I really don't like you anymore

Ms. Xu's news came from Xi Xinghai's circle of friends.

She knew that Xi Xinghai was traveling this time to visit his cousin.

She knew that Xi Xinghai's cousin lived in Dongshan Town. ... A small town under a county-level city under D City in Province B.

She also knew that Xi Xinghai's mother was named Tao.Xi Xinghai's cousin opened an orchard.

She told Yu Yan Feihang the information that was better than nothing, and before she had time to ask her son why he wanted to inquire about this, the son who crossed the river and demolished the bridge hung up the phone.

Ms. Xu was speechless, so she turned around and called her husband, complaining about her son's disobedience.And the son she complained about had already started thinking about how to find someone.

On the ticketing platform, he grabbed a train ticket for himself that departed for city C at one o'clock in the morning and passed by city D.Taking that train, he arrived at the bus station in city D at three o'clock in the morning.

The late-night bus station was empty, and the earliest bus left at five o'clock in the morning.He slogged through for nearly two hours at the bus station.At five o'clock in the morning, he took the first bus from D City, and after half an hour of bumpy rides, he arrived in Dongshan Town smoothly.

At 06:30 in the morning, before dawn, Yan Feihang had already wandered around the town.

In the park in the town, he met many old men and grandmothers doing morning exercises, as well as many dads and nannies walking their babies.

He asked these people about a fruit farmer named Tao.In the end, an old lady who practiced Tai Chi sword reminded him, ——Fruit growers generally live in the countryside, and you will definitely not be able to find them if you wander around here.If you want to find someone, you have to go to the country.But Dongshan Town is not big, and the countryside under Dongshan Town can be regarded as vast and boundless.

Oh, by the way, before going to the countryside, the young man can go to the vegetable market to have a look, maybe they also sell fruit part-time.

After not sleeping all night, Yan Feihang was still in high spirits.He thanked the old lady, took out his mobile phone, and excitedly started searching the farmers' market in the town.

He found three large supermarkets, five farmers' markets, and dozens of large and small vegetable markets.

He ran and asked one by one.

Four and a half hours later, he met a fruit stall owner surnamed Tao in a small vegetable market.

...It was a coincidence that my uncle and aunt just came out of the health center, set up a stall, and were about to do business, when they ran into Yan Feihang who came to ask for directions.

In the noisy and chaotic vegetable market, in the sound of hawking.My aunt brought a small plastic bench for Yan Feihang to sit on.When Yan Feihang sat down aggrieved, the uncle told Yan Feihang what happened last night and this morning in detail.

The uncle told Yan Feihang that Xi Xinghai had been knocked into the water, and told Yan Feihang that Xi Xinghai had run into a shameless face and was scolded and bullied.

Yan Feihang could hear his teeth itching, and he bit them with a creaking sound.His fists were also itchy, and he couldn't wait to get in close contact with something.

...The face of some scumbag is best, of course, he can accept other places too.

Before the uncle finished speaking, he stood up with a bang.The uncle was taken aback by him and asked him what's the matter.He dropped the sentence and turned around to take care of his uncle's business, so he hurried to the town's health center.

Pushed into the water, Xi Xinghai had another night of fever. At this time, his face must be very pale, and his expression must be very depressed. Yan Feihang thought anxiously, maybe he would still have a bitter face and hold his mouth, poor Xixi lowered her head and furtively wiped her tears.

Yan Feihang's heart was stung by his own imagination, and for the first time, he really felt the impulse of "My husband misses you so much, I really want to fly back to you right away, hug you..." What is it like.

He rushed out of the ward in a hurry, but the situation in the ward was completely different from what he had imagined. ... Xi Xinghai didn't have a bitter face, didn't hold a small mouth, didn't hang his head pitifully, and didn't secretly wipe his tears.

In the three-person ward, he was sitting on the bed closest to the window.Outside the window was full of greenery, but inside the window, he was in a happy mood, with a ruddy complexion and high spirits, and his bright black eyes blinked, full of pure attachment and trust.

The most important thing is that the attachment and trust there are not for yourself!

Yan Feihang's brain buzzed, and his scalp went numb. ... He just learned that Xi Xinghai is single, and his joy has not yet fully formed. Why did Xi Xinghai hook up with someone again?

Yan Feihang has also seen the person who hooked up with Xi Xinghai. ...It was raining that day, and a man with a suspicious identity sent Xi Xinghai home. The two of them held an umbrella together and walked freely in the rain.

"It doesn't matter, just ordinary friends."

We were just friends back then, what about now?

When Yan Feihang was in a daze, the two people in the ward had already noticed his presence.They all turned their heads to look over.

Chen Qianzhi felt that Yan Feihang looked familiar, so he frowned.As for Xi Xinghai, he was completely stunned.

"Brother Feihang, why are you here?!"

He was so shocked that he could barely form words effectively.

At that moment, he felt like his brain was stuck by something, unable to move, and his tongue seemed to be bound by something, unable to use it flexibly.

Thoughts were spinning a thousand times, Xi Xinghai thought dumbly, why did Yan Feihang appear here?At this time, shouldn't he stay in City S, Science and Technology Park, Building B3, 13th floor, be his CFO, and manage hundreds of employees under him?How could he appear in Dongshan Town, in this small clinic, in front of him?

He couldn't figure it out, and his brain that had been burned all night didn't allow him to connect the situation in front of him with the guess that Yan Feihang might like him.

It's so unbelievable that Yan Feihang fired him from the company without hesitation not long ago!

How dare he make such an association? !

The situation was so unreasonable that he fell into deep self-doubt.

Countless thoughts rushed out, but were rejected by him one by one, and were annihilated in his mind.

In the end, he began to suspect that he hadn't actually woken up. Everything that happened just now, the person in front of him... especially the person in front of him, didn't really exist.He and the ward he was in actually only existed in his dreams.

This makes sense.

It wasn't the first time he had such a dream, he had it many times.

He dreamed that Yan Feihang appeared in his class, dormitory, and workplace.

He dreamed that Yan Feihang was eating, chatting and sleeping with him.

Yan Feihang in the dream became his classmate, friend and lover.

But every time, every time, after waking up from the dream, Yan Feihang is still just that big neighbor who hates himself, doesn't want to say a word to him, doesn't want to look at him, disdains to be with him, and is a stranger to him elder brother.

He felt that his guess was quite reasonable.

In the real world, Yan Feihang is working as his straight man and CFO in an office building in S City.

And the person in front of him, who looked extremely embarrassed, with red eyes, and an extremely haggard expression, actually only existed in his own fantasy.

...though he didn't know why he had such fantasies.

He tried to verify his conjecture.His left hand was injured.He tried to bend the palm of his left hand.

The sharp pain from the edge of his palm made him frown involuntarily.

Hey, he thought dully, so it hurts even in dreams?Otherwise, how do you explain the scene in front of you?

When Xi Xinghai fell into self-doubt.Yan Feihang also fell into a fierce self-struggle.

He thought Xi Xinghai's question was very good——

"Brother Feihang, why are you here?"

Yeah, he thought, why am I here?

The answer is actually very obvious, because he likes Xi Xinghai, because he wants to tell Xi Xinghai that he likes him, he desperately wants to see Xi Xinghai, he can't wait for a quarter of an hour, not even a second later.

But when he really came here and saw someone, he was stunned again.There seemed to be something hard stuck in his heart, which couldn't go up or down.But his brain, which was boiling like magma all night, regained clarity at this moment.

... Xi Xinghai didn't like him, even hated him, he didn't want to answer his phone, he didn't want to meet him.

Although he had really liked him before and confessed to him, the immature love he had when he was young has long been consumed by his rudeness and the long time, and there is not even half of it left.

At this moment, not only did he not have the slightest liking for him, but he even extremely repelled his approaching. ... Although something is in the way, he will not show this repulsive emotion.

So at this moment, if he chooses to confess his love, it will be tantamount to seeking his own death.

What's more, taking a step back, even if Xi Xinghai still likes her, even if he has the same heart with her, this is not a good opportunity to express her love.

Apart from other things, the environment at this time—the three-person ward of the urban health center—has nothing to do with romance or love. Yan Feihang is serious about the once-in-a-lifetime love and once-in-a-lifetime confession, and he is unwilling to take it lightly. deliver.

Besides, beside Xi Xinghai's hospital bed was a large light bulb with a suspicious identity.

"I..." Yan Feihang racked his brains and thought hard, and finally thought of a suitable reason for him, "My mother heard that something happened to you, so let me come and see you."