Kidney deficiency

Chapter 42

The two walked into the small restaurant and sat down opposite the reserved small table. At this moment, the mood of the two of them has fundamentally changed from a few minutes ago.

Kevin separated the chopsticks from the bowl, then sat there obediently, with his back straight, looked at Cheng Xin across from him, and lowered his head again. Seeing him like this, Cheng Xin thought of a long, long time ago, He deliberately didn't know how many times he passed by Zhong Kaiwen's classroom during physical education class. He could always see the boy sitting upright at a glance. At this time, Kevin was already a 25-year-old youth, but his demeanor and behavior were similar to those of junior high school students. There is not much difference when we are together, but it is hard to imagine that we just looked at them at that time, and now we are sitting together, even though it has been many years.

"What are you thinking about?" Kevin was already a little uncomfortable seeing him staring at him. Although the two of them were in the corner, they still felt their cheeks burning.

Cheng Xin poured him a glass of water, "Think about the past."

"Look at me thinking about the past?" Kevin curled his lips, "Who do you think about the past?"

"You."

"Why didn't I find you so glib."

"It's normal that you don't remember me."

"Huh?" Kevin was puzzled, "What? We knew each other before?" He thought hard for a long time, "Impossible, if I've seen it, I can't remember it."

Cheng Xin whispered, "Maybe because I didn't catch your eye before."

"Come on!" Kevin asked, "Then when I went to the hospital to see a doctor, wasn't it the first time we met? Then when did we meet? Tell me, don't make me think, I can't think of it, and it's not, That’s right, I really don’t remember it, maybe I was busy with other things and didn’t notice.”

"It's early."

"How early? Don't tell me it's kindergarten. Your memory won't be so sharp." Zhong Kaiwen couldn't remember what kind of virtue he was in kindergarten. According to his mother, anyway, he was very popular with the teachers at that time, so As for always being bullied by the children, they either rob him of his food or grab his small bench. Anyway, every time I go to pick him up, I see my mother is teary but dare not cry.

Fu forehead, the past is unbearable.

"What do you remember?" Cheng Xin was a little surprised, did she really have an impression of herself?But Kevin would never know about that matter, so it cannot be said.

It is naturally impossible for Zhong Kaiwen to tell him how stupid he was when he was being bullied by a young child. After sorting out his fragile emotions, he raised his head and looked at Cheng Xin, "Since working in the radio station, my memory has become worse and worse."

"It's okay, I'll give you a few needles when I have time."

"No, no, no." Kevin quickly waved his hands, "It's not that serious."

Cheng Xin looked serious, "The structure of the human brain is very complicated. Although not everyone will develop Alzheimer's in old age, in our city, the prevalence rate is 60% to 5% at the age of 80. Those over the age of 40.00%, in fact, you don’t have to worry, I will make a necklace for you.”

After listening to the version of the love story that many listeners called to the newspaper, Zhong Kaiwen thought that he had already developed an antibody to the love talk. Counting love words, his heartbeat still inevitably accelerated after hearing it, but, wait a minute, "Why is it a necklace?" Could it be because my neck is so beautiful?Although a little bit.

Cheng Xin whispered, "Make a necklace, make a pendant into a square shape, and engrave your name and my name on it..."

Kevin is drunk...

"And my phone number, home address, what else should I engrave?"

"Huh?" Kevin was half asleep, "Why do you need to engrave your phone number and address?"

"In case you accidentally lose it, if you have a necklace like this, it's easy to find, and others will call."

Cheng Xin was still thinking about engraving something, but Zhong Kaiwen finally understood, "You're the one with dementia!"

"Well, if I'm demented, you can also make a necklace and hang it around my neck." Cheng Xin looked at Kevin's angry look, and reached out and pinched his nose uncontrollably, "Just kidding, I'm here How could it make you demented. Besides, even if you are naive, old and stupid, I will not let you get lost." He leaned forward slightly, and said in a low voice, "I don't want to."

Zhong Kaiwen reached out and patted his head, "You are so weird today."

"how?"

"Why do you suddenly say so many nasty words, and, obviously, I'm chasing you."

"You chased me to death."

"I'm afraid I'll scare you away."

"I came here today, so what do you want to say?"

"There are too many people here, let's talk about it later."

"Okay, I'll wait."

The two looked at each other and smiled, they were full of adultery, and their teeth ached and tired after eating a meal.

It happened to be just the two of them in the elevator, Cheng Xin urged him, "Now that there is no one else, we can talk."

The two were standing side by side, but when Zhong Kaiwen heard his urging, he turned his head and pushed Cheng Xin to the corner of the elevator. ?But it also shows that he really likes himself, so he looked up at the camera, and then met Kevin Zhong's face, "There is a camera in the elevator."

"I'm not afraid, but you," Kevin put his hands on his sides, "I wanted to say when I was eating just now, since you said you want to be nice to me, you can't just talk and run away .”

"I mean chasing you." Cheng Xin felt that although he was not that close to her, it seemed as if he would stick up and kiss him at any time. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was anticipation or what, but a little sweat broke out on his forehead.

"That's right, the ones who came after me didn't want to be nice to me, so what?"

"You said you were going to chase me." Cheng Xin felt a little hot.

Zhong Kaiwen turned his face away, looking a little embarrassed, "Didn't you catch up?"

"..." Is this person really Kevin?

Cheng Xin seemed to feel the burning momentum that Kevin punched and broke the bridge of the robber's nose in the middle of the night again. This momentum made him a little weak.This is absolutely wrong!

"It's almost there." Cheng Xin glanced at the number displayed.

Zhong Kaiwen was in a good mood, pinched his face, "It's so soft." I really wanted to take a bite.

Cheng Xin felt that she needed to make some adjustments. Kevin stood up straight and was about to wait for the elevator door to open. When the door opened and walked out, Kevin gave Cheng Xin another knife, "Although I am younger than you, I will treat you Okay, don't worry."

With a very sincere and firm look, Cheng Xin knew that he was serious, but, "But I am older than you, so I should take care of you."

"It's not that bad," Kevin couldn't help it, he quickly hugged Cheng Xin in the corridor and said, "I'm really surprised and happy, I will protect you in the future."

I'm also very happy and surprised, but I really don't need protection or something, hey!

What the hell is going on with this kind of temperament that I suddenly feel weak!

Kevin hummed happily, and looked at Dr. Cheng beside him, "Will you wait for me to get off work?"

"Well, I'll wait for you."

"Great." With so few people in the middle of the night, it's definitely a chance to hold hands!

Looking at Zhong Kaiwen's big smile and white teeth, Cheng Xin felt pain in the back of her neck... This is an illusion, but it can be predicted.

Kevin brought Cheng Xin to his table. Many colleagues in the room had already left work. Everyone saw Cheng Xin coming. Cheng Xin also greeted everyone. Kevin warned them not to come and disturb them with his eyes, and pulled the chair Let Cheng Xin sit at the table next to him, then took out a lot of books from the drawer and handed them to him, "I have a lot of books here, you can read them, it's very interesting to solve the case."

"You still like to read this kind of novel?" Cheng Xin looked at the novel with a human bone cover in his hand, "I thought you liked to read fairy tales more."

"No, I like watching demons or something."

"Seven deadly sins?"

"Ah."

"Heavy mouth."

"Don't you think it's more real?" Kevin asked him, "Some human nature is too fake."

"Which one is not fake? Although the novel comes from life, some content has been downplayed, and some have been highlighted and magnified. Just treat it as entertainment and don't take it seriously."

Hearing what Cheng Xin said, Zhong Kaiwen thought of the manuscript he had revised, so he started talking. During the gap between the two of them chatting, there were gradually not many people in the room. As Kevin talked, he saw Cheng Xin stared at herself, then said, "Look, I'll kiss you again."

Cheng Xin saw that there were only the two of them left in the room, and the other people didn't know when they went out, so from eating to now, Kevin has been molested again and again, how can they not take the initiative to attack!

So Dr. Cheng stretched out his claws to hold Kevin's hand on the table, pulled it under the table, and then pulled his hand to him to hold Xiaoxiao and stroke it. He wanted to say, I knew it a long time ago, he wanted to say , I have known you for a long time, and I want to say that I liked you a long time ago.

However, before he could say anything, his hand was pulled over, um, his own hand.

Zhong Kaiwen saw that Dr. Cheng was so proactive, he couldn't lag behind, right?So his own little hand was also touched by him, so the plan of the middle class to touch the little hand in the middle of the night has been completed ahead of schedule, and of course the next thing is to kiss.

So brother Kevin took a peek at the door, seeing no one there, quickly took Cheng Xin's hand and lowered his head for a quick kiss.

God, my heart is beating so fast!After kissing and touching, I wanted to hold on and hold on, kneaded, squeezed, kissed, then bit Cheng Xin's fingers, looking back and forth.

Four words came to my mind - can't stop.

As long as you touch it, kiss it, bite it, it's yours, but you can't abandon it, you can't give up on the other party, and you're not allowed to leave, um, yes, that's how the word is explained, want to leave?No way!

That's what he said when Kevin and Cheng Xin were lying on the bed one day and finished um-ah, when he hugged Cheng Xin and taught him to explain the word "stop" for "want to stop". "Look, the one on the top is four, and the one on the bottom goes, which means that no matter which direction you go, you can't go, you can only stay in my arms." Cheng Xin was so strangled by him that she couldn't breathe, and she felt so happy that she was going to die .But that's another story.

What I want to say now is that Cheng Xin felt his whole body's blood rushing down when he played with his hands like this. After all, it was something that he had never dared to think about before. It is inevitable that I will be able to return with Kevin in my arms, and I will inevitably be a little dissatisfied.

People are greedy, they want to be together forever, they want to kiss when they hold hands, and they want to be together in the next life before the end of this life.When you dare not love, you tell yourself to be normal, when you love, you tell yourself to be content, but in the next second, your rationality is overthrown by greed, and you want to be with this person no matter what you exchange.

"Why are you unhappy? Did I hurt you?" Kevin loosened his hands, but did not let go, "I'm sorry, I just... When I was in school, I only studied. At that time, all the boyfriends around me had girlfriends. I don't have one, but I don't care, because I'm different from them." He smiled, and looked at Cheng Xin a little bit angrily, "I knew very early on that I didn't like girls, so it's a surprise."

"How early?"

"Junior high school."

Cheng Xin was surprised, "Then your family..."

"My parents both know that I was very confused during that time. My mother accompanied me here. I couldn't figure it out, so I told her that my father was always away at that time. I am very grateful to my mother. At that time, I just I feel that after talking with my mother, there is no pressure, it is very easy, and I can not care so much about studying hard, but when I grow up, I realize that it is really not easy for my mother to make such a decision, so the older I get , the more grateful they are, the more I think they are special."

Originally, Cheng Xin was still a little worried, afraid that Kevin would be under great pressure. He couldn't bear to let Kevin be wronged. Which family coming out of the closet was not a bloodbath, and he didn't even think about it when he imagined that Kevin would be with him. It can be done aboveboard, because Kevin has always been an obedient boy, and I can't imagine him falling out with his family because of personal feelings, so as long as we can be together, it is a stolen time, but now I hear The enlightenment of his parents, on the one hand, is unbelievable, on the other hand, he thinks that Kevin is unusually courageous, but he was still young at that time, so he really responded to the words of the ignorant and fearless.

Zhong Kaiwen observed Cheng Xin's expression while talking. Just because he was stupid when he was a child doesn't mean he is stupid now. He already knew that his parents were incomparable to others. Apart from being grateful, he felt that he was lucky because he was gay. He wasn't beaten to death, and he didn't even scold him. Now he and Cheng Xin are on the phone, and the openness of his home doesn't mean that the other's parents are also open-minded, so he saw Cheng Xin's serious expression, so he said, " Everyone's family situation is different, so it doesn't mean that you will do what I do, this kind of thing is unusual, so, I mean, you don't really care about what I said, and I don't care."

"I will care about it." Cheng Xin smiled at him, thanking him for his thoughtfulness, "You are obviously younger than me, but I let you comfort me. My family's problem is not too big. My mother has been abroad all year round. Although she did not divorce my father, But they are also separated. I will solve the problems on my side, and I will go to your house for dinner on Monday, and I will learn from my uncles and aunts, and I will get twice the result with half the effort."

"Do you think I think too much?"

"No, the fact that you can think so far means that you want to live with me."

Zhong Kaiwen said seriously, "I am a responsible man!"

"Little man."

"A tall man with a height of 1.8 meters!!" Not only can he smash vases with his bare hands, but he can also break the bridge of his nose. "It feels super safe to be with me." Zhong Kaiwen clenched his fists showing off, and then said excitedly, "There is a chance Let me show you my special skills."

"It's not like splitting bricks with your hands."

Kevin opened his eyes wide, "How do you know that!"

"..." Little Swan, can you order something more elegant that suits your temperament!

"Actually, it's not splitting bricks, it's just splitting wood," Kevin said, "I've learned karate, the kind of actual combat." He puffed up his chest, "How is it? I didn't mean to say I will protect you."

Taking a deep breath, Cheng Xin felt a dull pain in his chest and stretched out his hand to cover it.

Kevin hurriedly asked with concern, "What's the matter? Are you uncomfortable? Did you eat too much just now!"

"It's okay!" Cheng Xin leaned on the table and chuckled.

"If there's anything funny, I'll be happy to tell it."

Cheng Xin raised her head and didn't speak, but because she laughed just now, there were some tears in her eyes, which looked bright.He took his hand and put it on his lips for a kiss, but Kevin withdrew his hand, "You learn from me!"

"I can't help it."

"Restraint." Zhong Kaiwen stared at the door with a serious and patient expression. "Someone will come in at any time. Although I'm not here and they almost know about it, I still want to save such a private matter when it's just the two of us." Although there is a kind of sneaky pleasure in being sneaky like this, it is also quite scary.

"Why are you so..."

"Try to be stupid!" Kevin stared.

Cheng Xin hurriedly explained, "I never said that, it was all said by those fans on your Weibo. I always praised you for being smart."

"Of course." Xiao proud.

"The first grade in the exam every time is really excellent."

Zhong Kaiwen looked at him with his mouth slightly open, "You...investigate me?"

Cheng Xin shook his head, "You sat behind Huang Yaqi in the first semester of junior high school, and sat in the penultimate row in the next semester. Once in a chemistry experiment class, you were smothered by chlorine gas."

"Fuck!" Zhong Kaiwen was completely stunned, "You you you you...do you know my classmate?" Could it be that he has been secretly in love with me for a long time?Thinking about it this way, I was a little excited, a little proud, a little excited, "I won't say it earlier."

Cheng Xin really called him stupid in his heart, "You and I are schoolmates."

"That's right," Kevin remembered now, "My dad asked me last time, and I always said I wanted to ask you, but I forgot, you and I are in junior high school?"

"Yeah." Cheng Xin nodded.

Zhong Kaiwen was a little embarrassed, "Sorry."

"It's okay, you are a good boy, I understand, you only have books in your eyes."

Facing Dr. Cheng's understanding, Kevin was very pleased, "Don't worry, you will be in front of the book in the future. The book is in the past tense. Now you are the most important."

A sense of crisis came to his face, Zhong Kaiwen seemed shy and restrained, and when he talked about love, it was because of the endless river, can you stop for a while, Dr. Cheng said that he was about to have a heart attack.