Ambiguous boundaries

Jiang Yi's expression fell apart for a moment, but he soon stopped.Many unreliable answers flashed through his mind, but in the end he suddenly remembered who had mentioned the scientific name of "Strawberry" to him before, so he pretended to be calm and opened his mouth.

"No, it's mechanical purpura." He swallowed unnaturally, and lied, "...I had it yesterday afternoon."

Chen Wan frowned, her expression was more worried than suspicious.Jiang Zhi automatically ignored the word "mechanical". When he heard the purple spot, he hurriedly asked in fright: "Is this a skin disease? Could it be that the beds in the hotels where I attended the event were not clean?"

Jiang Yi was about to say something, but Chen Wan interrupted him.Chen Wan took Jiang Zhi's mobile phone and was already on Baidu What is mechanical purpura, she bumped Jiang Zhi with her elbow: "What nonsense, Baidu said it was vitamin deficiency."

Jiang Yi thought it was a good thing he didn't say anything, and while he was relieved, he felt an indescribable guilt when he heard his parents' nagging.

.....

On the screen, Chen Wan and Jiang Zhi buried their heads and searched a lot about how to treat purpura, and while worryingly told him, they sent him a bunch of health care links on WeChat that were popular among middle-aged and elderly friends.

Jiang Yi suddenly felt his eyes swell a little sour, he really loves his parents.No matter how much Chen Wan used to monitor and control him, they always cared about their bodies more than anything else.It was precisely because of this that he felt ashamed for lying to his parents.

After responding to his parents' concerns and turning off the phone, Jiang Yi sat on the bed alone for a while in a daze.He suddenly felt that he was worthless, and he seemed unable to balance family affection and love.Even today, when the economy is independent and the personality is independent, it seems that he still can't do anything to disappoint his family. As painful as he was in those gloomy days, Chen Wan is just as painful.

And looking back at the relationship between him and Qi Zhen, he never thought about how long they could go or how long they could last.

Their identities are too special. Even if they have left the idol label and legalized same-sex marriage to this day, they still don’t have the confidence to say that fans can accept their love, let alone their former teammates.

"Why are you in a daze?" Qi Zhen reminded aloud, "Brother, come and eat after the fight, or it will be cold again."

After Jiang Yi regained his senses, he hurriedly got out of bed. He sat there and ate absent-mindedly. He accidentally glanced at Qi Zhen from the corner of his eye halfway, and was immediately attracted by his solemn and sad expression.

"What's wrong, brother...?" Jiang Yi asked cautiously.

Qi Zhen buried his head and stared at the script without speaking, Jiang Yi felt that something was wrong, and when he took a closer look, he found that Qi Zhen's eyes were still moist.

"Why did you cry while reading a script?" Jiang Yi was a little surprised.

Qi Zhen stood up and closed the script, sniffed, looked at Jiang Yi and said unnaturally: "Who is crying?"

"?"

Could it be that you yawned...?

After a while, Qi Zhen walked to the bedside table, plugged in the phone and recharged it, and suddenly asked: "Brother, will you marry other women and have children in the future?"

Jiang Yi didn't expect Qi Zhen to ask this question suddenly, he looked at Qi Zhen's back to his tall and broad figure hiding in the dark of the light, he seemed indescribably deserted and lonely.

"Why do you ask that?"

"Didn't Auntie keep emphasizing that you should find a girl to hold your grandson just now?" Qi Zhen's tone was very casual, as if he was just saying it casually.

"I have you, what should I look for?" Jiang Yi put down the chopsticks in his hand, walked over to stick behind Qi Zhen, and gently hugged him from behind, "Why, do you want to give birth to me?"

Qi Zhen didn't seem to like him, this time he took the initiative to separate Jiang Yi's hand from his waist, turned around and lowered his head slightly to touch Jiang Yi's forehead: "Brother, what do you think?"

The distance was too close, no matter the physical contact or the gaze, Qi Zhen's direct gaze made him nowhere to escape, and Jiang Yi's eyes dodged a little.

"What do you think?"

"I...and you."

When Qi Zhen spoke, his warm breath sprayed on Jiang Yi's face.After a while, the hand rubbed up from the back and clasped the back of his neck. The sense of aggression and punishment pervaded the space, as if Jiang Yi's answer was not what he wanted in the next second, and he would break the back of the neck.

"Aren't you my wife?" Jiang Yi raised his eyelids and met Qi Zhen's gaze with a flattering smile, although he felt a little short of breath from the current oppression brought by Qi Zhen.

Qi Zhen seemed to be very dissatisfied with his joking answer now, his fingers ran up and down Jiang Yi's neck, and he felt goose bumps on his sensitive skin.

"What I'm asking is..." Qi Zhen lowered his voice a little, but the oppression in his eyes did not restrain himself, "Brother and I, what should we do in the future? Have you thought about it?"

Jiang Yi avoided Qi Zhen's sight and didn't speak this time.He was thinking about these things just now, but there was no answer.

He and Qi Zhen, what future are they talking about now?From the day they were together, he just wanted to live the present, because he couldn't even see where their future was.

Maybe Jiang Yi didn't speak for a long time, Qi Zhen narrowed his eyes slightly, but he didn't touch Jiang Yi's forehead any more, but took a step back, as if he recognized something, he took a few steps back and sat on the edge of the bed.

Seeing Qi Zhen like this, Jiang Yi felt a pang of sadness in his heart: "Let's...let's take the road under our feet first, and do the rest slowly."

"Why are you taking it slow, brother?"

Qi Zhen raised his head and looked at him in puzzlement: "The longer you lie to everyone, the more they will live in the illusion you created. Wait until the day you are willing to make it public..."

This sentence paused for a long time before Jiang Yi waited for the next sentence.

"Will that day really come..."

Jiang Yi's heart felt a little sour, and his voice was hoarse when he spoke: "Brother, do you want me to come out now?"

Qi Zhen raised his eyelids and glanced at him, as if he didn't understand: "Brother, is it hard to understand what I really want?"

Jiang Yi was speechless.

What Qi Zhen wanted was simple, but he couldn't afford the promise.

The quiet atmosphere was filled with indescribable embarrassment and anxiety. Jiang Yi stood there with his fists clenched so hard that his palms started to sweat.

With a cheeky face, he knelt on the bed with one leg, and kissed the corner of Qi Zhen's mouth flatteringly: "Don't think about it, brother, I like you very much."

Qi Zhen dodged Jiang Yi's rare proactive kiss and turned his face away, Jiang Yi could only see his Adam's apple rolling up and down.

"Everyone is together because they like it." Qi Zhen's voice was muffled, but the grievance in his tone quickly spread, "But not everyone's likes can go to the end."

When Jiang Yi heard this sentence, he wanted to lean forward and try to get closer for a kiss, so he stopped awkwardly and stiffly on the way.

He sat back and looked at the white sheet with his head buried, many thoughts flashed through his mind.There was even a moment when he wanted to come out like this, telling fans to tell Chen Wan that he was hopelessly gay who liked his teammates and his younger brother.

It's just that the hothead is temporary, and he doesn't have the courage to do it at all.He and Qi Zhen have only seriously talked about their relationship for a few months, who can say for sure what will happen next?

Jiang Yi felt that he was not a very idealized person, nor was he emotional, on the contrary he was very rational.He needs to measure and consider a lot every step of the way, just as he recognizes his heart and makes up his mind to be with Qi Zhen.

Up to now, he doesn't have the courage to say that he will only be with Qi Zhen in this life.Everyone longs for such an idealized love, but people's hearts and society are always variable factors. If he can't achieve it, he won't commit.

Qi Zhen slept with his back to Jiang Yi that night. Although he went to bed early, he obviously didn't fall asleep.

Jiang Yi also lay flat all night without sleep, and he never heard the sound of Qi Zhen's breathing when he was asleep.

Two people were lying on the same bed, but their hearts seemed to be separated by a wall.

When Jiang Yi got up the next day, Qi Zhen had already recovered, and he couldn't see what happened to the two of them last night.

But he always felt that something had changed in the relationship between the two of them, and he couldn't tell.It's like before he never thought about the future between him and Qi Zhen, but now there is a feeling that the two of them can come to an end at any time.

Jiang Yi's heart seemed to be blocked by a stone, and it was airtight, and he was a little suffocated.

Qi Zhen didn't have many scenes today, mainly Lin Xiaofei and Guo Luyuan, but Qi Zhen's condition has improved a lot, whether it's expression or other things, he is very devoted, obviously improved a lot from yesterday.

When Guo Luyuan was waiting for the show, he still didn't take the time to talk about Qi Zhen's fault, but what he said this time was far-fetched, a bit nitpicking.

Maybe it was because Jiang Yi was also sitting today and couldn't express himself to Qi Zhen, so he started talking to Jiang Yi: "Xiao Jiang, come today too?"

"Correct."

"Hey... I think the traffic stars are busy, why are you here every two days for the past three days?"

Jiang Yi responded politely with a smirk: "Some time ago some business and song production were too busy. Isn't this free recently? Let's come and see my friends filming."

"Oh --- friends." Guo Luyuan drew his voice very long, "You two have a good relationship, I thought you guys were just playing tricks in front of the camera."

Jiang Yi was cursing in his heart, but he didn't show the anger on his face: "You are joking, Mr. Guo, we have known each other since we were twelve or thirteen years old, we trained together and made our debut together, how could there be such a joke?"

Guo Luyuan was so stunned that he didn't say a word, and after a while, he said again: "Oh, it seems that the relationship is really good, no wonder I saw you two enter the same room last night."

When Jiang Yi heard this sentence, his heart began to beat violently, but he thought about what if Guo Luyuan was just talking casually here to test.

"Yes, he came to my room to chat for a while yesterday, it's been a long time since I saw him." Jiang Yi bit the bullet and continued.

"Ah, is that so, but last night the director team knocked on the door of his room in the middle of the night, but there was no one there." Guo Luyuan folded his hands and raised his eyebrows, "You guys chatted quite late."

Jiang Yi frowned, not understanding what Guo Luyuan meant by what he said, so he simply answered from a different angle.

"Teacher Guo, young people like to stay up late when they talk, please understand."

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