tired spring return

When I saw the intestine, I couldn't go back.

Feng Chun was the first to react. He held Pei Minzhi's hand instead, carefully feeling the warmth of his palm.I don't know if it will be the last time.

"Young master, are you having a fever?!"

Pei Minzhi suddenly withdrew his hand.

"I'm fine! Since you've decided to leave, don't worry about me anymore! I won't ask for this money, so take it and leave quickly..."

Pei Minzhi's tone was very impatient, but a glimmer of light flashed in Feng Chun's eyes that had been dark for a long time after hearing this.

"My lord, are you worried about me? Don't worry, my lord. Didn't you teach me a lot of ways to make money? I can live and live by myself no matter what. But my lord is still sick, dragging my injured leg, and taking Xie Bo... ..."

Pei Minzhi's heart that was so numb from the pain unexpectedly surged up with shameful expectations at an inappropriate time, almost masochistically suppressing his rational desire to listen to Feng Chun's begging to let him stay.But what Feng Chun said next made him see how pitiful and ridiculous he was, and he had no way out.

It is very important that you take Xie Bo on the road. In this weather, Xie Bo must be buried as soon as possible. There is really no delay!

I didn’t take good care of Uncle Xie. I was seriously ill and made him frightened and sad. I didn’t even see him for the last time... And your innocent being imprisoned is all because of me. It’s all my fault...

I'm sorry Xie Bo, and I'm sorry son.

After I leave, son, please take care of yourself!Don't feel sad for Feng Chun anymore.Because it's not the young master who drove me away, it's me who has no face to accompany the young master to go on...

Feng Chun has nothing to repay the kindness of the young master in this life.

These insignificant silver taels are my last wishes to Mr. Xie Bo and Mr. Please fulfill them! "

Feng Chun's words became more and more incoherent, but his last wish was to think about others again.

"Okay...Okay! Whatever you want, I will do it! Say goodbye to each other, there will be a farewell."

Pei Minzhi put the purse close to her body, turned around and staggered into the carriage.Finally, he stretched out his pale hand and closed the bamboo curtain tightly, as if he didn't want to see Feng Chun continue talking anymore.

How much effort he spent to complete these simple movements and send himself back to the car, I am afraid that only he himself knows.

The moment the bamboo curtain closed, the always gentle and jade-like young master Pianpian hid in the car and burst into tears.

Pei Minzhi's world was left with nothing but barrenness. He lowered his head deeply and covered his face with his hands.It seems that as long as I don't listen, don't look, or think about it, I can isolate the sadness and not be overwhelmed by the pain.It's a pity that those hands were as weak and overwhelmed as he was. After a futile struggle, they couldn't stop the tears pouring down, nor could they stop the violent trembling of his shoulders like a spasm.

Just like this, in the dark, suppressed, and vented, after an unknown amount of time, Pei Minzhi finally regained some sanity.

He quickly noticed something unusual outside the carriage.

The outside of the carriage was exceptionally quiet, silent, a bit too quiet.

Feng Chun has always been quiet. Although he can't make any sound, his quietness is vivid and beautiful.It makes people feel at ease and more at ease.It's completely different from the dead silence now.

Just now I cruelly interrupted his last instructions, and didn't even give him a chance to say goodbye.I'm afraid that turning around resolutely this time will really hurt him completely.

He must be gone.

The moment I turned around, all thoughts were lost, and I was forced away by myself...

Pei Minzhi hastily opened a gap in the bamboo curtain with his fingers.

Feng Chun is still here!

He was standing not far away, facing the direction of the carriage, quietly and motionless, like a weather-beaten tree.

The vision was blurred, as if separated by a thick layer of mist.Pei Minzhi rubbed her red eyes twice, but she still couldn't see the expression on Feng Chun's face clearly.I just feel that his exquisite and beautiful eyes are desolate, making people unable to bear to look directly at them.

Suddenly, as if feeling something in his heart, Feng Chun suddenly fell to his knees and kowtowed three times in the direction of him and Xie Bo.

At that moment, Pei Minzhi's pupils were wide open.There was a heat wave in my heart, and something suddenly cracked and collapsed.

He stayed where he was, his whole body was so soft that he seemed unable to move.

In the trembling vision, Feng Chun took a branch and wrote something on the ground, then slowly got up and walked away step by step.

Exactly,

Lao Yan flew south, turned to leave, and did not realize that tears had already flowed.

The lover's back, gradually drifting away, he was speechless.

Cangshan is like the sea, and the setting sun is like blood.

Pei Minzhi saw Feng Chun's figure disappearing from his eyes little by little, and then he woke up suddenly.Get out of the carriage in a hurry, and look at Feng Chun's writing on the ground.

To Pei Minzhi, those words that are worth more than a thousand pieces of gold are made up of the tiniest and slightest grains of dust and sand in the world.If you are not careful, you will be scattered in the wind.

There was a piercing pain in his leg, and Pei Minzhi fell hard to the ground when he couldn't stand still.

The injured leg lost its support, and after several attempts, it was impossible to get up from the dusty ground.In desperation, Pei Minzhi just fell on his knees and crawled forward.

Until he came to the place where Feng Chun had just stayed and stared for a long time.Pei Minzhi knelt down on his knees and silently read his last words from the same perspective.

The few lines of "I" on the ground have become an indelible imprint on Pei Minzhi's soul ever since.

Meeting is fate, unforgettable forever, and peace of mind for both.

Since then, the mountains are high and the waters are long, and we will meet indefinitely.

Young master, go and don't look back.

I hope that for the rest of my life, the dead trees will be in spring, the blue sea and the bright moon will last forever.

Pei Minzhi choked up and almost fell to the ground...

Just when he felt that the sky was dark and the earth was lifeless, an old, persuasive voice sounded indistinctly beside his ear:

"My lord, don't be so sad. As the saying goes, the clouds and the sun set, and there is a place to return to. In the dark, everything has its own will.

A moment of pain, a moment of suffering, a moment of joy, a moment of joy.

If there is no solution for a while, just leave it to time to slowly resolve it.

Master Wanwang treasures..."

"Sheb!"

The voice gradually faded away, and Pei Minzhi suddenly roared into the void.

A few crows screamed and started up from the vigorous branches.

"No, Xie Bo, don't go, please don't go! Don't go, please don't go..."

The only response to him is the endless twilight and the wild smoke and weeds everywhere.

Pei Minzhi wiped away her tears, and stroked the dust all over her body vigorously.When he raised his eyes again, his eyes were determined, and the expression of sadness just now had disappeared.

Farewell to friends and friends, ask life, is it desolate everywhere?

Dreams are hard to come by, hate is hard to flatten.

But he, Pei Minzhi, couldn't stop there, there were more important things waiting for him to do.

He wants to send Xie Bo back!Send Xie Bo Ye back to his roots and rest in peace!

Pei Minzhi sat firmly on the front of the car with his injured leg propped up, beat his horse and swung his whip, and galloped towards the direction Feng Chun had pointed out for him, without looking back.

The author says:

Every parting is to meet better