Mr. Lu wants to chase his wife's crematorium

"Tao Yan! Are you crazy?"

Mr. Lu looked angry, got up and walked towards me, but when he saw my body close to the guardrail, he stopped immediately.

I saw a trace of panic in his eyes, which was fleeting.

Seeing his expression, I subconsciously glanced outside the guardrail. It was very high, and the jungle and playground below looked like a fortress built by ants, so small that it was hard to see with the naked eye.

At this moment, I have a very special thought in my heart. Mr. Lu doesn't think that I want to commit suicide anytime, anywhere, right?

Does he know I have depression?I thought of the pills that fell at Mr. Lu's house.

I don't want Mr. Lu to know about my illness, because I think that not only will Mr. Lu not sympathize with me, but he may even bully me even more, and even change his tricks.

I remember one night four years ago as another beginning of my nightmare.

Because I didn't pay attention to work and rest when I was filming outside since I was a child, I suffered from stomach pains.

That day at Mr. Lu's house, I was sweating because of a stomach ache, and Mr. Lu was still demanding from me endlessly. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I begged him to let me go, even if I could do it another day.

Mr. Lu disagreed and looked at me with extremely sarcastic eyes.

He said, "Tao Yan, whether you hurt or not has nothing to do with me."

I was so annoyed by him that I needed regular maintenance to buy a doll, not to mention that I am a living person.

When Mr. Lu asked me to give him a mouthful, I bit him hard.

I felt that I was exerting a lot of force, and he was in excruciating pain, and his anger was pouring out.

I didn't care about the stomachache, and fought with him.

That night was fine, Mr. Lu didn't touch me in the end.He was pulled away by 120 because of the fracture, and I slept well in the hospital with peace of mind.

Unexpectedly, when I woke up the next morning, I saw Mr. Lu looking at me viciously with his arms raised.

He said: "Tao Yan, you are disobedient, I have plenty of ways to make your life worse than death."

Before I could refute, I was forcibly held down by Mr. Lu's men. They gave me an injection and I lost consciousness.

When I woke up, I was at Mr. Lu's house. I felt dizzy and felt like I had been run over by a truck.

Especially a certain part is very, very uncomfortable.

I heard the voices of many people downstairs, they were laughing, which was in stark contrast to my mood.

After a long time, Mr. Lu opened the door and walked in.

He said, "Tao Yan, my friends all praise you for your good figure."

I was so shocked, I just felt my brain roaring, I wasn't sure if Mr. Lu's words meant what I imagined, I was full of despair.

But Mr. Lu looked at me proudly, and said, "Tao Yan, if you learn to be good, you can say anything. If you continue to fight against me, I will wait for you even harder next time."

I sat on the bed, I couldn't even use the strength to swear, I was shaking with anger, and my tears burst into tears.

The person in front of me is like a devil to me, which makes me instinctively afraid.

At this time, Mr. Lu smiled like a winner, very arrogant.

He said: "Tao Yan, there are five people this time, I will find ten people next time, if you can resist, just resist me."

I was really scared that time. I was so frightened by Mr. Lu that I didn't know what to say.

I don't remember how I got home, but when I entered the house, the first thing I did was go to the bathroom to take a shower, I thought I was dirty, I don't know how many times I washed it until my skin was red, and there were faint blood stains in some places .

I cried bitterly in the bathroom, and my whole body was enveloped by suppressed emotions and nowhere to vent.

I wanted to call the police, and the call was made, but I found that I had no evidence to accuse Mr. Lu.

From that day on, I began to be instinctively afraid of the lights, afraid of hearing the ringing of the phone, and even unable to hear any strange noises at home.

Later, I had nightmares every night, and Mr. Lu's fox friends and dogs would appear in every dream.They laughed evilly at me and I was terrified and had nowhere to hide.

A month later, I was diagnosed with moderate depression in the hospital. I held the medical certificate and kept silent for a long time until Mr. Lu called.

He said to let me go to his house to find him, preferably to stay for two days, I agreed, washed up and came to the door automatically with the suitcase.

Later he asked me to accompany him for half a month, and I agreed.

I took the initiative to call the producer, quit my job as the male number four, and paid a liquidated damages.

Even at the expense of breaking up with my boss...

From that day on, I was always called by Mr. Lu, and I never resisted, obedient like a dog.

But he was still not satisfied with the status quo, which always made me very broken.

Thinking of this, I really have the urge to jump down from here, and it's over.

If I die, there will be no pain. I quietly look at the world outside the guardrail. As long as I jump, I can completely get rid of Mr. Lu and get rid of the malice that this world is full of towards me.

I stood there for a long time before this impulse was replaced by my surviving reason. I am still young. If I can live well, who would want to die?

Mr. Lu kept staring at me, looking cautious.

Seeing his virtue, I moved my body to the side of the guardrail again, and said with a smile, "Mr. Lu, can't you hear me?"

Mr. Lu sighed nervously, and obediently retreated back to his original place.

He said: "Hurry up and shout, we will visit the animation Grand Canyon in a while."

I immediately turned around and shouted again: "Lu Zheng, why don't you fucking die!!!"

"..."

Mr. Lu took a deep breath, raised his eyelids, tried to force a smile, and beckoned me to continue.

I smiled, as if I had discovered the cuteness of Mr. Lu, and also as if I saw Lu Zheng seven years ago. We could also sit together and have a joke, chatting about my parents' short stories outside of work.

But now...

He has tried countless times to make my life worse than death, and I also hate Mr. Lu every day and night.

I vented this emotion towards the distance. I have scolded Mr. Lu's ancestors for eighteen generations. Although that feeling is hearty, it still can't relieve the depressed emotions in my heart.

Just then, I heard Mr. Lu's shout.

He said: "I like you! Do you know that I like you!"

I watched Mr. Lu quietly from behind, it was the first time I saw him express his emotions so straightforwardly.

I don't know how much Mr. Lu's Bai Yueguang likes him, but I can feel Mr. Lu's feeling that he can't love him.

I was thinking, Mr. Lu is really worthless, where is his ability to threaten me?

But this idea was quickly rejected by me.

Maybe this is true love. You will be so cautious when facing the person you like, and you would rather not get it than bother.

Only when facing people who don't like him, will he be vicious and hideous. For example, when Mr. Lu treats me, he will only threaten and treat me violently.

So I also mustered up the courage and shouted to the distance like Mr. Lu: "Liu Liu, I like you! I like you!"

I yelled it many times, and I kept recalling the details of me and Liuliu in my mind. I would fantasize about his appearance, and I would long for one day to hide in the distance and take a peek at him...

I didn't know how long I yelled until my throat hurt so badly that I slowly stopped.

As expected, I felt a lot more comfortable, and I finally let out the words that had been held in my heart for many years.

But the moment I turned around, I was hugged tightly by Mr. Lu.