I really don't like you anymore

Back in middle school and high school, Xi Xinghai was a rebellious boy worthy of the name.

He rebelled for more reasons than most teenagers.

His parents are gone, his grandma doesn't want to see him, he is abandoned by this world, no one likes him, no one cares about him, he doesn't know why he lives, and he doesn't know where his future is.

He owes a lot of money, and he may never pay it off for the rest of his life.He didn't care about studying, his academic performance plummeted, and his reputation as a top student fell. Only then did he realize that he didn't seem to be so pleasing. The class teacher wouldn't take him as a role model, and the math teacher wouldn't touch his head and say Xi Xinghai This kid is so smart, he can see through a little bit.

At a glance, the visible future is gray and colorless.

In this case, sinking seems to be the only and necessary option.

Birds of a feather flock together is a very powerful law.When you are excellent, there will always be a group of excellent people around you unconsciously.And when you choose to degenerate, there will always be a group of people around you, they will coax you to pull you down, serve you hand in hand, and teach you how to become worse.

Smoking, drinking, and perming your head are the first steps, followed by fighting, fighting, and brawling...

Bloodshed is a common occurrence, scars are medals, and the feeling of stepping on others can make him temporarily forget his own situation and the fact that he is already a child that his parents don't want.

But things have come to this point, it is not the end, the reason why the abyss is called the abyss is because, as long as you want, you can always fall down.

When he was handcuffed and brought into the police station, Xi Xinghai was sober for a moment, but those disgusted eyes and ubiquitous pushing and swearing forced him to hide in his self-protection shell again.

He closed his eyes and pretended not to see, covered his ears and pretended not to hear, as if in this way, he could go back to a few years ago, when he was the most beloved child of his parents.

Until he saw Yan Feihang.

The memory of that day has long been blurred, and the reason why the person who came to pick him up changed from grandma to Yan Feihang, he can't remember clearly.He only remembered Yan Feihang's anxious eyes and the sweat on his forehead, he remembered Yan Feihang's trembling fingers when he stroked his injured skin, he remembered Yan Feihang's trembling voice asking him if it hurt, why was he so ignorant.

Eight months have passed since his mother left, and eight months have passed since he came to this city. For the first time in eight months, Xi Xinghai felt tears for the first time... He cried, crying so darkly, his eyeliner was blurred , smudged, tears turned black.

Yan Feihang coaxed him patiently, and worriedly asked him if he was hurt somewhere and the pain was severe or not?

But Yan Feihang is not a patient person. Most of the time his temper is not very good. When he can't coax people, he loses patience, lowers his face, and threatens in a low voice, "Don't cry, if you cry again, I will beat you up." Already!"

At that moment, for some reason, Xi Xinghai felt that the fierce look he forced out after being helpless was a bit weirdly cute, so he burst out laughing.

A series of events after the death of his parents pushed Xi Xinghai into the endless abyss step by step. …The relatives turned a blind eye, and the friends were far away. Xi Xinghai thought that he would keep falling, falling, until he fell into the bottomless mud. A pile of bones.

He didn't expect that someone would reach out to give him a hand, and he didn't expect that the person who gave him a hand would be the brother Fei Hang who didn't like him next door.

But Yan Feihang's palm is too warm. Although the chest of a young man is not as thick as that of an adult, the temperature he feels when lying on it and wiping his tears is scorching. melted.

Afterwards, he also thought, if the person who came to pick him up that day was not Yan Feihang, but Ah Huang from upstairs, Brother Liu from downstairs, and Uncle Zhang from the next building, would he still fall in love with each other without hesitation?

The answer is don't know.

Because no matter whether it was Ah Huang, Brother Liu, or Uncle Zhang from the next building, none of them came.Only Yan Feihang came.

he came.And when I need to care the most, and when I don't need to be blamed the most, I only anxiously ask if I am hurt or sad.When I need a hug the most, I lend out a shoulder that is not so solid.

So Xi Xinghai fell without hesitation.

"He...is very good." Finally Xi Xinghai said so.

"Hello, I'm the personnel of the space tour. We talked on the phone before. Here is the entry contract. Take a look. If there is no problem, sign it here."

On the second day after moving to his new home, Xi Xinghai received an offer from a third company.At that time, there was only one day left before the last entry deadline given by the first two companies.

The third company is called Space Games. It is a game company that focuses on mobile games. Its legal representative is Ke Wu, and its cfo is Yan Feihang.

On Monday morning, Xi Xinghai walked into the space tour office area with the certificates and related documents prepared in advance.Personnel led him into a small meeting room, and he handed over the certificate and related documents to Personnel, and took over the contract.

In fact, he couldn't stand it. Just being in this office area and looking at the logo of space travel made his heart throb.

He has read the relevant introduction of the company, and he knows that the name of Space Tour comes from the first plane game that Yan Feihang played when he was studying abroad, that the logo of Space Tour was designed by Yan Feihang himself, and that everyone in this office area Every brick and every tile: the pattern of the floor tiles, the color scheme of the front desk, the position of the sofa, and even the witty words pasted on the glass door, are all designed by Yan Feihang himself, with a little bit of groping.

Everywhere here is Yan Feihang's painstaking efforts, and there are traces of Yan Feihang everywhere. The sofa under his buttocks Yan Feihang once sat and tested the elasticity, and the table under his hands Yan Feihang once tried the height lying down. He closed his eyes as if I can see Yan Feihang busy going in and out...

He forced himself to calm down, he had to calm down, because Yan Feihang could push the door in at any time, he was so close to success, he couldn't give up halfway.

He lowered his head, and like all new employees, carefully and carefully read the terms of the contract, marked out the problematic areas, and prepared to ask questions.

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The complicated entry procedures were finally over, and the personnel put away the signed labor contract. She extended her hand to welcome Xi Xinghai's arrival on behalf of the company.

Xi Xinghai also reached out his hand, shook hands with her, and said sincerely: "I am also very happy to be here."

The HR lady led Xi Xinghai to his work station, and introduced to him the structure of the company on the way—finance, marketing and sales are under the management of the boss, and product development is under the control of the second boss.

The first boss is named Yan, and the second boss is named Ke.

"These two surnames are so rare." Xi Xinghai said.

"These two are also very handsome." The personnel lady said in a low voice.

They laughed together.

"You are also handsome." Miss HR added.

Closer to home, the scale of the company is not large, and there are not so many layers. Xi Xinghai is under the development and is Ke Wu's subordinate.

Ke Wu hadn't come to work yet, so the HR lady introduced the company and department culture to Xi Xinghai on his behalf.

Tour once a year, team building once a month, the boss may or may not come, not necessarily.

They are all a group of young people, there are not so many rules, and they are not so particular. There is no wine table culture, and there is no endless boring lecture. It's okay to point a person's face at the boss's nose and scold.

...Of course, you can't scold too harshly, or the boss will be sad.

Xi Xinghai couldn't stop laughing, he couldn't imagine Yan Feihang being scolded by someone pointing his nose.

...I'm so angry, I have to endure it...It's so exciting.

Xi Xinghai's new office is in a good location, leaning against the window, you can see the artificial lake in the center of the science and technology park when you turn your head, you can concentrate on your work when you close the curtains, and when you turn around... you can see the CFO's office in the east of the office area.

Through the glass and curtains, Yan Feihang's busy figure with his head bowed was vaguely visible.

Can he still concentrate on his work in this situation?

he can.

I have been waiting for nearly ten years, so why would I care about this moment?

Xi Xinghai hooked the corners of his lips, lowered his head and started working.