I have top-notch puppy love

Lin Xiyan held his face with both hands, a small lump of baby fat was piled up next to his cheeks, his eyes reflected the fast scrolling barrage on the computer screen: "So how can I improve my grades, I'm really fast It's annoying."

[Questions, crazy quizzes! 】

"I'm brushing up on the questions! But the wrong questions last time will continue to be wrong this time. I just can't remember them!"

[Ask the teacher, don't be shy, just ask if you don't understand. 】

[Or hire a tutor?Would one-on-one tutoring be better? 】

"My deskmate is the oldest. It is useless to tutor me alone every day. I feel that I have failed him too much."

[Relax, sometimes too much psychological pressure will lead to poor grades. 】

[It is true that some people will be like this. Some children in my class can tell that they have worked hard, but their grades on the paper are not good. 】

[Cheng Zi, why don't you just play e-sports, maybe your skill points are not spent on learning. 】

[Agree upstairs, sometimes talent is really important. 】

[Or a full-time anchor is also good? 】

[Don't bring bad kids upstairs, high school is still the most important thing to study. 】

[Chengzi doesn't like to talk, full-time anchors not only rely on technology, but also rely on words.How will you feed your family then? 】

Talent... It is true that more than one person has said that he is talented in playing games, but he himself doesn't feel much.

But the director who filmed last time also said that Gu Yucheng has a talent for acting...

[E-sports is very popular now, and it is almost joining the Olympics. 】

[A kind of competitive sports, if you can win the world championship, your social status is also very high. 】

[Youth fan, over 22 years old is an older player. 】

[But it is really hard to find good e-sports players now. 】

Lin Xiyan looked at the word "e-sports" on the screen, and was slightly lost in thought.

If Gu Yucheng is destined to become a big star, will he be able to stand on the same level as him if he becomes the world champion?

If you go to university step by step, you can pass the 211 exam and become an office worker—a very good office worker.

Is it possible to be worthy of Gu Yucheng who has thousands of fans?

What's more, I also...

You have to be better than ordinary people.

"Am I really... talented?"

【some! 】

[There must be, otherwise you have been fishing for three days and playing games on the Internet for two days, how could you have such a high level of operation? 】

[But it's really hard to go into e-sports, is it really right for you to persuade him like this? 】

[If a child's life is ruined, who of you will be responsible? 】

【Learning is the most important thing! 】

[What if the birth of a world champion is missed? 】

Everyone sticks to their own words, and there are all kinds of persuasion.Lin Xiyan's mind was in a mess, but he did start to take the path of e-sports into his thinking.

correct!business card!Someone gave him a business card of an e-sports coach a long time ago.

Maybe you can find someone to test whether you can really go this way.

If this is the only way for him to stand at the same height as Gu Yucheng, he will give it a try no matter what.

"There is still class tomorrow, so that's it for today, thank you all." Lin Xiyan downloaded the broadcast, and immediately ran to the study to search.

The business card that Lin Feng will not throw away should be placed in a certain drawer.

Lin Xiyan rummaged through the desk and the bookshelves, and finally searched for the seam of the sofa, only to find that the business card had been kept in the pen holder on the desk.

He was speechless at his eyes, took out his mobile phone and saved the coach's contact information, and planned to contact him after dawn tomorrow, but it was too late now, he might have already rested.

He glanced back at the study room that had been turned into a mess by himself, worked hard once in a while, and put everything back in place. Just as he was about to leave, he caught a glimpse of a corner of the leather file bag under the sofa from the corner of his eye.

Did it get in by accident?

He took out the thing, opened it casually, and looked at it, but was stunned for a second.

[cremation certificate

Name of the deceased: Wang Luofei; Gender: Female; Age: 42 years old...]

Wang Luofei... his biological mother.

42 years old, this year.

Lin Xiyan's hands couldn't help shaking, a thin piece of proof really seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and it was almost impossible to hold it.

died.

Unexpectedly, it seems reasonable again.

20 years ago, Wang Luofei came to the city from a small mountain village in her hometown, and was dazzled by the city's feasting and feasting. Lin Xiyan couldn't imagine how degenerate she would be.

There was a fatal accident, so Lin Feng, an "honest man" from his hometown, was found to take over.

They got married and gave birth to Lin Xiyan. In order for Lin Xiyan and his wife to have a better life, Lin Feng went out to Beijing to work.The trivialities in life made Wang Luofei regret giving birth to this child, so she threw Lin Xiyan back to her hometown and gave it to Lin Feng's parents to take care of her, and she returned to her original life.

Lin Feng has been working diligently outside.What made him discover that Lin Xiyan had been sent back to his hometown?

——Wang Luofei is sick.

AIDS.

No one knows when she got it.

Lin Feng's nerves were about to collapse, so he brought Lin Xiyan back and took him to the hospital for an examination.Fortunately, both of them are healthy.

Lin Feng did not divorce Wang Luofei, and returned to Wang Luofei's city to set up camp. Until Lin Xiyan was six years old, he had already started to remember things.

At that time, he didn't understand. Every day he saw his mother bring all kinds of uncles to the house as guests, and he was told that if he was not allowed to tell his father, he would obediently not tell his father.

Later, of course, Lin Feng found out, and later they divorced.

Wang Luofei didn't bother her much, and happily took Lin Xiyan to leave.

But at that time Lin Xiyan liked his father more, crying and begging to follow Lin Feng.Lin Feng was soft-hearted, he gave up resistance not long after being stalked, and discussed with Wang Luofei to give him the child.

Wang Luofei didn't care about Lin Xiyan, she didn't need to bring a small oil bottle, she was too happy and left alone.

Lin Xiyan followed Lin Feng back to Beijing and grew up safely.

These truths were all pieced together by Lin Xiyan based on his memories and conversations with his grandparents in his hometown when he grew up.

He was not Lin Feng's son at all, but he was pestering Lin Feng desperately at that time, which made Lin Feng unable to find a partner for the next ten years, and devoted himself to taking care of a child who didn't even know who his father was.

Lin Xiyan's biological father is unknown, his biological mother is promiscuous, and he thinks he is filthy.

When he was not sensible, he dragged Lin Feng into his life forcefully, which became a stain that he could not erase; after he became sensible, for his own selfish desire, he got involved with Gu Yucheng, who was as holy as the sun god Apollo...no People are more shameless and humble than him.

He dirty two wonderful people, he's guilty.

But now, he suddenly learned that the biological mother who caused all the tragedies passed away...

No ease, no sadness, but no feeling like a stranger... So messy, so disgusting...

The psychological discomfort was reflected physically. His stomach seemed to be pierced into a propeller, and it rolled and smashed, making him feel sick, his chest was tight, and he couldn't breathe...

Put the notice back in the folder and stuff it back under the sofa.

Lin Feng hid it, he just didn't want him to find out, so he just pretended he didn't know.

Lin Xiyan supported the wall, walked back to her room step by step, and collapsed on the bed.

He doesn't have a mom anymore, even though that's the one who gave him all the misery and filth.

The next day was Sunday, and it was supposed to go to school. Lin Feng didn't see Lin Xiyan going downstairs for a long time, thinking that he had overslept, he hurried upstairs to wake him up.

"Yanyan! Yanyan!" Lin Feng knocked on the door, but no one answered.

Lin Feng frowned, pushed the door open and entered, only to see Lin Xiyan's face was flushed, brows were tightly frowning, sweat was all over his forehead, and his pale lips were trembling and muttering something.

"Yanyan!" Lin Feng hurried over, stretched out his hand to try his forehead, and was instantly burned back by the scorching temperature, "Yanyan, you have a fever."

Someone kept calling him in his ear, Lin Xiyan opened his eyes with difficulty, and saw Lin Feng's anxious expression, "Dad..." The leaked syllable was weak.

"I'll take you to the hospital." Lin Feng helped him up from the bed, covered him tightly with a coat, went downstairs and took a taxi to the emergency room of the hospital.

The nurse touched Lin Xiyan's forehead, and immediately took him to the doctor to prescribe medicine, "It's estimated to be over 39 degrees, and I'm burnt."

There was no bed, so Lin Xiyan sat in the lobby hanging water, eyes closed and drowsy. Sometimes he felt that he was in the snowy mountains of the North Pole, and sometimes he felt that he was on the beach of the South Island.

The lights in the hospital hall were so bright that it stimulated his eyeballs through the eyelids even with his eyes closed... Just like Gu Yucheng, it was very bright and eye-catching, and people could never ignore it.

Gu Yucheng......

He opened his eyes suddenly: "Dad, have you asked for leave for me?"

Lin Feng stroked his head, his eyes were loving and caring: "Please, don't worry."

"Where's my phone?"

"At home, I didn't have time to get it."

Lin Xiyan stretched out his hand, his voice hoarse, "Use your mobile phone for me."

He communicated with Gu Yucheng mostly through WeChat, and occasionally called, but he didn't deliberately remember the phone number. He recalled it for a long time before trying to press a number, which became more familiar and dialed out.

"Hello! Baby?" Gu Yucheng's anxious voice came from the other end.

Lin Xiyan took a breath, "It's me."

"Where are you? The little brother who is on duty today doesn't know me and won't let me in. He only told me that you went to the hospital, but I don't know which hospital it is! Baby, where are you?!" Gu Yucheng was anxious He almost jumped, and a deep sense of powerlessness filled him.

Lin Xiyan coughed, and immediately fell silent, and asked cautiously, "How are you...?"

"I'm fine. I'm in the district hospital in the east. Don't come here, go back to class."

"How could I possibly be able to attend the class! I'll go there now!"

Lin Xiyan: "But..."

The phone has been hung up over there.

Lin Feng took back his phone: "Xiao Gu?"

"Ah."

"You youngsters are impulsive. Blind!"

Lin Xiyan lowered his head, and the corners of his mouth curled up quietly.He will still be happy.

Gu Yucheng came quickly, rushed in quickly, and immediately saw Lin Xiyan hanging from the water, his pale and almost transparent cheeks were flushed abnormally, like a fragile crystal.

"Is it better?" He strode over, the collar of his school uniform was wide open, and a thin layer of sweat was beading from his forehead.He touched Lin Xiyan's cheek with the back of his hand, "Why is it still hot?"

Lin Xiyan held him with the hand that did not get the needle, "It will be fine in a while."

Gu Yucheng glanced at him, "Is there no water? I'll go buy you some water."

Turning around, he realized that Lin Feng had stood behind him at some point, and he was so frightened that his breath stopped: "Lin, Uncle Lin."

"En." Lin Feng handed Lin Xiyan the water he just bought, "I've bought it."

"Hmm... oh..." Gu Yucheng scratched his head in embarrassment, and retreated to the back of Lin Xiyan's chair in small steps, watching Lin Feng dumbfounded.

"Did you ask the teacher for leave?"

Gu Yucheng shook his head obediently, "No."

"Did you skip class?"

"It's kind of..."

Lin Feng gave a "tsk", "Okay, I saw it, hurry up and go back to class, I will take care of him."

"It's okay! I can be here..."

"Ok?"

Gu Yucheng pursed his lips, pulled his clothes with his fingers, drooped his head, like an abandoned puppy: "Oh, I see."

Lin Xiyan smiled, turned around to motion him to come over, and whispered in his ear, "Let's go first, don't make my dad hate you."

"it is good."

Gu Yucheng turned his head and walked away. Lin Feng stared at his back and gritted his teeth, as if his own cabbage had been kicked by a pig, with a look of resentment on his face, "He still skipped class! Yan Yan, stop playing with him! He taught him to ruin it!"

Lin Xiyan said softly, "He is the oldest."

"..." Lin Feng was speechless.

So who is the cabbage and who is the pig?