I have top-notch puppy love

Feng Mingzhi pointed at the phone, and unconsciously raised the volume because of guilty conscience, his voice was shrill and harsh: "Look, they didn't keep you. After breaking up, they can play normally and play well, so they don't think much of you. What’s the matter, you’re the only one here to entertain yourself.”

Gu Yucheng turned off his phone, "He just finished the game, he hasn't had time yet, he will definitely contact me later."

Feng Mingzhi sneered mockingly, "Okay, let's take a bet, if he doesn't contact you within 24 hours, you give up on him and keep filming."

"What if you contact me?"

"Then I lose."

Gu Yucheng glanced at her indifferently, "You can leave me alone if you lose?"

Feng Mingzhi seemed to have heard a joke: "How is it possible? If I lose, I lose."

Overlord clause.

But Gu Yucheng still agreed, "Bet."

He wants to prove that he is not the only one-way rush between them.

Yanyan...Lin Xiyan...will definitely come back to find him.Even if it's not for reconciliation, I will come to ask why I broke up.

At that time, he will explain to him well that it was her mother who provoked the trouble privately, so he didn't want to break up.

If you act like a baby again, Yan Yan will definitely forgive him and make up with him!

After returning to the hotel, Lin Xiyan began to feel flustered, her heartbeat was uncontrollable, her throat was thirsty, and even her forehead started to sweat from time to time.

Song Hui couldn't find his happy eyes, and the phone kept ringing, all of them were congratulatory calls from China.

Olive and Shu hugged each other excitedly, celebrating the first championship in their careers.

Only Xia Lin walked up to Lin Xiyan, with some worry in his eyes, "Captain, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Lin Xiyan shook his head.It may be that the symptoms of breaking up with Gu Yucheng started after the game, making it difficult for him to breathe, but he has to go through this stage.

Hiding the discomfort, Lin Xiyan went to the bathroom and washed his face.Before the drops of water on his hands were dry, the phone rang. He casually rubbed it on the team uniform and answered the phone.

I thought it was a congratulatory call from Lin Feng, but a strange female voice with a sobbing voice came from the other end: "Hi, are you Song Niannian's parents?"

"Yes."

"I'm Song Niannian, the class teacher. Song Niannian jumped off the building, please come to the hospital quickly."

"What? Jumping off a building? How is that possible?" Lin Xiyan seemed to have been punched by someone, all senses disappeared for a moment, and then he felt amused, whether it was a prank or a liar, it was so boring.

The voice on the other end was still anxious, "Come to the hospital quickly, I'm afraid the child will die."

Lin Xiyan listened to the busy tone on the phone in astonishment, looked at the caller ID on the screen in bewilderment, copied the number into WeChat, and the search result turned out to be the head teacher in the parent group.

His mind went blank, he didn't have time to think, he quickly booked the fastest flight back home, took a taxi and rushed to the airport.

In the taxi, Lin Xiyan told Lin Feng to take care of him at the hospital first.

There was also a chaotic sound of tinkling bells on Lin Feng's side, "Yanyan, don't worry, Dad will go over and look after you for you first, and you will be fine. Be careful on the road."

"Okay, thank you Dad."

After more than ten hours of flying, plus the rush time to the airport, Lin Xiyan suffered for nearly 20 hours with his eyes open. For 20 hours, he once thought he was dreaming.

When he woke up from the dream, he had already arrived at the hospital.

The pungent smell of disinfectant in the hospital made his stomach a little queasy, and the lobby with people coming and going made him dizzy.I stopped a passing nurse and asked for the location of the emergency room. After I quickly found it, I saw that the light inside was green when it was empty.

"Speak!"

Lin Xiyan suddenly turned around, and Lin Feng stood in the crowd with a sad face, "Yanyan, miss her... she's gone."

The noise in his ears went away in an instant, and he seemed to have entered another space, all thinking abilities stopped, his legs softened, and he almost fell to the cold ground.

A big hand grabbed his elbow just in time, giving him a point of support.

"Are you Song Niannian's family?" A doctor wearing a mask appeared out of nowhere.

He pushed the gold-rimmed glasses on his face, "Sorry, I couldn't save her."

With tears in his eyes, Lin Feng took Lin Xiyan to his side, "Excuse me, doctor, can we still see the body?"

"It's best not to, because the little girl jumped off a building, so she might look better..."

Lin Xiyan said hoarsely, "I want to see it."

The doctor sighed, and called a nurse to take them to the temporary place where the remains were placed.

A human figure protruded from under a layer of white cloth, and the nurse lifted the cloth.

Song Niannian's blood-stained face could no longer see the original skin color. The sunken skull was shaved during the operation, and the neck was covered with dense incisions and sutures.

It can be seen that the doctor really tried his best.

Lin Xiyan glanced at the pink on her shoulders, stepped forward to lift some, and when she found out which clothes she was wearing, she completely lost control, covered her face and squatted down, crying silently.

That dress was the short-sleeved skirt that Lin Xiyan offered her to try on last time, but was rejected.

She secretly bought it.

The nurse stepped forward to cover the white cloth, Lin Feng hugged his shoulders, and comforted him softly, "Yanyan, Dad will always be with you, Yanyan, don't cry, Dad is most afraid of you crying..."

But at the end of the comfort, even his own voice choked up.

"I was wrong! I was really wrong. I should have listened to you. I was too conceited to think that raising a child was easy. I did her harm! I might as well let her stay in Yan County, at least...at least She won't die! It's all my fault...I'm too bad...I'm too selfish, I killed her..." Lin Xiyan said in a broken voice, his whole face was wet with tears, as if caught by heavy rain Sprinkle, heart-piercing. "I should care about her, she is still so young...she is so beautiful..."

Lin Feng dragged the dazed Lin Xiyan out and handed him a letter.

"The police are reading the suicide note found in the dormitory."

suicide note...

The hospital's light was very white, shining on the white letter paper, like a small knife, piercing his eyes.

"

Brother, when I wrote this letter, you were fighting on the field. You just killed an enemy with a headshot with an [-]x lens, and your camera position was released in the lower right corner of the live broadcast. You are so handsome.

You are the best brother in the world, so don't be sad for me, it's not worth it.

I knew from an early age that I was sick.

The neighbors would laugh at me, the children would isolate me, my dad would hit me and stuff a lot of pills into my mouth, and my mom...she would touch my head, point to your photo, and whisper Said to me: 'This is my brother.It's my mother's other child, a healthy child...' Then grabbed my neck and asked me why, why she could give birth to a healthy brother but not a healthy sister.

So brother, don't be sad for me.

I have been unlucky since I was born, and looking for you a year ago was the last time I saved myself.

It's ridiculous to say that I really had the idea of ​​dying outside that time.It was your appearance that made me linger on for a year.

I once had hope, when you told me to take me to Beijing.

Every day in Yan County, facing the ridicule and bullying of my classmates, I will quietly read your name in my heart. "Lin Xiyan" and "Brother" are the two most beautiful terms in the world.

You must be wondering why I chose to die.

The students in Beijing are very nice, and so are the teachers.I have to take medicine every day for my illness, and I can't hide it from my roommates. I can feel their concern for me while being afraid of me.

But when others share an apple with you, they have to put it on the table far away before letting you pick it up, and when they touch you, you can’t wait to wash off a layer of skin, is there any point in living?

When even a kind person can't accept my illness, I know I'm hopeless.It's wrong for me to live, I just shouldn't exist.

The world is beautiful, but I don't deserve it.

So brother, don't be sad for me.My ending has long been doomed, and you are just the unlucky one who was chosen by me to color my gloomy life.

Sorry to appear in your life, I hope we can still be brothers and sisters in the next life.

"

Lin Xiyan closed his eyes fiercely, squeezed out all the moisture in his eye sockets, dried his face, folded the letter paper according to the original marks, and put it back in the envelope.

He began to calmly act as a guardian, paying fees, cremating, canceling the account, and packing up the belongings.

Song Niannian was only close to Lin Xiyan, so Lin Xiyan held a funeral for her alone.

It has been more than half a month since everything was busy.

Even if you are a world champion, you still have to train after the competition.

He returned to the team, and life was no different from before.It's just that there are two less people to contact and care about before dinner time and before going to bed.

Just use it for training.People in the game can be resurrected after death, and the matched teammates may still be matched next time. With clear rules and randomness full of surprises, this is the real world.

Outside the training room, Olive, Xia Lin and Shu looked in through the crack of the door, when an external force suddenly pushed the door down, and all three of them fell through the door.

Song Hui gave them a slap, "What are you doing, train as soon as you finish eating."

As he said that, he followed them into the door, and was caught off guard by the smell of smoke that hit his face and coughed again and again.

He waved away the smoke in front of him, opened the window to release the smell, and said through gritted teeth: "How many times have I told you that smoking is prohibited in the training room? If you want to smoke, go to the balcony smoking area, or go back to your own room! Pay the fine later!" !"

Lin Xiyan extinguished the half-burned cigarette in his hand, "Sorry, I just wanted to take a puff, but the game has already started, and I couldn't hold back."

Song Hui frowned, looked at at least six or seven cigarette butts beside the keyboard, took out a piece of paper and wiped it into the trash can, "My little ancestor, you can smoke less, I don't want to win the championship just once. For the team members!"

Lin Xiyan lowered his eyelids and looked unclear. After a while, he stood up and stepped aside.

Shu handed him a box of lunch, "Captain, you still have to eat. You haven't eaten in the morning or at noon, so you should have some for dinner."

"Didn't I eat it?" Lin Xiyan took it over, "I'm sorry I forgot, I'll eat it right away."

Lin Xiyan's skin was originally pale because he didn't see the sun all day long, but after a while, it has turned into an unhealthy sallow.

Song Hui first looked at him distressedly, and then glared at the other three people, "From now on, you have to drag him to eat at mealtime! Add half an hour of morning exercise in the morning, and I will invite a nutritionist to come over and help you recuperate. Regulating the body. It’s precious! Do you have to be obedient?”

Lin Xiyan stuffed food into his mouth one by one, as if he could not taste the taste, and within 10 minutes, he threw the empty lunch box into the trash can, sat back on the gaming chair, and glanced at his teammates indifferently , "Come on, open it."

The rest of the people stared at each other, sat down obediently and entered the room.

Song Niannian was like a short-lived treasure, saying hello to Lin Xiyan's life and leaving without a trace.

In addition to training or training, one year or six years, it is the same, and it passes in the blink of an eye.

It's just that there are a few more trophies on the first floor of the team's base, and the number in the account keeps increasing. Occasionally, when I go home, I find that there is an extra babbling milk dumpling in the house, and the earring on the ear has become a transparent ear stick. …below the collarbone where purple hickeys often appear there is a pointless stick figure.