubes hit the glass wall and made a crisp sound. "I actually hate looking in the mirror, especially when I was a child."

Naruto didn't understand, so he changed the question: "Emiya Shirou will be abandoned by them, what are you going to do next?"

"It's easy to handle. The thing that the guy on the top floor wants to solve is unsolvable. As I said before, Xia Youjie can't go back to the high school, and the problem that the family here wants to solve... It's not at all. Make a question."

"The term 'solve this matter' is still too broad." Shier drank the cold water in the glass, and the ice cubes were contained in his mouth to gradually cool down the warm mouth. "I thought about it for a while."

"What if he just wants to slap himself, and then walk up to Xia Youjie and Wujou and scold you two idiots?"