Buddhist practice feeling and choose after pregnancy

When Zhao Kesong returned to the small courtyard, he saw the monster bent down stiffly, trying to get close to Xie Chenshan's neck.

It was an ambiguous but dangerous gesture.

The foot he carried in was hesitant, and finally he turned around and fled out of the small courtyard.

He doesn't know why.

But at that moment, he knew he couldn't stay.

Both Xie Chenshan and Xu Chenshui could clearly feel the coming and going of the breath just now, but neither he nor Xie Chenshan mentioned it.Xie Chenshan said calmly, "Are you tired?"

The monster's untouched head suddenly rested on Xie Chenshan's shoulder, and his arms hung straight down.

He took a deep breath.

It was an action he didn't have to make, but with a deep breath, the fresh vitality of Foxiu's body rushed into his nostrils and went straight into his body.

Xie Chenshan is alive.

Although there may be a lot of pain, but now Xie Chenshan is alive.

"Why do you want to be human?"

Xie Chenshan stood, letting the heavy weight hang on his shoulders, his tone was very quiet.

The words of monsters are as heavy as that weight, which is unbearable.

"Xie Chenshan is a human being."

Xie Chenshan frowned slightly.

He reached out and rubbed Xu Chenshui's head, the monster's hair was all braided.Those long braids full of exotic beauty have never seen monsters break up.The slightly rough touch brushed against Xie Chenshan's fingers, making his breath a little gentler.

"I'm a human, why do you have to be a human?"

The monster is not happy.

Although he didn't speak or make any strange movements, he just kept his forehead resting on Xie Chenshan's shoulder.

But Xie Chenshan still knew that he was unhappy.

"Don't you like it better," Xu Chenshui said slowly, "the former Demon Lord?"

Xie Chenshan's eyebrows and eyes were slightly curved, but he couldn't help but smile.

Which one is this?

"If I really like the former Demon Lord more, what are you going to do?"

The monster's eyes showed a ferocious and cruel look: "Of course I killed him." The tone was light and quick, and it didn't even match his eyes at all, as if there was a little joy and joy, as if thinking of that moment of happiness.

Xie Chenshan: ...

He calmly brought the topic back, and said calmly: "In the past, the Demon Lord wanted to learn how to be a man, so go ahead. But if you don't want to do it now, you don't have to force yourself to maintain those appearances. Those who don't want to be perfunctory don't need to be perfunctory. Don’t do what you do, take what you want, and throw away what you don’t want. Even human beings often have such things. You are a demon, so you should be more willful, so why worry about it?”

It is enough to be concerned about this emotion.

The monster was stunned.

He originally thought that Xie Chenshan would be unhappy.

he thinks.

It's really good to be a human being.

Being able to follow Xie Chenshan, look at him, touch him, is vivid and vivid.

it is true.

But it's really not good to be a human being.

Xie Chenshan will look at other people.Need to leave Xie Chenshan to do things.need scruples.Can't kill too many.

Be restrained.

be patient.

The possessive desire that cannot be expressed wantonly is forced to be twisted into destructive desire, so it can only be vented in the side.

"I do not have……"

Xie Chenshan said: "You have done more missions recently than before."

Monster story plug.

He actually felt a little guilty.

For a moment, he felt that it would be better to shrink into a small black ball and lie on Xie Chenshan's shoulder, so that he would not try to observe Xie Chenshan's expression.

Xie Chenshan raised his eyebrows, this is also the reason why the sense of disobedience often appears.

The task of receiving the peak is graded, and different tasks represent different degrees of importance.Conservatively speaking, it will take 50 years to go from white to red.

But Xu Shenshui only spent a year.

The speed at which the monster completes the task is so terrifying, it is as simple as eating and drinking.After completing the ordinary tasks, he spent thirteen days completing eight stubborn tasks that had been left behind for a long time, and killed more than 300 heinous people overnight.

This has crossed the line.

But in recent days, things have gotten worse.

Xie Chenshan thought, no matter how many tasks there are on the Jieyin Peak, they cannot withstand Xu Chenshui's speed.

Besides...

Xie Chenshan dragged the monster and sat down on his knees.

The monster twisted strangely, and it turned into a big gray ball. It hit Xie Chenshan's arms, and then lay paralyzed.

Xie Chenshan patted it, and it still felt a little fleshy.

The monster pretended to be dead.

Xie Chenshan would not let him go, his clear voice was still talking.

"Xu Chenshui, stretch out your hand."

After being called by name, the monster can no longer pretend to be dead.

That was the name Xie Chenshan gave him, and it was impossible for monsters to ignore his call.

As a result, a pitiful tentacle protruded from this big ball, and it lay limply on Xie Chenshan's wrist, looking extremely fragile.

Xie Chenshan hit this tentacle without changing his face.

very light.

But it made the monster very confused.

What does this mean?

Humans are really difficult creatures to understand. Even though monsters are desperately driving that beating heart, it is still difficult to understand many things.

"I fed you my heart to give you a little sanity; it took me three years to conceive your heart so that you can really feel emotions. Since you are brought out by me, you should and should be I discipline you. When I hit you just now, it counts as punishment." Xie Chenshan said unhurriedly, "What are you afraid of?

"If there is something you can't do, I will naturally hold you back."

The monster suddenly turned into a human again.

Under the oppressive posture just now, he threw Xie Chenshan down, and stared at Buddha Xiu with bloody eyes.

Xie Chenshan lay lazily on the slightly hard ground, smelling the fragrance of flowers and plants coming from the side.

It has been a long time since he smelled blood on the monster's body, and every time before approaching Xiechen Mountain, the remaining filth would be cleaned up by the monster.

"Xie Chenshan, remember?"

Just from the tone of the monster's tone, he couldn't hear his emotion at all.

Xie Chenshan said calmly: "I remembered some things, at least those close to me remembered some important things."

The monster froze again.

He always spoke softly, but it was rare to be anxious here.The monster tried to control itself, but the force grasping Xie Chenshan's shoulder was stronger: "Me too?"

Is he also a close "person"?

Why is the human throat so fragile?

Delicate, yet so easily shattered, the destroyed and reshaped vocal cords barely squeezed out a treacherous and hoarse sound, but produced weird echoes when it landed.

That is the leakage of demon energy.

Xie Chenshan sighed, driving the weaker than nothing in his body to stop the leaking demonic energy.

He hasn't recovered yet, and Ben is doing his best.

However, when those violent demons touched the familiar Buddha's light, they suddenly shrank back and curled up restrained inside.

He heard the monster talking, saying aggrievedly.

"Xie Chenshan, it's so troublesome to be a human being."

Demons are really extremely selfish creatures.

The monster is obsessed with becoming a human, that's because only by being a human can Xie Chenshan see it.Although the previous monsters were ignorant, his keen intuition is more useful than anyone else.

So you have to be human.

And now I don't want to, but it's the same reason.

As a human being, it seems that the monster is healed, and there is no need for the favor of the Buddha.

The malice and destructive desires bred by that obscure, restless, twisted mania are almost infinite.

Naturally, it is impossible for monsters to vent their anger on Xie Chen Mountain.

He is "human".

So the more tasks you do, the faster you come back.He tried to entangle himself with Buddha Xiu all the time, but he could only force himself to squeeze into a relationship that was completely unsuitable for him, because he was afraid that he was not "human" enough.But every time this happens, those instigating malice will strike one after another. If he is not a "human" now, is no longer so calm, and is as ignorant, paranoid, twisted and crazy as before, then... maybe Xie Chenshan's sight will stop at him for a long time. On him?

The monster expressed love to Xie Chenshan.

That's what he learned from the young couple in front of the jewelry store. Although one of them was already dead, the warm, comfortable, and fiery emotions made him appetite for an ordinary human race.

Xie Chenshan said that between a husband and wife, there is love and a husband.

But he is a devil after all.

That so-called love was wrapped in malice and venom, and it was walking on a crooked road with a sense of meaningless madness and paranoia.The monster spent a hundred years piecing together the broken soul of Buddha Xiu, but when he saw those warm broken lights mixed together, he went crazy and wreaked havoc.

Is he happy?

But it was also because of the distorted malice of the bulging chest.

Twist off the limbs, seal the mouth, leaving only the eyes and a heart, staring for a long time.

Once that fantasy appeared, it was ecstatic.

He loves the fresh atmosphere of Xiechen Mountain, but he can't erase the madness of that fantasy.The closer you get, the more you want to destroy it, the more you can't bear the deviation of your sight.

He is... such a downright ugly and disgusting creature.

The devil thought indifferently.

The difference between intentional and unintentional is just the difference between more disgusting and uglier.

What can he be wronged?

The monster said coldly in his heart.

But it is……

The monster looked up.

He bumped into Xie Chenshan's cool eyes.

It's just for sympathy!

A warm, delicate hand covered his eyes.

Xie Chenshan said abruptly, "Have you ever fallen asleep?"

This is a question that has nothing to do with the previous topic.

Xu Chenshui didn't even know why Xie Chenshan said this.

The monster thought for a while.

Do demons need to sleep?

Mostly it is needed.

When he was in the Demon Palace, his demon generals also needed to be rotated. Occasionally, when the demon clan attacked, he would jump up from the bed... He still had the vague impression that maybe they still needed sleep.

It's just that Xu Chenshui doesn't sleep.

He never knew what sleep was.

Only very occasionally, when Xie Chenshan fell asleep, he would carefully lean next to Foxiu, trying to check that quiet face on the edge of the boundary that would not disturb him.

It's just that there is so little time.

Buddhist practitioners often use meditation instead of sleeping and resting.

He grunted and shook his head.

Xie Chenshan pushed him away, then dragged the big guy up, and then dragged him into the door.During such actions, the monsters followed Xie Chenshan stupidly, and even staggered in embarrassment when they crossed the threshold. It was the tentacles that popped out of the waist and abdomen that helped them not to fall to the ground.

shame.

For monsters, that's really embarrassing.

The tentacle that was used as a hand was still held in the palm of Buddha Xiu's hand. It was not until they sat down on the bed together that the tentacle retracted into the body as if it had been scalded.

The monster looked at Xie Chenshan with longing and ignorant eyes, but crazy enthusiasm.

It was as if the two extremes of positive and negative hovered around him, twisted together in one place, and no one could completely separate them.

"Maybe it was because you were too paranoid about the boundary between 'human' and 'inhuman' when you were studying." Xie Chenshan pushed the monster down on the bed, and pulled out his belt, "But you forgot, the original you , what exists is the difference between 'living beings' and 'things that should not exist'. Don't forget, even the demons, except for you at that time, they all have hearts, friendships, and joys, sorrows, and sorrows."

Xie Chenshan pulled off the monster's coat.

He was wearing a middle coat, and looked at Foxiu pitifully and uneasy.

At that moment, he seemed to have changed from a powerful and crazy monster to a pitiful Xu Chenshui.

"You are indeed paranoid and crazy, and you may have many thoughts and things that should not exist. But this has nothing to do with you being a human or a demon. Even if you are a pure person, there will be pure people in the world. Malice, pure love and hate."

Xie Chenshan stuffed the pillow under the monster's head.

"Do you know what I mean?"

His voice suddenly became harsh.

The monster closed its blood eyes.

So nasty.

Even if they were harsh and mean, these remarks dispelled those delusional thoughts that were about to move, and it was like being exposed to the sun. Although they were burned to pieces and excruciatingly painful... only a lazy feeling remained.

is warm.

"Xie Chenshan, I like you."

The monster is angry, angry, pitiful, and timid, repeating every sentence.

Every time he said it, Xie Chenshan would reply, "I know."

Until the monster really closed its eyes.

Xie Chenshan hid the quilt and sat down beside him.

The monster seemed to be really asleep.

It's just that even in his sleep, his face was still stiff and pale, expressionless.

Only there was a slight wrinkle between the brows.

Xie Chenshan reached out to smooth the mark.

Still wrinkled.

Then caress again.

Once, twice, it will gradually disappear.

Xie Chenshan guarded him for half a day, seeing that his aura had really calmed down, he quietly left the courtyard just now.

Since he woke up from practice, he directly faced the matter of monsters.

So far, the situation in the body has not been thoroughly checked.

Xie Chenshan held his breath and concentrated, and explored the past one by one, and finally stopped at the Buddha seal in his body.Now that Xie Chenshan has recovered more memories, he can recall some things about this seal of Buddha.

This Buddha seal is the imprint he got on his soul when he got the Wuwang inheritance, when he practiced in Huaguang Temple, when he completed the first form.At that time, Xie Chenshan had discussed with Wuwang, but when he learned that the imprints in the master's body were faintly present, never as clear as he was, Xie Chenshan knew that he was in serious trouble.

If the weight of cause and effect that needs to be carried is too large, it is easy to die prematurely.

It's just that for Xie Chenshan at that time, if he wanted to compete with the heavens, a bad thing would become a good thing.

Now this imprint becomes more and more pure with the practice of the second and third poses.

Xie Chenshan was thoughtful, and a thin blue-bottomed scripture appeared in his hand.

He could only turn to the third page of this scripture, which was the third move.In addition, in the future, it will not be able to turn over again. Today... Xie Chenshan opened the first page.

first formula.

The second form.

third form.

page four...

Xie Chenshan looked at the scripture that was about to be opened halfway, and the faintly visible but still unclear fourth form, and did not force it.

He put away the blue-bottomed scriptures again, and said to himself: "It's not a bad thing to carry karma, but just don't make mistakes in the future."

"Cuckoo-"

Quietly, an owl gave away someone's tracks.

Soon there was the voice of Zhao Kesong with a headache: "Can't you hold it back? I'm really... next time I'll send you to Brother Xu in the kitchen and let him stew you! It just so happens that I can give you to the master." Replenish your body."

Xie Chenshan put his hand behind his back and turned to look.

"What's wrong with you and Mozun, one or two feel that I can't feel it now?"

It's all about learning to eavesdrop.

Zhao Kesong turned over with a smile, sat on the top of the wall and muttered, "I'm not, am I afraid I'll see something I shouldn't have seen again?"

God knows that the speed at which he turned and ran half a day ago was already his fastest reaction.

Xie Chenshan said calmly: "What's there to be afraid of? Even if you come in and take a look?"

Zhao Kesong couldn't bear such a calm and calm appearance.He slid down from the wall of the courtyard, without the slightest demeanor of cultivating immortals, instead he poked his head and said, "Master, where is the demon?"

Xie Chenshan nodded inside the house.

"Fell asleep."

Zhao Kesong squatted under the corner of the wall with the owl in his arms, in a daze.

After a long time, he murmured to himself: "Master, am I clumsy? There are some things that you can see through at a glance, but I seem to have to work hard to see."

Xie Chenshan said casually: "Stupid is a bit stupid, but at least it is good in practice. How many geniuses are there in the world who are as smooth as you, and have reached the stage of transcending calamity in more than a hundred years?"

It's just that I often follow him and Xu Chenshui, and now that I have come to the upper realm, I feel a sense of being left behind and abandoned.However, Zhao Kesong's speed of practice has always been rare.

Zhao Kesong grabbed Doll's hair, and said in a daze: "Ahead, the master told me that it is not necessarily a good thing to say that the devil is like that. I was still a little puzzled at that time, but when I saw that scene... "

There was unspeakable fear in his heart.

It was clearly just an unfulfilled hug or closeness, but at that moment, what Zhao Kesong remembered was the heinous murder of the Demon Lord.

Even Zhao Kesong reconsidered the thoughts in his mind at that moment, but he couldn't figure out why he was like this.

It was as if the demon had become more terrifying without realizing it.

Xie Chenshan's tone was cool, and he said calmly: "It's just a dead end." The accident that might cause a catastrophe, in his words, is like an inconspicuous catkin, and it will be blown away when the wind blows. .

He also took a look at Zhao Kesong.

"You also got into the dead end with him, can't you? You are a human being, so there are no bad guys, no paranoia, no madness, no resentment? No one can be a certain look, so why bother to learn?"

Zhao Kesong was at a loss for a moment with this twisted reasoning.

Fortunately, his mind was able to move, otherwise he would really be as dumb as he said.

He hesitated and said: "The meaning of the master is that the demon king forced himself to take a certain appearance, the appearance of a 'human' in his imagination, but even the human, even I don't know what I am. What does it look like..." The more he said, the more he understood.

Why bother to learn from that imaginary person?

Xie Chenshan nodded.

After a while, Zhao Kesong murmured again: "That's it, the Demon Lord's attachment to you is probably stronger than before."

At this point, Zhao Kesong couldn't help asking more straightforwardly.

"Master, you are aware of the demon's feelings for you, so what do you think?"

The child asked cautiously.

Xie Chenshan walked to Zhao Kesong's side, and imitated him and squatted in the corner together.

Zhao Kesong is no longer a child.

However, just like Xie Chenshan and the others are children of the younger generation in Qingtian's eyes, Zhao Kesong was raised by Xie Chenshan. Although a hundred years passed in the blink of an eye, his temperament did not change much.

Still pure goodness and black and white.

Just like this question, he was indeed worried about Xie Chenshan.But to a certain extent, it was not without the intention of probing for Xu Chenshui.

Xie Chenshan said: "Can I cut off his affection?"

"That's probably not possible."

"Can I force him to like someone else?"

"Then...it's absolutely impossible."

"Can I turn the sun and the moon upside down, go back to the moment when he fell in love with me, and make him forget it completely?"

"Grandmaster……"

Zhao Kesong frowned.

Xie Chenshan's stature is smaller than Zhao Kesong's now, but when he touched his head, Zhao Kesong obediently made Wudeng bald.

"I have no opinion."

"You are a Buddhist cultivator, so you don't have any opinions. In fact, you have already..." Zhao Kesong originally hid this sentence in his heart, but when Xie Chenshan looked up at him, he instantly blocked his mouth.

The small charcoal ball in his arms made a mocking sound of "cuckoo".

Zhao Kesong: ...

Dude, you're dead when you get out! !

Xie Chenshan looked at Zhao Kesong quietly.

Zhao Kesong tried to shrink himself smaller than an owl.

Inside the room, the shadow of the butterfly resting quietly on the eyelashes trembled, Xu Chenshui turned over as if unintentionally, and buried his face in the shadow.

...

When the white horse passes by, time is fleeting.

The trees on Luoling Sword Peak turned red and then green, green and then red. When turning back and forth twice, Xie Chenshan accepted a task.

In the past few years, Qingtian and Xu Chenshui have caught all the clues related to the soul, and they have basically cut off them.This is also because the soul technique is too dangerous and not many people have learned it.

Such as the ghost of Xuanyue Xianzong, that is also rare.

To learn the art of the soul, one must not only have the talent on this path, but also avoid falling in the intricate process of cultivation.After all, things involving the soul, once something goes wrong, it will range from dementia to death.

No matter how strong a genius is, possible mistakes are inevitable.

It is because of various reasons that the path of soul art has gradually declined.

It's just that two days ago, Jieyin Peak had a new task.

Jieyin Peak used to have no quests for Gui Yi Jiange within half a year because of the Demon Lord's crazy quests.

These tasks are meant to hone the disciples, and it is not beautiful to become like this.In the end, Xu Chenshui could only be promoted to the purple special class, so that he could not make a move at an ordinary time.

It's just that at that time, Buddha Cultivator had already solved the demon's knot in his heart.

The monster has not stepped out of Luoling Sword Peak for a whole year and a half.

The task that Xie Chenshan received this time was seen by Zhao Kesong when he went to pick up Yinfeng to pick up things.

It just happened to arouse Xie Chenshan's interest.

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