Mr. Lu wants to chase his wife's crematorium

After work was over, I went back to the hotel to get rid of my exhaustion. I lay on the bed in a big shape, staring at the ceiling for a while, feeling dizzy.

This is the effect of severe depression, I quickly got up and took medicine.

Mr. Lu's phone call made me palpitate unconsciously, as if there was a ghost calling my soul behind me all the time.

He said he would contact you in three days, so how could he go back on his word?

I don't want to accept it, and I dare not refuse to accept it.

After pressing the call button, Lu Zheng's mean voice came out.

"Brother~"

I was annoyed and had to brace myself to cope.

"I'll just go back to the set at 8:[-] tomorrow morning, send me your address, and I'll go there now."

Mr. Lu lost his voice on the phone, so I just waited.

I have communicated with him in this way for so many years. I am a very sunny and cheerful person, and I am only indifferent to Mr. Lu.

Although I obey him, I never try to please him.

Because it's useless for me to do anything, he treats me as a pastime, and it's also a kind of revenge.

I remember he once said that he blamed me, the kind of resentment engraved in his bones.

Of course, I don't like him either, I hate him, the kind of hate that goes deep into the marrow.

He ruined me, ruined my family, ruined my career, and galloped over my body to show off his might.

But I can't do anything about him now.

"Have you eaten yet?" he asked.

Mr. Lu's tone on the phone was very calm, and I was not used to the calm tone.

Recently, he has been like this. He has changed his usual violent mood of beating and scolding me.

I guess he's up to something new, but pretends he doesn't know.

"Not yet, not very hungry." I said.

Mr. Lu is calm, and there is no need for me to carry a gun and a stick to set myself on fire.

"Then send me the address." He replied.

What should come will come, I know he wants to fuck me again, fuck me in the room where I will stay for two more days, intentionally destroy my normal mood, and make me full of anxiety for the remaining two days.

I can't resist, I can only suffer.

I have counted the days of such humiliation, and I will be liberated if I endure it for another 1168 days.

He said that we have a 10-year gentleman's agreement.

He is not a gentleman, but I want to have hope for such a dark life.

I hung up the phone and I sent him the address.

At this moment, I suddenly felt very sick.

I rushed to the bathroom and retched uncontrollably against the toilet. It felt so uncomfortable to want to vomit but not be able to vomit anything.

My eye circles were red, I got up and looked up at my cowardly self in the mirror, disgusted.

I can't even believe that the pale, sickly man in the mirror is me.

He is so ugly...

I used to be a high-spirited and dignified big star, with my own light everywhere I go, but now I don't know myself anymore.

"Why don't you die?" I said to myself in the mirror.

Looking at the man in the mirror saying the same thing to me, I was angry, I was hysterical.

"Go to hell! Everyone don't want to live."

I slapped the Dali table vigorously with both hands, tears streaming down my face.

The person in the mirror is like a devil, biting every nerve of mine.

Slowly the effect of the medicine came into play, and I gradually calmed down.

That's what depression is all about. It's an occasional outburst of emotional outbursts, but most of the time it's normal.

I tried to install a surveillance camera at home before, and I saw myself suffering from a disease, a mental illness in the shape of a dove, and a madness.

I laughed, laughed and laughed and cried again...

I'm only in my early 30s, why is life worse than death...

After taking a shower, I didn't wear anything, and sat in the room with a towel on, waiting for Mr. Lu.

This is what he forced me to do before. In front of me, Mr. Lu has never been stingy with his special hobbies.

He said that I was only worthy of being naked in front of him.

1 minutes, 2 minutes, half an hour...

I stared at the clock intently, like a death row prisoner waiting to be shot, calm on the outside, but desperate inside.

The rapid knock on the door aroused my vigilance.

According to Mr. Lu's car journey, it would take 2 hours, but this is only 40 minutes.

"Who?" I asked.

"Takeaway, come out and pick it up."

I didn't order takeaway, could it be that Lu Zheng deliberately teased me?

He called someone to fuck me again?

Anyway, I can only open the door first.

I put on a T-shirt and jeans and went to open the door. Sure enough, there was a fully armed takeaway guy outside.

"So long? Remember to give a good review."

He tried to hand it to me, but I refused.

"I didn't order it, did you make a mistake?" I was baffled.

The delivery guy reluctantly took out his phone to check.

"Tao Yan, right, uh... Mr. Lu with the tail number 8866 ordered it for you."

I took the takeaway and thanked the delivery boy, who watched me not leave for a long time.

"Are you that... big star? So your name is Tao Yan!"

He showed an excited expression, and then full of doubts.

"Why do you live here? Aren't big stars supposed to live in star-rated hotels?"

I smiled at him politely, and didn't want to explain, turned around and went into the room and closed the door.

It's true that a big star lives in a star hotel arranged by the crew, but I'm not a big star.

I'm just a supporting role with few roles, it would be nice to have a place to live for free.

Mr. Lu's call came at the right time, and I put the takeaway aside quietly waiting for his instructions.

"Brother, have you received the takeaway? If you like it, I will order it for you tomorrow?"

I suspect that Mr. Lu is possessed by a ghost, otherwise, where would all his cruel, despicable and shameless characteristics go?

"No thanks."

I refused coldly, and Mr. Lu seemed a little displeased.

"Tao Yan..."

I guess his next sentence is: Don't be shameless.

Unexpectedly, he actually said: "I won't go tonight, you should eat well and go to bed early."

I was stunned, could this fucking come from that pervert Lu Zheng's mouth?

Shouldn't Mr. Lu's correct way to open it up be tyrannical and innocent?

Fortunately, he did not make things difficult for me anymore, and hung up the phone on his own initiative.

3 minutes later, I got his message.

"Be sure to eat well."

I took a deep breath and even felt that the takeaway was poisonous.

Otherwise, Mr. Lu left so many lovers for Mao and didn't care about it, and came to make me a fool?

Unpacking the bag, I aimed at the camera and worked hard to eat, planning to make a CD for Mr. Lu later.

I thought the takeaway from the film and television base would be unpalatable, but I didn’t expect it to be inexplicably to my liking, the more delicious it was.

If it wasn't for Lu Zheng's order, I would have eaten more comfortably.

The penguin's prompt sounded, and I opened the dialog box, and it was really him.

A kid who has known each other for more than 10 years. Although we are netizens in the game, we have not lost contact for so many years.

His name is Liuliu, and he is a very legendary boy.

I have a good impression of him. 16 years ago, he was a poor little guy who was loved by no one.

His mother didn't care about giving birth, and he didn't have a father. At first, he had a nanny to take care of him. Later, when he got older, he had to work and study abroad alone.

I will often mail him some food, supplies, and clothes, and I will also give him some money.

In the next few years, he returned it to me one after another. I thought he found a good job after graduating from college, but he found his biological father and inherited a big company.

Liuliu said that now others call him the president, and asked me if I am very good?

I praised and praised him without hesitation, it was really amazing, and I also knew clearly that I was no longer worthy of him.

I was a little afraid of receiving news that Liuliu was dating or getting married, but fortunately there was none, and I could still live in our fantasy.

Maybe one day, I can wait for a miracle.

"Brother, what are you up to?"

We got acquainted after half a month, and he started calling me brother.

It's strange, I don't dislike children who are also called elder brothers, but as long as Mr. Lu speaks, I feel uncomfortable all over.

"Eat." I replied to him.

"Oh, brother, do you want to play games later?"

He sent a very cute cat expression package, although we have never met, but I always think he should be a very cute boy.

"Okay, wait for me for 2 minutes." I put down my phone and started to take out food.

He sent another message, "Eating too fast is bad for your stomach."

After seeing the message, my speed of using chopsticks gradually slowed down.

"By the way, I can only be the king today. I didn't bring a computer." I typed with one hand while holding my chopsticks.

Perhaps children are very important to me. Every time he knocks on me, I can't wait to put down everything in my hand to chat and play games with him.

He can make me quickly forget the psychological shadow brought by Mr. Lu.

Also at the age of 17, the 17-year-old Liuliu was very sunny and cute, and the 17-year-old Lu Zheng looked extremely ferocious.

Seeing old at the age of three, Mr. Lu was very rebellious when he was a teenager, and he became a big pervert in my eyes when he grew up.

I took a photo of the empty lunch box and sent it to Mr. Lu to prove that I ate obediently.

He quickly replied: "Go to bed early, good night."

So happy, I guess his night life is about to start, I don't know who is so unlucky?

The time of playing games with Liuliu is always happy, he can bring me back to the carefree days 10 years ago in an instant.

Back to the glorious era that belonged to me in the entertainment circle; back to the free life without Mr. Lu; in short, every minute and every second is worth cherishing by the current me.

"Brother, get off the road, come and save me."

Liuliu likes to act like a baby, and when the voice came over, I was a little dazed.

Recently, Mr. Lu also has the same tone, and it seems that his voice is becoming more and more similar.

Could it be that children will change when they grow up, and I was pulled back to reality in an instant, with no mood to continue.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Liuliu can always feel my emotions very well, even if he can't see me across mountains, seas, or screens.

"It's okay, I'm a little tired." I said wearily.

I finished the game with him and put down the phone.

He seemed to have more to say, "Brother, let me chat with you for a while."

I promise, just to relax.

I don't remember what we talked about, it was just trivial things.

Liuliu was very happy to share with me what he saw and heard, and some interesting things that happened in the company. I was very willing to listen, and before I knew it, it was late at night.

I looked at the clock and stopped talking. Liuliu called me twice, but I deliberately didn't call him back.

After waiting for a few minutes, Liuliu said goodnight, and the voice call was hung up.

I got up and turned off the light and went back to bed, pretending to tell myself that I was put to sleep by my boyfriend.

There seemed to be birdsong outside the window in the early morning, and I covered my ears with a quilt.

A burst of mobile phone ringing broke my not very comfortable sleep.

Mr. Lu's phone call was like a reminder, which made my mood drop instantly.

"Hello..." I answered the phone in a daze.

"Still sleeping?" Mr. Lu didn't call me brother meanly, otherwise I would feel sick and want to vomit early in the morning.

"Well, a little sleepy." I replied.

"What time did you go to bed last night?" he asked.

Naturally, I wouldn't tell him the truth, just talking nonsense.

"I fell asleep after sending messages with you."

"Ah!"

Mr. Lu laughed so hard that I couldn't understand it, but I think he must be in a good mood.

"Get up, it's 08:30, do you need to put on makeup later?" he said.

"My God! It's so late?"

I jumped up from the bed in an instant, this scene must be very joyful.

I forgot to set the alarm clock last night, and I still have to put on makeup, so it must be too late.

I didn't have a car to go to the set even if I had time.

Mr. Lu mercilessly laughed at me on the phone and hung up.

I dare not argue with him, simply I am used to it.

After tidying myself up, I rushed to the dressing room to try my luck, but there was no one here.

Just as I was about to leave with my head down, the makeup artist came out from next door eating pancakes.

"Yo, not bad, Teacher Tao is the first again today."

I glanced at the time on my phone in disbelief, it was only 7:30.

An idea that he was extremely unwilling to admit suddenly appeared in his mind.

Mr. Lu called early in the morning just to wake me up?