Leader Zai Fengping was killed

I don't know how long I can keep my sane self.

This is the seventh day I have come to the "Five Decays of Heaven and Man" base.

I haven't left here since the Moren brought Gogol into the port mafia and took me away a week ago.

Unable to contact the outside world, he is forced to live with other members of the "Five Decays of Heaven and Man" every day.

He gradually got used to this kind of life.

Perhaps it was indeed what Mr. Fyodor said.

There was never an "other world" and I was never a "port mafia boss".

If...if it is true that even my own thoughts are slowly changed afterwards.

If even I don't remember myself anymore.

Then.

When other people in the world are under the influence of the "book", they all think that I am just a creation of the "book" set by Mr. Fyodor according to "Osamu Dazai".

And I also forgot that I was actually a real human being.

Is this... the real disqualification in the world?

"Is there any question, Zhi-kun?" Fyodor-kun looked at me and asked patiently, "But"... If you want to say something, just say it. "

Mr. Fyodor had a smile on his face.

Gogol, who was standing beside Mr. Feodor, also had a smile on his face.

Both of them seem to be very kind and friendly, but I can't feel the slightest kindness.

My whole body seemed to be frozen, and it was like falling into an ice cave for a while.

The great panic of loss of personality came towards me step by step, as if a lover gave me a lingering embrace.

I was hugged by it, and my heart was close to it.

fear.

panic.

helpless.

despair.

"Zhi-kun?" Seemingly aware of my strangeness, Fyodor-kun asked with some concern, "What's wrong?"

"Ah, you must be really scared, right?" Gogol also came over.With his slightly jumping movements, the cloak on his body also shook.

The light became bright again, and the dining table that had disappeared before returned to its original place, and even the crab meat dishes on the table kept their original appearance.However, I didn't have the mood to enjoy the delicious food.

To... have to calm down.

"If it's really written like this in the "book", then, to the port mafia and the armed detective agency, I'm just a member of the "five bad people". "

I tried to calmly face Fyodor-kun.

"In this way, we won't have any scruples because of "Dazai Osamu" or "Hong Kong black leader" when doing things.But……"

The fishy smell unique to aquatic products emitted by the cold crab pieces suddenly makes people feel a little nauseous.

"But for Mr. Fyodor, the reason why he needs me is because I am Osamu Dazai, the leader of the port mafia in the parallel world?"

If you lose this identity.

Then what value am I?

Before Mr. Fyodor could answer my question, Gogol couldn't help laughing.

"Hahahaha... It's so funny! Tuo Sijun, did you hear what he said? Hahahahahaha, it's so funny!"

I know what Gogol is referring to.

"Mr. Fyodor".

It's become a respectful name, wow, it's not good, it's not good!

Eh, this doesn't seem to be something the "I" in the script should know.

Well, forget it now!

"What, what?" Gogol's sudden laughter made me feel at a loss, "Did I... just say something strange?"

"No." Mr. Fyodor smiled helplessly, "Nikolai is such a character, Mr. Zhi doesn't care about him, just ignore him."

I would have liked to ignore him, but...

Seeing him smile so happily and contagiously.

Well, I can't help but laugh a little too.

Damn it, I blame Nikolai for being too strong!It is said that after laughing for so long, you should have almost laughed, why don't you stop

I was a little worried that I would not be able to control the expression on my face, and there would be a little smile on the corners of my eyes and brows, or that the crazy corners of my mouth would reveal the truth in my heart...

In order to avoid this kind of thing from happening, I lowered my head in time: "But... really won't...?"

"Zhijun, I need you not because of those external things."

Mr. Fyodor sat down beside me and watched me seriously.

""Port mafia leader", "Dazai Osamu of another world", "Nullator"... I have always wanted to be able to get the ruler, and it has nothing to do with these things from the very beginning. "

"Then why"

Surprised by the content of Mr. Feodor's words, I raised my head subconsciously, and asked in a puzzled but implicitly expectant way: "Apart from these, is there anything valuable in me that might be needed by others? ?”

"Of course it exists."

For a moment, I almost thought I saw a not false tenderness in Mr. Fyodor's face.

"Did I tell Zhikun when we met for the first time? I want to be friends with Zhikun because..."

As if he was so scruples about Gogol who was not far away, Mr. Fyodor came close to my ear and said in a low voice almost breathless: "If there is a person in this world who can understand me, then it must be Only the ruler who gave his life to save the world."

"I hope Zhijun can help me realize my ideals and bestow happiness and peace on this sinful world full of disputes."

"Work hard for the happiness and beauty of the world, and everything you do for this, no matter what you do, good or evil, even if it is the deepest sin that should go to hell, you are willing to bear it alone with your own strength"

"This is the most valuable thing I have seen in Zhijun."

"A world full of sins should be purified. During the period of purifying this sin, if new sins arise from it, all will be borne by God."

The arc of Fyodor-kun's lips gradually widened, and his gaze towards me gradually became hotter.

"You in that world are like a god!"

By "God" to bear.

As expected of Fyodor-kun.

It is indeed what he would say.

Fyodor-kun probably thinks the same about his own actions, right?

No plan, however brutal, is but an essential step in the process of purifying the world.And those who died because of his plan were just "sins" that had to be borne.

But there is one thing I can't figure out.

Does Fyodor-kun really regard me... the leader Dazai as a "god"?

If so.

I am afraid that the ending he wrote for me in this world...

I've thought of several possibilities before.

But if Fyodor-kun's exclamation just now was not coaxing me, I probably know what kind of "death" I will usher in.

""God"? "I was stunned for a moment, and when I realized it, I subconsciously started to laugh at myself, "If the "god" was like me, then the world would have been destroyed long ago!" "

"Don't underestimate yourself, Zhi-kun." Fyodor-kun rubbed my hair, "Is it because it's too boring to stay here recently?"

"Huh?" I don't understand why Fyodor-kun suddenly asked.

"Actually, Nikolai's suggestion was very good. Why don't Zhijun go to perform magic tricks with Nikolai today?"

Mr. Fyodor tilted his head slightly, and this angle made the smile on his face look more friendly.

"Due to various reasons in the last life, I haven't had fun for several years! Because there is a college near the base, every time Nikolai goes to perform magic, there are many lovely girls to join him. .”

"Seeing the energetic appearance of the lovely young ladies, the mood will unknowingly become better, Zhijun, what do you think?"

cute girl?

Well……

It seems that you can look forward to it?

When it comes to cute girls, I can't help but think of my lovely girlfriend, Ms. Yoko, whom I dated not long ago.

I don't know what's going on right now.

In Chuya's words, since they do not belong to "this world", the "book" that acts on this world will not actually have an ideological impact on Chuya.And as Fyodor-kun said just now, those words have not been written in the "book".

Seven days ago, that is, the day when the Supernatural Secret Service Division was bombed and the pages were lost, I was taken away by Mr. Feodor and Gogol.

I don’t know if Zhong Ye will be able to come back that day. After all, for the Special Ability Section, Zhong also broke into the Ability Secret Service without a reason, and happened to be bombed at the base of the Ability Secret Service, and the page of the "book" was also missing. when.

Definitely going to be around for a while.I have considered this before.

But what if Chuya got the "book" first?

Of course, because there was this slight possibility, I still chose to let Chuya pass.

However, I'm not worried that Zhong also won't be able to leave the Supernatural Secret Service.

Among other things, Ango-kun's ability "Fallenism" can read the memory left on the item.

As long as Ango-kun activates a supernatural power on anything on Chuuya, you can know that Chuya did not take that page of "book".

According to Chuya's speed... Fyodor-kun should have done something that would mislead the Supernatural Secret Service, and the Supernatural Secret Service itself was in chaos. From a combination point of view, it should be possible in the early morning of the next day Back to the port mafia.

It has been six days now, and six full days should be enough to find the Kanagawa base of the "Five Decays of Heaven and Man" and successfully lurk nearby, right?

Eh? "Didn't you give it to Mr. Officer?"

That's it.

It's like Chuya appeared in this world for the first time, Mr. Cadre chose to let Chuya take me away.

This time, he will also give up the initiative to Zhongye.

Mr. Officer...

Well, it makes me a little sad to say it!

In fact, Mr. Cadres has always been very clear about the distinction.

Dazai and I.

"Dazai from another world" and "My asshole ex-partner Dazai".

It doesn't matter if I'm the head of the Port Mafia, who has grown the Port Mafia to unprecedented levels, or whether Dazai is a former cadre who defected from the Port Mafia.

For Mr. Cadres, I have always been a person from "another world" and a partner in "another China".

So, after Zhongye appeared in my world, Mr. Cadre simply handed me over to Zhongye.

"Mr. Fyodor, do you think it would be better if I went to perform magic with Nikolai?" I looked at Mr. Fyodor and asked hesitantly.

Mr. Fyodor nodded: "Yes, I think that will bring good changes to Mr. Zhi."

"Then... do what Mr. Fyodor wants!"

The author has something to say: add more progress 1829

I don’t have the little book that records the additions, I don’t know which one is the additions in this chapter qwq

I don't know if you have discovered it.

These chapters of the diary were actually written by Zai Zai specially for Fei Jia to read.

#Wherever I go, I don’t forget to write a diary for literature lovers#

#The previous diary is gone, it’s okay, just get a new one#

#Whether it is in life or in the diary, it is cooperating with your performance#

#Dedicated work with superb acting skills to meet all your script requirements#

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Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 丨20 bottles of cubs; 10 bottles of Ningpu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!