Leader Zai Fengping was killed

Zhong was also stunned.

After a while, he realized that he turned his head to look at me.

He didn't say a word, but he seemed to have reflected all his words in those cobalt blue eyes.

It's not intentional questioning, but the subconscious reaction just proves that this is the deepest feeling from the heart.

For some reason, I suddenly felt that there was a heavy shell in my heart, and I felt a dull and uncomfortable feeling.

For a while, I didn't know what to say.

In the end, it was Zhongye who spoke first.

"At least that's how it's going to be, isn't it?" he asked.

Zhong also looked a little uncomfortable, but he still tried his best to look calm.This made me relax a little bit, and the dull feeling that had been hanging over my heart not so long ago subsided a lot.

"Well, it will be like this in the future."

"Later" is a very special word for me.

If you promise "in the future", you will no longer be able to easily end your own life.

Moreover, when it comes to "the future"... I always feel that it is accompanied by this word, as if I also have an expectation for the future.

It seems that because I talked about a relatively sensational topic, the subsequent communication between me and Zhongye basically revolved around the past and future of another world.

Chuya told me everything that happened after the death of the leader of that world, Dazai, whether it was the arrival of the "combination" or the cooperation between Atsushi-kun and Akutagawa-kun in the "combination battle", all the way to the day when Chuya and I reunited.

That is to say, in order to defeat Lovecraft, Chuya had to turn on the filth. In the ending that Fyodor-kun saw in the "book", Chuya will usher in the day of death.

But also...

Chu also did not know such a future.

I might as well not have known.

If I, like Zhong Ye, knew nothing about it, perhaps my mood at this time could become much clearer.However, with the thoughtfulness of my old father and Fyodor-kun, I actually found out what happened after my death.

So, even if that future has changed, I still have a not-so-big, but certainly not a small, apology to Zhong Ye.

The guilt of "causing Chuya to die prematurely due to my own actions", although most of it disappeared because the ending of Chuya's death was changed, still left a shadow in my heart.

But if it's just a shadow, it won't affect me too much.

Feeling guilty, feeling guilty...

Just like Fyodor-kun said before.

Although in the name of "keeping the world safe", there are indeed many people who lost everything in my plan.

Those feelings of guilt and guilt have always accompanied me and never left.Zhongye is just a little bit special, other than that, the sense of guilt originating from Zhongye is no different from the guilt feeling originating from others.

Of course, our communication is not limited to the blank space behind my death.As mentioned before, the topic of our exchange also involves the future of another world.

It's mostly about what to do with the port mafia once you're back in the other world.

Chuya meant that I should return to the position of leader, but the funeral of "Leader Dazai" has passed for a long time, no matter how I look at it, I don't think it's a good idea to announce "I didn't expect that I, Dazai Osamu, came back to be the leader again" .

And I personally don't really want to remain the head of the port mafia.

As I said before, when I go back, I want to live a happy life of being raised by Zhongye, living in Zhongye’s house, and swiping Zhongye’s card.Anwu-kun's social animal model, please stay away from me!

I didn't say the latter reason.

It's not that I'm embarrassed to talk to Zhong Ye!However, if you say this, you will definitely be dismissed by Chuya without hesitation!

"I'm thinking about something good that can't happen!" I would probably be reprimanded like this!

So I killed the first reason. Because the former leader of the port mafia, Osamu Dazai, is dead, even if the coffin board is lifted, the best time has passed. Let the leader Dazai become a thing of the past!

"If you say that, I also couldn't close the death due to the filthy state after fighting Lovecraft." Chuya said, "So I can't go back to be the leader."

"It doesn't matter! After all, no one really saw Chuya die." I waved my hand, not paying much attention to Chuya's reason.

"It's just like Mr. Mori, except that when I took over as the leader, I announced that "Mr. Mori died unfortunately." "

"It's the same situation in Zhongya! "Because of the filthy state, it can't be closed and eventually died" is just a speculation. Such a speculation can be overturned at any time."

But I am different.

I jumped from the roof of the port mafia building in front of Atsushi-kun and Akutagawa-kun.

Not only that……

The bodies were all buried.

Hey, it really is dead.

Speaking of it, I am a little curious. Although my current body is a creation of "books", I am also "me".This is not a homotopic from another world, but the original Osamu Dazai who belongs to that world.

If I go back to my original world, will the corpse in Chief Dazai's coffin continue to exist?Or, because there is already a me, under the principle of "the world can have Dazai Osamu in two different worlds, but the same Dazai Osamu can not exist in two front and back timelines", will it disappear?

After returning to the original world, if I have the opportunity, I might go to verify the answer to this question with my own eyes.

Ok?

"How to verify with your own eyes"?

Well, if you want to verify with your own eyes whether the corpse in the coffin still exists, of course you have to open the coffin to see for yourself!

But if you really want to do this, you must avoid Chuya's sight. Digging the coffin out of the ground is also a big project... Well, it's troublesome when you think about it.

In the end, Chuya and I still hadn't reached an agreement on who would be the head of the port mafia.

I really hope that I can continue to be the leader!

how to say?The relationship between me and Zhongye, from being a partner at the beginning to being a leader and a cadre later, if it becomes a cadre and a leader in turn, it seems to be pretty good.

But Zhong didn't know why he just didn't want to.

"Who do you want to be the leader?" I felt very helpless, "If Atsu-kun and Kusaku are still there, as powerful people with supernatural powers, even if they can't convince the public in a short time, they can still bear it when they grow up. responsible for the head of the port mafia."

However, Atsushi was expelled from the port mafia by me as early as my death, and Hisaku became a member of the armed detective agency because of the "brain hell" incident during the "combination battle".

"Sister Hongye has enough qualifications, and her own ability is not bad. But is sister Hongye really willing to stay in the port mafia?"

The reason why he returned to the Port Mafia after the death of Chief Dazai was also because he was worried that Chuka, who succeeded in haste, might not be able to manage the entire Port Mafia well. Would you like to help Chuya?

"..." Zhong also seemed to want to say something, but in the end he held back, "Let's talk about it when we get back."

"Anyway, the most important thing now is to go back...Speaking of it, Dazai," he suddenly changed the subject, "Why did you get involved in Dostoevsky's plan?"

"The reason for getting involved in Fyodor-kun's plan..." I blinked and looked at Chuya innocently, "Can I not tell?"

Not long ago, the atmosphere that could be called warm and affectionate disappeared without a trace after my words.

A ferocious smile slowly unfolded on Zhong Ye's face: "What do you think?"

Word by word, the unhappiness in the voice was almost overflowing.

"I don't think so." I shook my head eagerly.

what?

"If you really have the desire to survive, why don't you deliberately hide it from the beginning?"

Huh huh huh

It's so strange, the skin and the desire to survive are not contradictory!

After the skinning, facing the suspected angry little slug, he chose to accept it as soon as it was good, which is a manifestation of his desire to survive.

After skinning, facing the small slug suspected of being born in it, I chose to continue to skin it, which is a sign of lack of desire to survive.

The consequences of the two are obviously different!

I am very eager to survive, and I will finish my skin.Chuya seemed to want to know the answer very much. Considering that the future plan could only be done without the help of Zhongye, I selectively told Chuya the task entrusted to me by my old father.

"It's a long story...Let me think about it, it was before we came to this world." I said, "Chuya should still remember, right? At that time we came to this world one after the other of."

"Ah... yes." Zhong was also a little dazed, "Because Boss Mori's ability can't work on you, so I was the one who came here first."

"Actually, Mr. Sen deliberately stayed me because he had something to tell me." I didn't tell Zhongye how I experienced another death, another amnesia, and another time-travel, "So I just found an excuse to let Chuya pass first!"

"Mr. Mori asked me to find "that thing" after I came to this world, and get back "that thing" before we can go back. "

"That thing"? Zhong also couldn't help frowning, "Can't you say it?" "

Now, it seems that there is no need to hide it.

"If Chuya knows the concrete existence of "that thing", I can't go back. "

I who know the "book" can return to the original world, and the old father who knows the "book" can return to the original world, but neither can the one who knows the "book".

It should be said that I'm not sure whether it's okay or not... This is the two possibilities why the old father was able to stay in that world without causing the world to collapse.

My original world, because it is the world in the "book", is different from the "world outside the book", and has the restriction of "no third person in this world knows the existence of the "book", otherwise the world will collapse" .

After the death of Chief Dazai, Atsushi-kun and Akutagawa-kun knew about the existence of "books".

However, due to the premature death of Chuya, the power of the port mafia has declined, and the armed detective agency and the special agent department have not fully developed to a sufficient extent, which affects the stability of Yokohama. Mr. Mori, who is nursing in an orphanage, has to come out again. .

According to the old father, he cheated the existence of the "book" from Dun Jun.

At that time, the third person who knew about "books" appeared in this world, that is, Mr. Mori.

The world begins to become unstable due to the appearance of a third person who knows the "book".

But soon Mr. Mori and Atsushi took the "book" from the Armed Detective Agency, and used the "book" to bring himself and Alice to the world, becoming my old father.The body of Mr. Mori in the original world showed the appearance of "death" because of the departure of the soul.

With the departure of the third person who knew the "book", the world stabilized again.

But why now my old father can bring the "book" back to the original world without causing the world to collapse?

I have two guesses on this.

The first possibility is that my old father is no longer from this world.

"There cannot be a third person who knows "books" in this world." Since the old father is not counted in the scope of "this world", this restriction was not triggered.

The second possibility is that "books" are no longer "books" in this world.

As the "book" was brought to the present world by Mr. Mori, according to the high and low law of the world dimension, the ownership of the "book" originating from the "book world" has changed from the original world to the present world.Therefore, the restriction that "there cannot be a third person who knows the "book" in this world" no longer exists.

Which of these two possibilities is true?

I do not know.

After all, I didn't think about telling Zhongye about the "book" at that time, so I didn't ask my old father clearly.

Up to now, even if I want to tell Zhongya about the "book", because of this concern, there is no way to say so.

If it is the second case, of course everyone is happy.However, in the first case, once I tell Chuya about the "book", Chuya still belongs to the original world in essence, but was brought to another world by me, and he will never be able to return to that world.

That is... we can never go back to the port mafia that belongs to us.

This will definitely not be a happy outcome for Chuya, who sees the port mafia as his responsibility, and even his "home."

"Okay." Hearing what I said, Naka also didn't continue to ask what "that thing" is, "So, all the things you are doing now are to get "that thing", is that what you mean? "

"That's right." I nodded, "I've been looking for it for a long time! I haven't found it yet... Mr. Fyodor's plan, to a certain extent, is part of my plan!"

"If it's planned properly, maybe you can find "that thing" through this incident. "

Well, it's just possible.

anyway.

Even if I kept a secret and didn't tell Zhongya about the existence of the "book", what if Chuya learned about the "book" from other people in this world?

In my script, the brave team will eventually realize that all the misunderstandings about me before are caused by the "book". ?

Ah, bad!

This is really a very serious problem!

What to do, what to do, if this problem is not solved, will it be impossible to return to the next world with me in the end?

Do not!Can't!

This kind of thing... I will never allow this kind of thing to happen!

"...What is another person acting over there, Dazai!" Zhong also knocked me angrily, "Be serious and talk about business!"

"Hey, I'm sorry!" I came back to my senses, "But, "Another person is acting"... Is it so obvious? "

"The expression on my face, how should I put it...too exaggerated?" Zhong also frowned, as if he was struggling with how to accurately describe my expression, "Or is it too dramatic? In short, it's right that it feels very ugly. .”

"What is the description of "very bad"! "I complained in a low voice, but I couldn't refute Chuya's words.

Because it was indeed... just performing.

Chuya, who joins the brave team, will know the news about the "book", I couldn't have thought about it in advance!

Of course I will have defense mechanisms in place.

If all goes well, there will indeed be a defense mechanism.

But if it doesn't go well...

Woohoo, that would be really bad!

It will have serious consequences!

that kind of thing, i definitely don't

Eh?

"It's enough to play it once, do you still think I will be fooled the second time?"

Huh huh huh

Okay, okay, did you react so quickly?

Yeah, it's really boring.

Sure enough, it's still the most interesting

"Anyway, the situation is probably like this! In order to get "that thing", I had to join Fyodor-kun's plan. Currently, I have temporarily become a member of the "Five Decays of Heaven and Man". "

Speaking of this, I explained to Chuya very seriously: "It's just a plan! Don't think that I have betrayed the port mafia. I am not the same as Dazai in this world!"

"It's all Dazai, who knows." Naka choked on me in a lukewarm way.

Although he said so, it can be seen from Zhongye's relaxed expression that Chuya has no doubts about me and he completely trusts me.

Tell the truth!Given the fact that Dazai of this world defected from the port mafia to join the Armed Detective Agency, I was really worried that he would also have doubts about me.

"Since the Dazai in this world can run away, maybe our Dazai will also run away."

You can see it by yourself, right?

Because I'm the type... who connects two parallel worlds.

At the beginning, because Mr. Mori in this world would attack Oda Tsukuru and cause Oda Tsukuru's death, I reasonably suspected, "So Mr. Mori on my side will do the same! Since Mr. Mori is also Mr. Mori, it is inevitable." So he simply usurped the throne before everything happened.

Fortunately, Zhong is not my type who feels lucky every time I think about it.

"Okay, I probably understand everything about the situation here, right?" I thought for a while, and suddenly remembered something that should be exposed in the near future, "Ah, by the way, there is one more thing to be done in advance. Explain."

"What?" Zhong also cast a puzzled look at me.

"It's... that... eh..."

How should I put it?

If I want to explain those group photos, I have to start with the cosplay that I participated in Bungo Stray Dogs if line.

But when it comes to the cosplay of Bungo Stray Dogs if line, I have to mention my new life of more than 20 years in the present world.

And how He Zhong also explained that "in fact, Zhong is just a character in a comic story" is also a problem.

However, if we don’t talk about cosplay, there’s no way to explain that “the one in the group photo is not Chuya, Natsume-sensei is not Natsume-sensei, President Fukuzawa is not President Fukuzawa, Akutagawa-kun is not Akutagawa-kun, and I’m actually not me.” "The truth.

For Chuya, there is still no way to explain why, as the leader of the port mafia, I took so many intimate photos with many people from the side of the armed detective agency.

And both of them were smiling very happily.

Even Akutagawa-kun pulled me very affectionately.

Not to mention the "Zhongye" in the photo according to a group photo, it is really exactly...

Although it was actually just the process of filming the feature film, Zhongye's cosplayer couldn't help but laugh.The original emotion should be the anger of "what the hell are you doing, bastard mackerel!", even if the collar is pulled and the gesture is intimate, it is real anger.

But... when the coser laughed, the whole aura was wrong.

The effect of the picture frozen under the lens is completely a feeling of "double black flirting.jpg".

Of course Nakaya knew that in that world he had never been so intimate with me, let alone being photographed.

But if you look at the timeline, you will know that I took these photos with me when I traveled to this world for the first time, and I gave the photo of me and "Dun Jun" to Dun Jun in this world in the alley.

Looking back now, I'm really glad.

Fortunately, at least two photos with "Tun-kun" and one with "Oda Tsukuru" were given away.

Finally, there were two less Shura Fields that were exposed.

"Well... just... ah, anyway! If you see any weird photos later!"

Wow, I really can't think of any excuse to successfully muddle through this matter!

"Anyway, just don't believe it!"

I stared at Chuya pitifully, trying to defeat Chuya with pikapika's gaze.

"Can Zhong also agree to this small request of mine! Please promise me."

Chuuye folded his arms around his chest, looking imposing: "No."

Hey.

Just knew it would be like this!

I covered my forehead, and fell weakly on Nakaya: "Nurse sister, I'm sick! I need the nurse's consent to get better!"

Instead of agreeing to me out of the mood of taking care of the patients, the nurse sister ruthlessly gave me a violent over-the-shoulder throw.

"Is it better?" The sister nurse looked at me condescendingly, and said friendly and considerately, "If not, I can continue to treat you!"

Continue treatment?

Continue violent treatment?

terrible!

Hey, the nurse sister is really scary

"I, I'm healed!" Facing Chuya's violent warning, I got better even if I was not good, "I'm completely healed! The treatment is very effective and there is no need for another one."

"Well, I think so." Nakaya nodded seriously, "Every time you get sick, you can use this method to treat... Oh? Dazai, you look very moved?"

I cooperated and shed tears: "Yes, Chuya, I was so moved that I shed tears."

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Double Eleven!

What are you going to buy on Double Eleven?

I probably just bought cat food for the cat or something?Then maybe I will buy some more books, some more chocolate sauce and cocoa powder for soaking hot cocoa in winter, probably there will be nothing left, and I feel that there are so few things qwq

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Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of little; 2 bottles of night;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!