Never Peace ABO

After that accident, he never dared to dream of Bian Ning again.Sometimes he would dream of him, alone, or with many people, but the frequency was decreasing uncontrollably.Bian Ning is the person who appears most in his dreams. He can't describe his feelings for him. If telepathy exists, it will not appear between him and anyone for a long period of time in his life. It can only be Bian Ning, it can only be him.

Time can never take away anything, it just makes people forget.He thought he had forgotten, but in the sudden dream, the memory was as clear as reality.

The wind has been swirling in the depths of his memory, and the trees passing by in the headlights still retain a lush image. He seems to be able to see him again as soon as he turns his head, as if he can feel the body temperature close at hand through the air, as if he can Hear his slow breathing.Bian Ning was leaning against the car window, the white earphone cable was hanging from his side, he half-closed his eyelids, and stared at the dense night outside the car window, a little tired, yet alienated from the tiredness.

He has brought himself into Bianning's perspective countless times.When the glaring light hit from the side, within a fraction of a second, the air seemed to freeze and boil, and his limbs reacted before his brain. He subconsciously pressed his brother under him, only hastily He said "head down".

Because the words were commanded, they sounded a little angry.

Too fast, everything happened too fast, at the moment of danger, people have no time to think about the consequences, and also have no time to fear death.Maybe when family and death became two options, Bian Ning would not choose the latter after careful consideration, but at that time, he protected him and took all possible consequences.

Wu Ning was young at that time, and had never had close contact with death.He has seen the flowers wither on the window sill, the fish in the kitchen, and the cleaner dumping the half-rotted body of a stray cat into the trash can with a retching sound. Those are all his impressions of death.Every moment someone is born, grows, grows old, and every moment someone dies.He thought they would take it peacefully, be eroded by the years, and return to dust.

He could witness his wedding, celebrate the birth of his first child, and laugh at how wrinkled he was.They may be far away from each other and only see each other during the holidays, but when they meet, they still have the feeling of being inseparable when they were young.They will bid farewell to their elderly mother together, and later, they will both grow old, and no matter who dies first, it is agreed that the graves will be next to each other.

So when he was young, he felt Bian Ning's body temperature was gradually passing while he was enduring the severe physical pain and the cramped space. He called his mother and the driver in the driver's seat in the dark, but no one responded to him.The world was suddenly quiet, and the blood dripped slowly on his face with the softness of liquid, and he felt that every pore was tearing.He couldn't accept the reality, and he couldn't admit that his loved ones left him in an instant.It was just a moment, and this moment was no different from any other moment in his life, but he lost everything in this moment.On the one hand, he believed that he was in a dream and forced himself to wake up quickly; on the other hand, he fell into deep despair. He clearly knew that his nightmare would never end.

I wish everything was false, it was just a dream.He can empty out his more than ten years of struggling abroad, don't give up money, status, and reputation, and wake up from the nightmare... It's ridiculous, but now he can't let go of his brother's boyfriend, but... If his brother is not dead , Xu Qiyue's life can be considered complete.

In the detention center, at night, Wu Ning woke up after a light sleep, thinking of many old things.Unable to fall back to sleep, he struggled to sit up, stared blankly for a moment, then suddenly raised his left hand, and rubbed the ring on his ring finger by the moonlight.

"Brother Bo, what did that person look for you just now?" The other party had an ambiguous expression on his face, and he didn't forget to gossip first when he raised the mineral water to his mouth, "I saw that his face was completely red, and he turned his head when he left. , running faster than a rabbit, do I want to confess to you?"

The setting sun baked the playground into a smell of rubber, and figures were still swaying back and forth on the basketball court. Bian Bo sat on the steps above the plane, with his hands behind his back, his body leaning back, and his head tilted back. Both the sun and the wind fell. on his face.He closed his eyes and spoke lazily.

"I'm looking for my brother, I've got the wrong person."

The people around him let out an "ah" in disappointment, "Those people must be mentally ill. Your brother is cold and put on airs all day long. How can you be so cute!"

"Fuck you, I think you're just out of your mind, and you said bad things about my brother in front of me." Bian Bo opened his eyes, sat up straight, and wasn't really angry.

"How dare I speak ill of your brother, your brother is very nice, I am partial to you." The friend leaned over and bumped Bian Bo's shoulder.

Bian Bo smiled half-disgustingly, pushed the other party away, stood up and took steps towards the cafeteria.

"I thank you for your preference, but you are sweating on me."

"Who do you dislike! You're not much better!" The high school student picked up his coat from the ground, and chased after Bian Bo while beating the dust off the coat.

That night Bian Bo also specifically mentioned this matter to Bian Ning, asking him if he felt that someone around him had a crush on him recently.Bian Ning didn't even think about it, and just told him no.

"Really? Impossible, you have been liked since kindergarten. I still remember that little girl, what's going on, theatrical performance? You play the prince, but the little girl can't play the princess, even crying and howling Holding you and not letting go, scared you to tears."

"Do you really remember this?" Bian Ning closed his eyes, as if recalling a bad experience.

"I can't remember, what my mother said, pointing to the photo taken at that time and saying that the little girl scared our prince to cry, is it true?" Bian Bo happily put his arms on his brother's shoulders, He was in his arms, and the two walked side by side.

Bian Ning smiled briefly, and slowly turned his eyes to the side faces of the people around him.

"If you remember, you won't mention this... At that time, you were the one who was frightened and cried. After that, you will learn how to pull the braids of little girls."

Several students from the same school passed by the two on bicycles. Bian Bo seemed to be afraid that others would hear about his childhood embarrassment, so he hurriedly changed the subject.

"There is no one around you who has a crush on you"

"Since it's a secret love, how can I know about it. I said you didn't, because I didn't feel that someone was secretly in love with me."

"Unrequited love can also be felt."

"Plausible things, what's the point of thinking more about them?" Bian Ning pushed Bian Bo's hand away from his shoulder, and Bian Bo's arm on his shoulder slipped down immediately.The two are about the same height, and the posture of hooking shoulders and backs is actually uncomfortable. "Did someone ask for my information from you again?"

"No, there is someone who treats me as you and confesses to me."

"Oh." Bian Ning was not very interested.

"Xu, what's the matter?" Bian Bo frowned and thought, "I forgot. I wondered how he fell in love with me after seeing me in the playground for a few days? It turned out that he was admitting his mistake. Yes. Well... people are a little confused, but their courage is commendable, and people can't work hard for nothing. Let me tell you about this, there is a person named Xu around you who is secretly in love with you."

"No one around me has the surname Xu."

"Well... think about it carefully."

"Brother, do you care about my relationship status, or about that classmate Xu? If you care about me, then you don't have to worry about it. I haven't stabilized yet, and I won't think about my partner's problems; caring about others..." Bian Ning suddenly said in the street light I stopped by the side, there were flying insects under the lamp, the moon was extremely bright, but it was too far away, not as good as this electric lamp.He turned around, looked at his younger brother's face for a moment, raised his hand and patted his shoulder, pretending to be earnest while teasing, "I advise you to study hard."

He left first, leaving behind a dazed Bian Bo.Bian Bo came back to his senses, angrily and laughingly caught up with Bian Ning, and pushed him from behind playfully.Bian Ning smiled and dodged to the side of the road, switching the backpack on one shoulder to the other shoulder.

"I care about others? Of course I care about you!" Bian Bo couldn't help laughing, and tried hard to keep the corners of his lips from rising, "Hey, brother, I'm serious, I definitely won't love someone who loves you , I mean love."

"So rational? If you say you don't love, you don't love." Bian Ning tilted his head to look at him, with a smile in his eyes.

"It's not a matter of rationality or irrationality. I'm not a cheap person. Why should I love someone who loves you? How uncomfortable it is!"

The two walked like they were taking a walk, even the shadows seemed to be copied and pasted.

"Xiaobo."

"Ah."

"Would you lose yourself because of my existence?" After all, they are so similar that they are always compared.

"Why do you feel like you've lost yourself? How do you and I look alike except for the piece of skin our mother gave you?" Bian Bo suddenly realized that what he said just now was inappropriate, and his brother misunderstood him, "No, no, brother, I'm not For you, I mean that I don’t love people who have other people in their hearts. I’m explaining my view of love, so don’t think too much about it.”

"Emotional cleanliness?"

Bian Bo didn't continue, "What about you?"

"Me?" Bian Ning lowered his eyes and thought, "I don't know, I've never thought about this kind of problem. I don't know why people fall in love, but I think love won't last long."

The atmosphere of the conversation between the two became more and more dignified.

"You haven't met someone you like yet!" Bian Bo twitched the corners of his mouth, tried to relax his expression, took two steps to block his brother, and walked backwards, "Don't get slapped in the face then."

"I hope." The smile on Bian Ning's face showed indifference, and he pulled Bian Bo back to his side, "Look at the road, there is a car."

The fans squatted outside the hospital building day and night, and whenever they saw a person in a white coat, they surrounded them in a chaotic manner.

"How is our brother? When will he be discharged from the hospital?"

"Doctor, we've been here for several days, please help deliver our presents!"

"Doctor! Doctor!"

"Don't go, doctor!"

Xu Pinzhou swiped open the glass door with his work card, and looked back at Xu Qiyue who had just squeezed out from the fan group. Both of them were wearing masks, which is not unusual for a doctor to wear in a hospital.

"Are you okay? You haven't encountered such a posture before." When the two entered the elevator, Xu Pinzhou breathed a sigh of relief and straightened his crumpled clothes.

Xu Qiyue didn't speak, just shook her head with her eyes closed.

Xu Pinzhou sensed that he was uncomfortable, so he stopped communicating with him.

Unexpectedly, only a moment later, Xu Qiyue suddenly reached out and pressed the nearest floor number, the elevator made a "ding", the metal door opened, and the person rushed out immediately, walking fast.

He ran into the bathroom clutching his chest, pulled off his mask and lay down on the sink to vomit.The water was rushing to wash the white basin, he washed his face, the vomiting lessened, and he was finally able to stand up straight.

"You've been like this for the past two days, what's the matter?" Xu Pinzhou's thin figure appeared in the mirror.

"It's nothing."

Xu Qiyue didn't want to say it.He reached out his pocket and took out the medicine he usually took, and stuffed two pills into his mouth.There was no drinking water at hand, so I could only force myself to swallow it.

"Don't take too much medicine. Drugs imitating pheromones are addictive." After getting along these days, Xu Pinzhou, an Alpha, didn't smell any Omega pheromones by Xu Qiyue's side. Not a trace of smell can leak out.

"I'm fine, let's go. I made an appointment with him at ten o'clock in the morning. I'm about to miss the time."

Xu Qiyue wiped off the water droplets on her cheeks with the back of her hand, and put on the mask again.He had a pair of round eyes that were ignorant of the world, but when he lowered his head slightly and raised his eyes to look forward, there was a special kind of sharpness.

The author says:

Stop scolding, stop scolding, I'll do it myself—you still have the face to come back!