Wealthy men and wives are not easy to mix

In fact, Guan Hongxu was not as indifferent as his face showed on his face. Seeing Xia Jinluo being violated, he felt so sad.

Xia Jinluo shattered his last thought. He watched helplessly that the person he once loved the most was eroded and corrupted little by little, until finally he discarded even a trace of goodness.

He was angry not just because he moved An You, but because Xia Jinluo had turned into a look that he hated, completely obliterating the beautiful and pure image left in his heart.

Guan Hongxu didn't know what he was expecting. He was used to protecting him for a long time. Even after breaking up for many years, he still wanted to treat him well.

He could attribute everything Xia Jinluo did to helplessness.Even if Xia Jinluo has slept with countless men, it's because of his sex addiction; even if Xia Jinluo does some tricks behind his back to squeeze other actors, it's because he wants to climb up.

At least in front of him, Xia Jinluo behaved meekly and harmlessly, purely kind and sincere, weak and pitiful, so easy to arouse the affection of men.

He didn't want to admit that Xia Jinluo had already changed.

For many years, he has always thought that he still loves Xia Jinluo, from beginning to end.

It's a pity that he didn't realize what he cared about most until An You was injured and lying in the hospital.

If An You were the person lying here now, he would definitely go crazy, and he wished he could kill all of them.

At this moment, he realized that the reason why he couldn't forget or let go was just deceiving himself and others.

All he loves and misses is a person who has memories of the past, and that person... is long gone.

Only now did he clearly know that the only person he wanted to cherish was An You.

Xia Jinluo's body was in a mess, like a dilapidated doll at the mercy of others.

Suddenly, he laughed sadly, turned his head to look at Guan Hongxu with difficulty, his eyes were full of nostalgia and reluctance, and there was also a bit of coldness.

A trace of blood spilled from the corner of Xia Jinluo's mouth.

Guan Hongxu finally realized what he wanted to do. He stepped forward, squeezed his chin and opened it, and said sadly, "Death is not the solution to the problem, and the pain is what you asked for."

Xia Jinluo held Guan Hongxu's hand, cried and laughed, and begged in a low voice, "Hongxu, let's go."

He didn't want Guan Hongxu to see such a miserable side of himself.

Is it time to end all this?

He is greedy for the warmth that Guan Hongxu has given him, and he really can't be greedy anymore.

Finally, he saw that Guan Hongxu hated him as he wished, and he even hoped that Guan Hongxu would continue to punish him severely, humiliate him, beat him to pieces with a whip, make him crawl like a dog, and press his head in the water. breathe.

It seems that only in this way can he feel relieved, and his guilt towards Guan Hongxu will no longer be so heavy.

He is like a sinner, yearning devoutly, and going to hell with scars all over his body.

After Guan Hongxu left, Luo Yao picked up Xia Jinluo who had passed out, and stretched out his hand to touch the tear-stained face, "Why are you doing this?"

Luo Yao carried Xia Jinluo into the bathroom to clean him up, applied the medicine again, and stayed by Xia Jinluo's side all the time.

Xia Jinluo woke up, was in a daze for a while, and then murmured: "Drug, give me the medicine."

His depression has not been cured, and he has been taking medicine. He may have actively treated it before. After seeing Guan Hongxu, he seemed to feel a lot better, but now his condition is getting worse, and he is also accompanied by manic schizophrenia.

Sometimes he would run around the room like a madman, digging his fingernails against the walls and making harsh scratching noises.

In order to relieve depression, he chose to take drugs, or intravenous injection.

He even had hallucinations, and once he was walking and looking at the speeding truck for no reason, he suddenly rushed over.

It was Luo Yao who saved him that time.

After Xia Jinluo took the medicine, he was very obedient and quiet.

When Luo Yao was about to get up and leave, Xia Jinluo grabbed his sleeve nervously, his clear eyes filled with tears.

Luo Yao held his hand and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't leave you."

Guan Hongxu was dragged by Chen Yue to see a psychiatrist that day, and that psychiatrist was a good friend of his mother.

Guan Hongxu felt that his mother was making a fuss out of a molehill.

"Hongxu, that's my friend from college. He's very professional. I don't care how busy you are. You must come with me today."

Guan Hongxu didn't say anything there, his mother told him everything, and asked the doctor to prescribe some psychotropic drugs. He really suspected that his mother was not normal.

Chen Yue's friends said that he is too strong, has a tendency to paranoid, has a strong desire to control his partner, does not consider the other's feelings, and is selfish and ruthless.

Guan Hongxuan was a little annoyed: "He won't accept my apology. In his eyes, no matter what I do, it is wrong. From the beginning, I shouldn't let him know all this."

The point is not whether he knows or not, okay?Chen Yue's friend wanted to say something, but Guan Hongxu left directly.

Chen Yue couldn't help herself.

After Guan Hongxu went back, he saw his messy room and wished that Anyou was here.

He suddenly missed that when he was with An You, An You always took care of him and kept the house clean. He would have hot meals to eat when he came back. He warms the bed.

Anyou is always so optimistic, with such a sweet smile, he likes Anyou leaning in his arms, calling him "husband" sweetly, likes Anyou clinging to him, full of himself.

Guan Hongxu couldn't help but see Anyou's face in his mind, happy, crying, smiling, angry, depressed...all are lovable.

An You is such a good person, why did he make him sad by being such a jerk back then?

He is so unworthy of being his companion!

Two days later, Guan Hongxu no longer sneaked in to see An You in the middle of the night. He went to a flower shop to buy a bouquet of flowers, and walked into the inpatient department of the hospital, only to find that the bed had been replaced.

Guan Hongxuan grabbed a nurse and asked, "What about the patient from before? Has he been discharged?"

The nurse recognized him: "You mean Mr. An, right? He was sent to the VIP ward on the seventh floor, Room 703."

After Guan Hong continued to go up, he saw An You, and An You was walking around with difficulty on a crutch.

"Anyou!" Guan Hong went up to support him, "Be careful not to fall."

An You looked at Guan Hongxu with a hellish expression.

After Guan Hongxu helped An You back to bed and lay down, he stuffed the flowers into An You's arms.

"Do you like it? I send you off every day."

An You threw the bouquet of flowers to the ground: "What trick do you want to play?"

Guan Hongxu picked it up, put it on the bedside table, held his hand, and said softly, "I want to start over with you. You were the one who chased me before, but now I'll chase you, okay?"