Mr. Lu wants to chase his wife's crematorium

"elder brother!"

Mr. Lu stopped me, his eyes were extremely sad, as if he was going through a life and death parting.

Perhaps another person might choose to compromise for the sake of those huge assets.

But I can't, I can't forgive Mr. Lu for the harm he caused me, whether it's physically or spiritually.

I don't like people who are scheming even more, he makes me feel horrible.

But I still stopped going upstairs and looked back at him, and asked, "Can't you go upstairs together? I hate basements without windows."

He burst into tears with joy, wiped away his tears and followed up.

"I knew you wouldn't leave me."

He wrapped his arms around my shoulders, buried his head in the socket of my neck and rubbed hard.

I took a deep breath and didn't say anything. I haven't read the things in the memory yet. Tomorrow is the death day of my father and his mother. I don't want to have an attack now.

Anyway, let's go to the grave together.

The two of us came to the study, and I asked Mr. Lu to find a way to play this thing, and he started to operate after looking at it.

After opening the storage, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.

Fortunately, I kept an eye out, this thing really has a password.

Mr. Lu looked at me, and I glanced at him impatiently.

"What to look at, think of a way."

He is used to being mean to me now, and obediently stared at the computer and entered my birthday.

It didn't work out.

His own birthday was equally useless.

Then we tried two more times, and the sixth time it couldn't be opened, it would be locked.

I'm so angry, I don't understand what's the use of Mr. Lu doing this?Is it just to embarrass me?

He just felt aggrieved because he couldn't remember.

In the end, I simply typed that day seven years ago, the night I will always remember that shamed me.

The folder finally reacted.

It turned out to be that day.

I still remember that when I was filming outside, a friend made an impromptu scene and said it was going to a bar to warm up the scene.

People like me who love to be lively and active are naturally the focus of attention wherever they go.

Because the people who came here were all from the entertainment circle, I enjoyed the treatment like everyone's hearts are holding the moon.

It was also because of a friend's private reservation, I also went on stage to present a song, feeling the bursts of cheers from the audience, which made me slowly lose my vigilance.

I drank a little too much, sat on the sofa dizzy and played games with my friends.

This table was there at the time, but now that I recall it, I realize that he looked at me with cold eyes.

When I was enjoying myself, someone handed me a bottle of sober drink, just opened, I subconsciously took a look at that person, and thought he was a good person.

I even thought he was trying to get my attention, and smiled at him.

Maybe it was my fate that I shouldn't have this calamity, but I actually drank the pill that hadn't completely melted.

Really big one.

I was startled, and quickly and calmly spit the pill back with the second sip of wine.

I have heard of this kind of pills, which are generally very soluble. I was afraid that I had been poisoned, so I hurriedly pretended to have something to get up and make a phone call.

But at this moment, I already felt the abnormal reaction of my body, and I began to become unconscious and blurred.

I hurried to contact my assistant, but there was no answer on his end.

I guess he must be playing crazy.

I tried to contact my friend who was playing the game again, but not far away I saw him talking to the person who handed me the drink.

I vaguely felt something was wrong.

It was a long time later that I found out that he and He Ran were in the same group.

Tricked me into going to the bar just to drug me.

As for what to do with the drug, he was counted as a participant.

Because it was a strong drug, I would be unconscious for a long time, up to two days.

At that moment, I actually felt that there was not a single person worthy of my trust.

Once I lose consciousness, what happened tonight will be described as drunken sex by caring people, and I don't like that.

So he staggered to the bathroom of the bar and locked himself inside.

I probably remembered that Mr. Lu's home was not far from me, so I called him with the idea of ​​giving it a try.

Mr. Lu was furiously swearing at the phone, but he also told me not to open the door until he came.

I really couldn't open the door because I lost consciousness.

When I woke up again, I was already at Mr. Lu's house, and I was lying on his bed.

I just felt dizzy that time, and my body seemed to be rubbed thousands of times by a steamroller, and my whole body was about to fall apart.

What made me most desperate was the extremely abnormal pain in a certain part, which made me tear up from the pain.

I carefully recalled what happened that night, and my memory is already blurred.

But I have the impression that the person who made me crippled like a total cripple was Mr. Lu.

Because I still remember some scattered memory fragments.

Many folders and videos popped up on the computer, and I subconsciously clicked on the video.

I saw the surveillance view.

The door of Mr. Lu's house opened, and I saw Mr. Lu open the door with one hand. I was caught under his arm like a dead pig. When he entered the door, he threw me on the ground, as if I could still hear a loud bang. .

He turned his head and kicked my butt twice in disgust, not too hard.

"Don't you think it's unnecessary to have a younger brother? What are you calling me for?" He kicked me again as if venting his anger while speaking.

I turned to look at Mr. Lu, who scratched his head in embarrassment.

"Concentrate on watching the video, don't look at me." He lowered his head and dared not look at me.

I'll settle the bill with him later.

Then I saw my body move in the video, and Mr. Lu tilted his head to look at me and asked, "Are you awake?"

I didn't move.

He rolled his eyes, and went to pour water on the sofa alone, while I was lying on the ground at this time, and he ignored me.

For a long time, he saw that I didn't move, so he called his friend, as if he was talking about being drugged by me, and asked him how to deal with it, whether his life was in danger, and so on.

I guess the person on the phone said not to let Mr. Lu wake me up.

So Mr. Lu said: "I just want to wake him up. Don't you mean he is very obedient when he wakes up? What are you afraid of? I want him to kneel down and call me grandpa."

At this time, I watched the video and cursed in my heart, a kind of plant.

Then I saw Mr. Lu coming over, holding a teacup in his hand, tilting his head and turning around my body, showing a very smug smile.

He slowly poured the tea on my head, and I could hear the sound of running water in my head through the screen.

Mr. Lu showed a surprised expression, as if he realized that I still didn't respond, he brought another cold water bottle and poured it slowly on my face.

Finally he got impatient, pulled my hair, turned my face to him, and shook it hard twice.

I was shaken awake by him.

It's just that his expression is dull, like a fool.

He smiled and asked tentatively, "Are you awake? Do you still remember who I am?"

I shook my head dully.

He said, "I am your father."

"Dad." I said.

Fuck, I feel a little tight in my chest watching the video.

Mr. Lu simply lay aside and said nothing to reduce his presence.

Then Mr. Lu in the video seemed to think that I was calling him old, and said, "Call me, brother, come and listen."

I obediently said, "Brother."

He couldn't stop laughing, and took out his cell phone to record.

Then he sat back on the sofa and waved to me. I stood up and walked over unsteadily, like a walking dead, my eyes were still dull, but I fell down after standing for a long time. Mr. Lu quickly helped me .

He was probably afraid that it wouldn't be fun if I fainted from the fall.

In this way, I sat on the ground and watched him, but Mr. Lu picked up the tablet computer on the coffee table, edited on it for a long time, and then handed it to me.

"Read aloud! Be emotional," he said.

Then I saw Mr. Lu took out his mobile phone and started recording video again.

What makes me curious is that I was in that situation at the time, and I can still read.

I read the words aloud while reading the words on the tablet, which was very emotional.

"I, Tao Yan, am a bastard. I bullied Lu Zheng and caused indelible damage to his young heart... hurt... hurt... hurt... hurt...

Mr. Lu gave me a hard time, "Read on, are you fucking stuck?"

"Injury..." I sat cross-legged on the ground with my tablet and said for a long time: "I'm sorry, Lu Zheng, I sincerely apologize to you, I shouldn't have promised you a place to live in hypocrisy, and let you live again the next day. Sleeping on the street..."

"I'm not a good brother, and I'm not a good person..."

As I read it, I made Mr. Lu cry.

"You're not a nice guy!" he said.

I saw him put down his phone, picked up my collar and began to drag me upstairs.

"Go to sleep. I will keep this video from now on. Our grievances are wiped out. If you dare to mess with me, I will make him public and ruin your reputation!"

At this moment, it's hard for me to imagine that Lu Zheng at that time would say these words. How could it be possible for him to say "all grievances are wiped out"?

It is true that I am ruined.

I saw me stumble in the video, and then it seemed like some strange switch was turned on.

I actually took off my clothes at the stairway, and instead frightened Mr. Lu to his bewilderment.

"What are you doing? Don't stay at my house! I won't sleep with someone like you."

"You must have slept with a lot of people? I warn you, I'm a clean man."

Mr. Lu yelled and threw me out of the yard without mercy.

I saw him talking on the phone in the house, his voice was loud and his tone was shocked.

"What kind of happy pill? How long is he going to make a fuss! Fuck!"

I saw Mr. Lu open the door and drag me in who was wriggling in the yard, and then dragged me into the bathroom. The pictures were pieced together, and it was Mr. Lu who was videotaping.

In the picture, I was pouring cold water under the shower, delirious, but I kept begging him to stop.

I heard Mr. Lu's voice, he said: "Tao Yan, I am not abusing you, I am cooling you down, remember to thank me when you wake up."

Then I saw me pounce on him, and the screen went black after he yelled and cursed a few times.

Mr. Lu seemed to be elated. Although he didn't remember it, from the video, it was the first time I forced him.

He took the initiative to open the second video and made a gesture of please.

Then I saw that I pressed Mr. Lu to the floor with astonishing strength.

I said, "Help me!"

I feel like I was conscious at that moment, I just can't really remember it.

Not to mention the following video, I force Mr. Lu, but there are two results, either I force him, or he is forced to me.

Mr. Lu chose the latter, and took a large number of videos as evidence.

He said: "I failed to confess my confession today, and I was soiled by you again. You have to be responsible for me in the future! Otherwise, I will kill you!"

He also said a lot of things at that time, so that I couldn't tell whether the words were serious or not.

Make me responsible for him?

Is it because I don't want to be responsible to him after waking up?And called him a bastard, which angered him?

I remember waking up so uncomfortable that Mr. Lu came in from the outside.

He didn't show any expression, and I called him a bastard at the first sentence.

If I hadn't read these today, I wouldn't think I had a problem.

After all, he was the one who took advantage of me and made me miserable.

The reason why I was angry was also because Mr. Lu took the photo.

As a public figure, what I am most afraid of is the circulation of indecent photos.

Since I debuted, I have kept myself clean, but Mr. Lu challenged my bottom line.

The first thing he said when he entered the door was: "Are you awake? Do you want to see how you waved under me last night?"

He was very proud, but I was very painful at that time, even humiliated.

I was raped by Mr. Lu, which made me unable to accept this fact.

At least I used to feel like I was a 1, not a 0.

I feel so bad that I want to die.

The meanness I uttered earned me two slaps from Mr. Lu, and his fury engulfed me like a raging fire.

Maybe it's because I called him a bastard of a bitch.

I thought of this and looked at Mr. Lu: "Lu Zheng, how much do you remember about these things?"

Mr. Lu became very happy when he saw these videos. After all, he thinks I should be responsible for him.

He said: "In fact, I don't even remember it, but I didn't expect you to take the initiative to start us. I regret those bastard things I did, otherwise you must love me very much, right?"

I was so angry that I couldn't laugh or cry, "Why do I love you? Didn't you see that I was drugged?"

He Kaba Kaba looked at me: "Does that mean that you will not be held legally responsible if you raped someone else after being drugged?"

"Can this be the same?" I tried to reason with Mr. Lu, "You fucked me."

"Otherwise it's hard to watch you die?" He asked.

As soon as this was said, I couldn't refute it.

Fortunately, Mr. Lu has amnesia, and I can ask his truest thoughts. I said, "Lu Zheng, do you still hate me about your mother?"

Fortunately, he still remembers these.

He listened to my question and showed a bitter smile.

In fact, we don't want to mention this matter. We go to the grave together every year.

Ms. Lu and my father were in two cemeteries, and we were always silent when we went there.

When they came back, they also went back to their respective homes.

Only together is our only tacit understanding.

He said, "What are you complaining about? You didn't hit her to death."

At this moment, I had mixed feelings in my heart. Maybe Mr. Lu threatened me with my mother, but he wanted me to be with him, but I misunderstood that one life for one life.

I don't know what to say to him, even if it is a real misunderstanding, I am not willing to apologize.

Because I don't want to be with him.

I confirm that I do not love him.

Even if all the hardships he brought me were completely dismissed due to misunderstandings, what was left to me were still some unpleasant memories.

Every time, in our seemingly peaceful time, there is a dark side that cannot be healed.

In that dark side, Mr. Lu and I used to speak harsh words to each other, fought naked, and had already bruised each other.

I just want to pick a suitable time to have a good talk with Mr. Lu, but he has lost his memory, so I have to wait for him to remember.

We are open and honest, so we get together and get together.

Thinking of this, I put away the memory, intending to take it back and read it myself.

There are still many folders there, maybe I know it and I don’t know it.

In order to prevent Mr. Lu from chasing me and asking if I want to get back together with him, I might as well take the initiative to find out some things.

I saw a section in the video where Mr. Lu asked me to apologize to him, saying that I had let him sleep on the street, which I did not understand.

After Ms. Lu's death, Mr. Lu was homeless. I arranged a place for him, and it was Mr. Lu who couldn't live on his own, so he insisted on sleeping on the street.

I asked this question, and Mr. Lu thought about it for a long time.

It's been so long that I don't think he remembers.

Unexpectedly, he laughed and said, "So you don't know."

Only then did I discover that there were countless misunderstandings between us, and every calm communication was like deciphering.

Mr. Lu said: "It was your uncle's family who kicked me out. He said that the house would be left for your nephew to go to school, even though I only wanted to stay there for a few days."

I suddenly realized that after Mr. Lu moved away, my relatives did ask me to borrow the house. I thought Mr. Lu would not live in it, so I lent it to them. Unexpectedly, these people drove away Mr. Lu first.

I asked, "Why didn't you tell me then."

He scratched his head in embarrassment: "I thought you arranged to deliberately humiliate me."

I can understand, after all, Mr. Lu was a stubborn young man full of rebellion at that time, and he was hurt by my impulse.

"Heh!" The two of us looked at each other and smiled, but we couldn't let go of our previous suspicions.

It may also be that Mr. Lu is willing to forgive me, but I am still unwilling to forgive him.

The Golden Rainbow Award prevented me from continuing to investigate, and it has always been a knot in my heart.

I saw that it was getting late, so I excused myself to go to bed, because I had to go to the grave of the deceased tomorrow.

Mr. Lu carefully tugged at my sleeve and said, "Can I sleep with you?"

I understand he's testing me, but I don't want to make it clear, I don't want him to mess with me.

This is good, he is well-behaved and sensible, and I am not very cold.

I flashed a reassuring smile.

"I sleep in my own, and I sleep in your guest room, which is next to you."

When he heard that there was only a wall between me and him, he immediately nodded in agreement.

Perhaps this is a great gift to Mr. Lu, at least he once thought that I would not want him after I got the video.

As I stood up, he hugged me from behind.

"Thank you for giving me another chance."

After he finished speaking, he left first. I saw the tips of his red ears and froze for a long time. I knew that the misunderstanding this time might be even bigger.

In order not to re-enter an endless loop, I decided to take Mr. Lu to see a doctor after a while.

As for our relationship, before Mr. Lu thinks about it, we have no choice but to maintain the status quo.

This is good for both of us, at least he won't stop me from investigating the Golden Rainbow Awards, and I can work well.

When I was about to go to bed at night, Tang Jingqi sent me a message.

He said, "Can't sleep, can we chat for a while?"

"Of course." I replied.

He waited for a long time to reply, so long that I thought he sent it in groups.

Lonely and cold in the middle of the night.

He replied: "I'm divorced."

I smiled, "Don't you dislike him? It's fine to leave."

"But I have become a second marriage." He replied.

"So what?" I asked.

"Will you dislike me?"

When he said that, he was chatting to death. He knew that I had someone I liked, not to mention that I, who was full of pornographic photos, couldn't compare to my second marriage.

I couldn't help but spit bitter water with him.

"I've just lied to Lu Zheng, and I have to deal with you again. It's very tiring."

He replied with a laughing emoji.

After a while, I asked, "Did you get what you asked for?"

"Got it!" I replied.

"Are you quarreling again? Shouldn't you tear your face apart this time? Hurry up and throw yourself into my arms, I can provide free friendship assistance."

He made a nasty expression and added a seductive gesture.

I was amused: "It will be necessary to trouble you in the future, but you must tell me as soon as you find out about the Golden Rainbow Award, thank you."

"No problem," he said.

After the topic was over, I rolled up the quilt and prepared to go to bed. This time I felt a sense of high-minded and worry-free happiness.

I put that small memory in the breast pocket of my pajamas, planning to take it home tomorrow, for fear that Mr. Lu would snatch it away in the middle of the night.

At this time, Tang Jingqi sent another message, asking me when I could completely break up with Mr. Lu.

I think this process may be a bit long, and the break must be broken, but I need to minimize the damage to both parties.

I told Tang Jingqi all my concerns, because I trusted him very much.

But he didn't reply to me, which made me sad.

I sighed and fell asleep.

The next day was very early, still getting up in the early morning, and the sky began to rain lightly.

I went to the cemetery with Mr. Lu.

Along the way, Mr. Lu wanted to hold my hand, but I dodged it intentionally or unintentionally.

He didn't care too much, and still lived in his sense of happiness.

When we got to the place, to my surprise, Mr. Lu actually told Ms. Lu's tombstone that I was with him and begged her to do it.

I can't say anything, but he said the same thing in front of my dad's tombstone, and made a lot of promises, and kowtowed three times before leaving.

You can see the sincerity.

I don't really believe that there is a spirit in the sky, but I plan to sneak over tomorrow to explain. I don't want my dad to bless us to be together forever, and I don't want to use Ms. Lu to fulfill us.

When leaving the cemetery, Mr. Lu tentatively asked me: "Brother, you didn't seem very happy just now, did you?"

I smiled at him, "No, go back to work quickly, I'm going home too."

I could see Mr. Lu's uneasy mood, he was unwilling to be separated from me, maybe he had a premonition that I didn't mean it sincerely, and might abandon him at any time.

He said, "Brother, can you have another breakfast with me? Please."

I just wanted to agree, but I received a call from Tang Jingqi.

He asked me, "Can we meet and talk?"

I wanted to refuse, because I wanted to have breakfast with Mr. Lu, so that he would be happy and not bother me all day.

But Tang Jingqi said: "It's about the Golden Rainbow Awards, I think you should have time to have breakfast with me."