Too much

Shen Zeming squinted his eyes and looked down, staring at the tie hanging between Qi Jingchen's chest and abdomen.

The dark blue background, made of high-quality silk, was rolled around his waist and abdomen in a few nights, witnessing his secret to Qi Jingchen.

He curled his lips into a smile, not feeling ashamed, but instead raised his hand, the index finger and middle finger loosely clamped the end of the tie, and then pulled it hard, Qi Jingchen lowered his head obediently, his eyes locked Shen Zeming directly, The overly rosy lips barely touched the tip of his nose.

With a slight tilt of the head, you can kiss at a distance.

In fact, Shen Zeming did the same.

He tilted his head and pressed a quick kiss on the corner of Qi Jingchen's lips, took half a step back, raised Qi Jingchen's jaw with his index finger, showing a bit of frivolity, looked at him for a few seconds, and slid his fingertips down a few inches to touch his Adam's apple Scratching his lips, he raised his lips and said, "Will Dr. Qi be willing to take the bait?"

The answer is Qi Jingchen's kiss on his lips.

At first, Qi Jingchen kissed very restrainedly.

Every time you kiss, you have to stop and take a look at Shen Zeming, even the breathing has a kind of deliberately suppressed softness, just like a young boy's first taste of love, longing for intimate contact, but worried about hurting the other party with rough movements, so there is a little more care and innocence .

His eyes are so gentle and tender, as if they are filled with a pool of spring water, just looking at each other will melt into it.Shen Zeming's heart was hot and his body was hot when he saw him, his breathing became disordered for a few beats, he couldn't help but climbed onto Qi Jingchen's shoulders, and opened his mouth involuntarily, waiting for him to attack the city.

Qi Jingchen's Adam's apple slowly rolled.

Gradually, he breathed more and more heavily, and his eyes were so thick that they couldn't melt the color of ink, and he looked deeply into Shen Zeming's eyes.When his lips and tongue were intertwined, he was like a beast hunting for food, trying to swallow Shen Zeming into his stomach every inch of it.

What is the beginning of love, what is just a taste, it is all false, and the goal is to grab it.

Shen Zeming was a little overwhelmed, and when he parted for a while to take a breath, he raised his hand and pushed Qi Jingchen, but he was picked up and placed on the old desk in the corner of the roof. Qi Jingchen was stuck between his legs, pinching his chin and kissing deeply.

When Qi Jingchen lifted up his sweater and slowly reached his back, the situation was completely out of control.

The coldness of early winter was harsh, but the breath entangled between his lips and teeth was scorching hot. Shen Zeming was sweating thinly, and the biting cold wind like a knife pierced into the hem of his clothes, which made him shiver uncontrollably, and also Freeze woke up his ruined reason.

There are cameras on the roof of the school and at the door, if it continues... Shen Zeming froze, pushed Qi Jingchen away and jumped off the old desk.

The separation was too hasty, Qi Jingchen bumped against the parapet two steps away, and his lower lip was cut by Shen Zeming's teeth.He hissed reflexively, pressed his fingers on the wound, and looked up at Shen Zeming with a sullen expression.

However, at the moment when the eyes met, that bit of gloom was quickly covered up, and Qi Jingchen's eyes were filled with helplessness and loss that he tried his best to suppress. He looked at Shen Zeming, feeling very depressed, and unconsciously lowered his voice a few degrees: "Why? What did I do wrong?"

Shen Zeming suddenly felt a little guilt welled up inappropriately, he opened his mouth, lowered his head to straighten out his messy clothes like a cover-up, and after a while, said: "Don't think too much, it's just that this place is not suitable for continuing."

"It's not suitable here?" Qi Jingchen was very good at catching the loopholes in his words, his expression was still so aggrieved, but his voice sounded slyly excited for no reason, "You mean it's fine to change the place?"

Shen Zeming was dumbfounded for a moment, and only then did he realize that he had dug such a big hole for himself, but the momentum could not be lost after all.

He hooked his fingers at Qi Jingchen, and when Qi Jingchen came to stand still in front of him, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth, he stepped close to Qi Jingchen's ear, and whispered: "It depends on your performance."

The low and slow voice was scattered in the whistling wind, before the words fell, the deformed anti-theft door was closed gently, Qi Jingchen raised his eyes, and the eyes staring at Shen Zeming's back were quite meaningful.

H city officially enters winter only in a blink of an eye, the end of December, and the end of the semester is coming. The school began to issue teaching task indicators to each grade, requiring a careful review plan based on the students' learning situation.

There was a shortage of biology teachers in the second grade of high school, and a female teacher took maternity leave a few days ago, so there were only two biology teachers left in the second grade of high school, the subject team leader and Shen Zeming.

Although the team leader understood that he would not be overworked when he recovered from a serious illness, and took over most of the tasks, Shen Zeming was still so busy that he often stayed in the office until ten o'clock in the evening to prepare papers and prepare lessons.

As for Qi Jingchen - he seems to be very leisurely, squatting at the door of Shen Zeming's house at 07:30 every morning, waiting for Shen Zeming to go out, go to a familiar breakfast shop to buy breakfast together, and then go to school with Shen Zeming, but he is not going to school.

During the special period at the end of the exam preparation period, the school called it concentrating on studying, and stopped all "non-serious" courses, including the mental health class taught by Professor Qi Jingchen.He doesn't have to go to class, and he doesn't go to work in the hospital. The focus of life seems to revolve around Shen Zeming alone.

Shen Zeming was resting at home, so he used the "stolen" key to come in and out freely. The two of them squeezed into a study room. Shen Zeming was preparing lessons and grading homework. He sat next to him and read a book quietly. At night, he was willing to go home and sleep in a proper manner.

If Shen Zeming went to school to attend class, he would take a lecture notebook and sit in the last row of the classroom pretending to listen to the class.

At first, both the students and the teachers felt that it was novel, but as time went on and the number of times increased, everyone became familiar with it, and some teachers even greeted him casually: "Come to accompany Teacher Shen in class again."

Qi Jingchen nodded with a smile, and didn't say any more.

As time goes by, the whole school knows that Dr. Qi, the new psychology teacher this semester, is the tail of Mr. Shen, a sophomore in high school.

Recently, there have been rumors that Dr. Qi is gay from somewhere, and that he is chasing someone by clinging to Teacher Shen all day long.There are also unreliable gossips that Teacher Shen and Dr. Qi have actually been together for a long time.

"What does Teacher Shen think?" Qi Jingchen leaned back in his chair relaxedly, turned off the campus post bar in No. [-] Middle School, and looked teasingly at Shen Zeming, who was busy grading the test papers.

It was Saturday, but the final exams would start next Tuesday. Director Liu acted like a capitalist, trying to persuade teachers who had nothing to do on weekends to stay in the office and work overtime. Shen Zeming was one of the victims.

It was close to six or seven in the afternoon, and it was snowing and cold again. The teachers who were forced to work overtime were all gone. There were only Qi Jingchen and Shen Zeming in the office.So Qi Jingchen, who had been with him all afternoon honestly, started acting like a demon.

Without raising his head, Shen Zeming took a pen and wrote 58 on Zhou Xiao's paper, and replied flatly, "Spreading rumors is against the law."

Recently, the relationship between the two of them has almost always been in this way. Qi Jingchen chased people on and off, and occasionally made some innocuous jokes, and Shen Zeming responded with a few words.

And the matter about Shen Zelin was never mentioned again, but not mentioning it doesn't mean he doesn't care.

Hearing this, Qi Jingchen laughed, looked at the time, turned his phone on the table, got up and counted the papers under Shen Zeming's hand.

"Okay." Leaning halfway on the table, he took out the red pen in Shen Zeming's hand, "It's time to get off work."

Shen Zeming frowned unhappily, and raised his head to snatch the red pen that Qi Jingchen had snatched away, "There's not much left, let's rest after finishing it."

"No." Qi Jingchen put the red pen into his pocket, took off the down jacket that Shen Zeming had thrown on the back of the chair and put it on his shoulder without any explanation, and said with a smile in his voice, "Will Teacher Shen wear it by himself, or shall I help you?"

Shen Zeming glared at him, then lowered his head to estimate the remaining papers, put on his clothes expressionlessly, packed up his things and prepared to go home.

When they walked out of the school gate, it was already dark. It was approaching New Year's Day, and the bare branches on both sides of the road that had lost their leaves were also decorated with colorful atmosphere lights, which contrasted with the frosty and snow-covered icy trees.

There was some fluffy snow floating in the sky, and they stepped on the snow side by side without umbrellas.Perhaps it is the unique silence of snowy days. The bustling streets in the past are deserted, and the surroundings are quiet, and occasionally a muffled car horn wafts from a distance.

When stepping into the gate of the community, Shen Zeming raised his head and glanced to the side, Qi Jingchen always deliberately walked in the wind to shield him from the wind.

He stopped, took a deep breath, and stopped Qi Jingchen.

Qi Jingchen turned to look at him.

Shen Zeming didn't look at him, stared at the snow on the ground, thought for a long time, and said slowly: "We have been separated for ten years. In two years, you will be 30 years old, and I will be 32 years old at that time. Suppose we can all live to 60 years old." At the age of 70, we only have three decades. If we live to be [-] years old, we will have four decades."

"Even at 80 years old, it's only 50 years. But that doesn't include those unforeseen accidents, we may only have today."

Pausing for a moment, he took a deep look at Qi Jingchen, and then said: "Qi Jingchen, do you understand? I want to start over with you, I want to have a good relationship with you--" "You can do it now." Qi Jingchen suddenly called out Cut him off, eyes deep, "As long as you want, we can start over now."

Shen Zeming was silent for a moment: "Let me finish my sentence."

He sighed and lowered his voice: "But the premise is that we can all be honest."

Qi Jingchen looked at him quietly, unable to see the emotion in his eyes.

"I want to know why you used Shen Zelin to test me." Shen Zeming raised his eyes to meet him, "Can you tell me?"