Rebirth is not a dream

It was like a dream, Chi Su hadn't recovered from it yet.

He stared at the expressionless and indifferent face in the mirror, different from the mature 27-year-old with heavy haze in his eyes, his face at this time was still immature, delicate and beautiful, habitually expressionless, and the haze in his eyes was not heavy, But with a cold sadness that seems to be able to grab people, it all shows that this person is him.

Chi Su twitched the corners of his mouth, and the person in the mirror followed his movements.

Him, reborn?

Have you gone back to the past...

Chi Su was stunned for a moment, then suddenly burst out laughing, the laughter was stern and mournful, and even shed tears...

The tears that flowed down like that were so turbulent that people were caught off guard!

Even when he faced the color's death, he never cried. His heart ached so hard that he couldn't help it, but he couldn't shed a single tear.Now, I was blinded by the deep sadness and guilt, as well as the great pain, and couldn't help crying.

He finds it ironic!

A person like him, such a selfish and cowardly person...how could he have such an opportunity?Is God playing tricks on people? !

Not worth it at all, not worth it...

Color, color!

Chi Su yelled "Ah—" and smashed everything indiscriminately to vent his emotions. The heart-piercing pain enveloped him, causing this man, who had been tense before, to collapse.

Zhan Yang went upstairs just after saying hello to Zuo Wanting and Chi Yuntian. He and Chi Su were considered good friends, and he had visited Chi Su's house a few times, so he was not formal.

Standing outside Chi Su's door, the door was not closed tightly, there was a faint crackling sound, and Chi Su's cry.

Zhan Yang was startled, and immediately opened the door regardless of etiquette, fearing that something would happen to Chi Su.

"Chi Su!"

As soon as Zhan Yang opened the door, he rushed straight to the noisy bathroom, only to see a mess and Chi Su who was howling.

Sadness, anger, and despair are like the wailing of a trapped animal, which makes people's hearts tighten, and they are unconsciously infected with this painful emotion and feel sad for it.

Zhan Yang has never seen such a crazy Chi Su.

In his impression, Chi Su was gloomy, indifferent, and alienated from others.

But now Chi Su, the light in his eyes is too scary, too violent, too sad, like a fire that wants to burn everything, and the fire is reflected in those eyes.Zhan Yang took a step back in fear, instinctively feeling that Chi Su is very dangerous now.

"Chi Su..."

Hearing someone call his name, Chi Sucai seemed to have found his reason, and suddenly sat down on the messy ground, the fire in his eyes quickly disappeared, leaving only a distressing gray, It was as if all hope had been burned out.

Chi Su didn't know, she had burst into tears again unconsciously.

Zhan Yang stood there blankly, looking at the calm young man in bewilderment, unable to go any further, because he knew that Chi Su might need some time to calm down.Although he didn't know what happened to make Chi Su, who had always been indifferent, become like this, but he also understood, don't ask if you shouldn't ask.Otherwise, maybe Chi Su wouldn't let him get so close, or even become friends.

This man is always wary of people.

Although he didn't quite understand why, he wasn't stupid.

Zhan Yang exited the bathroom silently, and then closed the door in a careless and considerate manner.

Chi Su is indeed slowly calming down. Just now, perhaps it can only be said that the death of Hue was a big blow to him.And at that time, he didn't cry and didn't lose control, maybe he knew that it was not a place where he could be unscrupulous, so even though the pain was about to suffocate, he still gritted his teeth and choked the sadness back to his heart, mourning alone.

But now, the sudden rebirth in a familiar place made him unable to hold back his guard and weep and vent unscrupulously.

Sometimes the pain that cannot be vented is the saddest.

After calming down, Chi Su could think about all this, why?Why did he suddenly return to his teenage age?Obviously at that time, he held the color...

Then, what did you hear?

There was a... gunshot that pierced the sky.

Chi Su clenched his fists tightly, his whole body tensed.He never thought about death. Since Hue entrusted his life to him, he would never trample on it at will, even though he felt that life was meaningless.And, it really can't be done that way.He also wants to bring those who killed the color to justice one by one!

However, unexpectedly, something unexpected brought him here and he was reborn.

There was a glimmer of dark light in Chi Su's eyes, sparkling with waves.

Now that I calmed down, I realized that I had forgotten—now, the color is still alive!

Thinking about it this time, his eyes glowed with dazzling brilliance, and he didn't want to care about what was not worth it anymore. Even if it was a big oolong, even if it was just a dream, he still wanted to touch the familiar warmth again. Those smiling eyes were full of longing, even if it was just an illusory dream in the end.