I really don't like you anymore
Chapter 71
After taking the purple umbrella from Yan Feihang, Xi Xinghai didn't dare to be careless. He put the umbrella in his backpack and put the backpack in the back seat of the car.Confirming again and again that the backpack had been put away and that it would never fall off the car seat, Xi Xing closed the car door, endured his beating heart, and turned to pick up other dolls.
The blue Jingle cat, the red Mickey Mouse, the gray Totoro, Luffy with his hips crossed, Ace with a fire... Five or six dolls were hugged in his arms, Xi Xinghai opened the rear door of the car again, He threw the doll into the car seat, then he picked up the backpack again, hugged the backpack tightly in his arms, and walked towards the co-pilot.
Opening the car door, Xi Xinghai was about to get in the car, but Yan Feihang called him at this moment, "Hey, wait a minute."
Xi Xinghai is a bit of a snarky man at the moment, and he is a little allergic to Yan Feihang's voice. When he heard Yan Feihang's words, his body trembled, enduring his slightly numb scalp, Xi Xinghai stopped and turned his head, annoyed: "What the hell? Well?"
Yan Feihang was looking at him and smiling.The underground parking lot was dimly lit, Xi Xinghai was horrified by his laughter, and subconsciously raised his voice, "What are you doing?!"
Yan Feihang was dumbfounded by his yelling, "What are you doing so loudly? I want to tell you that your shoelaces are unraveled."
"Stand still, I'll tie it for you."
Yan Feihang had just annoyed people, but now he was trying to make people happy, before he finished speaking, he raised his feet and walked towards Xi Xinghai.
But at this moment, Xi Xinghai was holding the backpack that could be torn apart at any time, and the backpack was full of his little secrets, how dare he let Yan Feihang get close to him?
Xi Xinghai shook his head hastily, "No, no need, I can do it myself."
That being said, when he squatted down and started to tie his shoelaces, Yan Feihang was already in front of him.
The shoes on Xi Xinghai’s feet are good everywhere (good-looking, easy to wear and cheap), but the laces are long and difficult to tie. No matter how tight they are, they will loosen again after walking a few steps.
Yan Feihang originally wanted to tie his shoelaces for him, but failed. Seeing that it was not convenient for him to tie his shoes with his backpack, he wanted to help him with his backpack.
"Give me the bag, I'll hold it for you."
He bent down and stretched out his hand towards Xi Xinghai, but before his hand touched Xi Xinghai's backpack, Xi Xinghai backed away abruptly like a cat whose hair has exploded.
He retreated too violently and too fast, completely ignoring the open door on his side—the edge of the door of this Wrangler is hemmed, which is not sharp, but it can be touched at such a speed, and it must be eaten Bitter - when he saw the car door, his head was already very close to the car door.
Yan Feihang stood in front of him, his eyes widened, his heart jumped to his throat, and without caring much, Yan Feihang took a sudden step forward and closed the car door vigorously.
However, his action made Xi Xinghai avoid the risk of bleeding, but it did not stop Xi Xinghai from falling backwards.
Yan Feihang was still by the car door, no matter how fast he reacted at this moment, it was too late to give Xi Xinghai a hand, and he didn't have enough time for him to learn teleportation to act as a human cushion for Xi Xinghai.
The next moment, only hearing a few bangs and a cry of pain, Xi Xinghai fell to the ground with his elbows resting on the ground, while the backpack he was desperately protecting sacrificed his life for the Lord at this moment. I also retreat when I become mature.
… Many things fell out of the wide open zipper: the 13.3-inch laptop fell at his feet, the black pencil case fell behind him, the parasol that had just been stuffed back rolled out several meters away, the black Pen refills were scattered all over the floor, as well as employee cards and tissues... but nothing compared to the black notebook.
I saw it rolling one circle and then another circle. It hit the tire of the car and did not stop rolling. It was hit by the tire and rolled in the opposite direction. After two laps, it stopped at Yan Feihang's feet with a clatter.
...with wide open interior pages.
On it, small black characters are densely packed, red markings can be seen everywhere, and the title in the center is very clear: black pen refill, large font, [Yan Feihang] is circled with a red pen, plus a big exclamation point , and display in bold.
Xi Xinghai: ...
Yan Feihang: ...
Xi Xinghai's scalp became numb, and his soul directly ascended to the sky.His brain became blank due to excessive shock, his language was gone, his images were gone, his function was malfunctioning, he couldn't issue effective commands, and he couldn't make effective mapping. It has become an empty decoration.
As for Yan Feihang, his smile froze on his face the moment he saw the title on the inside page clearly.
Frowning, Yan Feihang looked up at Xi Xinghai, and asked Xi Xinghai: "What is this?!"
Xi Xinghai didn't answer, so Yan Feihang went to see it himself. ... Yan Feihang bent down to pick up the black notebook, held the notebook in his hand, and read it from the beginning.
Xi Xinghai's characters are just like his own characters, neither in harmony nor in wildness, and there is a hint of tenacity hidden in his delicacy.
When writing these contents, Xi Xinghai wrote each word with great care, so now it is very convenient for Yan Feihang to read every sentence.
After he reads a word is another word, after reading a sentence is another sentence, he turns a page and then another page: how to control his emotions, how to control his thoughts, how to achieve his goals... What is the goal of the first stage, what is the goal of the second stage... how to adjust if there is a deviation, and how to reward for reaching the goal...
After reading word by word, sentence by sentence, Yan Feihang's brows became tighter and tighter, his face became darker and darker, and his breathing became more and more rapid. At the end, his brows were so frowned that they could pinch mosquitoes to death, and his expression became pale. It was so black that it could drip water out.
And it wasn't until this moment that Xi Xinghai reacted. ... His brain regained its function at this moment, and his limbs were under his control again at this moment, but he couldn't take care of picking up the umbrella, picking up the computer, and even less taking care of tying his shoelaces. Yongji got up from the ground, got up and rushed in the direction of Yan Feihang.
He tried to snatch the black notebook from Yan Feihang's hand, but Yan Feihang waved his hand, twisted his body, and avoided him lightly.
If Xi Xinghai wanted to grab it again, Yan Feihang would turn and twist again.
From the front to the rear of the car, and back to the front from the rear, Yan Feihang was overwhelmed, facing the door of the car, Xi Xinghai went to break his shoulder.Yan Feihang put his arms high, and Xi Xinghai stood on tiptoe... his hand was about to reach the notebook, Yan Feihang slapped him on the head, pushing him back to the ground.
Xi Xinghai was so anxious that he turned around in a hurry, but there was nothing he could do, "Don't look at it! Give it back to me! This is my personal privacy! You can't look at it!"
Yan Feihang closed the notebook at this moment.With a sullen face, frowning and staring eyes, he asked Xi Xinghai: "What is this?!"
When Xi Xinghai didn't answer, Yan Feihang raised his voice, "Say! What is this?!"
He had a ferocious face, a ferocious tone, and the anger in his voice was so obvious that middle-aged men who worked overtime and returned late were scared away by him, and took a detour and walked far away.Xi Xinghai still didn't say a word.
But Yan Feihang didn't need his answer.Yan Feihang already had his own answer. Holding a notebook, he questioned Xi Xinghai: "Xinghai Xi, are you PUAing me?"
Without waiting for Xi Xinghai's answer, he became even more sure of his answer. He slammed his notebook on the car door, pointed at Xi Xinghai's nose, "How dare you fucking PUA me!?"
His breathing became more and more rapid, and his face turned red inch by inch, but Xi Xinghai remained sullen and said nothing.
After a long, long time, when Yan Feihang's blushing complexion gradually faded, and Yan Feihang's continued breathing gradually calmed down, Xi Xinghai finally opened his mouth.
Xi Xinghai asked him: "Are you angry enough? Return the notebook to me when you are angry enough."
Yan Feihang suspected that he had heard it wrong, "What did you say?!"
Xi Xinghai: "I said, if you get angry enough, return the notebook to me. It's my stuff, it's my privacy, you don't have the right to check it at will."
Yan Feihang was stunned, "What?! Privacy?! You call this privacy, you fucking call this kind of thing privacy?!"
Yan Feihang flew into a rage again.Xi Xinghai remained calm.
Xi Xinghai looked at him calmly, and said calmly, "I'll count one, two, three, return the notebook to me, and don't force me to fight with you."
Yan Feihang: ...
Yan Feihang suspected that there was something wrong with his ears, and his brain was not working well: do it yourself?Xi Xinghai's thin body with thin arms and legs wants to do something to him?Which hand should I use?Do you want to be cute?
He suspected that Xi Xinghai was joking with him, deliberately making him happy, so that he would not be so angry, but Xi Xinghai's expression was extremely serious, and he even started counting down regardless of his own reaction.
Xi Xinghai: "Three—"
Xi Xinghai: "Two—"
Xi Xinghai: "I'm going to count one, if you don't give it to me, you will be at your own risk."
Xi Xinghai: "One——"
Xi Xinghai: "I've already given you a chance, but you didn't want it."
Yan Feihang: "What..."
Before he could finish speaking, Xi Xinghai had already grabbed his tie... His favorite navy blue tie with oblique stripes and dark patterns was in the palm of Xi Xinghai's hand.
Yan Feihang frowned, and was about to say something, Xi Xinghai exerted strength with his hands and arms, and he pulled the tie down and forward, causing Yan Feihang to lean forward, almost colliding with his body.
Yan Feihang realized something at this moment, he suddenly widened his eyes, as expected, the next moment, he saw Xi Xinghai closed his eyes, and felt that Xi Xinghai kissed his lips.
Yan Feihang: ...
Yan Feihang: ...
Yan Feihang: ...
Chapter 75 The author has something to say: Ding Dong!renew!See you next Monday!
To be honest, Xi Xinghai is actually not very good at kissing.
Although he has watched many small movies, although he has studied many small videos, although he has a wealth of theoretical knowledge, although he clearly knows the steps of kissing... But the reason why the paper is called the paper is about Because it's impractical.
Just like this moment, lips touch lips, breath entwined, Xi Xinghai knows exactly what he should do in the next moment - he should stick out his tongue to touch Yan Feihang's lip, and pass through the lip to pry his jaw, through the jaw Go hook his tongue and force him to hook himself.
But the hands holding Yan Feihang's tie were trembling, and the toes he was trying to stand on tiptoe were not steady. Although his face was calm, his mind was blank, and his blood was constantly surging, which disturbed his tranquility and his body. Under his own control—he wanted to stick out his tongue, but he couldn't control his mouth no matter what.
He began to breathe slowly, deeply, and after a few breaths, he gradually found his own rhythm——he slowly stuck out his tongue.
He used his tongue to taste Yan Feihang's lips... like a superficial touch.
He used his tongue to lick Yan Feihang's teeth again... like a kitten drinking water.
He stuck his tongue into Yan Feihang's mouth, intending to hook Yan Feihang's tongue and invite him to cling to him. He wandered around in Yan Feihang's mouth, but failed to find the target object.
He felt strange. ...Where is Yan Feihang's tongue?
He lingered in Yan Feihang's mouth again, but the target object was still missing.
He suspected that he was not looking in the right direction, or was he too flustered to miss something?But he has been in people's mouth long enough, it would be embarrassing to stay any longer.
The goal of this trip has been achieved - Yan Feihang should not have the heart to worry about the notebook anymore - so he put down his foot, let go of his hand, and withdrew his tongue from Yan Feihang's mouth.
He shook his numb palms, moved his stiff neck, turned around and tried to pull the car door, "Let's go, it's getting late—"
Before he finished speaking, the world was spinning for a while, and after a while, his back leaned against the car door, and Yan Feihang's face came close to him.
Yan Feihang pinched his waist with one hand and the back of his neck with the other, his dry palms were surprisingly hot, their noses pressed against their noses, and their eyes looked into their eyes.
"You, what are you doing?"
Xi Xinghai was a little nervous. He rolled his eyes and pushed Yan Feihang's chest again. He broke Yan Feihang's arm and tried to persuade Yan Feihang: "If you have something to say, let me go first."
He thought that Yan Feihang really wanted to fight him (because of the PUA incident), but Yan Feihang made his request with red cheeks and warm ears.
Yan Feihang: "Not enough."
Yan Feihang: "More."
Before he finished speaking, Yan Feihang bent down, breathing in and out, and his warm lips pressed against Xi Xinghai's again.
Yan Feihang is obviously also a theoretical school, his lips touched, and after a long time, he tentatively stuck out his tongue——
Fortunately, Xi Xinghai already had [enough] practical experience, was aware of his intention, and after confirming that this intention was not contrary to his own, Xi Xinghai took the initiative to part his lips to welcome his intrusion.
In a slightly dark corner of the underground parking lot, their chests were pressed against their chests, their toes touched their toes, one of them lowered their heads, the other raised their heads, lips to lips, tongues to tongues, Yan Feihang put his arms around Xi Xinghai's waist, Xi Xinghai hugged They kissed his neck, although their skills were very good, their addiction was very great, they kissed for a long time, until their lips were numb and their necks were sore, they reluctantly parted.
His forehead was still pressed against his forehead, and his breathing was still entwined. Xi Xinghai stood on tiptoe and touched Yan Feihang's lips, "It's getting late, it's time to go back."
"Yeah." Yan Feihang nodded, "It's really getting late."... After a while, Yan Feihang lowered his head and kissed again.
5 minutes passed, and the sound of water didn't stop.
10 minutes passed, and the sound of the water became louder and louder.
15 minutes, 10 minutes... Gasping for breath, Xi Xinghai pushed Yan Feihang away.
Xi Xinghai: "Enough!"
Yan Feihang: "Not enough!"
Xi Xinghai: "I said enough is enough!"
Yan Feihang: "If I say it's not enough, it's not enough!"
Xi Xinghai: ...
Xi Xinghai: "You bit my mouth..."
Yan Feihang: "Huh? Shall I show you?"
Yan Feihang: "I'll lick it for you again..."
Xi Xinghai: ...
In the end, Xi Xinghai still didn't dare to let him see it,... let alone let him lick it, he was afraid that the wound would be made bigger by him.
After hurting someone, Yan Feihang couldn't be ashamed to ask for a kiss, and it happened that it was getting late, so they went back to the car one after the other. ... Xi Xinghai sat in the co-pilot, and Yan Feihang sat in the driver's seat.
After starting the car, Yan Feihang suddenly felt that he seemed to have forgotten something important, but after thinking about it, there seemed to be nothing more important than the people around him, so he was relieved.
It's just that the stamina of this kiss is really great. After cooling down for a while, Yan Feihang's brain is still a little hot, his blood is still a little churning, and he still can't help but want to glance at the person beside him.
Vision is sharpened. ... Without turning his head, he could see Xi Xinghai's red lips kissed by him.The corners of the mouth were broken.
The sense of smell becomes acute. ...Without getting close, he could smell the faint fragrance from Xi Xinghai's body.The aroma of shampoo.
The sense of touch has also become extraordinarily sharp. ... The steering wheel under his hands is hard, not as easy to touch as Xi Xinghai's waist; the seat under his buttocks is hard, not as soft as Xi Xinghai's lips, if you sit down hard, you can still hear the creaking sound of iron sheets rubbing against each other... Wait, the car How can the seat make the sound of iron sheet friction?
Yan Feihang stretched his hand under the seat——
On the co-pilot, Xi Xinghai was reviewing what happened just now, reflecting on the reason why he overturned the car. Generally speaking, he was careless.
Because Yan Feihang obeyed his words these days, he forgot his own situation, what kind of crazy beast was beside him, and how crazy this crazy beast looked when it went crazy.
His [Pursued Plan] has entered the final stage of the third stage, as long as there is a period of transition, he will be able to advance it to the final stage extremely smoothly... then as long as there is another suitable opportunity, He will be able to accept the other party logically and complete his pursuit.
At that time, this notebook will no longer be useful, and you can retire as a matter of course.
But what happened tonight completely disrupted his plan... Yan Feihang was dazed by his sudden kiss at the moment, and forgot to pursue it for the time being, but this kind of dizziness was only temporary after all, when he calmed down , When his brain cools down, and when he recalls it again, he must still explain the contents of the notebook to him.
How to explain it at that time, and how it is explained, will directly affect the progress of his next plan.
So... how to explain it?
Xi Xinghai was racking his brains to think, when there was a sound beside him——
"Creak creak—" This is the sound of seat friction.
"Kengkeng——" This is the sound of metal colliding.
Wait, metal... Xi Xinghai thought of something, his head buzzed, he turned his head suddenly, and saw Yan Feihang holding a very familiar tin box in his hand.
The surface of the tin box has clear signs of wear and tear, and it looks quite old. Yan Feihang frowned and looked at it carefully. ——He looked at the outside of the box and confirmed that he had never seen it before. He shook the body of the box again, and heard a rattling sound. He opened the box, and then he froze.
… Unused Band-Aids, keychains with small flowers on them, yellowed one-inch photos, old triangles, neatly folded small paper strips, broken egg shells in small transparent bags, old school badges, and more. There is a wooden stick that looks like a popsicle stick.
"What a mess..." Yan Feihang muttered to himself.
He picked up the wooden stick and looked at it against the light for a while, he threw the wooden stick back into the box, picked up the set square, and picked up the old school badge... He looked at the old school badge, his brows were touched by something He twisted it up slightly because of his memories, put down the old school badge, picked up the well-folded note, and unfolded it, he saw a line of wild and uninhibited words: [Come to my house for breakfast tomorrow morning! 】
...The familiar handwriting made his brows tightened.
Putting down the small note, he picked up the keychain again, put down the keychain, and picked up the Band-Aids, bracelets, glass balls, small boxes, egg shells... More memories flashed to him one after another like heavy snow falling. in mind.
Finally, he picked up the old yellowed photo, and when he saw the two teenagers with their heads leaning against each other in the photo, Yan Feihang's expression finally changed.
Looking at this pile of things and thinking about the black notebook just now, Yan Feihang gradually emerged a very bold but very real conjecture.
His breathing became unsteady because of this bold conjecture, and his voice became trembling because of this conjecture. He was eager to confirm his conjecture, so he turned his head to look at Xi Xinghai.
"Xingxing..." He held up the photo and swallowed nervously, "This is... what?"
At first, Xi Xinghai was surprised that he found the iron box at an inappropriate time, and also felt a headache because of what happened to him one night after another.
On the other hand, the car that just overturned has not been rescued, what should I do if another car overturns?
Xi Xinghai: laxative.Just... very speechless.It felt like I was under a spell.
A few months ago, when Xi Xinghai took advantage of Yan Feihang's time to move for him, when he secretly put the box that he had treasured for a long time in his car, he really had a little gamble in his mind.
At that time, he had already sensed Yan Feihang's thoughts on him—but he was not sure, those thoughts were purely sensual, but mixed with sensual love.
If it was the latter, then he would hand over his memories to the other party, and then he could take advantage of the opportunity when the other party found the iron box to pierce the obstructive window paper.
If the former, these things are not completely useless. ... They can be used as a primer to evoke some memories of the other party. Those memories may have nothing to do with love, but they can disturb the other party's mood, mix some other colors into the pure yellow, and then stir them up again. Turns into pretty pink.
After putting the things in the other party's car, he waited forever——
In the bar, when the other party was fighting with Pei Ruifan; when he was hundreds of kilometers away, when he saw him in the health center of Dongshan Town; He thought that the reason why the other party had such behavior and reaction was because the other party discovered the iron box he hid, and then saw his own thoughts clearly.
But neither.
When fighting with Pei Ruifan at the bar, when rushing thousands of miles to Dongshan Town, when confessing to himself on the drying ground... This iron box has always stayed quietly in his car.
And just when Xi Xinghai thought that the iron box would stay there forever and never be found, it appeared again.
... It was hidden at the most appropriate time, but discovered at the worst time, forcing Xi Xinghai to explain it was neither good nor not.
At the same moment, Yan Feihang was still looking at Xi Xinghai, waiting for Xi Xinghai's answer, so Xi Xinghai forced himself to calm down.
Before the iron box appeared, he was thinking about how to explain to Yan Feihang if he asked about the notebook.
He came up with at least three solutions,...although they will be extremely difficult, but most of them can be rounded back, and things will be returned to the original track, and the next process will be followed: the third stage, the fourth stage, great harmony, yeah!
The three options are not perfect, and all three options have advantages and disadvantages. Xi Xinghai is struggling with which one to choose. When the iron box appeared, he finally didn’t have to worry about it anymore,... none of them worked. , none of which can come back, it's completely finished!
Then it is not round, so just push it to the end.Xi Xinghai was tired.
"It's mine." Xi Xinghai said.
"I secretly hid it in your car." Xi Xinghai said again.
Taking the box from Yan Feihang, unfolding the box in front of Yan Feihang, Xi Xinghai began to introduce the stories behind these objects to Yan Feihang one by one——
He picked up the wooden stick and told Yan Feihang that on the night he resigned from his previous company, Yan Feihang treated him to a piece of milk-flavored northeast big board.
I don’t know if it’s his illusion, but he always felt that the taste of the Dongbei Daban was different from others, with a more milky taste and a stronger fragrance... After eating, he was reluctant to throw it away, so he kept the stick .
He picked up a bag of egg shells and told Yan Feihang that one night in the third year of junior high school, he went to a friend's birthday party.
... He played a little crazy that night, and he came back a little late. He forgot to bring the key and couldn't knock on the door. He had no money to stay in a hotel, and he was embarrassed to disturb other people's rest, so he stiffened on the stone steps of the stairs Sit upright all night.
The next morning, he opened his eyes when he heard the sound of the door opening. He thought it was the grandma who came to open the door for him, but he saw Yan Feihang who was going out with breakfast.
Yan Feihang held two meat buns, two eggs and a thermos of soy milk in his hand. Seeing Xi Xinghai sitting in the corridor with swollen eyes, he thought he was being scolded by Grandma Zhang.He took out an egg from his breakfast bag and handed it to Xi Xinghai, and then he said to Xi Xinghai: "Roll it, it can reduce the swelling. Don't cry, people talk more when they are old, and my mother does the same , you don't have to pay attention to them."
Withdrawing from the memory, he picked up the note, the Band-Aid, the triangle, the old photo, the glass ball... He took out those things one by one, and introduced them one by one, where did this come from, What's the story behind that? After introducing the old objects, he also cut open his heart and placed it hot on Yan Feihang's face for him to visit and enjoy.
Closing the iron box, he held the iron box in his hands, and then he brought a Garfield from the back of the car.
He also told Yan Feihang the story of Garfield - the unwatched movie, the heavy rain, and the unforgettable confession.
Let Garfield sit on the iron box, and then he touched Garfield's head and told Yan Feihang——
"I'm not you PUA, I just... just haven't been able to forget you..."
76 Chapter 73 The author has something to say: Ding Dong!renew!See you tomorrow!
long silence.
After an unknown amount of time, Yan Feihang started the car.The car slowly drove out of the underground parking lot and slowly drove up to the ground.
Outside, the light rain was still pattering on the ground, hitting the ground, a small spray gradually formed, the neon lights flashed and flashed, and pedestrians looked in a hurry.Xi Xinghai's heart gradually calmed down.
He didn't think about Yan Feihang's reaction anymore, nor did he think about anything else, he just hugged Garfield and the tin box, quietly looked out the window, and was silently in a daze.
He felt that his heart seemed to become very empty, and his body became light all of a sudden. Those secrets that had been buried for a long time, those gradually accumulated memories filled his body very much, and made his heart even heavier.
... He enjoyed the fishing process, but never thought about whether he could bear the loneliness of that long time.
But now, those memories were pulled out and those secrets were revealed, although he was not used to it, it made him feel a burst of relief.
What Yan Feihang would think, whether Yan Feihang would be willing to accept it seemed no longer important, he just felt a burst of heartfelt relief. ... He bent his eyes and raised the corners of his lips.
Yan Feihang suddenly spoke at this moment.Yan Feihang asked him, "Where are you going?"
Xi Xinghai turned his head and spoke slowly, "...where is what going?"...Aren't they driving to the neighborhood he rents now?
Yan Feihang: "I mean, to your place, or to my place?"
Xi Xinghai was startled for a moment, then realized something, his speech speed suddenly became stuttering, "You, you..."
Yan Feihang: "Okay. Then go to my place."
To be honest, he couldn't be alone tonight.After Xi Xinghai said those words to him, after Xi Xinghai confided those secrets to him, he couldn't stay alone at all.He can't do it.He knew that Xi Xinghai couldn't stay alone. —they must stay together.
Although it was a bit fast—they had just confirmed their relationship for less than an hour (isn’t it considered a confirmed relationship after kissing?), but he felt that it was too slow. They clearly fell in love with each other, and they never stopped loving each other , but because of his cowardice and Xi Xinghai's concealment, he missed seven years.
But just as he couldn't travel back to kill the once cowardly self, he also couldn't blame Xi Xinghai for concealing it. He could only do everything he could to make up for their present and fill their future.
At the traffic light, he turned the steering wheel, and the car started to drive towards the residential area where Yan Feihang rented.
Xi Xinghai stopped talking.Yan Feihang also became silent.
They all knew what would happen next—ten or 15 minutes from this moment, they would lie side by side on Yan Feihang's bed, they would kiss, they would make love, and they would confirm each other's love through each other's bodies.
They were all nervous, but they were even more looking forward to it.
The 15-minute drive has become long, the journey from the entrance of the community to the entrance of the unit building has also become long, the waiting time for the elevator has become long, and the time for the elevator to go up is unbearably long... The elevator door opens and the fingerprint is unlocked Opening the door, Yan Feihang kissed Xi Xinghai before the door closed.
He hugged Xi Xinghai's body very hard, and firmly embedded him in his body. Xi Xinghai was hurt a little by him, and he even couldn't breathe, but he didn't feel disgusted at all.He stood on tiptoe, raised his head, and tried his best to respond to his kiss.
From the porch to the living room, they kissed intermittently and undressed stumblingly——
They are not very good at kissing, do not know motor skills, do not know how to control the rhythm, they only follow their temper and instinct to please each other and themselves.
The windbreaker fell on the ground, the coat fell on the ground, sweater, tie, shirt... When Yan Feihang's upper body was only left with a shirt (the tie was stuck around his neck), Xi Xinghai's upper body was only left with a T-shirt (actually it was autumn clothes, The heat preservation effect is excellent, but the appearance is not ideal. If Xi Xinghai knew that something like this would happen today, Xi Xinghai would never wear this dress! Fortunately, Yan Feihang didn’t care at all. His attention was not on Xi Xinghai’s clothes at all , he just thinks they are in the way, wishing he could tear them all to shreds!), they rolled down on the sofa, their bodies pressed tightly together, their breaths were entwined with each other, and their lips were still sticking together.
They kept kissing, and kept kissing, as if they couldn't kiss enough. When Yan Feihang put his hand into Xi Xinghai's T-shirt, started to stroke his body along his waistline, and wanted to reach down, Xi Xinghai's rationality finally came back a little bit, and he spoke intermittently.
"I haven't showered yet," he panted to Yan Feihang, "You haven't washed either, I don't have any clothes to change, do you have any condoms here?"
Things developed too quickly, everything happened too suddenly, Xi Xinghai didn't move some of his clothes to Yan Feihang's room in advance (in fact, this was the first time he came to this single apartment, it felt as if it was more My own one is much bigger, damn capitalist!), and Yan Feihang did not prepare the necessary tools in advance.
Yan Feihang propped his elbows on the sofa to prop up his body, panting heavily, very remorseful, told Xi Xinghai with great regret: "No."
Fortunately, Xi Xinghai had already expected it, and was not particularly surprised, "Let's go now...no, I have to...you go shopping, and I'll take a shower." He said incoherently to Yan Fei.
Fortunately, these fragmented sentences were enough for Yan Feihang to understand what he meant. Yan Feihang nodded with red ears, "Okay, then you... take your time, I... I'm not in a hurry."
Xi Xinghai's ears were also red, he nodded, pulled down the clothes that were almost pushed to his chest, evened them out, and arranged them, he sat up on the sofa and asked Yan Feihang where the bathroom was, Yan Feihang pointed in a direction, "There. "
Xi Xinghai nodded, stood up, and walked over.Yan Feihang watched him leave, gritted his teeth and cursed a curse word, but money is hard to buy, he would have known that today he would have to go out to buy those things anyway, Yan Feihang stood up resignedly, picked up the clothes on the ground, and hurriedly put them on Go, tie, vest, coat, windbreaker... When I finally got dressed, there was the sound of water in the bathroom.
Through the door panel, the intermittent sound of water makes people think about it. Just thinking about the scene inside the door, Yan Feihang's throat is dry, and his heart is itchy and uncomfortable. He wished he could ignore everything and rush into the bathroom , Press the person against the wall and start working.
But he finally started to restrain himself, took a few deep breaths, and repeatedly warned himself not to think about it (otherwise he would not be able to get out of the door, in various senses), Yan Feihang opened the door and walked out.
At 11:30 in the evening, most of the shops downstairs in the community were closed, including the large pharmacy that sold family planning products for adults.
This is the first time in history that Yan Feihang has noticed the closing time of these stores. To be honest, he thinks it is too early. —Don't they never consider people's sudden needs?
Gritting his teeth, Yan Feihang ran back to his own car.After starting the car, he started to search the map for pharmacies that were not closed while driving.
More than ten minutes later, he was about three kilometers away from home looking for
The blue Jingle cat, the red Mickey Mouse, the gray Totoro, Luffy with his hips crossed, Ace with a fire... Five or six dolls were hugged in his arms, Xi Xinghai opened the rear door of the car again, He threw the doll into the car seat, then he picked up the backpack again, hugged the backpack tightly in his arms, and walked towards the co-pilot.
Opening the car door, Xi Xinghai was about to get in the car, but Yan Feihang called him at this moment, "Hey, wait a minute."
Xi Xinghai is a bit of a snarky man at the moment, and he is a little allergic to Yan Feihang's voice. When he heard Yan Feihang's words, his body trembled, enduring his slightly numb scalp, Xi Xinghai stopped and turned his head, annoyed: "What the hell? Well?"
Yan Feihang was looking at him and smiling.The underground parking lot was dimly lit, Xi Xinghai was horrified by his laughter, and subconsciously raised his voice, "What are you doing?!"
Yan Feihang was dumbfounded by his yelling, "What are you doing so loudly? I want to tell you that your shoelaces are unraveled."
"Stand still, I'll tie it for you."
Yan Feihang had just annoyed people, but now he was trying to make people happy, before he finished speaking, he raised his feet and walked towards Xi Xinghai.
But at this moment, Xi Xinghai was holding the backpack that could be torn apart at any time, and the backpack was full of his little secrets, how dare he let Yan Feihang get close to him?
Xi Xinghai shook his head hastily, "No, no need, I can do it myself."
That being said, when he squatted down and started to tie his shoelaces, Yan Feihang was already in front of him.
The shoes on Xi Xinghai’s feet are good everywhere (good-looking, easy to wear and cheap), but the laces are long and difficult to tie. No matter how tight they are, they will loosen again after walking a few steps.
Yan Feihang originally wanted to tie his shoelaces for him, but failed. Seeing that it was not convenient for him to tie his shoes with his backpack, he wanted to help him with his backpack.
"Give me the bag, I'll hold it for you."
He bent down and stretched out his hand towards Xi Xinghai, but before his hand touched Xi Xinghai's backpack, Xi Xinghai backed away abruptly like a cat whose hair has exploded.
He retreated too violently and too fast, completely ignoring the open door on his side—the edge of the door of this Wrangler is hemmed, which is not sharp, but it can be touched at such a speed, and it must be eaten Bitter - when he saw the car door, his head was already very close to the car door.
Yan Feihang stood in front of him, his eyes widened, his heart jumped to his throat, and without caring much, Yan Feihang took a sudden step forward and closed the car door vigorously.
However, his action made Xi Xinghai avoid the risk of bleeding, but it did not stop Xi Xinghai from falling backwards.
Yan Feihang was still by the car door, no matter how fast he reacted at this moment, it was too late to give Xi Xinghai a hand, and he didn't have enough time for him to learn teleportation to act as a human cushion for Xi Xinghai.
The next moment, only hearing a few bangs and a cry of pain, Xi Xinghai fell to the ground with his elbows resting on the ground, while the backpack he was desperately protecting sacrificed his life for the Lord at this moment. I also retreat when I become mature.
… Many things fell out of the wide open zipper: the 13.3-inch laptop fell at his feet, the black pencil case fell behind him, the parasol that had just been stuffed back rolled out several meters away, the black Pen refills were scattered all over the floor, as well as employee cards and tissues... but nothing compared to the black notebook.
I saw it rolling one circle and then another circle. It hit the tire of the car and did not stop rolling. It was hit by the tire and rolled in the opposite direction. After two laps, it stopped at Yan Feihang's feet with a clatter.
...with wide open interior pages.
On it, small black characters are densely packed, red markings can be seen everywhere, and the title in the center is very clear: black pen refill, large font, [Yan Feihang] is circled with a red pen, plus a big exclamation point , and display in bold.
Xi Xinghai: ...
Yan Feihang: ...
Xi Xinghai's scalp became numb, and his soul directly ascended to the sky.His brain became blank due to excessive shock, his language was gone, his images were gone, his function was malfunctioning, he couldn't issue effective commands, and he couldn't make effective mapping. It has become an empty decoration.
As for Yan Feihang, his smile froze on his face the moment he saw the title on the inside page clearly.
Frowning, Yan Feihang looked up at Xi Xinghai, and asked Xi Xinghai: "What is this?!"
Xi Xinghai didn't answer, so Yan Feihang went to see it himself. ... Yan Feihang bent down to pick up the black notebook, held the notebook in his hand, and read it from the beginning.
Xi Xinghai's characters are just like his own characters, neither in harmony nor in wildness, and there is a hint of tenacity hidden in his delicacy.
When writing these contents, Xi Xinghai wrote each word with great care, so now it is very convenient for Yan Feihang to read every sentence.
After he reads a word is another word, after reading a sentence is another sentence, he turns a page and then another page: how to control his emotions, how to control his thoughts, how to achieve his goals... What is the goal of the first stage, what is the goal of the second stage... how to adjust if there is a deviation, and how to reward for reaching the goal...
After reading word by word, sentence by sentence, Yan Feihang's brows became tighter and tighter, his face became darker and darker, and his breathing became more and more rapid. At the end, his brows were so frowned that they could pinch mosquitoes to death, and his expression became pale. It was so black that it could drip water out.
And it wasn't until this moment that Xi Xinghai reacted. ... His brain regained its function at this moment, and his limbs were under his control again at this moment, but he couldn't take care of picking up the umbrella, picking up the computer, and even less taking care of tying his shoelaces. Yongji got up from the ground, got up and rushed in the direction of Yan Feihang.
He tried to snatch the black notebook from Yan Feihang's hand, but Yan Feihang waved his hand, twisted his body, and avoided him lightly.
If Xi Xinghai wanted to grab it again, Yan Feihang would turn and twist again.
From the front to the rear of the car, and back to the front from the rear, Yan Feihang was overwhelmed, facing the door of the car, Xi Xinghai went to break his shoulder.Yan Feihang put his arms high, and Xi Xinghai stood on tiptoe... his hand was about to reach the notebook, Yan Feihang slapped him on the head, pushing him back to the ground.
Xi Xinghai was so anxious that he turned around in a hurry, but there was nothing he could do, "Don't look at it! Give it back to me! This is my personal privacy! You can't look at it!"
Yan Feihang closed the notebook at this moment.With a sullen face, frowning and staring eyes, he asked Xi Xinghai: "What is this?!"
When Xi Xinghai didn't answer, Yan Feihang raised his voice, "Say! What is this?!"
He had a ferocious face, a ferocious tone, and the anger in his voice was so obvious that middle-aged men who worked overtime and returned late were scared away by him, and took a detour and walked far away.Xi Xinghai still didn't say a word.
But Yan Feihang didn't need his answer.Yan Feihang already had his own answer. Holding a notebook, he questioned Xi Xinghai: "Xinghai Xi, are you PUAing me?"
Without waiting for Xi Xinghai's answer, he became even more sure of his answer. He slammed his notebook on the car door, pointed at Xi Xinghai's nose, "How dare you fucking PUA me!?"
His breathing became more and more rapid, and his face turned red inch by inch, but Xi Xinghai remained sullen and said nothing.
After a long, long time, when Yan Feihang's blushing complexion gradually faded, and Yan Feihang's continued breathing gradually calmed down, Xi Xinghai finally opened his mouth.
Xi Xinghai asked him: "Are you angry enough? Return the notebook to me when you are angry enough."
Yan Feihang suspected that he had heard it wrong, "What did you say?!"
Xi Xinghai: "I said, if you get angry enough, return the notebook to me. It's my stuff, it's my privacy, you don't have the right to check it at will."
Yan Feihang was stunned, "What?! Privacy?! You call this privacy, you fucking call this kind of thing privacy?!"
Yan Feihang flew into a rage again.Xi Xinghai remained calm.
Xi Xinghai looked at him calmly, and said calmly, "I'll count one, two, three, return the notebook to me, and don't force me to fight with you."
Yan Feihang: ...
Yan Feihang suspected that there was something wrong with his ears, and his brain was not working well: do it yourself?Xi Xinghai's thin body with thin arms and legs wants to do something to him?Which hand should I use?Do you want to be cute?
He suspected that Xi Xinghai was joking with him, deliberately making him happy, so that he would not be so angry, but Xi Xinghai's expression was extremely serious, and he even started counting down regardless of his own reaction.
Xi Xinghai: "Three—"
Xi Xinghai: "Two—"
Xi Xinghai: "I'm going to count one, if you don't give it to me, you will be at your own risk."
Xi Xinghai: "One——"
Xi Xinghai: "I've already given you a chance, but you didn't want it."
Yan Feihang: "What..."
Before he could finish speaking, Xi Xinghai had already grabbed his tie... His favorite navy blue tie with oblique stripes and dark patterns was in the palm of Xi Xinghai's hand.
Yan Feihang frowned, and was about to say something, Xi Xinghai exerted strength with his hands and arms, and he pulled the tie down and forward, causing Yan Feihang to lean forward, almost colliding with his body.
Yan Feihang realized something at this moment, he suddenly widened his eyes, as expected, the next moment, he saw Xi Xinghai closed his eyes, and felt that Xi Xinghai kissed his lips.
Yan Feihang: ...
Yan Feihang: ...
Yan Feihang: ...
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To be honest, Xi Xinghai is actually not very good at kissing.
Although he has watched many small movies, although he has studied many small videos, although he has a wealth of theoretical knowledge, although he clearly knows the steps of kissing... But the reason why the paper is called the paper is about Because it's impractical.
Just like this moment, lips touch lips, breath entwined, Xi Xinghai knows exactly what he should do in the next moment - he should stick out his tongue to touch Yan Feihang's lip, and pass through the lip to pry his jaw, through the jaw Go hook his tongue and force him to hook himself.
But the hands holding Yan Feihang's tie were trembling, and the toes he was trying to stand on tiptoe were not steady. Although his face was calm, his mind was blank, and his blood was constantly surging, which disturbed his tranquility and his body. Under his own control—he wanted to stick out his tongue, but he couldn't control his mouth no matter what.
He began to breathe slowly, deeply, and after a few breaths, he gradually found his own rhythm——he slowly stuck out his tongue.
He used his tongue to taste Yan Feihang's lips... like a superficial touch.
He used his tongue to lick Yan Feihang's teeth again... like a kitten drinking water.
He stuck his tongue into Yan Feihang's mouth, intending to hook Yan Feihang's tongue and invite him to cling to him. He wandered around in Yan Feihang's mouth, but failed to find the target object.
He felt strange. ...Where is Yan Feihang's tongue?
He lingered in Yan Feihang's mouth again, but the target object was still missing.
He suspected that he was not looking in the right direction, or was he too flustered to miss something?But he has been in people's mouth long enough, it would be embarrassing to stay any longer.
The goal of this trip has been achieved - Yan Feihang should not have the heart to worry about the notebook anymore - so he put down his foot, let go of his hand, and withdrew his tongue from Yan Feihang's mouth.
He shook his numb palms, moved his stiff neck, turned around and tried to pull the car door, "Let's go, it's getting late—"
Before he finished speaking, the world was spinning for a while, and after a while, his back leaned against the car door, and Yan Feihang's face came close to him.
Yan Feihang pinched his waist with one hand and the back of his neck with the other, his dry palms were surprisingly hot, their noses pressed against their noses, and their eyes looked into their eyes.
"You, what are you doing?"
Xi Xinghai was a little nervous. He rolled his eyes and pushed Yan Feihang's chest again. He broke Yan Feihang's arm and tried to persuade Yan Feihang: "If you have something to say, let me go first."
He thought that Yan Feihang really wanted to fight him (because of the PUA incident), but Yan Feihang made his request with red cheeks and warm ears.
Yan Feihang: "Not enough."
Yan Feihang: "More."
Before he finished speaking, Yan Feihang bent down, breathing in and out, and his warm lips pressed against Xi Xinghai's again.
Yan Feihang is obviously also a theoretical school, his lips touched, and after a long time, he tentatively stuck out his tongue——
Fortunately, Xi Xinghai already had [enough] practical experience, was aware of his intention, and after confirming that this intention was not contrary to his own, Xi Xinghai took the initiative to part his lips to welcome his intrusion.
In a slightly dark corner of the underground parking lot, their chests were pressed against their chests, their toes touched their toes, one of them lowered their heads, the other raised their heads, lips to lips, tongues to tongues, Yan Feihang put his arms around Xi Xinghai's waist, Xi Xinghai hugged They kissed his neck, although their skills were very good, their addiction was very great, they kissed for a long time, until their lips were numb and their necks were sore, they reluctantly parted.
His forehead was still pressed against his forehead, and his breathing was still entwined. Xi Xinghai stood on tiptoe and touched Yan Feihang's lips, "It's getting late, it's time to go back."
"Yeah." Yan Feihang nodded, "It's really getting late."... After a while, Yan Feihang lowered his head and kissed again.
5 minutes passed, and the sound of water didn't stop.
10 minutes passed, and the sound of the water became louder and louder.
15 minutes, 10 minutes... Gasping for breath, Xi Xinghai pushed Yan Feihang away.
Xi Xinghai: "Enough!"
Yan Feihang: "Not enough!"
Xi Xinghai: "I said enough is enough!"
Yan Feihang: "If I say it's not enough, it's not enough!"
Xi Xinghai: ...
Xi Xinghai: "You bit my mouth..."
Yan Feihang: "Huh? Shall I show you?"
Yan Feihang: "I'll lick it for you again..."
Xi Xinghai: ...
In the end, Xi Xinghai still didn't dare to let him see it,... let alone let him lick it, he was afraid that the wound would be made bigger by him.
After hurting someone, Yan Feihang couldn't be ashamed to ask for a kiss, and it happened that it was getting late, so they went back to the car one after the other. ... Xi Xinghai sat in the co-pilot, and Yan Feihang sat in the driver's seat.
After starting the car, Yan Feihang suddenly felt that he seemed to have forgotten something important, but after thinking about it, there seemed to be nothing more important than the people around him, so he was relieved.
It's just that the stamina of this kiss is really great. After cooling down for a while, Yan Feihang's brain is still a little hot, his blood is still a little churning, and he still can't help but want to glance at the person beside him.
Vision is sharpened. ... Without turning his head, he could see Xi Xinghai's red lips kissed by him.The corners of the mouth were broken.
The sense of smell becomes acute. ...Without getting close, he could smell the faint fragrance from Xi Xinghai's body.The aroma of shampoo.
The sense of touch has also become extraordinarily sharp. ... The steering wheel under his hands is hard, not as easy to touch as Xi Xinghai's waist; the seat under his buttocks is hard, not as soft as Xi Xinghai's lips, if you sit down hard, you can still hear the creaking sound of iron sheets rubbing against each other... Wait, the car How can the seat make the sound of iron sheet friction?
Yan Feihang stretched his hand under the seat——
On the co-pilot, Xi Xinghai was reviewing what happened just now, reflecting on the reason why he overturned the car. Generally speaking, he was careless.
Because Yan Feihang obeyed his words these days, he forgot his own situation, what kind of crazy beast was beside him, and how crazy this crazy beast looked when it went crazy.
His [Pursued Plan] has entered the final stage of the third stage, as long as there is a period of transition, he will be able to advance it to the final stage extremely smoothly... then as long as there is another suitable opportunity, He will be able to accept the other party logically and complete his pursuit.
At that time, this notebook will no longer be useful, and you can retire as a matter of course.
But what happened tonight completely disrupted his plan... Yan Feihang was dazed by his sudden kiss at the moment, and forgot to pursue it for the time being, but this kind of dizziness was only temporary after all, when he calmed down , When his brain cools down, and when he recalls it again, he must still explain the contents of the notebook to him.
How to explain it at that time, and how it is explained, will directly affect the progress of his next plan.
So... how to explain it?
Xi Xinghai was racking his brains to think, when there was a sound beside him——
"Creak creak—" This is the sound of seat friction.
"Kengkeng——" This is the sound of metal colliding.
Wait, metal... Xi Xinghai thought of something, his head buzzed, he turned his head suddenly, and saw Yan Feihang holding a very familiar tin box in his hand.
The surface of the tin box has clear signs of wear and tear, and it looks quite old. Yan Feihang frowned and looked at it carefully. ——He looked at the outside of the box and confirmed that he had never seen it before. He shook the body of the box again, and heard a rattling sound. He opened the box, and then he froze.
… Unused Band-Aids, keychains with small flowers on them, yellowed one-inch photos, old triangles, neatly folded small paper strips, broken egg shells in small transparent bags, old school badges, and more. There is a wooden stick that looks like a popsicle stick.
"What a mess..." Yan Feihang muttered to himself.
He picked up the wooden stick and looked at it against the light for a while, he threw the wooden stick back into the box, picked up the set square, and picked up the old school badge... He looked at the old school badge, his brows were touched by something He twisted it up slightly because of his memories, put down the old school badge, picked up the well-folded note, and unfolded it, he saw a line of wild and uninhibited words: [Come to my house for breakfast tomorrow morning! 】
...The familiar handwriting made his brows tightened.
Putting down the small note, he picked up the keychain again, put down the keychain, and picked up the Band-Aids, bracelets, glass balls, small boxes, egg shells... More memories flashed to him one after another like heavy snow falling. in mind.
Finally, he picked up the old yellowed photo, and when he saw the two teenagers with their heads leaning against each other in the photo, Yan Feihang's expression finally changed.
Looking at this pile of things and thinking about the black notebook just now, Yan Feihang gradually emerged a very bold but very real conjecture.
His breathing became unsteady because of this bold conjecture, and his voice became trembling because of this conjecture. He was eager to confirm his conjecture, so he turned his head to look at Xi Xinghai.
"Xingxing..." He held up the photo and swallowed nervously, "This is... what?"
At first, Xi Xinghai was surprised that he found the iron box at an inappropriate time, and also felt a headache because of what happened to him one night after another.
On the other hand, the car that just overturned has not been rescued, what should I do if another car overturns?
Xi Xinghai: laxative.Just... very speechless.It felt like I was under a spell.
A few months ago, when Xi Xinghai took advantage of Yan Feihang's time to move for him, when he secretly put the box that he had treasured for a long time in his car, he really had a little gamble in his mind.
At that time, he had already sensed Yan Feihang's thoughts on him—but he was not sure, those thoughts were purely sensual, but mixed with sensual love.
If it was the latter, then he would hand over his memories to the other party, and then he could take advantage of the opportunity when the other party found the iron box to pierce the obstructive window paper.
If the former, these things are not completely useless. ... They can be used as a primer to evoke some memories of the other party. Those memories may have nothing to do with love, but they can disturb the other party's mood, mix some other colors into the pure yellow, and then stir them up again. Turns into pretty pink.
After putting the things in the other party's car, he waited forever——
In the bar, when the other party was fighting with Pei Ruifan; when he was hundreds of kilometers away, when he saw him in the health center of Dongshan Town; He thought that the reason why the other party had such behavior and reaction was because the other party discovered the iron box he hid, and then saw his own thoughts clearly.
But neither.
When fighting with Pei Ruifan at the bar, when rushing thousands of miles to Dongshan Town, when confessing to himself on the drying ground... This iron box has always stayed quietly in his car.
And just when Xi Xinghai thought that the iron box would stay there forever and never be found, it appeared again.
... It was hidden at the most appropriate time, but discovered at the worst time, forcing Xi Xinghai to explain it was neither good nor not.
At the same moment, Yan Feihang was still looking at Xi Xinghai, waiting for Xi Xinghai's answer, so Xi Xinghai forced himself to calm down.
Before the iron box appeared, he was thinking about how to explain to Yan Feihang if he asked about the notebook.
He came up with at least three solutions,...although they will be extremely difficult, but most of them can be rounded back, and things will be returned to the original track, and the next process will be followed: the third stage, the fourth stage, great harmony, yeah!
The three options are not perfect, and all three options have advantages and disadvantages. Xi Xinghai is struggling with which one to choose. When the iron box appeared, he finally didn’t have to worry about it anymore,... none of them worked. , none of which can come back, it's completely finished!
Then it is not round, so just push it to the end.Xi Xinghai was tired.
"It's mine." Xi Xinghai said.
"I secretly hid it in your car." Xi Xinghai said again.
Taking the box from Yan Feihang, unfolding the box in front of Yan Feihang, Xi Xinghai began to introduce the stories behind these objects to Yan Feihang one by one——
He picked up the wooden stick and told Yan Feihang that on the night he resigned from his previous company, Yan Feihang treated him to a piece of milk-flavored northeast big board.
I don’t know if it’s his illusion, but he always felt that the taste of the Dongbei Daban was different from others, with a more milky taste and a stronger fragrance... After eating, he was reluctant to throw it away, so he kept the stick .
He picked up a bag of egg shells and told Yan Feihang that one night in the third year of junior high school, he went to a friend's birthday party.
... He played a little crazy that night, and he came back a little late. He forgot to bring the key and couldn't knock on the door. He had no money to stay in a hotel, and he was embarrassed to disturb other people's rest, so he stiffened on the stone steps of the stairs Sit upright all night.
The next morning, he opened his eyes when he heard the sound of the door opening. He thought it was the grandma who came to open the door for him, but he saw Yan Feihang who was going out with breakfast.
Yan Feihang held two meat buns, two eggs and a thermos of soy milk in his hand. Seeing Xi Xinghai sitting in the corridor with swollen eyes, he thought he was being scolded by Grandma Zhang.He took out an egg from his breakfast bag and handed it to Xi Xinghai, and then he said to Xi Xinghai: "Roll it, it can reduce the swelling. Don't cry, people talk more when they are old, and my mother does the same , you don't have to pay attention to them."
Withdrawing from the memory, he picked up the note, the Band-Aid, the triangle, the old photo, the glass ball... He took out those things one by one, and introduced them one by one, where did this come from, What's the story behind that? After introducing the old objects, he also cut open his heart and placed it hot on Yan Feihang's face for him to visit and enjoy.
Closing the iron box, he held the iron box in his hands, and then he brought a Garfield from the back of the car.
He also told Yan Feihang the story of Garfield - the unwatched movie, the heavy rain, and the unforgettable confession.
Let Garfield sit on the iron box, and then he touched Garfield's head and told Yan Feihang——
"I'm not you PUA, I just... just haven't been able to forget you..."
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long silence.
After an unknown amount of time, Yan Feihang started the car.The car slowly drove out of the underground parking lot and slowly drove up to the ground.
Outside, the light rain was still pattering on the ground, hitting the ground, a small spray gradually formed, the neon lights flashed and flashed, and pedestrians looked in a hurry.Xi Xinghai's heart gradually calmed down.
He didn't think about Yan Feihang's reaction anymore, nor did he think about anything else, he just hugged Garfield and the tin box, quietly looked out the window, and was silently in a daze.
He felt that his heart seemed to become very empty, and his body became light all of a sudden. Those secrets that had been buried for a long time, those gradually accumulated memories filled his body very much, and made his heart even heavier.
... He enjoyed the fishing process, but never thought about whether he could bear the loneliness of that long time.
But now, those memories were pulled out and those secrets were revealed, although he was not used to it, it made him feel a burst of relief.
What Yan Feihang would think, whether Yan Feihang would be willing to accept it seemed no longer important, he just felt a burst of heartfelt relief. ... He bent his eyes and raised the corners of his lips.
Yan Feihang suddenly spoke at this moment.Yan Feihang asked him, "Where are you going?"
Xi Xinghai turned his head and spoke slowly, "...where is what going?"...Aren't they driving to the neighborhood he rents now?
Yan Feihang: "I mean, to your place, or to my place?"
Xi Xinghai was startled for a moment, then realized something, his speech speed suddenly became stuttering, "You, you..."
Yan Feihang: "Okay. Then go to my place."
To be honest, he couldn't be alone tonight.After Xi Xinghai said those words to him, after Xi Xinghai confided those secrets to him, he couldn't stay alone at all.He can't do it.He knew that Xi Xinghai couldn't stay alone. —they must stay together.
Although it was a bit fast—they had just confirmed their relationship for less than an hour (isn’t it considered a confirmed relationship after kissing?), but he felt that it was too slow. They clearly fell in love with each other, and they never stopped loving each other , but because of his cowardice and Xi Xinghai's concealment, he missed seven years.
But just as he couldn't travel back to kill the once cowardly self, he also couldn't blame Xi Xinghai for concealing it. He could only do everything he could to make up for their present and fill their future.
At the traffic light, he turned the steering wheel, and the car started to drive towards the residential area where Yan Feihang rented.
Xi Xinghai stopped talking.Yan Feihang also became silent.
They all knew what would happen next—ten or 15 minutes from this moment, they would lie side by side on Yan Feihang's bed, they would kiss, they would make love, and they would confirm each other's love through each other's bodies.
They were all nervous, but they were even more looking forward to it.
The 15-minute drive has become long, the journey from the entrance of the community to the entrance of the unit building has also become long, the waiting time for the elevator has become long, and the time for the elevator to go up is unbearably long... The elevator door opens and the fingerprint is unlocked Opening the door, Yan Feihang kissed Xi Xinghai before the door closed.
He hugged Xi Xinghai's body very hard, and firmly embedded him in his body. Xi Xinghai was hurt a little by him, and he even couldn't breathe, but he didn't feel disgusted at all.He stood on tiptoe, raised his head, and tried his best to respond to his kiss.
From the porch to the living room, they kissed intermittently and undressed stumblingly——
They are not very good at kissing, do not know motor skills, do not know how to control the rhythm, they only follow their temper and instinct to please each other and themselves.
The windbreaker fell on the ground, the coat fell on the ground, sweater, tie, shirt... When Yan Feihang's upper body was only left with a shirt (the tie was stuck around his neck), Xi Xinghai's upper body was only left with a T-shirt (actually it was autumn clothes, The heat preservation effect is excellent, but the appearance is not ideal. If Xi Xinghai knew that something like this would happen today, Xi Xinghai would never wear this dress! Fortunately, Yan Feihang didn’t care at all. His attention was not on Xi Xinghai’s clothes at all , he just thinks they are in the way, wishing he could tear them all to shreds!), they rolled down on the sofa, their bodies pressed tightly together, their breaths were entwined with each other, and their lips were still sticking together.
They kept kissing, and kept kissing, as if they couldn't kiss enough. When Yan Feihang put his hand into Xi Xinghai's T-shirt, started to stroke his body along his waistline, and wanted to reach down, Xi Xinghai's rationality finally came back a little bit, and he spoke intermittently.
"I haven't showered yet," he panted to Yan Feihang, "You haven't washed either, I don't have any clothes to change, do you have any condoms here?"
Things developed too quickly, everything happened too suddenly, Xi Xinghai didn't move some of his clothes to Yan Feihang's room in advance (in fact, this was the first time he came to this single apartment, it felt as if it was more My own one is much bigger, damn capitalist!), and Yan Feihang did not prepare the necessary tools in advance.
Yan Feihang propped his elbows on the sofa to prop up his body, panting heavily, very remorseful, told Xi Xinghai with great regret: "No."
Fortunately, Xi Xinghai had already expected it, and was not particularly surprised, "Let's go now...no, I have to...you go shopping, and I'll take a shower." He said incoherently to Yan Fei.
Fortunately, these fragmented sentences were enough for Yan Feihang to understand what he meant. Yan Feihang nodded with red ears, "Okay, then you... take your time, I... I'm not in a hurry."
Xi Xinghai's ears were also red, he nodded, pulled down the clothes that were almost pushed to his chest, evened them out, and arranged them, he sat up on the sofa and asked Yan Feihang where the bathroom was, Yan Feihang pointed in a direction, "There. "
Xi Xinghai nodded, stood up, and walked over.Yan Feihang watched him leave, gritted his teeth and cursed a curse word, but money is hard to buy, he would have known that today he would have to go out to buy those things anyway, Yan Feihang stood up resignedly, picked up the clothes on the ground, and hurriedly put them on Go, tie, vest, coat, windbreaker... When I finally got dressed, there was the sound of water in the bathroom.
Through the door panel, the intermittent sound of water makes people think about it. Just thinking about the scene inside the door, Yan Feihang's throat is dry, and his heart is itchy and uncomfortable. He wished he could ignore everything and rush into the bathroom , Press the person against the wall and start working.
But he finally started to restrain himself, took a few deep breaths, and repeatedly warned himself not to think about it (otherwise he would not be able to get out of the door, in various senses), Yan Feihang opened the door and walked out.
At 11:30 in the evening, most of the shops downstairs in the community were closed, including the large pharmacy that sold family planning products for adults.
This is the first time in history that Yan Feihang has noticed the closing time of these stores. To be honest, he thinks it is too early. —Don't they never consider people's sudden needs?
Gritting his teeth, Yan Feihang ran back to his own car.After starting the car, he started to search the map for pharmacies that were not closed while driving.
More than ten minutes later, he was about three kilometers away from home looking for
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