Too much

Shen Zeming paused, looked up at Shen Zelin, and said expressionlessly: "What are we talking about? There should be nothing to talk about between us."

Shen Zelin smiled, closed the door behind his back, and said in a moderate voice, "I know about you and Qi Jingchen."

Hearing this, Shen Zeming's heart skipped a beat, his face remained expressionless, but his hands subconsciously grasped the corner of the table, and said in a deep voice, "What can we do? What are you talking about?"

Shen Zelin's face became ugly, and he sneered, "Are you disgusting? Don't pretend, Shen Zeming, I saw you kissing."

After he finished speaking, he threw the mobile phone in his hand in front of Shen Zeming. Shen Zeming frowned and bent down to pick it up.

The photos displayed on the screen were dimly lit and blurry, but two men could clearly be seen kissing under the streetlights.

There are more than a dozen photos in the album, each of which is an intimate photo of him and Qi Jingchen.Coincidentally, in every photo, only Qi Jingchen's face can be seen clearly.

At that second, Shen Zeming felt his world spinning, his fingers trembling uncontrollably.He bit the tip of his tongue, forcing himself to calm down.

He pressed the delete button to select all to delete, but Shen Zelin snorted softly, looked down at him, and said, "Delete, anyway, I copied more than twenty copies."

Shen Zeming stopped his movements, his anger was instantly ignited, and he said angrily, "Are you following us?"

Shen Zelin shrugged calmly, "So what? If I didn't follow you, where would I know about these things?"

He looked at Shen Zeming coldly, without concealing the contempt in his eyebrows, Shen Zeming took a deep breath, and said coldly: "Follow us and secretly take these photos, what do you want to do?"

Shen Zelin didn't answer, and stared at Shen Zeming. After a while, he said word by word: "I, want, you, you, share!"

"Impossible." Shen Zeming refused without thinking.

Shen Zelin's face suddenly darkened, as if a monstrous storm was brewing in his eyes.

He took a step forward, picked up the phone that had been thrown on the ground, and said with an inexplicable smile on the corner of his lips, "Then I have to print out all these photos and paste them all over your school."

"At that time, everyone in the school will know that Qi Jingchen likes men, likes to be stabbed by men, and hangs out with the white-eyed wolf Shen Zeming who has neither parents nor mother."

"What do your classmates and teachers think of him?"

Shen Zeming clenched his fists, remembering the reply he posted under the campus forum post three months ago, and the private discussion with his classmates.

At this time, Shen Zelin said again: "The boy who was expelled from the second middle school next door half a year ago, do you know what happened to him afterwards?"

He paused for two seconds, and his tone suddenly became regretful, "He was sent to a rehab by his parents, and I heard that he lost more than [-] kilograms, and his face was sallow and emaciated like a drug addict. Alas, he committed suicide by jumping off a building last week. He is. Do you want Qi Jingchen to become like this? "

This incident spread all over the streets and alleys of City H. When hearing the news, Shen Zeming and Qi Jingchen sighed and sighed.Qi Jingchen didn't respond at that time, but told him not to worry, we will have a happy ending.

Thinking of this, Shen Zeming's eyes turned red.He bit his lips tightly, as if his heart had been pricked by a needle, and dense pain spread from his chest.

"There's also Aunt Sheng." Shen Zelin continued, "Aunt Sheng is so pitiful, she only has one son, Qi Jingchen, her husband cheated on her and got a new family, and her only son is actually gay, and she's having sex with a neighbor's adopted son. "

"She has such a good face, if everyone knows about your affairs, how will you let her live?"

The atmosphere in the room was dull, Shen Zeming didn't speak for a long time, Shen Zelin pushed him violently, his eyes were filled with hatred for Shen Zeming, and he said loudly: "Shen Zeming, do you want Qi Jingchen to die?"

For maybe 5 minutes, Shen Zeming couldn't speak or move.

Shen Zelin's last sentence was like a trial, the ultimatum fell, and the weight of Wuzhi Mountain pressed against his chest, even breathing was painful.

How could he want Qi Jingchen to die?

He has long been reluctant to let Qi Jingchen fall into the mud and become a rotten person like him.Qi Jingchen wants to be safe and happy, everything is going well.

It was already dark, and the autumn wind carried the dampness of the coming rainstorm into the half-opened windows, blowing up the curtains.

Shen Zeming suddenly felt very cold. He grabbed the coat on the bed and wrapped himself up, but it was useless. He shivered uncontrollably, as if he had fallen into an ice cave, and the cold from the top of his head to the soles of his feet.

After a while, he tugged on his coat tightly, looked up at Shen Zelin, and said in a low voice, "If I separate from him, those photos..."

"I'll delete them all." Shen Zelin had a sinister smile on his lips, "As long as you separate, no third person will know about this matter."

Shen Zeming closed his eyes, and slid down against the wall as if he had no strength.His lips trembled a few times, his throat felt bitter, and he said hoarsely: "Okay, I...promise you."

Shen Zelin smiled with satisfaction, "Four days later, September No. 15, Qi Jingchen's birthday. You will break up with him on that day."

Shen Zeming heard the words and opened his eyes. His eye sockets were red and terrifying, and he was about to speak.Shen Zelin stared at him and said viciously, "It must be a birthday."

"Unless you want him to die."

.The next day was Saturday, Sheng Juan answered a phone call at six o'clock, packed her luggage in a hurry and rushed to the train station.

Qi Jingchen slept until eight o'clock, washed and changed, and went out to buy breakfast as usual.When he opened the door, he saw Shen Zeming squatting at the door of his house, holding a light blue envelope in his hand, as if he had been waiting for a long time.

Hearing the movement, Shen Zeming raised his head, bent his eyes, and smiled at Qi Jingchen, "Good morning!"

As he spoke, he held on to the railing next to him and stood up, but his legs became numb from squatting for too long, and he staggered two steps when he stood up.

Qi Jingchen took him into his arms, pinched Shen Zeming's jaw, and forced him to raise his face.

Shen Zeming's complexion was very bad, his eye sockets were red, the fundus of his eyes was bloodshot, his eyes were black and blue, it looked like he had stayed up all night.

"When did you come here?" Qi Jingchen frowned, and lightly stroked Shen Zeming's eyelids with his thumb, "Have you been waiting for a long time? Why didn't you knock on the door?"

Shen Zeming just smiled and shook his head.

"Didn't you rest?" Qi Jingchen kissed him, "You have heavy dark circles and red eyes, what's the matter?"

After thinking about it, he stared closely at Shen Zeming's thin eyelids, and added uncertainly, "Did you cry?"

Shen Zeming's body froze, his eyes looked away, "No, why am I crying, don't think about it."

After speaking, he easily broke free from Qi Jingchen's shackles, and raised the light blue envelope in his hand to Qi Jingchen's eyes, his eyes were bright, but his voice lacked confidence: "I'm here to send you a love letter, do you want it?"

Qi Jingchen didn't speak, and looked at the things in Shen Zeming's hand without moving.After a while, he treasured it and held it in the palm of his hand, the corners of his lips could not restrain the upward movement, but he still pretended to be nonchalant.

"Yes." He looked at Shen Zeming, his eyes were deep, but his ears were slightly red, "I will write every day from now on."

"It's homework. Boyfriend's homework."

Shen Zeming's eye sockets were sore, so sore that he almost shed tears.He buried his head into Qi Jingchen's chest, and said in a muffled voice, "But I don't want to write, what should I do?"

"No." Qi Jingchen became strict again, "If you don't write, you will be punished."

Shen Zeming buried himself in his chest and started laughing.

Laughing and laughing, Shen Zeming couldn't laugh anymore. He hugged Qi Jingchen, sniffed, looked up at him, and said, "Let's go on a date today."

"Okay." Qi Jingchen lowered his head and kissed the tip of his nose, "Where are you going?"

"I want to go to the amusement park."

Hearing this, Qi Jingchen turned his face cold almost instinctively, and frowned, but facing Shen Zeming's pitiful eyes, he couldn't say anything.

Shen Zeming said: "I'm all gone, I haven't been to an amusement park yet, it's so pitiful."

"Oh." Qi Jingchen responded indifferently, then grabbed Shen Zeming's wrist and led him downstairs, "I'll take you there."

In the end, he turned around awkwardly, and said to Shen Zeming, "It can only be me."

Shen Zeming couldn't help laughing again.

The weather was fine, the sun was hanging in the blue sky, that kind of brightness made people feel that there were no shadows in their hearts.

Qi Jingchen took him to breakfast first, and then took him to take a taxi to the largest amusement park in H city.

They came early, even on weekends, there were very few people. Qi Jingchen bought two tickets and led him in.

Standing in the amusement park, Qi Jingchen's expression was still ugly, and he instinctively grabbed Shen Zeming tightly.

Shen Zeming held him instead, dragged Qi Jingchen to a corner where no one was around, stepped on his feet and kissed him, hugged Qi Jingchen again, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I will always be with you."

Qi Jingchen touched the back of Shen Zeming's neck, his heart was heavy, and he was inexplicably relieved.

After hugging for a while, Qi Jingchen took Shen Zeming to play with the facilities inside one by one.

In the afternoon, there were more and more people. They had lunch in the park and asked the photographer inside to take a lot of photos.After three o'clock, Shen Zeming saw a place selling cotton candy and said he wanted to eat it.

Qi Jingchen went to buy one and came back. Shen Zeming ate while walking. At a place 200 meters away from the bathroom, he stuffed the marshmallow into Qi Jingchen's hand and said, "I want to go to the bathroom, you wait here for me."

For a moment, Qi Jingchen showed a rare expression of panic, he subconsciously grabbed Shen Zeming, and said in a cold tone, "Don't go."

Shen Zeming smiled helplessly, "But I'm in a hurry, what should I do if I pee my pants?"

Qi Jingchen frowned, with a stubborn voice, "Put mine on."

"Then what do you do? Go out with bare buttocks?" Shen Zeming laughed out loud, and touched Qi Jingchen's head comfortingly, "Believe me, I will definitely come back, and I will never leave you and go first."

Qi Jingchen didn't speak, nor let go, but just looked at him with a sullen face.

Shen Zeming had no choice but to lean over and kiss him.

The two kissed under the tree for a while, and when they parted, Shen Zeming cut a corner of his mouth, and promised to come back within 10 minutes, Qi Jingchen was willing to let him go to the bathroom.

10 minutes is not too long, but Qi Jingchen still felt that the seconds felt like years. He kept looking at his phone, his eyes glued to the direction where Shen Zeming left.

Time passed minute by minute, and 10 minutes passed quickly, but Shen Zeming never appeared.

The surrounding oxygen seemed to be evacuated, Qi Jingchen's heart beat fast, and he began to have difficulty breathing.

The panic of being thrown by Sheng Juan on the playground for the past two years is bit by bit swallowing his nerves, the wind blowing in front of him brings the sweetness of cotton candy to his nostrils, he feels a little nauseous, his fingers holding the cotton candy turned white .

At this time, a pair of hands suddenly hugged him from behind, Shen Zeming posted it up, resting his chin on his back, and said softly: "I'm back."

"Look, I didn't lie to you."

The raised nerve branches were soothed in this way, Qi Jingchen lowered his head, took Shen Zeming's hand around his waist, and took a long breath.

Shen Zeming held him back and said in a low voice, "Qi Jingchen, I love you."

Qi Jingchen froze for a moment, blinking quickly.Three seconds later, he turned around, squeezed Shen Zeming's chin and kissed it.

Qi Jingchen's kiss fell on Shen Zeming's forehead, eyebrows, eyelids and nose bridge, he kissed carefully and gently, Shen Zeming felt itchy and couldn't help laughing out loud.

Qi Jingchen stopped the kiss, took a bite of cotton candy, and rubbed against Shen Zeming's sticky lips.

In the end, Qi Jingchen let go of Shen Zeming first, and Shen Zeming's eyes were still sticking to Qi Jingchen's face when they parted.

His eyes were familiar with an unfamiliar sense of parting, and his expression was also very sad, as if in the next second they would never see each other again.

Thinking of this, Qi Jingchen frowned. He held Shen Zeming's hand, looked at him seriously, and said solemnly, "I love you more, Shen Zeming."

For some reason, Shen Zeming quickly turned his head away.When he looked up at Qi Jingchen again, his eyes were slightly red, but he was smiling again.

Qi Jingchen was confused, he just lowered his head and kissed Shen Zeming's forehead, without saying anything.

They finished almost all the projects in the morning, so they went out with the photos developed in the park after four o'clock.

It was still early, thinking of the dating process in TV dramas, Qi Jingchen asked Shen Zeming if he wanted to go to the movies.Shen Zeming refused. There are too many people on the street to be too intimate, so he only dared to hold Qi Jingchen by the corner of his clothes and shook his head, "It's the same in your room."

So Qi Jingchen took Shen Zeming home.

Sheng Juan was going to go out for a few days, Qi Jingchen lost a lot of scruples, he turned on the computer, let Shen Zeming pick out a romantic literary film to play, and let Shen Zeming sit on his lap to watch together.

The plot of the movie is clichéd and boring, as soon as the hero and heroine roll the bed, Qi Jingchen turns over and holds Shen Zeming down, his eyes slowly slipping from his face to his collarbone.

Shen Zeming was made numb and hot by him, he remembered for no reason how Qi Jingchen was watching the movie while masturbating, and also remembered the pure and beautiful face of the boy in the movie.

Shen Zeming was suddenly a little angry, he stared at Qi Jingchen, opened his mouth and bit his shoulder.

Qi Jingchen didn't react for a moment, and looked at him blankly.

Maybe it was stimulated by the beautiful boy in the film, or maybe Shen Zeming was simply crazy, he let go, raised Qi Jingchen's chin with his index finger, raised his eyebrows lightly, and said provocatively, "What should I do?"