Xie Mingyu is different from other children, he was raised in the deep mountains and wild forests since he was a child.

With a small river surrounded by mountains as the boundary, Xie Yu'an gave him a large but small free space.There is a large courtyard on the top of the mountain. Before he was able to take care of himself as an adult, he vaguely remembered that there was an amiable middle-aged woman who took care of his daily life.

The woman is a low-level monk with a very good personality, and taught him many principles of life.It is said that she was the only child who regretted that she died that year, and when Xie Yuan sent her a request, she readily accepted the task of taking care of him.

Xie Mingyu has always regarded her as his mother.

And Xie Yu'an would visit him every once in a while to supplement the spiritual artifacts stored in the house with their daily needs, including the cultivation books and resources provided to him.

For this biological father, Xie Mingyu is even more unfamiliar, only respected by blood relatives.

Soon, Xie Mingyu became an adult.When Xie Yu'an came to see him again, he took away the woman who took care of him, and no matter how hard he begged, he couldn't stop his decision.

He was the only one left in the huge mountain forest, because it was Xie Yuan's private domain, and no one else in the fairy world had ever stepped into it.

Likewise, he couldn't leave for a long time.So he read all the books, techniques and other materials that Xie Yu'an gave him many times, including the extra learning of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and he taught himself to be proficient.With no one to disturb him, his path of practice was fairly smooth.

However, there are occasional bottlenecks.

Having encountered difficulties in breaking through the realm, he left the courtyard, wanting to feel the surrounding nature to see if he could gain some insight, and came to the long river that he had walked countless times.Although the river is endless, it is not too wide and the water level is not high.

The barrier Xie Yu'an set up was not easy to break.

He was Feng Qingxue who met at that time.

Across a river, I saw a snow phoenix lying by the river, one of the wings on one side was wet and stuck together by the river water, probably injured.

In recollection, Xie Mingyu's eyes were red again, and the tears were bloodshot when they fell from the corners of the eyes.

Apparently, countless tears have been shed because of this matter.To put it seriously, Lu Mingyao even suspected that his naked eyes had already been damaged. If it wasn't for the support of his semi-immortal body and spiritual eyes, he would have been blind already.

"Now, I wish we had never met."

What a beautiful encounter I once thought was, but now there is so much pain and regret.

The barrier of the river prevented Xie Mingyu from approaching. Worried that the Feng family on the opposite side would die in the drowsiness and the washing of the river, he picked up a small stone by the river and threw it at it.Throwing this mellow pebble all year round woke up the comatose Xue Fenghuang, and also broke a corner of fate.

The ice-blue phoenix eyes, and the clear lake-like eyes, have been a glance for thousands of years since then.

Although Xie Mingyu couldn't cross that river, everything except him could pass, so he gave her all the things on his body that could be used for training and healing.

"You have stayed in the deep mountains since you were young, haven't you ever gone out?" Feng Qingxue was a smart and careful girl, and she quickly saw through his open heart.

Xie Mingyu asked her how she could tell, Feng Qingxue said to him with a smile: "When you see a phoenix at this time, you can still hold such curiosity and clean eyes. Happy child who doesn't know."

One is the Feng Clan who is looking forward to flying freely, and the other is the simple and serious Human Clan. The difference in species makes no one of them think that their feelings for each other will cross the boundary.Whether it's Feng Qingxue or Xie Mingyu, at first they just tried to be friends with the curiosity that acquaintance is fate.

Knowing that Xie Mingyu couldn't leave, Feng Qingxue felt that he was too lonely, so she would find time to come to him, bring him interesting things outside, and tell him anecdotes outside.The communication between them was carried on for a long, long time without the knowledge of the adults of the two races.

After growing up, Xie Mingyu has learned a lot, and his ability is even able to cross the barrier Xie Yuan set for him, and leave the river to meet Feng Qingxue for real.

In fact, he actually sneaked out several times without telling Xie Yuan and Feng Qingxue.If the place he went to was very lively, he would wear a mask to hide his identity, because he didn't want to cause trouble for Xie Yuan, and he didn't want Xie Yuan to find out about his affair with Feng Qingxue after causing some trouble, and he would never be able to see her again.

Yes, at that time, Xie Mingyu discovered that he had strange thoughts about Feng Qingxue.

It's just that he has never had any experience in love, and it took him a while to understand that it was love.Feng Qingxue is different. She has always been open and generous, and she speaks and acts rationally and directly.Compared with his careful probing and tweaking, after she realized that they had similar feelings for each other, she took the initiative to kiss him on a snowy winter night, officially confirming their relationship that could not be exposed.

However, both of them are very open-minded. They are both people who live secretly because of the environment, and they are not limited to the form of love.As far as they are concerned, as long as they still have the opportunity to meet the above and spend time together, they are very satisfied.

It's a pity that paper can't contain fire after all, and Xie Yu'an's visit is always unpredictable.

They have escaped many times, but they cannot hide for a lifetime.He and Feng Qingxue's secret was still discovered, and when he and Feng Qingxue were worried that he had received the invitation to take over as the master of the fairy palace, Xie Yu'an suddenly came to him.

Xie Yu'an, in addition to taking advantage of his non-competitive temperament and being a representative of etiquette and morality to negotiate with him to give up the position of palace lord, he also took the opportunity to intimidate and lure him with Feng Qingxue.Xie Yu'an promised that as long as he was willing to cooperate, he would treat him as if he didn't find out about him and Feng Qingxue, and as long as he promised to live a low-key life in the fairy world, he would let him be free with Feng Qingxue.

After all, Xie Mingyu's understanding of Xie Yu'an was insufficient, so he believed his words and agreed to his request.Xie Yu'an did let him and Feng Qingxue go for a while after he took over the Immortal Palace, but Xie Yu'an was greedy, and he had been thinking about Feng Qingxue since he accidentally knew that Feng Clan's whole body was full of treasures that could greatly improve his cultivation.

Xie Yu'an first coaxed his son Xie Mingyu to go to the Immortal Palace to trick him into knocking him out, and then invited Feng Qingxue to come over under the pretense of his name, and set up a trap with a giant sycamore and golden silk wooden cage specially made by someone. she caught.

Feng Qingxue was always smart, perhaps she might have guessed that this was a trap, but she still had no hesitation.Because she knew that Xie Mingyu was in the Immortal Palace, no matter if she was forced to stay or stayed voluntarily, she would make this trip for him.

Speaking of this, Xie Mingyu blinked his eyes lightly, two long marks had already been drawn on his cheeks by blood-stained tears.Seeing this scene, Lu Mingyao finally understood why the first time he saw Xie Mingyu, he always felt that his eyes were so empty and lifeless.

But the pain of flesh and blood seemed nothing compared to his real pain.

Xie Mingyu grasped the position of the heart, with a calm expression: "It still hurts here."

"Really hurts."

With the gushing of blood and tears, Xie Mingyu's voice gradually changed from watery warmth to coldness: "I really hate Xie Yu'an, every time I think of this, I want to cut him into pieces to vent my pain in my heart!"

Like water with a thin layer of ice, under the ice is a violent collapse.

It seemed that the emotions that had been accumulated for many years and had nowhere to vent finally collapsed in peace. Xie Mingyu knelt down in despair, and said in pain: "But I hate myself more, I hate why I can't do it! I hate why I have such a Father, hate me for not being a demon clan who loves to love and hate, hate me for choosing the former between the good way and the evil way, hate...hate why I believed in Xie Yu'an in the first place."

Xie Mingyu still doesn't understand whether he is right or wrong.

His hands have never killed anyone in his life.

The book taught him the principles of propriety, righteousness, integrity and shame, teaching him as a junior to respect and love his elders, to be filial to his parents, and to let nature take its course and not become a villain that everyone despises for ambition.He did it all, and even became a person recognized by the fairy palace, and in the end he couldn't even keep the one he loved.

But his father, who was full of benevolence and morality and gave him those books to guide him to the right path, was such a terrible devil.

After Xie Yu'an caught Feng Qingxue, Xie Mingyu never had the chance to see the sun again, and even when he was transferred, he was in a coma.Feng Qingxue couldn't bear the torture of being held in a cage for a long time, and might even be poached by Xie Yu'an to refine the inner alchemy, and finally chose to explode the inner alchemy to commit suicide, leaving only a nothingness body.

But the hateful Xie Yu'an didn't even spare her Phoenix's body, and used her muscles, bones, blood and feathers and everything else that could be used.

Xie Mingyu raised his head and looked at Lu Mingyao with empty eyes: "Xianjun, can I ask you one more thing?"

"Since she left, I can no longer find the meaning of living. I have always wanted to leave with her all these years, but in order to keep the position of palace master, Xie Yu'an must keep my life, so I have been trapped in the life circle Don't let me lose my breath."

Xie Mingyu was crying, but there was no expression on his face: "I hope that the celestial lord can grant me death, make my soul fly away, so that I can reunite with her in this way."

If before seeing Xie Mingyu, Feng Nie was full of resentment towards him because of Feng Qingxue, now there is only sympathy left.He can somewhat understand Xie Mingyu's mood, just like when he first heard Lu Mingyao's death from Bai Songhe's mouth.

He was luckier than Xie Mingyu in that he dreamed of Lu Mingyao who came to report his safety within a few days, but Xie Mingyu had to bear the painful fact of losing Feng Qingxue repeatedly every day when he opened his eyes.

The perpetrator turned out to be Xie Yu'an all along, and he should have found a chance to kill him many years ago.

However, if he had really succeeded in killing Xie Yu'an back then, would Xie Mingyu still have the chance to get revenge like today?

Feng Nie suddenly fell into confusion.

He was not able to kill Xie Yu'an back then, was he right or wrong?

After listening to Xie Mingyu's request, Lu Mingyao silently walked up to him and raised his hand, making the same gesture on top of Xie Mingyu's head as when Xie Yu'an's bone was abolished just now.Xie Mingyu still looked at him head-on, without any fear of death on his face.

The surrounding immortals who were invited to participate in the grand ceremony but got these amazing facts by accident, had already been stimulated by the tragic story of Xie Mingyu and Feng Qingxue, their eyes turned red, and some even secretly wiped away tears.

Seeing that Lu Mingyao really seemed to want to do something to Xie Mingyu, their hearts also tugged, and some even accidentally exclaimed: "Don't..."

Lu Mingyao's palm stayed on top of Xie Mingyu's head for a long time, but when it finally fell, it just patted on top of Xie Mingyu's head.

He said: "It's not your fault, you don't need to atone for Xie Yuan, a scumbag."

Xie Mingyu, who lost his life goals, shook his head and said, "I just don't know how to go on."

"What if you were asked to carry the wish that Feng Qingxue wanted to fulfill when he was alive?" Lu Mingyao asked.

Xie Mingyu's face was blank, and he heard Lu Mingyao continue: "The relationship between the Phoenix Clan and the Human Clan has been very rigid since the moment you met, right?"

"Listening to what you said, Feng Qingxue should be special. She is not like other Feng clans who are full of malice towards humans. As far as I know, other Feng clans have chosen to live in seclusion and do not contact humans for a long time. Since she still chooses to be with you, it must be because she believes that there must be many kind people like you in the fairy world."

"The biggest dream of the Feng Clan is to regain the recognition of the upper realm. I will help them complete this matter, but the most difficult thing is the relationship between them and Xiandao after the return of the Feng Clan. It will take a long time to get back together. After a long time and running in, we also need a fusion bridge to help them during the Feng Clan's trial period."

"You have such powerful talents and abilities, why don't you make good use of them to help Feng Qingxue protect the Feng Clan instead of letting them disappear like this?"

Lu Mingyao's eyes softened: "What do you think of Feng Qingxue?"

Xie Mingyu didn't reply.

What would Feng Qingxue think?Of course, she couldn't let him choose to die in this way and give up on himself.

She is a warm little sun, she has full expectations for the future every day, and she can always bring light when people feel negative and powerless.

During the silence, Lu Mingyao suddenly handed him a familiar snow feather: "It's not like she left nothing behind."

This is the key item that Bai Xi gave him to help him find the flower seal. Although she said that she hoped to return it if she still had it after using it, Feng Qingxue grew up in the Feng Clan, so there must be more things left for Bai Xi.Xie Mingyu didn't even see Feng Qingxue's last face, he felt that maybe he needed this thought even more.

Anyway, when the time comes, tell Bai Xi that it is enough to run out, Lu Mingyao thought silently in his heart.

Xie Mingyu loves Feng Qingxue so much, he immediately recognized that it was her Xueyu.She took off the feather before he handed over the flower seal, saying that he hoped he could use the flower seal to leave some spiritual power on it as a souvenir, and joked that she wanted to take it with her as a 'talisman'.

Unexpectedly, she kept this snow feather.

Xie Mingyu's hand that took Xue Yu was trembling, fearing that if he burned it a little harder, he would destroy the last Phoenix Feather.

Until he really felt Xue Yu's touch on his palm, and finally calmed down a little blood and tears fell from his eyes again.It looked painful, but this was the first time Lu Mingyao saw a faint light in his eyes.

He held the snow feather and looked down for a long time, finally folded his hands together and hugged it carefully in his arms, bowed his body and knelt on the ground and cried out in pain.

As if holding back for a long time, the pain that I want to say is expressed through these voices.

For a long time in Xie Mingyu's life, he was alone. When Feng Qingxue left him, he was still alone.He is just Xie Yuan's tool, he has no family affection for him at all, he has nowhere to say his pain, he can only paralyze himself with endless sadness, hide everything in his heart and bear it alone.

It was a pain that would never heal, and it hurt my heart.

No one in the room stepped forward to stop him, but quietly let him let go of his full negative emotions.

Lu Mingyao looked down at Xie Mingyu, who could feel his sadness even to others, and thought to himself, it turns out that the loss of a loved one hurts so much.

He folded his hands behind him and squeezed them slightly.

Suddenly a little scared.

Thanks to the snow feathers left behind by Feng Qingxue, Xie Mingyu seemed to listen to Lu Mingyao's words and consider them, and did not say anything about seeking death for the time being.Lu Mingyao temporarily left him in the Immortal Palace, and asked Jimo Chen and Ao Yicheng to watch him in case he disappeared or did something stupid.

As for Xie Yu'an, he was whipped with the fairy whip in his own hands, and he was so relieved that he couldn't get up, so he was ordered to be taken to the prison.

When Bai Songhe came out of the prison with him, he sighed for a while: "Oh, how did such a father raise two good sons? His ancestors are truly blessed."

"Maybe it's Wei Caiying's blessing." Lu Mingyao smiled.

Seeing what happened to Xie Mingyu, Bai Songhe was very emotional: "You said that Xie Mingyu did follow benevolence, righteousness and morality in his life, and lived in the way of a gentleman, but he ended up being deceived and tortured by others. Then our understanding of good and evil over the years, Is it right or wrong?"

"Sometimes there's more than just right and wrong."

Lu Mingyao said: "Since that's the case, does Elder Bai think that I, who was able to achieve a complete victory today, did not abide by benevolence, morality, propriety, integrity and shame, and am I a villain?"

Bai Songhe hurriedly said: "Don't dare, the palace master is naturally an immortal monarch with both ability and political integrity!"

"Things are turned when they are extreme, and when they are full, they will fall. This sentence can be applied to many things." Lu Mingyao walked on the spacious and desolate corridor, and there was no sound when his footsteps landed, "Whether it is extreme evil or extreme Kindness may not be the best choice."

"Xie Mingyu's only fault is his fate." Xie Yu'an locked him up in such a closed place, so that his understanding of the Lower Immortal Realm was actually only a corner.If Feng Qingxue hadn't told him more later and took him out to see the world, maybe he would have known even less.

He has no experience, and is even simpler than Feng Clan.Because he himself is kind and pure, he doesn't know the evil in people's hearts.

If Xie Yu'an hadn't discovered the birth of him and Jimo Chen back then, or if he wasn't the one who was taken away, maybe this situation wouldn't happen today.

Lu Mingyao sighed softly: "He is indeed a good boy, if he is educated well, he will surely become a master."

In the end, Xie Mingyu never resented the injustice of fate, or envied Jimo Chen who was much luckier than him.

At the end of the day, Lu Mingyao took over the Immortal Palace again to deal with today's troubles, and when he was free, he found that Feng Nirvana had disappeared again.

He asked Bai Songhe, "Have you seen Little Phoenix?"

"Ah? You mean Feng Nirvana? He seems to have left after everyone comforted Xie Mingyu during the day, and heard from the guardians in the palace that they saw him walk out of the Immortal Palace."

Tsk, this tsundere phoenix has started to play tricks again?Mingming thought that he almost turned into another Xie Mingyu when he died, and he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it, so he turned into a dream to meet him.Why is he afraid to come in front of him now that he has transformed into form?

Judging by his faltering appearance, he must not have understood his answer that day.

Lu Mingyao rested his chin and thought, he must give this silly phoenix some stimulation.

It just so happened that Bai Songhe and several other responsible elders had to settle down the immortals who came to the hall and escort them away.

Lu Mingyao thought for a while and called him to stop, and said: "Tell those immortals, in order to make up for the accident today, I will hold another grander palace banquet at the same time half a month later. The number of disciples that can be invited to a banquet by an invited sect is doubled, you can arrange it and let the people in the palace start preparing."

Bai Songhe responded with a dazed face, and before leaving, he heard Lu Mingyao specially add: "Also, remember to 'accidentally' leak the rumor that I might use this palace banquet to find a Taoist companion again."

I saw him bending his eyes and smiling like a scheming fox: "Remember, the farther and farther this matter is spread, the better."

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