tired spring return

Concentric knotted belts, evenly woven into garments.

Pei Minzhi looked back at Feng Chun in disbelief, his chest was so sore that it was almost unbearable.He buried his head in vain and took two deep breaths back and forth, and when he raised his eyes again, his eyes were already filled with unspeakable pain and pain, coupled with the strand of gray hair that couldn't be concealed at the temples, his whole body was in this place. In an instant, he became terribly old.

"Xiao Chun'er, do you think that I have waited so hard for many years, and came all the way to Zhenyuan City to find you, just for this?

Just to abandon you again and return empty-handed?

Do you think I will let go of your hand as stubbornly as I did ten years ago, and then foolishly spend the rest of my life as a lifetime of regret?

I, Pei Minzhi, have stumbled and made many mistakes until today.I can't guarantee that I won't make mistakes again in the future, but at least I will never repeat the same mistakes on your problem!

I won't leave by myself, and you don't even think about pushing me away, so you don't need to spend any more time persuading me. "

Pei Minzhi knew he was out of control.Before she had time to warm him with tenderness and love, she lost control first.

His tone was heavy, and his face was ugly.

It was difficult to restrain his emotions for a while, and he couldn't bear to see Feng Chun's sad expression, so he tried his best to loosen the muscles in his arms that were stiff due to excessive tension, and put Feng Chun back on the bed.With a frosty face, he pressed Xiao Chun'er's protruding and thin shoulders, forced him to lie down, and carefully covered him with a thin quilt.

The actions are still gentle and thoughtful, but Xiaochun clearly knows that he is angry.

He obediently waited for Pei Minzhi to finish serving him, thinking that this person would finally leave in a fit of anger, but Pei Minzhi just returned to the chair by the bed and sat down, ignoring him.

"Son."

Such Pei Minzhi made Feng Chun feel very distressed, and couldn't help but want to try to comfort him with a kiss or a hug.Obviously, he himself wanted to push him away from his side, but what position does he have now to do so?

Feng Chun, who had been sober for half a day, was once again bound tightly by fatigue.He tried his best to open his mouth and raised his finger, but he didn't get any response from Pei Minzhi.

Pei Minzhi has been looking at him deeply, his eyes are straightforward and deep, and there are waves of emotions in his eyes, but his body is like an old monk in meditation, and he does not give any response to others.

Feng Chun couldn't bear such a deep gaze, and was unwilling to fall into a coma again like this, but his body was getting weaker and weaker gradually, pulling him to sink into the darkness.

Pei Minzhi finally spoke and gave him a hand when he was sinking.

"Xiao Chun'er, have you ever had a dream?"

Feng Chun's heart was pounding, and he tried to open his eyes wide.

"...What dream?"

"I dreamed that you came to me, dreamed that you said a lot to me.

You said to me, thinking about you and remembering you, haunting your dreams.

You said wait for me to take you home.

Said to look forward to, watching my daily return.

Also said, you love me. "

"Son!"

Feng Chun's amber pupils seemed to be suddenly blazed with light, but his face was suddenly flushed red. The snow-white complexion only added a little blush, and the delicate facial features gave birth to a bit of strong color.

Pei Minzhi was not interrupted by his shyness and embarrassment.

"We not only talked a lot, but also did a lot of things. We did the most intimate thing between lovers, skin to skin, flesh and blood..."

After Feng Chun repeatedly tried to interrupt him to no avail, he had no choice but to pull the thin quilt tightly in shame and anger, closed his eyes tightly, and covered his head tightly.

"You must have dreamed it, too, right? I believe it was not just a dream, after all it led me to you."

"Now I'm here, but why, can't you be as honest as in your dream?"

"Xiao Chun'er, we are inseparable. Don't push me away from you."

Xiao Chun'er's only exposed fingers did not relax, and her fingernails turned purple due to hard pinching.

"I know that your past is your heart disease, and it is also a hurdle in my heart. I never mentioned this matter. On the one hand, I was afraid that mentioning it would make you sad. On the other hand, I thought selfishly, As long as I avoid it deliberately, don't think about it, don't touch it, I can pretend that nothing exists. After all, I love you as you are now, and have nothing to do with your past.

But I was wrong, it was that bastard Zhang Jinquan who made me realize that I was actually a sanctimonious bastard myself.I have a crush on you, but I have never let go of my suspicion of you, and my concern for your past.So, a test, a misunderstanding easily made me reveal my unbearable heart, and I deserved to lose you.

Years of remorse and reluctance to ask for nothing is not useless, at least it made me understand the true meaning of loving someone.The love that can be hand in hand for a lifetime is not hot and glamorous on the surface, but must be the honor and disgrace of soul and soul.

We are now inseparable as one.If you feel your past is an indelible stain, that stain is now etched on my soul too.I have accepted it, I can face it, and I will overcome it with you.

For so many years, you have become a fairy doctor who saves lives and heals the wounded. You have done good deeds, worked hard, and done a good job. You are more admirable than anyone I have ever met.

But I was the one who pushed you away at the beginning, making you go further and further on this road of selfless sacrifice.I know that the painful knot between us cannot be untied in a few words, and I don't want you to change or give up anything for me.This time, I just want to stay by your side and spend the rest of my life with you.

Give me this chance, okay, Xiaochuner? "

Feng Chun loosened his grip on the quilt, but the person did not emerge from the quilt.He didn't make any gestures, and Pei Minzhi couldn't see his lips, and gently pulled the quilt away from his head.

The last city defense was easily captured, Feng Chun sideways to hide.The strings of tears changed direction and fell even more rapidly.

Pei Minzhi lay down beside Feng Chun, leaning against his back, and hugged him tightly in his arms.Let him shake his body and cry silently.After a while, he finally spoke.

"How old is she, still crying."

Feng Chun's body was hugged tightly, and he couldn't say anything, so he could only respond to him in silence with a sincere heartbeat, and slowly held back the uncontrollable tears.

Pei Minzhi obviously couldn't see his face, but he knew all about his changes like the palm of his hand.At this time, he kissed his forehead just right, and said softly:

"Go back to sleep when you're tired, and don't drive me away when you wake up."

"Okay... son, I won't..."

Feng Chun nodded, unable to tell whether it was the long-lost relief or extreme exhaustion, his tear-filled eyes closed powerlessly, and he fell into a deep sleep in a blink of an eye.

The author says:

Maybe it was a bit heavy, but the knot between the two of them was finally untied!Huh, writing this chapter was not easy~ Can I ask for some support and encouragement~