Rebirth is not a dream

Lan Tian felt angry, full of anger.

What to say sorry!This is obviously his own business, it is obviously his... If it is wrong, it is also his fault, why do you say sorry?Why!

After the anger, it turned out to be desolate and helpless as expected.

Ayan's choice was actually reasonable, and it was the answer he had thought about many times. He shouldn't be surprised, but why did he still feel that his heart was being torn apart, so painful!Obviously, several years have passed, but the relationship has not decreased but increased?

"Ayan, are you saying I'm sorry? It's really ridiculous. Why are you sorry for me? Just because you don't accept it?" Lan Tian smiled mockingly, and the evil spirit on his face became more and more revealed, making him seem a little cynical.For some reason, after the pain in my heart, I unexpectedly calmed down, "Why do you wrong yourself so much? I also know how much this kind of thing affects you, and you even avoided it for several years. "

He spoke calmly, but it made Lan Yan feel guilty. His actions were indeed not very good...

"At that time, I was about to be sent abroad, and I was very panicked, so I wanted to express my heart. At that time, I was really a child with a pure heart, and I never thought that this kind of thing would be so important to you—a big boy. How unbelievable, how big the impact should be, no, actually, it’s not that I didn’t think about it, but at that time, I was completely dazzled by the sadness of being separated.”

Lan Tian suddenly talked about the past, with nostalgia on his face, and a helpless but warm smile. Now he said these things in a light tone, as if he didn't care.Lan Yan looked at her cousin's expression that didn't seem to care, and felt relieved. Hearing what he said about the past, she felt that the embarrassment was not so embarrassing anymore, and instead, she felt guilty welling up in her heart.

When Lan Tian confessed his love to him back then, the impact on him was simply overwhelming.How could Lan Yan, who was just a big boy at that time, respond?Feeling astonished and disgusted is normal!But he wasn't disgusted, more just frightened.He did like his cousin, but it was just brotherhood.And let alone whether he likes Lan Tian or not, just because of the shackles of blood, it is absolutely impossible for Lan Tian to respond to his brother.

And it was Lan Tian's confession to him that made him know that homosexuality exists in the world, and it was precisely because of this that he realized early on that he had different feelings for Xiao Su than his younger brother.It can be said that it was Lan Tian's confession that indirectly contributed to the dim love of the blue-faced boy, and made it take root to the point where it could not be removed.

It can also be said that it was Lan Tian who made Lan Yan face up to her sexual orientation, but unfortunately, the person Lan Yan liked was not him.

And Lan Yan, who was still a teenager at that time, when facing Lan Tian and her cousin's love, she could only subconsciously express her avoidance.What else can I do if I don't avoid it?Always can't do anything.So after a few years, he never contacted his cousin, even if he finally relieved a lot.

It wasn't until recently that I got the news that Lan Tian was coming back, but Lan Tian never contacted him.Lan Yan was thinking, maybe he didn't take it to heart or forgot what happened back then!Who didn't think wrong or do wrong when they were young?So he planned to contact Lan Tian, ​​but he didn't expect that when they met again in a few years, Xiao Su would be on such a scene.

"Brother, I'm sorry. At that time, it was too much of a blow to me, and it was my fault."

Facing Lan Tian's words, Lan Yan didn't know what to say, she could only lower her eyebrows and say sorry.

"No, it's not your fault. Maybe I was too impatient, and it would really scare people to death if I said it suddenly. I just didn't expect you to be so decisive, and you would cut off contact for several years." Lan Tian's eyes were heavy, and his words carried With a smile, looking into his eyes is nothingness.

The absurd things back then were easily said in their respective mouths after several years, and it seemed that they really didn't care.

don't care?Oh, don't care...

"Ayan, you still can't accept it, right?"

Lan Tian looked at Lan Tian in front of him, this young boy had grown into a very attractive man, his mind was in a trance, and these words slipped out of his mouth uncontrollably.

Lan Yan frowned slightly when she heard the words, but she laughed, truly indifferent and calm.

"Brother, we are always brothers."

Even if contact is broken, they are still brothers, but only brothers.

Lan Yan looked at Lan Tian with piercing eyes, his smile was still gentle, but it was undeniably persistent.

Lan Yan actually understands Lan Tian's mood very well, just like the panic he felt when he fell in love with Xiao Su and the feeling of hopelessness as time went by, he must have suffered a lot of psychological pain, but if he understands, what can he do?It is always impossible to respond, and even this kind of feeling needs to be extinguished.

He hopes that Lan Tian can get happiness, but this happiness will never be given by him.

"Haha, indeed, no matter what, we are always brothers." Lan Tian didn't show any sad emotions when he heard the words, but laughed out loud, even with a rather happy look on that evil and handsome face. Very, "Brother, it's better than those messy relationships, isn't it? A Yan?"

Lan Yan rubbed her nose, suddenly she was a little lost in the conversation, she seemed to feel embarrassed when she said anything.

The two brothers who had a good relationship many years ago, under the erosion of time, can never return to their previous situation.

It seems that brother doesn't seem to care about that matter anymore?If so, it would be really great, and he wouldn't have to worry about it.Lan Yan thought in her heart, and felt very comforted in her heart, and it was only at this moment that she truly relaxed.After all, it is also taboo not to speak of the same sex, let alone having a blood relationship with each other?He didn't want his brother to go on such a road, not only because it was difficult, but also because he didn't have that kind of affection for him.As for Xiao Su, because he loves him, he can go forward bravely, even if he pays a huge price for it.When two people are happy together, no matter how much resistance there is, but as long as you are by my side, why are all the difficulties so difficult?

So for Lan Tian to give up, Lan Yan feels very relieved!

"You don't have to worry about my intentions for that Chi Su, it's just that I meet you by chance and ask you to have a meal. Look at your protective appearance, you don't need to be so concerned about loving my little brother." Lan Tian thought of his aggressiveness just now, Pretending to be ignorant and teasing him, the moment he lowered his head, the sadness was fleeting.

When Lan Yan heard him talking about Xiao Su, her whole body softened, and the smile on her face was extremely gentle.

He shook his head, smiled but didn't say much.

The look of being immersed in happiness is so brightly displayed on his face, it can be said that he doesn't care about the secretly frustrated person over there.Perhaps in Lan Yan's eyes, the feelings she shouldn't have had for her cousin disappeared, so it's actually nothing to show her joy in front of him.What's more, Lan Yan probably didn't know about Xiao Su's face full of happiness when she mentioned it!

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Chi Su came out of the bathroom and wandered around bored, thinking absent-mindedly, didn't know if color and his cousin had a deal?

He didn't know the contradiction between the color and the blue sky. At this time, he stayed at home and didn't want to see anyone. He was a quasi-autistic patient.And when Hue went to see him, he didn't mention his cousin to him... No, it wasn't just that time, it should be said that Hue rarely mentioned his cousin, Although it was later known that they had a good relationship with each other, they still rarely heard about his cousin from Sei's mouth.If not, there is a color between him and Lan Tian who has a good relationship with each other, but in the end the relationship is a stranger?

This can only lead to one conclusion.

Chi Su stood still, frowning slightly——

Color doesn't want him to have contact with his cousin?why is that?

This conclusion seems a bit strange, but after thinking about it, it seems to be true.

If Hue had a really good relationship with his cousin, why didn't he introduce him?Although he had a bad relationship with Brother Mu Jin and the others in his previous life, they first met through color introductions. It was only because his character was too unpleasant and even annoying that they broke up with each other in the end.But...his cousin, Hue really never recommended him.

Could it be that the relationship between color and his cousin is actually not good?

Chi Su guessed, thinking of the color reaction just now, although he was a little uncomfortable and embarrassed, he didn't feel disgusted at all!

Lan Yan is actually a very principled person, with clear likes and dislikes, and it's not easy to hate others because of certain things, as long as he doesn't touch his bottom line, so his popularity has always been very good, this is probably his personality Good charisma good sake.So if someone really said that he has a good relationship with his cousin, it would be really good.

Chi Su couldn't figure it out.

"Ah, Xiao Su!"

Just as he was frowning and thinking, a surprised and excited voice sounded from in front of him.

Chi Su came back to his senses and looked up.

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Sang Xin, I can't keep up!