[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth · Fanwai

Chapter 103 What is Happiness?

From an ignorant child to a friend who talks about everything, and then confessed in an "accident", and chose to try a couple's life together, the experience of Yongjin Yingliang and Kaneki Ken is like a happy story.

If there is no accident, when they enter the working stage and have an independent life, they will confess to their families.

Those who have enough knowledge will eventually grow up to the day when they stand up, shoulder the responsibilities of adults, shield each other from wind and rain, and no longer fear the eyes of the world...

What a wonderful thing that would be for both parties who are afraid of losing.

"Wow—vomit—"

After the graduation ceremony of Dongda University, Kaneki Ken knelt next to the trash can and retched, his face was so pale that he didn’t look like he just gave a speech under the eyes of everyone, thanking the chief graduates cultivated by his alma mater.A passing classmate, Naoka Mitsui, who has been his class monitor for three years, found out about this situation, and she, who is a young lady, walked over and asked while pinching her nose.

"Jin Mu-jun? Do you need me to help you to the school infirmary?"

"No, no need."

Kaneki Ken replied a little flustered, forcing a smile.

"It's time for you to exercise your body." Naoka Mitsui didn't get along well with him, and said from the standpoint of a classmate, "Every time you have a physical examination, your physical condition is declining. Being too obsessed with studying is not good for your health."

Ken Kaneki lowered his head, wiped the vomited saliva from the corner of his mouth with a napkin, stood up and left quickly.

"Sorry, I'll keep an eye out."

Staying where he was, Mitsui Naoka, who was wearing a kimono today, couldn't help but stare at his back, did he ever talk to his parting classmates like that?And what a sorry!I don't need to apologize to other people when I am not in good health.

"So polite, you don't take my words seriously." Mitsui Naoka shook her head, not planning to worry about it anymore, anyway, the withdrawn Kaneki-kun also has a very close friend.

She thought of Yongjin Yingliang whom she often saw, and murmured, "Boys have an enviable friendship."

On the campus of Dongda University, Yongjin Yingliang had just finished his graduation work and ran to Kaneki Ken.The famous cherry blossom tree in Dongda University shed large pink and white petals freely, and the black-haired boy... no, Kaneki Ken, who is already a slender young man, stood waiting for him at the agreed place, and the petals fell on the tip of his nose, causing him to slap him a sneeze.

Today's Kaneki Ken is a celebrity, and many girls' eyes are on him, but it is a pity that Kaneki Ken, who is already 22 years old, has not found any girlfriend for four years in college.

In other words, no one has been able to take off the second button on his chest.

"Kaneki, let's go! Let's go take pictures!"

Yongjin Hideyoshi likes watching Kaneki being popular in front of people. This may be the difference between him and other lovers. He is not very possessive and prefers to put Kaneki's feelings first.

Ken Kaneki walked over quickly, the reddish tip of his nose from sneezing made him look young and cute.

There were several clicks, and Yongjin Yingliang took a picture of their university with the high-end camera he borrowed.Looking at his professional shooting posture and technique, Jin Muyan felt a lot less pain in his stomach, which made him smile easily: "Ying, where did you borrow your camera? It doesn't look cheap."

"It was lent to me by the senior sister of the photography department. She has graduated for several years. I thought she had good photography equipment in her hand, so I asked her for help." Yongjin Yingliang made an OK gesture, and the photo was frozen Shimo Kaneki Ken's handsome face when he grew up, and his gentle smile without a trace of fighting.

This is someone he loves deeply.

Deeper than liking, loving him more than anyone else in this world.

Yongjin Yingliang felt that his brain would not be burned by love, but at the moment it was so sweet that he didn't know what to think, and a bunch of love novels he had read flooded his mind.

He couldn't help laughing and said, "The black-haired Kaneki is so pretty."

The man with white hair made me feel so sad.

Jin Muyan took his words as a compliment, looked at Gu Ying's blond hair, and couldn't praise him back.

"Ying, the roots of your hair have turned black again."

"Ah! I have to dye my hair again... Oops, I didn't even notice it unless you told me!"

Under Yongjin Yingliang's startled voice, Kaneki Ken's gaze was soft, even though the field of vision began to be dizzy continuously, and his feet felt numb, but the brilliant golden color was always engraved in the bottom of his eyes.

Can't fall down.

Can't...fall down in front of Ying.

He and Ying had made so many promises for the future, how could he break them ahead of time...

A burst of tears welled up in Kaneki Ken's eye sockets, crystal clear and bright under the refraction of the sun.Having endured the loneliness of the death of his parents and the cold violence of his relatives, he thought that only Ying would be by his side in this life, but he never thought that after the age of 15, he would have a caring and loving family, which would make him feel good about the world. more hope.

Why is hope always so fragile...

unacceptable.

God has taken away so much from him, should he also take away his next happiness?

Everyone is having a happy graduation day, only he feels the vitality in his body is weakening a little bit, getting worse every year, and now there is a kind of consciousness floating on the water, unable to breathe, and will be lifeless in the next second The black river floods the soul with a sense of panic.

He wants to...be with...Ying...together...

"Kaneki, your face is so pale, are you feeling unwell?" Yongjin Hideyoshi approached, patted Kaneki Ken's face lightly with his hand, woke up Kaneki Ken who was a little absent-minded, and replied: "Well, I'm a little tired."

Yongjin Yingliang knew that he was not used to the eyes of the crowd, so he grabbed his wrist without hesitation.

"Let's go, let's go back and rest."

"Huh? Isn't there still an event...the class is going to have a party..."

Kaneki Ken said stutteringly.

"Look at you, can you still have a party? The place we rented outside the school is not far from here. If you rest well, you can go to the party in time." Yongjin Yingliang always has a reason to refute him.

Kaneki Ken was dragged away from Dongda University by him, and his eyes never left Yongjin Yingliang who separated the crowd for him.

Yongjin Yingliang seemed to have a sense of it, and put on a handsome pose: "What are you looking at?"

Kaneki Ken said with a low smile, "Ying, look at your clothes."

"Where are the buttons?!"

Yongjin Yingliang immediately went to check his clothes and found that one of the buttons was missing.

Turning around, he saw Kaneki Ken's outstretched palms were his buttons.

"Here I am."

"..."

Yongjin Yingliang was wrong, he did not have a strong possessive desire, but Kaneki was different from him.

Because of the lack of love, Fang Fang clings to love like a child and does not let go, like the last hand extended by a drowning person, making people look irrelevant and knowing that they may also be dragged into the abyss.

Thinking of these words, Yongjin Hideyoshi had a casual attitude of "take it".

"As the head of the family, what's mine is yours."

"Bullshit!"

Kaneki Ken quarreled with him, and walked out of the campus of Dongda University while talking and laughing.

For a moment, Kaneki Ken trembled all over, as if he smelled countless smells that made him hungry, and the people around him were filled with the sweetness of hamburgers, which made him lose consciousness for a short time, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly.

The taste of my mother's burgers...

It smells good.

With a pat on the shoulder, Kaneki Ken looked at Yongjin Yingliang in confusion, and the other party answered in distress.

"Walk carefully while walking, don't be dazed on the road."

"Oh."

Jin Muyan stared at the hand being held, it was no longer the wrist-holding in school, this person actually held his fingers, the fingers were interlocked, and even the pulse of life seemed to be connected together.

So warm, so happy, so...hungry...

The house they rented was near the University of Tokyo, and the rent was extremely high. Thanks to the part-time jobs and part-time rent paid by Yongjin Yingliang and Kaneki Ken during their senior year, they initially had a small nest of their own.

Kaneki Ken held the glucose water specially used to treat hypoglycemia, and swallowed it in small mouthfuls.

His movements have always been very gentle, derived from his childhood tutoring, and his deceased parents set a good example for him, making him try to be a gentle, kind and good person in his later life.Regarding his situation, Yongjin Yingliang insisted on not interfering, and did not say much, using his own way to protect him within his ability.

The phone rang, and Yongjin Yingliang grabbed the phone and went to the balcony to answer the call, and glanced worriedly at Kaneki on the bed who looked as docile as a lamb.

He has been paying attention to the other party's poor health, but this situation seems to be extremely weak, and he cannot be as "healthy" as the Sasaki Kyoshi in his memory.No, let’s forget about Sasaki’s physical condition. He would rather Kaneki be too weak to withstand Mr. Arima’s blow to Narugami, and he doesn’t want the other party to be so rough and thick that he can live and die, struggling in the body of the ghoul. circle.

"Jin Mu, I'm going to answer a call, it may be from a classmate."

"Ah."

Kaneki Ken drank the glucose, retracted into the quilt to rest, his back was facing Yongjin Yingliang, his teeth were chattering.

He covered his stomach which had been warmed by water, and the stomach wriggled, making him feel like there was a monster hiding inside his body, slowly trying to break out and devour everything around him.

He's not a monster...he's a human...

on the balcony.

After finishing chatting with his classmates in a hurry, Yongjin Yingliang hung up the phone and stood there thinking.

"The man that Miss Lee World seduced is dead."

Kaneki Ken was able to survive.

"The innate quality is slightly higher than that of human beings, and he has talents that ordinary people do not have, but as he grows older, his body will age many times faster than ordinary people... Does Jinmu have semi-human blood?"

Yongjin Hideyoshi's first thought was to suspect half-humans. He didn't think about such things in his previous life. On the one hand, Kaneki has become an invulnerable one-eyed ghoul, without the trouble of half-humans. There are several examples of successful transplant operations, and Jinmu is at most the one with the strongest growth among them.

Yongjin Yingliang frowned: "Since they are descendants of half-humans, they need dragon cells for treatment... Only Nagarajie is left in the dragon, and I have a general impression of related technologies in my mind. The only troublesome thing is research and development." funds."

He opened the address book and looked at a number on the phone. It was the senior sister of the photography department, "Dou Chie", who he deliberately made friends with when he was a freshman.

The name signifies more than just informers in the underworld.

and also……

The only human friend recognized by the young master of the Yueshan family.

"I really don't want to contact him." Yongjin Yingliang complained fiercely, put away his mobile phone, and comforted himself with a fluke mentality: In case Kaneki is not a descendant of half-humans, but is born sick and weak, so that there is no need to contact ghouls. In the world around him, if Mr. Yueshan becomes an idiot to Jinmu again, it will be very difficult for him to stop him.

Human beings have their advantages, but they also have obvious disadvantages. He no longer wants to experience that feeling of powerlessness.

"I don't want to watch you rush into danger and protect me..."

golden wood.

This time, rest assured and wait for him to deal with it.

The two people separated by a wall, Yongjin Yingliang looked gentle, as if he had made up his mind, while Kaneki Ken covered his nose under the quilt, his eyes were hazy with tears, and his left eye was faintly radiating scarlet.

Is a monster put on a human body and become a human?

No.

If you are willing to be a person for the rest of your life without exposing your inner self, then you are a person.

This is difficult, but happiness is such a rare and precious thing.

"I don't eat people. 』

A tired voice babbled in Kaneki Ken's heart.

"But I have to eat... Otherwise, I will be so weak that I can't be with Ying..."

Kaneki Ken was cold all over.

"you……"

"Can you understand me..."

Understand how sad this world is, and you must plunder if you want to live.

"I……"

Kaneki Ken curled up, his memory pieced together the truth, and he suddenly realized that he was born as a one-eyed ghoul.

He is a human being, a one-eyed ghoul who has forgotten his identity. Every time he is hungry, he relies on his body's instincts to hunt.In this way, there are not many opportunities to fill his stomach, especially after he interacts with Ying, he has less personal space. In order to prevent Ying from finding out the truth, he has not eaten for a long time.

He with half human blood and half ghoul blood flowing from his body is the cancer hidden in this society.He carefully disguised himself under the appearance of a human being, so that he would not be detected by any instrument.

The black-haired youth's tears flowed down uncontrollably because of the pain.

"I don't want to hurt Ying."

It doesn't matter how you hurt yourself, no matter what, you can't be controlled by instinct and hurt Ying!

Ghouls that are extremely hungry will fall into a state of madness!

"So……"

As if feeling his pain, the owner of another voice slowly replaced him, and his hands and feet moved by themselves.

"Let's go out. 』

"There's a lot of food outside, tell Ying, class reunion." 』

Ken Kaneki sat up mechanically, his face was indifferent, as if the nerves in his face were broken, even his pupils were lifeless and pitch black, unable to reflect any light.

After hearing the balcony door being pulled, the whole person warmed up and had a "human" emotion.

Half of his face was a little rosy under the light, delicate and beautiful.

"Ying, I've had enough rest."

"what?"

Yongjin Yingliang was stunned for a while, and he recovered in a blink of an eye?Kaneki worked too hard to attend the class reunion.

"You don't have to force it." He said considerately, "Call me if you need anything."

The monster in the skin of the human "Kanekiken" closed his left eye, and showed a slight smile as Yongjin Yingliang approached and landed a kiss on the cheek, like a flower bud trembling in the breeze.

"Ying is always so long-winded, she will become an old lady."

A farewell to the past.

You are still so good, but it's a pity that I am so bad and deceived a friend like you.

No... it's a boyfriend now, my lover.

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