tired spring return

The winter is gone, and the galaxy is bright.

"Sir, do you want to go to the town to buy wine for Grandpa Xie? But there is still some time before the anniversary of Grandpa Xie's death. Don't worry, sir. It won't be too late to take Nian'an with you after a few days when your body recovers completely."

Unexpectedly, Pei Minzhi, whose face was still as pale as paper, shook his head.

"It's not about buying wine this time."

"Why is that?"

"The Mid-Autumn Festival is coming soon."

"So? Could it be that sir is going to take me to see the Lantern Festival? But sir, it has never been a Mid-Autumn Festival before. Why did it suddenly change this year?"

why why?

Pei Minzhi was also asking herself the same question over and over again.

The sudden change in Nian An's eyes actually made him experience a full five years of tempering from body to mind.

Pain, remorse.

Thinking like crazy, asking for nothing...

He endured and suppressed for a whole ten years.I thought that as long as I avoided everything in the past, I thought that as long as I turned myself into a walking corpse, I could numb the pain in my heart.

It is futile to seek fish from a tree.

Forget it, if this love is unforgettable, and it is destined to be hard to let go, why bother to pull it away, making yourself bloody and painful.

That's all, it's better to guard the memories, indulge in dreams, and live this life.

Pei Minzhi raised his weak arm, held his forehead, and accidentally blurted out what was on his mind.

"That's it, that's it..."

Chen Nian'an misunderstood a few of his light words.

"Sir, if you don't want to say it, I won't ask! I'll go, I'll go! I'm willing to go!"

Chen Nian'an tugged Pei Minzhi's sleeve carefully.

Pei Minzhi's eyes fell on his face again with momentary blankness, and he was taken aback before saying at noon:

"Okay, I've been sick for the past few days, and the children's homework has been delayed a lot. Let the children come to school tomorrow, and we will set off after school ends at noon."

Pei Minzhi smiled lightly and patted the back of his hand.Chen Nian'an felt that the smile dispelled the sickness that had been lingering on the husband's brow for several days, and the gentleness made his sharp facial features less sharp.

Not hearing Chen Nian'an's chattering reply, Pei Minzhi looked down at him.Only then did I realize that the child who was still beaming with excitement just now restrained his joy and joy.There is a concentration and calm in the big eyes that are not suitable for his age.

"Nian'an, what's the matter?"

"Sir, you should smile more at ordinary times, just like you did just now."

"What, is it true that Mr. is being too strict with you?"

"No, sir should be strict. But sir, when he smiles, it is very different from usual, as if he has become another person. I think it looks good!"

With the sound of horseshoes, Pei Minzhi and Chen Nian'an sat on the flatbed carriage to the city with several villagers from the same village.

The atmosphere in the car was a little stagnant because of Pei Minzhi's presence.Pei Minzhi was wearing a plain long gown, leaning on the innermost side of the car, the paleness on his face had not faded, and he was as taciturn as ever.

Chen Nian'an was anxious, in order not to let those unnatural and uncontrollable prying eyes stop disturbing his husband's rest, he pretended to be warm and chatted with everyone.

It was bumpy all the way, but fortunately, when we arrived in the city, it was just in time for the busiest time of Mid-Autumn Festival.The streets and alleys are decorated with lights and festoons everywhere, and there are crowds of people.

Chen Nian'an helped Pei Minzhi out of the car, and walked slowly under the sky full of lights.His legs usually don't show much, after all, he is not more flexible than ordinary people, so he quickly separated from the crowd in the noisy and lively long street.

After a few years of reclusive life, everything now makes Pei Minzhi feel like a lifetime away.The situation changes several times, and things change in an instant.Even the lanterns all over the street are more complicated than before, and the texture is much better.

I can't help feeling that one day in the mountains is a thousand years in the world.

Chen Nian'an had never seen such a beautiful scene, and his eyes were obviously not enough.For a time, one was indulging in his thoughts, the other was indulging in the beautiful scenery, and neither of them cared about words.

When Chen Nian'an finally came back to his senses, the two of them had already been wandering in the sea of ​​lights and crowds for a long time.He suddenly belatedly looked at the expression on his husband's face, fearing that he would be emotionally touched by the scene, and the scene in front of him would evoke a sad memory.

Pei Minzhi in front of him gave him another surprise.There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, his eyes were filled with bright lights, and his cheeks were covered with a layer of lantern red.He feels that the husband at this moment is finally not so unreal, and people can approach and talk to each other.

Sir, you should be in a good mood now, right?

So he also inexplicably gave birth to a burst of courage.

"It's so beautiful here, sir. I've never seen such a beautiful place. Have you seen it before, sir?"

"Well, I've seen a place more beautiful than this."

"Is it with that person named Xiao Chun'er?"

Pei Minzhi's breath was stagnant, and she looked down into his eyes.

"Nian'an, how do you know Xiaochun'er?"

Although there was no anger in those eyes, Chen Nian'an still felt nervous.

"I'm sorry sir, I didn't mean to make you unhappy. It's just that Mr. has said this name too many times in his dreams, and he never mentions it on weekdays. That's why I couldn't help being curious and wanted to know what kind of person he is. people..."

"Chen Nian'an, you are a child, when did you have so many worries?"

"Sir, I'm no longer the eight-year-old kid I was when I first met you. I'm done this year!"

Pei Minzhi looked at him through the heavy lights, and really found for the first time that his brows and eyes had faded from immaturity, and there were some mature and tough outlines.

"So Nian An has grown up..."

Pei Minzhi wanted to rub the top of his head like he did when he was a child, stretched it out into the air, and then retracted his hand hesitantly.He has grown up, so I don't want to coax him like I did when I was a child.

"Yes, sir, I'm already an adult. If you have anything to say, sir, let me share it with you. Even if I can't help you, I can be a listener. I don't want to see my husband's preoccupation , and I can't bear to hear my husband's restless ravings in the middle of the night...Sir, I just want to help you."

"Thank you, Nian'an. He is my lover."

Chen Nian'an made enough preparations, but still couldn't stop panicking.

Pei Minzhi's voice continued, without giving him a chance to calm down the panic, he could only continue listening in a distraught state.

"Feng Chun is his name. He is ten years older than you. You can call him brother if you want."

"elder brother!"

Chen Nian'an couldn't hold back his exclamation, the voice was astringent and sticky.His heart was surging, he was inexplicably agitated, and many inexplicable emotions surged up one after another, blocking his throat firmly, and in the end, he was only a little shocked, and his surprise leaked out.

The author says:

The recent extreme weather is terrible, everyone pay attention to safety!In order to adjust the number of words, the beginning of this chapter has been moved to the end of the previous chapter. If you need it, you can go back and read it~