Leader Zai Fengping was killed

"Book".

I know what "book" Dazai is talking about.

Just as "thewoman" in the Sherlock Holmes story can only be Irene Adler, "thebook" in this world, and even countless other worlds derived from it, can only be that book.

It is a one-of-a-kind, all-white book of literature* that brings to life what is written on it.

For a large number of people, the existence of "books" is a secret.But if Osamu Dazai knew, I wouldn't be surprised at all.

how to say?In the world of ordinary people, "supernatural powers" are also a secret that is not well known.

"Is it a 'book'? "Maybe because I didn't answer, Dazai asked me again, "Did you change Odasaku's fate by relying on the "book"?" "

Did I change Odasaku's fate by relying on "books"?

Perhaps it can be said so.

If I hadn't obtained the "book" by accident, I wouldn't be able to use the feature of invalidating the ability to inherit the memory from "myself in the world outside the book".If not, how can I, who don't know what kind of future Oda Saku will embark on, change this future?

All my efforts so far have been built on this basis.Based on the memory of Osamu Dazai in front of me, based on his failure, based on his pain.

If I didn't get the book, I wouldn't be able to know this memory, let alone change the death of Oda Saku.

Perhaps it can be said so.It is true that I changed Odasaku's fate with the "book".The biggest hero is naturally the book, followed by the Dazai in front of me. As for me, I am just a small pawn who was lucky enough to be favored by fate.

"Yes." I replied Dazai, "I got the "book" and knew the future before everything happened—in order to change that future, I paid some negligible small price...In the end, everything was arranged before death It's quite appropriate..."

Everyone at the Armed Detective Agency is nice.

Oda works in the Armed Detective Agency.The children are not dead, and Oda Saku can still smile and write stories in his heart.

Atsushi and Akutagawa, both came to the bright world.

The Port Mafia has grown into a behemoth in my hands, and while my death is sure to create some turmoil, there are also external enemies who cannot defeat the Port Mafia.

Even Mr. Mori was well sent to the elderly, allowing him to live a happy life with the little girls in the orphanage.

Only... If you say that you are sorry for anyone.

Probably only Zhongye.

Sometimes I think, what is the relationship between me and Chuya?

It is not the Chuya of this world—it belongs to the memory I once had, and the Chuya in the past that has been forgotten by me.

For those memories of the past, I don't actually remember anything.

You see, I should have embraced death, and then somehow reincarnated in another world.The complete life I have now has been completely separated from "Port Mafia Chief Osamu Dazai".

If we use the current life, the only superficial experience of more than 20 years, it may be "drinking expired Mengpo soup", and the memory is not completely cleared, so as long as I think about it now, I can still recall the past life.

Of course I don't want to do that myself.

However, the situation in Zhongye is quite special.Maybe it's because I'm living with Chuya in this world, we meet each other every day, and I often hear Chuya's roar...

Probably because of this reason, I occasionally think of some memories related to the one in my world.

Most of them started with me playing friendly with Chuya, and ended with me being yelled at by Chuya and threatened with violence by Chuya.There are also memories of being beaten by Chuya, but it seems that he has never been beaten since he became the leader.

In short, it seems that the relationship is not bad.

...Okay okay, just kidding.

No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like a good relationship.

However, one thing is certain - Zhongye will never leave me no matter what, whether he wants to or not.

If it is said that there is only one person in that world who will be deeply affected by "my death" that cannot be shaken off throughout his life, it is probably only Chuya.

Because "filth" cannot be separated from "disqualification in the world".

Therefore, China cannot do without me.

Can Chuya, who is carrying the port mafia on his back, be able to control not to use the "dirty" form?Even when powerful enemies such as follow-up groups, rats of the dead house, etc. come to Yokohama, even when the port mafia is in trouble?

Chuya, who values ​​the lives of his subordinates, will not be indifferent to the death of a member of the port mafia.Coupled with his excessive sense of responsibility that came from nowhere, Chuya will definitely regard the "Port Mafia" as his responsibility after becoming the leader.

There's no way he can't keep using Dirty.

However, in the absence of "disqualification in the world", Chuya, who cannot control the "filthy" form, once uses "filthy", the final outcome can only be death.

If there is only one person in that world who makes me feel sorry...

That would only be Zhongye.

I try my best to arrange all the people I care about, but Nakaya is the one that I can't arrange no matter how hard I try.It seemed that with my death, his life began to count down.

So, what is the relationship between me and Chuya...?

Even if they don't get along well with each other, they have to be bound together because of their different abilities—maybe this can be regarded as a different kind of soul mate.

Every time I see a lively and energetic little slug in this world, a thought will float in my mind unexpectedly-how is Nakaya in that world now?

After losing my annoying "ex-partner", Chuya's life should become more pleasant, right?But after there is no "disqualification in the world" in the world, the hidden danger of "dirtyness" will always exist, so there will still be some troubles, right?

However, compared to the Dazai in front of me, I am already happy enough... so happy that if I show trouble, I will be scolded for being too greedy.

"If I could get the 'book'—"

"Impossible." I interrupted Dazai, "I 'foreseeed' the future—do you understand what that means? "

Although I haven't tried it, I shouldn't be able to use books because of "no qualifications in the world".

"Because I "foreseen" that Mr. Mori would use Odasaku to destroy the mimic to obtain a license for the ability, so I "betrayed" Mr. Mori and became the leader myself before these things happened. "

"Because I "foreseen" that I would take the "Apostle of the Blue" incident as an opportunity to join the Armed Detective Agency, so I secretly led Oda Saku to solve the "Apostle of the Blue" incident, and became a member of the Armed Detective Agency instead of me. "

"All the changes I've made are because of getting the intelligence in advance."

"It's as if I prepared an umbrella because I knew it would rain tomorrow, but I just responded to it before it happened-it didn't change what happened in the past."

And even if the information has been obtained in advance, there are still many things that cannot be done well.

I am such an incompetent person!

However, he has excessively greedy and extravagant hopes, and with this humble body, he prays that fate will be perfect.So the end result was just a hilarious farce, which, of course, was, of course, my own making.

My own farce has come to an end, and I really don't want to see another me on the stage again.

Even though I don't like Dazai, this is too much.

Let a person rekindle hope, let him persistently pursue the book that can realize his wish, and let him know that even the book can't realize that wish after giving everything and finally getting it.So the abyss of despair descended.

This is really too cruel.

Dazai, who had been listening to me quietly all this time, finally said, "You want to say that no matter what."

"Maybe others can use books to achieve their goals, but we alone can't." I answered him, "Because of the particularity of "Disqualification in the World", we cannot use books. "

"then you--"

"I took advantage of this feature, causing the 'singularity'. "

Really, even I couldn't help but be moved by myself.

I would actually explain this to Dazai so clearly, it can be regarded as almost unreserved after rounding up...

Ah, in order to prevent Dazai from following in my footsteps, and even encounter the more tragic ending of "No matter how hard I try, I can't save Odasaku", I really did my best.

So touching!I am actually such a kind and kind person!

"Okay, don't think about it." I rubbed Dazai's hair, "It's useless to think about it, life cannot be repeated, the past can only be past, and there is no way to regret it."

I can only keep moving forward with regrets... One day, I will usher in my own ending.

If at that time, I can say "Although I have regrets in this life, but I have finished it well", that will be enough.

If you keep indulging in the regrets of the past, you will only continue to have new regrets.

"Tch, it's about the same age as me." Dazai puffed up his face in displeasure, and hummed pretending to be cute, "What kind of preaching tone, really~yes~disgusting~"

"Hey—it's really hurtful to say that, I'm obviously trying to comfort you, okay?"

"Ahhh, the fire in my heart was quenched with icy cold water!"

"Well, it's better than letting that fire burn you up and then go out!"

If you keep indulging in the regrets of the past, you will only continue to have new regrets.

So we can only grasp the present and hope that the future may be better.

#3 "Under the torrent of fate, you can only do your best"