Never Peace ABO

"Let's separate, I will return all your property to you." Xu Qiyue broke free from his arms, walked to the French window, and tightened the skirt of the nightgown.

When we were together, Xu Qiyue never thought about separation at all. Xu Qiyue turned the ring on the ring finger of his left hand and looked down at the sparkling diamond in the center. This was the ring that Bian Ning was going to propose to him.

His love and resentment are floating in the air day and night, there will be no Bian Ning in this world until the day it lands.However, his love and resentment will not drift far away, hovering over his head, asking him to miss it all the time.He couldn't tell if he loved more or hated more, anyway he couldn't let go of Bian Ning.

Can never forget him.

At this moment, Xu Qiyue was extremely confused.He had held a thread tightly and kept pulling it out, but he couldn't pull it anymore, because there was a dead knot.

"Have we reached the point of divorce?" Wu Ning said.

"This marriage is a sham, it's based on a lie."

"Am I fake too? Xu Qiyue, turn around and tell me, since you met me at the engagement ceremony, is everything we've experienced since then all fake?"

In fact, Xu Qiyue felt resentful, and he actually turned around and faced him according to what Wu Ning said, instead of evading and dodging, he chose to confront him tit for tat.He asked: "Why did you come back? Why did you pretend to be Bian Ning? Why didn't you come back ten years ago and come back ten years later? Do you know? Before I met you, I made up my mind to forget him, why did you give me hope?"

Hope in despair is often more tormenting than complete despair, which is equivalent to him holding Xu Qiyue high and then falling hard to the ground.

"Do I love you? I love the Bian Ning you pretended to be. Don't imitate him, Bian Bo, don't force yourself to be Bian Ning. You don't owe Bian Ning anything, and you don't owe me anything. Bian Ning saved You, he must love you very much, I hope you can live well. You don’t need to take care of me for Bian Ning because of the “guilt” of living. I don’t have him, and I still have my parents and friends, even if I lose everything , at least I still have myself, and I will love myself."

"Do you think I will go back?" Wu Ning smiled forcedly, as if he had heard a bad joke, "Do you think I can enjoy the rest of my life after losing it? You think I forced myself to pretend to be Bian Ning, but even if it was a Zhang Pi, it’s been stuck on my body for ten years, and I can still take it off? How can I prove to you that I don’t love you because of Bian Ning? He didn’t entrust you to me. Even when I approach you, I always feel that I am against Bian Ning Ning's betrayal. I'm sorry for him. I used his identity to deceive the person he loves. I'm very selfish. I don't tell you the truth because I have selfish intentions. I expected to keep this secret forever, but... too bad. "

Xu Qiyue frowned at him, remained silent for a long time, sighed, looked away, and murmured: "When I see you, I always think of him, I can't forget him."

Wu Ning asked back: "Why did you forget him? None of us can forget him."

"I'm so sad! I can't forget him, I'm so sad! I don't want to see you! Seeing you reminds me of him! Do you understand?!" Xu Qiyue lost control of her emotions and went crazy, covering her face and squatting slowly on the ground , "You are not him, I know you are not him, but I will still find his shadow from you. This is not fair to you, and it is also a kind of torture to me."

He stood up suddenly, went to the bedside and held Wu Ning's face roughly with both hands.He searched for Bian Ning from his memory, trying to find the obvious difference between Wu Ning and Bian Ning on Wu Ning's face.However, not only this face, Wu Ning's words and deeds are mixed with Bian Ning.He sadly realized that his heart could not separate Wu Ning from Bian Ning. During the time when Wu Ning used Bian Ning's identity to get along with him, Bian Ning's impression in his mind was even tampered with by Wu Ning.

Bian Ning is gentle, easy-going, aloof, and does not show his emotions easily. Because he keeps a close distance from others, those who desire to get close to him feel that he is indifferent.Wu Ning has been tortured. Although he reproduced Bian Ning, he is more gloomy than Bian Ning. His indifference is a thorn erected to the outside world, and he does not let others get close.

Before, he thought that Bian Ning had changed, crawled out of the blood, and turned into Wu Ning.

He stared at Wu Ning, and his heart would still throb because of staring at him.He couldn't bear to hurt Wu Ning, hurting him would also make him feel painful, he could hardly restrain the idea of ​​getting close to him.

It must be the mark, it must be the mark that makes him attached to him.

It's time to find a way to clear the mark.

Omega is such a sad creature.

He could only ask him over and over again: "Why did you lie to me? Why did you lie to me?"

Wu Ning looked at him, "Let's calm down for a while, shall we?"

"Where is he? Where was he buried?" Xu Qiyue finally understood why Wu Ning didn't want to take him to pay homage to his relatives. It turned out that his Bian Ning was buried underground.

"When you calm down and accept the reality, I will take you to see him."

"I'm sober and calm now, I don't need to wait any longer."

"Wait a little longer, Qiyue, don't go to his grave and cry. He knows like a spring. Seeing you like this, he will definitely not be at peace." He pressed the back of Xu Qiyue's hand, leaned his face in his palm, and lowered his bushy eyes Eyelashes, a silent confession.

Xu Qiyue recalled that Bian Ning had done a similar action, so she withdrew her hand abruptly and kept away from him, afraid of being caught and trapped by him.He is not a plaything in his hands, to be played and deceived by him without emotion.

He didn't know how to face Wu Ning, he was too much like Bian Ning, but not like Bian Bo.The similarity between him and Bian Ning makes Xu Qiyue unavoidably soft-hearted towards him, and the difference between him and Bian Bo makes Bian Bo keep the beauty of his youth in Xu Qiyue's memory.

"I can't forgive your deception, and I can't continue to get along with you. This wrong relationship and marriage is a bondage for me. I have made it clear to end it. I hope you can respect me."

The iron curtain fell, and Xu Qiyue seemed to have been hit on the toe, and the pain was piercing.He deliberately didn't look at Wu Ning's expression to ensure that he could be ruthless.

His stupid heart still loves him, and the joys of the past are loudly roaring in his head. He wants to scrape off the colors of these joys with a carving knife, judge them as false, and throw them into the cage of the past tense.

But is it really him he loves?

"My parents have a divorce agreement that I signed. You sign it and send me a copy." Wu Ning said.

Xu Qiyue thought of the day they received their marriage certificate, which he thought was the best memory in his life.

"I don't want my parents to worry about our relationship. Besides, that divorce agreement is too unfair to you. Let's draw up a new one."

"Don't bother, I'll take it as compensation." Wu Ning calmed down, as if the love he said for Xu Qiyue never existed.

After the estrus period, Xu Qiyue flew back to London. He planned to pack up his things as soon as possible and separate from Wu Ning.The house was given to him by Wu Ning. Normally, he should clean up Wu Ning's things, but he can no longer stay in this house.

Their old shadows roam the house, bedrooms, bathrooms, living rooms.On the red single sofa next to the fireplace, the two hugged each other and finished drinking a bottle of brandy. Wu Ning didn't hold a lot of alcohol and got drunk very quickly.If you're really drunk, you can't get sexual desire. Wu Ning's body and eyes are full of laziness. He leans against the back of the sofa, like a resting cat. He has no sexual desire, and his love desire blends in the alcohol-flavored kiss and burns them.

His fingers brushed Wu Ning's hair, exposing his forehead and brow bone.Wu Ning was obedient and docile when he was drunk, his face was fully reflected in the amber-like irises.At that time, he thought that time could stay at this moment, and greedily wanted the future Wu Ning, and wanted their future happiness.

Xu Qiyue completely underestimated the workload of tidying things up. Since he has regarded this place as his own home, he adds things to the house like a squirrel collecting nuts, from as small as a book to as large as a car, taking them all away too. Difficult.

It took him a day to pack his things in the bedroom, and for the next three days he spent the next three days in a much-emptier bedroom, lethargic, crying and dreaming in bed.

Wu Ning sent him a small box across the country, but he didn't want to open it because he couldn't hold back his curiosity.Inside the box were a USB flash drive with the Capital University logo and a postcard. The front of the postcard had the Capital University gate and the words "Centennial Celebration" on it, and on the back was Wu Ning's words - "Recently, I was invited to return to school and presented Capital University to Bian Ning. I will give it to you as a gift, and the USB flash drive contains the images from Bian Ning’s university days, and I will keep it for you as a souvenir, cherish it, and don’t be sad.”

Wu Ning's ligatures also imitated Bian Ning, with smooth and elegant strokes, making it difficult to distinguish between true and false.How much energy did he put into turning himself into someone else?The more Xu Qiyue thought about it, the more terrifying she felt.

Xu Qiyue sat in the study, hesitated for a long time, and finally inserted the USB drive into the computer.

Bian Ning, Bian Ning.

Probably in the corridor, the man across from him was shaking his hands while talking. Bian Ning was holding a paper cup, leaning back against the window sill, listening comfortably and attentively.He was wearing a black suit, silver-gray tie and a blue work badge around his neck.He didn't know what he heard, he smiled, and temporarily put the paper cup in his hand on the window sill.

Another person passed by the two of them and said "chairman".

Bian Ning turned to look at the man, smiled and nodded.

He turned his gaze to the camera and found that someone was filming, and said with a smile, "What's the use of filming the two of us talking?"

"Cut into the video of the closing ceremony." The voice-over is a cheerful female voice.

"It takes so long to take a picture that flashes for a second?"

"I'll pick the best angle for you and cut it in."

The person opposite Bian Ning turned around and laughed to expose her: "Maybe you need to find an angle to take a good picture of the chairman in other fields, but you need to find an angle to shoot the chairman in our field?"

"This is not special treatment for handsome guys!" She admitted generously, and then said, "Tomorrow's party, your presidium will put on a show."

"I have a class tomorrow night, so I can't attend. You can ask Senior Liu about this." Bian Ning stood up straight, picked up the paper cup, and was about to leave.

"Oh, that's a pity."

Bian Ning asked, "What a pity?"

"I'm sorry for those who attended the meeting. I was able to get close to the handsome guy, but unfortunately your schedule doesn't allow it. Many people ask me about your social account. Shall I give it?"

"If you give it, I won't add it."

Another person said: "If you join, you can only watch Bian Ning show affection in Moments. His profile pictures are all couples."

The author says:

All the words spoken by everyone in the article have been processed by themselves and cannot be trusted completely.The inner monologue can be fully believed. This article is mainly based on the perspective of the subject, and most of the inner monologue is based on the subject.