Years of jade are like a dream

In the days after Fulin left, I began to waver whether what I did was worth it.Although their father and son are the sons of heaven, they both say that the feelings of the Tian family are stingy, but they can be crazy about love as they please.But I'm just a woman, a concubine or most importantly, a mother, but I have to grit my teeth so that I don't make a wrong step, and I can't let my feelings get the upper hand.After the death of the late emperor, I seemed to let out a big sigh of relief, thinking that I could escape this life that I did not want to accept.

When the late emperor was around, he always doted on Sister Lan. If he didn't go against his will, of course he would be extremely envious. I also imagined that I would have such a love.Fulin, I only hoped to be a prince and live a rich life. If there is a chance, I even want to go back to Horqin together, hold him in my arms, ride with him, teach him archery, and meet Obao in July Girl, promise her that she won't be left alone in the desert.

Dorgon died alone in the wilderness. It was his life and mine. If I had killed him during that misunderstanding, it would be good to cast an eagle in the next life to be free on the Horqin grassland.Before he died, he must have resented me very much, he must have said "Yu'er, you are so heartless", this is good, Dorgon hates me and resents me, will it be less painful?I owe him a lot in my life, but I can't give anything in return. All he got was a purse with different stitches, and I exchanged a purse for Fulin's world.

I often think, why don't you ask me if I have selfish intentions in doing this, you can ask "Yuer, who are you doing this for?" But you didn't, your feelings for me have not changed, and you also believe that I am Your feelings are just like you.

I become more, more than you.

Your eyes are red with power, what about me?I was blinded by loneliness, Fulin was my only support, I couldn't seem to survive without him.I know I still have you, but how can I expect you to rescue me in the depths of the harem.I seem to love Fulin more than I love you.

"...The Empress Dowager should take the medicine." The young maid softly woke up Da Yu'er who was leaning against the edge of the bed in a daze.The empress dowager's illness seemed to be getting worse, and she couldn't remember the time and date very clearly. A few days ago, the emperor was still praying at the Temple of Heaven, so that his grandmother would be healthy as before. "What day is it outside?" Da Yu'er asked in a daze.

"Back to the empress dowager, it's time to apply, the emperor said that he will come to accompany you for dinner at night," the little maid in front of her replied.

"He's a filial man, so it's hard for him. Where's Su Mo'er?" After Da Yu'er regained consciousness a little, she was anxious to find her confidant, and she didn't know where Su Nanny went to give orders. The empress dowager is only a few years younger, but her body is much stronger. The emperor also intends to entrust which son to the nanny to teach.

"Madam Su went to the front yard to tell the new girl to do something, and she should be back soon." This little girl is also the most intelligent among the new girls, observing everything carefully, and she didn't spend half a cup of tea after she finished speaking. Madam Su had already arrived in front of her and prepared to serve the Empress Dowager to drink medicine, and she removed all the maids.

"Does Gege have something to say? I heard the little girl said that you are in a hurry to see me." Su Moer sat on the edge of the bed and fed the medicine spoon by spoon. The love between master and servant was really touching. "Su Moer, I think I'm going to see him." Su Moer almost knocked over the jade bowl in her hand when she heard this.

"Ge Ge is talking nonsense. Ge Ge is the most honorable woman in the Qing Dynasty and must have a long life. How can she curse herself like this." Su Mo'er's eyes turned red immediately. Although she said so, she knew best except for the imperial physician. The empress dowager's body is gone, although the time limit is really short, but the thought of separation between master and servant is a heart-wrenching pain.

"Su Mo'er, let me ask you if you miss him?" The old man on the sickbed seemed to think of something, and the smile on his face became wider and wider, but he became sad again in an instant, "He was kicked out of the grave and whipped to death, According to his temper, he will be so angry that he refuses to reincarnate, so where should I go to find him?"

Su Mo'er tightly held Yu'er's hand on the bed, "Ge Ge, he must be waiting for you, I believe he must be waiting for you.