I really don't like you anymore

Looking at each other, Xi Xinghai's ears became hot, and a cloud of fire rose from his cheeks. He stood upright with his hands helplessly, laying flat on the sofa, his eyes were wide open, and his head was blank.

Yan Feihang's body was very hot, the scorching heat was transmitted to his body through the thin clothes, Xi Xinghai was in a trance for a moment, he felt that today's summer didn't seem to go far away, it still stayed in this small space .

Yan Feihang was also stunned, he pressed on Xi Xinghai's body, with his arms around Xi Xinghai's waist, his body seemed to have been tapped on acupuncture points, and he could not move at all.

This is not the first time that Yan Feihang has hugged a man... a classmate with a good relationship, a friend who plays together, when he is in high spirits, he even hugs someone around in circles.

But Xi Xinghai was different from all the men he had hugged.

Xi Xinghai's body is very soft, his flesh is soft, his bones are soft, his hair is very fragrant, his body is also very fragrant, his waist is very thin, hugging him is like hugging a ball of soft cotton candy.

... He suspected that Xi Xinghai was actually a woman.

This groundless idea just popped up, as if he had found a sufficient excuse for his actions, the urge to slam left and right in his body was also at this moment, and finally found an outlet to vent.

Running away rationally, the most primitive instinct completely occupied his body, he pulled his hand from under Xi Xinghai's waist, and stretched down——

Xi Xinghai: ...

Xi Xinghai was numb.

His body seemed to have received an electric shock, and his soul was directly separated from his body. Xi Xinghai suddenly opened his eyes wide. He looked at Yan Feihang in disbelief. His ears became hotter, and his tongue seemed to be knotted. One sentence, "Fei, Brother Feihang, you, what are you doing..."

Yan Feihang is also thinking about this issue.

what is he doing

The touch of his hands disproved his guess, but for some reason, he didn't take his hand back immediately.

His brain was completely messed up by Xi Xinghai, and by the touch of his subordinates, turning into a ball of paste.His sense of hearing went away, and his mind was buzzing, like hundreds of elves singing loudly: He's gay, he's gay, he's gay, he's finally gay...

... He didn't hear what Xi Xinghai said at all.

His vision became sharp at this moment——

Xi Xinghai's eyes were dark and bright, and the light in them was so dazzling that he had never seen before.

Xi Xinghai's nose is tall and straight, the tip of the nose is small and fleshy, and the slightly raised arc is exquisite and cute.

His skin is fair and delicate, like fine jade with warm tentacles.

And those two lips that had seduced him for a long time became extremely bright red at this moment, as if dipped in icing sugar, tempting him to lower his head——

Yan Feihang closed his eyes.

next moment--

The expected soft touch did not come, replaced by a little dry skin.

Yan Feihang opened his eyes, and found that his lips were in intimate contact with a dry and soft palm, and the owner of that palm, Xi Xinghai, was looking at him with eyebrows furrowed.Xi Xinghai's expression was very serious and serious. He had never seen such a serious and serious Xi Xinghai, so that for a few moments, his heart beat violently.

... Those bright black eyes were still looking at him without blinking, and the two cherry red lips opened and closed, and uttered a few words with trembling sounds.

"Brother Feihang, are you gay?"

Yan Feihang was stunned.

The Xi Xinghai at this moment, the Xi Xinghai at the last moment, the Xi Xinghai who played games with him half an hour ago, the Xi Xinghai who had dinner with him three hours ago, and the Xi Xinghai who was busy moving a few days ago, It was different from the Xi Xinghai he saw after returning to China.

At this moment, Xi Xinghai faded away from his easy-going smile and his well-thought-out calculations, leaving only a fiery beating heart.His expression is no longer calm, his eyes are no longer indifferent, his heart is beating violently, and what is constantly pouring out of his dark eyes is the sorrow and bitter love that has been suppressed for more than 2000 days and nights for seven years.

Yan Feihang couldn't understand those emotions, but felt flustered for no reason, and didn't dare to look at him for no reason.He lowered his eyes to block his sight, "I...I don't..."

"Isn't it why you touched me?" Xi Xinghai's tone was relaxed, as if he was just like him just now, "Are you just so curious about what it's like to be gay?"

Yan Feihang opened his mouth, suspecting that he had an illusion, "You..."

He wanted to say what's wrong with you, you were obviously not like this just now.But before he finished speaking, Xi Xinghai blinked mischievously.

"If you are so curious, go to Fanfan's bar next time. There are a lot of little zeros there. You are so handsome, you will definitely catch a lot. Alright, let's go, I am almost overwhelmed by you .”

Yan Feihang frowned, numbly got up from Xi Xinghai's body.He was sitting on the sofa, his right hand still had the touch of Xi Xinghai's part.He stared blankly at his right hand, "I... I just..."

Xi Xinghai is still smiling, but if you observe carefully, you can find that his eye sockets are already red, a little red and a little crying, but Yan Feihang's reason has gone away, and his head is blank , the five senses are closed.So he... didn't notice.

Xi Xinghai smiled and said: "I know what you did just now, hurry up and go, be careful if you stay any longer, I can't control it, I'll do it for you!"

Yan Feihang left.Put on your coat, put on your shoes, and leave without looking back.

Xi Xing came to the door and slowly sat on the ground.

The light in the living room was very bright, illuminating his embarrassment without hiding, his eyes were red, and tears were streaming down, he buried his face in his knees, crying like the day the giant died. The author cried like he lost a 500 million lottery ticket, and cried like himself when he was 17 years old.

But only for 5 minutes.

After 5 minutes, he wiped away his tears and got up from the ground, then he packed a few clothes and went into the bathroom.

The vague request for leave and the intentionally not answering the phone call won him this unexpected meeting.

He confirmed again that Yan Feihang had feelings for him.

...but he didn't want to admit it.

In his cognition, he is still a straight man, an ordinary man who likes women and will marry and have children with women. It's not that he likes men, he will have sexual impulses towards men, wants to kiss men, and is a psychopath of XX men.

Xi Xinghai wanted to force him to admit it, but not now.

The plan has not yet reached a certain stage, and forcing things will only make things out of control. Maybe it will arouse his rebellious psychology, and the plan may completely collapse.

It's so easy to come to this step, how can Xi Xinghai be willing to let the plan collapse?

What happened just now is an accident, it can happen once, and it must not happen a second time.

Xi Xinghai cries because of his emotions, no matter how much he calculates, he is just an ordinary person, not a machine with precise scales.He can't maintain a clear mind all the time, and he can't control himself when he is emotional.

But he has calmed down now.

Nothing to lose, he told himself.

Knowing that Yan Feihang has feelings for him, even if it is just a pure physical impulse, his plan has already succeeded more than half.

Next, you just need to give him a little more patience, give him a little more time, ten days, half a month, one year, two years, three years, five years... As long as he doesn't get married or fall in love, I still have a chance .

After taking a shower, Xi Xinghai was in a much calmer mood. He wiped his hair and checked the time. It was 12:30.

Yan Feihang should not be asleep yet.

He wanted to send a good night message to the other party, like he did every day seven years ago, but he held back, and he told himself that the time had not yet come, so be patient.

He lay down on the bed and forced himself to sleep right away.

He succeeded.He fell asleep.

Yan Feihang suffered from insomnia.

He was lying on the bed, looking at the moonlight outside the window. His body was very tired, but his consciousness was very clear. What happened just now was switched into frames and turned into 4K high-definition images, and the scenes were played back in his mind.

Xi Xinghai's eyes, Xi Xinghai's nose, and Xi Xinghai's lips... the aroma of his hair and the touch of his body made Yan Feihang reminisce.

If time was turned back at this moment and everything started again, Yan Feihang would probably still be unable to resist bowing his head and kissing her.

He lay on his back for a while, then changed to lying on his side.

When going to the left side, the right hand was on the top, and the residual touch made him unable to sleep.

When lying on the right side, with his right hand down, the residual touch made him unable to sleep.

When lying flat, his right hand was placed on the right side, and the residual touch made him unable to sleep.

……

He sat up from the bed, sat quietly for a while, and decided to go out for a night run.

He ran downstairs in the community for half an hour, tossed up and down the stairs for half an hour, and tossed on the rowing machine in the house for half an hour... His body was very tired, his hands and feet could hardly be lifted, but his consciousness was extremely clear, as if he had only seen the same big Gouzi, bouncing around and having fun, barking loudly.

Shut up!

Yan Feihang covered his ears.

The left hand covered the left ear, the right hand covered the right ear, and the right hand touched something just now... Yan Feihang collapsed.