[Xianliu] Failed to break up

Sendo and Rukawa were each other's first love.

The media who don't know the inside story and the students who are ignorant of the flowers will say so, but the cross-country has reservations about it.

He and Xiandao have become good friends since they were freshmen in high school. When they first met, Xiandao was still writing love letters to his junior high school girlfriend in Tokyo. Of course, he only lasted for a month. You must know that the passion of a fourteen or fifteen-year-old long-distance relationship cannot be exhausted. a match.

However, his love luck has always been very good, which is very different from Rukawa's kind who is full of nympho eyes behind him. Xiandao knew how to choose the person he likes from a very young age, and he did it methodically.

Cross-country recognized that his efficiency and technique are considered brilliant and simple, and he is a little bit easy to handle, which is rare in the eyes of ten-year-old high school students.

Of course, thinking about it now, cross-country will feel that "I will give you every goal", "I bought you the chocolate you like" and "You can ask me for homework you don't know" are meaningless words. They are all sugar-coated cannonballs for young boys, but this is really an element of good luck for high school boys.

From the first to the second year of high school, Xiandao and Yuko from the neighboring class had a relationship for half a year. They spent most of the time with friends, playing basketball, fishing by themselves, and spending time at home. The time with his girlfriend was limited. In the second half of the second half of high school, they broke up peacefully. He hadn't been too serious about having a girlfriend before, and he couldn't figure out when he thought about Rukawa.

However, when I was chasing a girl from Dongda University when I was a sophomore in cross-country, I would sometimes pull Xiandao to help.

One time when he was patrolling and inspecting at East University, he wanted to take Xiandao to the tennis club to see the thighs of the girl he liked and other girls, but Xiandao silently looked up and down at a girl who was eating a box lunch in the cafeteria.

"Hey, what do you want to do again, Xiandao?"

"Hey, Hongming. Look at that girl." Xiandao didn't even look at the off-road, but gave a little direction.

A tall, long-haired girl with a high head, a haughty expression, and fair skin.He looks good, and has a bit of an artistic atmosphere, but his eyes and eyebrows are a little drooping, and the whole person seems to be melancholy all the time.This is not the type that Xiandao has always liked. He likes the type that is lively, cute, and can act like a baby, such as the type of Rachel in "Friends".

"No, have you changed your taste?"

"No." Xiandao immediately denied, "It's not mine, this girl is liked by Rukawa."

"What!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Cross-country realized that his voice was too loud to be scary, because even the melancholy girl glanced at them, and Xiandao didn't miss the opportunity to quickly smile at them.

Cross-country lowered his head in shame and lowered his voice, "Rukawa?... Rukawa Kaede? How could he? Isn't he a creature with basically zero EQ and almost one nerve?"

"Every creature has a biological instinct." Xiandao is very professional, "Every creature will have spring at an appropriate time, but sooner or later, Rukawa has gone to college. If he doesn't appear again, he will definitely die in the future."

You are really vicious, the off-road thought.

"Then this is Rukawa's girlfriend in the future?" Xue Yue couldn't help but take a few more glances, "It's terrible, this girl's future life will be ruined by Rukawa's orders."

"That's not true, she refused Rukawa."

"What?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Cross-country couldn't help but let out a high-pitched exclamation again, "Someone will refuse Rukawa?"

This is the inherent thinking of ordinary people, and cross-country was not immune at the time. Back then, Rukawa was so famous as an idol in Kanagawa County that his classmates in the same county couldn't help thinking that he could win the love of all women in the world, but there were still people who would. Rejecting Rukawa, off-road almost got angry.

"What's so strange about this, no one can make everyone like it." Xiandao was still very calm, "Besides, Rukawa is too helpless. I still have to help him."

Xiandao said that the wind is rain, so he deliberately tidied up his hair that he didn't need to tidy up at all, and he was about to pass when he stood up. Fortunately, the cross-eyed eyes quickly dragged his thigh, "Wait a minute, this kind of chasing girls is considered Rukawa , I think he is also willing to make a living by himself. I know you haven't been in love for a long time, and it's hard to get your skills, so I wronged you and asked you to help me catch up with the one in the tennis club..."

"I won't forget that of yours." Xiandao waved his hand, showing the sincerity and sincerity that you put on my schedule, "Help our junior first. I'll help you out later."

The cross-country watched Xiandao sit in front of the melancholy girl, and took out a box of chewing gum that he didn't know where to change it for her. The conversation between the two was not long, but Xiandao only said a few words, and the girl burst out laughing .

Then the two peeled off a piece of gum and handed it to each other, and both wrote their phone numbers on the back of the tinfoil.

How did you get the phone, tell me quickly.This was off-road's sad and indignant thought at the time.

"It's nothing, I just told her directly that my junior likes her very much, if she can give her another chance, then leave a call for me." Xiandao said, "Then she said, of course, as long as I Leave her a phone number too. So..." Xiandao held up the tin foil and smiled triumphantly, "This is her phone number."

This approach is simply, too, unreasonable.

"Xiandao!!! You are such a scum!!" Cross-country became angry on behalf of Rukawa, "If I were Rukawa, I would break up with you!!"

"Hongming, you scolded so much, don't you want to know how to chase that junior girl from the tennis club?" Xiandao held the phone that was about to come, and he definitely had a halo on his body, proud of being loved by girls and confident, cross-country Quickly get smaller and succumb.

In the next week, I don't know who called who first. In short, Xiandao and the depressed girl went out to eat twice. Each time, it was a handsome junior who claimed to sell himself to the girl. At the same time, he would insist on talking to himself The handsome juniors of the couple play basketball, go shopping in the side streets, watch movies, and rent a house together.

"No matter how you look at it, I think you want to kill two birds with one stone." After careful observation, Crossroad came to a conclusion.

Xiandao shook his head, "No, I have long since stopped doing unskilled things like stepping on two boats."

"Then which one do you want to step on?"

"It depends on which one comes first."

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One day a week later, Cross Country and Sendo were on a break at Waseda's basketball club, and were squatting next to the basketball hoop to share lemons. The door of the basketball club was kicked open, and standing outside the door was the godlike and fierce Rukawa Kaede. He sternly said: "Xiandao, come out!!"

He managed to make the entire basketball team throw the ball. Everyone was on the spot for 5 seconds. After Rukawa looked around, he took a hard look at Xiandao for a while, then turned and left first.

Xiandao swallowed the last bite of lemon, and said to the cross-country: "Do you know what are the characteristics of people who usually participate in sports clubs?"

"Uh...Xiandao, Rukawa looks like it's going to explode, I think you're still..."

"They are all competitive. If someone wins, he is the biggest setback in his life. But to some extent, this is another kind of contradiction. If he wins, he will be unhappy, and if he doesn't win, he won't get his attention. "Xiandao continued, "It's really a craft to make him notice you and make him happy at the same time, but in the end it's a process of practice that makes perfect. So as long as you can adjust the balance, the tennis team will That beauty will be your girlfriend tomorrow."

I'm almost dying, but I still don't forget to confess my last words to teach my friends how to pick up girls. Xiandao really has the spirit of helping others.

"Get out and talk to Rukawa, I don't want the basketball club to be dismantled by him."

That day, Rukawa was furious. In fact, I can’t count the school girls who I liked when I was young, and the beautiful girls who I had a crush on. Whether the refusal made him sad or not, I really can't tell, but Xiandao jumped out and stabbed him horizontally, using the excuse of helping you get it done, as if he wanted to win love with a knife, this kind of behavior, even a man can't stand it.

If I were Rukawa, I would definitely smoke him too. ——off-road fist.

The two of them seemed to have to intervene in Rukawa's pursuit of the girl, and the girl thought that Xiandao was also chasing her, and fell in love at first sight, resulting in a fierce quarrel.

"I don't need your help." Rukawa said.

The girl will still have it in the future, mainly because her self-esteem has been hurt.You know, a man in love is like being in bed, once he is affected and does not move, there will be shadows every time.

"Okay, I got it, I won't do it next time." Xiandao really didn't care.

Because it was a little far away, the off-road couldn't hear what Rukawa said after that, but it seemed that Rukawa was even more angry because of Xiandao's indifference, and he didn't know how to actually scold Xiandao, so he had to furiously hold the gun on his hand The basketball hit the opponent, Xiandao took the basketball, patted it twice and threw it back to Rukawa.

Xiandao explained something in a low voice, but he couldn't hear clearly.

Everyone in the basketball club silently moved over to watch the excitement, "Is that Rukawa, the basketball player from Dongda University, who came to provoke Xiandao? Does he look really angry?"

"Really, I haven't seen him like this before..." The speaker imitated a lion, "won't fight?"

"It's no fun arguing over a woman."

"Don't worry, he can definitely be dealt with with immortality."

Unexpectedly, there are still people who know Xiandao so well, Xue Yue couldn't help but glance at that dear friend, he looked again after taking a look, and found that Xiandao had approached Rukawa to pull his arm.

"Sorry, I didn't expect you to care so much, I apologize."

Rukawa threw off Xiandao's arm and stared at him fiercely, his eyes were so hot that it seemed to trigger a small universe.

"Don't be angry, can't I be wrong?"

"No." Rukawa seemed furious.

"Then what do you say?"

"Break off!"

"It's not good." Xiandao was very embarrassed, "For such a small matter, it's not possible. That girl doesn't like you, and I didn't instigate it. Just learn your lesson next time..."

"Shit!!" Rukawa was swearing, and it was obvious that he had collapsed, "If you dare to say one more word, I will really do it."

Alas, it's true, Rukawa never made a notice when he started, I don't know why he announced it to Xiandao several times, it's too cheap for him, cross-country thought.

"Okay, let's not talk about it." Xiandao continued to hold his arm and leaned him closer to him, "Can I invite you to dinner?"

When people get angry, they hate the way the other party doesn't care. Rukawa's hair almost stood up, "No, who do you think you are? How dare you play me like this?" Rukawa waved his hand and punched him.

Xiandao was beaten slightly backwards, but he still didn't let go of Rukawa, "Okay, let's go, can I play a few games with you to calm down?"

"No." Rukawa's arm was controlled by Xiandao at some angle, and he couldn't separate his hand to hit him. He was very upset and kept trying to break free from the opponent.

The two entered into a very tangled debate about "doing it or not" (please don't think about it), and they punched and kicked and competed physically. Of course, Rukawa didn't know what was wrong, and finally couldn't break free from the immortal way.

"What exactly do you want? You can't do anything, it's too stingy to be a human being." In order to prevent Rukawa from making a move, Xiandao has been trying his best to control the other party.

Rukawa suddenly entered a state of being calm on the one hand, but more anxious on the other hand, "I don't know which of us is stingy."

Well?This sentence seems to have some meaning.

Xiandao, who was a little impatient, suddenly pulled a smile full of interest, "What do you mean by that?"

"What do you think?" Rukawa looked back not to be outdone.

Xiandao laughed, he let go of his hand suddenly, and Rukawa was caught off guard by him and pushed back two steps.

Xiandao said: "You know what? I hate it when people question me with rhetorical questions, but it's a little different when you say it."

Rukawa silently picked up the basketball that fell on the ground during the fight just now, and stood with his hands down. For some reason, his face turned red, maybe it was caused by the intense entanglement with Xiandao just now?Think off-road.

"So after tossing for a long time, we still haven't come up with a solution to calm you down?" Xiandao said, "Rukawa, you are so aggressive."

Rukawa lowered his head, then raised his head to look at Xiandao, as always, with his eyes burning like a burning flame.

Xiandao was a little helpless, and sighed regretfully, "Forget it, I messed up your good deeds, I understand that I have to bear this responsibility, and I can't quench my thirst from afar, so..." He is really dedicated Taking another breath, "I can only sell my appearance to satisfy you."

No one understood the meaning of Xiandao's words, but he suddenly pulled Rukawa into his arms with both hands, and kissed... kissed him down in a quite natural posture.

More basketballs fell to the ground, including Rukawa's.

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In fact, cross-country thought the situation was normal, but found that the brothers in the basketball club each had a lot of letters on their faces, and the composition read roughly: "oh, mygod!!!"

Xiandao hugged Rukawa with one hand, and pressed the back of his head with the other, skillfully ensuring that the kiss could be completed smoothly.

Eighteen or nineteen-year-old kisses are always a little out of order. Although Xiandao tried his best to control it, the performance of the two people holding each other tightly can be seen to be intense, their lips and teeth are bumping against each other, and they are kneading like animals. each other.

At that time, Xiandao was already a boy who had had several girlfriends, and he was more confident in kissing, but he was not so calm in Rukawa's subconscious struggle.

The two tried their best to touch their lips, but they pushed and shoved many times with their hands. Finally, Xiandao pushed him against the tree next to him and continued.

Every part of their bodies is rubbing and fighting like a chemical reaction, biting each other like animals, and they are suppressing and being suppressed.

When everyone in the basketball club retreated quietly to the field, Xao Xiao noticed that Rukawa's hand had grabbed Xiandao's shoulder, and he was struggling to slowly wrap his arms around the other's neck. pasted it.

Every creature will have spring at the right time, and what Xiandao said is true.

Offroad looks at his friend with admiration, but that doesn't stop me from thinking you're a scum...

He finally looked sympathetically and sadly at Rukawa who couldn't get away, turned around and left with a sigh.

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So Rukawa, is it Xiandao's first love?

Before this, he had never spent so much time, so many setbacks and thoughts on any girl, and he had never been so obsessed with a single person that he would come back to find him after many years.

At that time, Offroad was not sure about Xiandao's thoughts and feelings.

"I'm talking about Xiandao..." Rukawa and Xiandao's love affair was in full swing in the third year of junior high school. When they skipped classes all the year round and fooled around in the off-campus apartment, Crossroad asked him, "Is Rukawa your first love?"

"Of course forget it." Xiandao replied softly, "He will always be my first love."

"Well, but..." Crossroads reminded him grimly, "When we met, you said Yuko was your first love."

"Ah? It's...is it?" Xiandao was very embarrassed and felt ashamed, "...Why do you remember this kind of thing so clearly? Don't tell Rukawa." He thought for a while, and immediately found an excuse, "Actually, you I don’t quite understand my spirit. What I want to express is that every time you have to show the spirit of your first love to have a good relationship, if you want to catch up with someone, you must first hypnotize yourself: He is my first love My first love ..."

"Can you express something more constructive?"

"If you don't want to hypnotize him as my first love, then use a further method, self-hypnosis and say: He is my true love, my true love... Huh? Why did you leave Hongming?"

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Whether it's true love or first love, they still can't stand the blow of accidents when they are young.

Xiandao was injured and hospitalized, and Rukawa's parents died. When both of them were hit by this sudden tragedy, even the two who loved each other so much couldn't help each other.

During the three months when Xiandao was hospitalized, Rukawa didn't show up once, and the two of them didn't even get through the phone.

At that time, no one dared to criticize Rukawa, and no one dared to ask Xiandao. Rukawa's friends were concerned about how he, who was pushed to the forefront after the death of his politician parents, how to relieve the pressure and ease the pain of leaving relatives; He was concerned about how his injury would affect his future, and asked countless confessions with him, and was forced to recall the bloody process of fighting with weapons.No one has thought about how to deal with this relationship for the two of them, and how they will face each other.

In short, the carefully worded breakup did not appear, the warmth of cuddling each other no longer existed, and Rukawa no longer appeared, but Xiandao probably didn't want to see him either. Every time he saw Rukawa, he would think of the reason for his miserable today, so why bother? Offroad thought so, and didn't do anything for them.

Occasionally, I would see Rukawa's pale face on TV. Before that, he was probably just a child who was only worried about not being able to win the immortal road or becoming the first basketball player, but after experiencing this incident, he seemed to grow up overnight. As if, his eyes calmed down, and he had less and less time to be blank. The strange thing was that he could still find time to play basketball while he was dealing with these sorrows and haste.

Cross-country feels that he can understand Rukawa's cold treatment at that time, but as a close friend, he has witnessed Xiandao's struggle alone, and every time he thinks about it, he feels very sad.

The process of Xiandao returning to the basketball court was quite tortuous. He came back in three months. After playing a few half courts, he couldn't stand it anymore. Everyone watched him fall from the court and collapsed in the rest area, unable to get up for a long time.

This kind of new injury + old injury is a bit too repetitive, so I quit again and went to the United States for several follow-up visits, in order to be able to return to the basketball court. After all, I was famous at the time, with a lot of fans, and every eye was concerned. Whether he can come back.

Sometimes cross-country also wanted to persuade him, or else just forget it. During the months of treatment abroad in Xiandao, they talked on the phone.

"Xiandao, in fact, I think...if you really can't do it, you should back off for a while." Crossroads tried to be vague, "Besides, you don't point to the basketball to eat, and studying abroad is also a shortcut."

"The coach and manager of the Tokyo team called me yesterday. They signed a contract with me and spent money. I can't explain it at all..." Xiandao Yueyang's voice sounded vague, "Besides, this is not fatal Many people still beat their legs after breaking their legs, it’s a matter of time, don’t worry about it.”

Don't worry about it - this is Xiandao's favorite saying, no matter how embarrassing it is.

It was not easy to continue cross-country, he was silent for a while before saying: "It's been so long, have you contacted Rukawa?"

The other side was silent for a while, "What do you want to ask?"

"It's...it's nothing." Cross-country murmured a few words, "The main thing is that I met Miyagi-kun from Xiangbei yesterday, and he said casually that Rukawa and the others are very concerned about your injury. I think they want me to convey it indirectly. .”

Offroad stopped to speak, but Xiandao didn't speak.

"That person Rukawa...you know, maybe he really doesn't know how to face you. In fact, you have always been very good. I don't need to say more, but I have been ignoring him. It's really not your style. I understand, this If this kind of thing happens, everyone can’t get over it. If there is always a pimple, maybe it’s really impossible to be together. I don’t know what you think. Break up or have a chat. In any case, let’s take the initiative. Let’s make an explanation. , it will be good for you in the future.” Cross-country said.

Xiandao was silent for a while, he seemed to smile silently, and finally said: "I see."

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This topic has been left untouched, and then I don't know who communicated with whom first. After half a year of calmly dealing with their respective affairs and sadness, Xiandao and Rukawa actually struggled to get together again for a short period of time.

When everyone was celebrating with their foreheads and hands, and thought it was calm, the famous incident of Xiandao dumping people happened.

Abandoning in chaos, leaving with a change of heart, confession by text message—these wretched breakup methods that modern people are good at using are not as lethal as the immortal way.

He demonstrates the worst kind of breakup: On an ordinary morning, while the lover is still asleep, suddenly leave and no one is there.

Later, I often heard people in Xiangbei curse Xiandao: "I left a note on the refrigerator saying 'I'm going to buy breakfast', and it disappeared without any explanation. .”

From then on, although Xiandao's buddies wanted to kill him, they didn't dare to compete with Rukawa to be more stimulated.

Why did he leave without saying goodbye? Later, Xiandao only explained: Suddenly I was a little tired and wanted to change my environment.

Maybe facing Rukawa at that time, he was really under a lot of pressure, cross-country thought.

But Xiandao is not without loss, he gave up Rukawa, Japan and friends, but also gave up basketball.

Because at that time, he was performing an excellent performance after his official comeback, living up to expectations and dedicating several miracles and perseverance, which was cheered by the fans and praised by the media.

"At a young age, he can withstand serious injuries and pressure, so he has a bright future..." The commentators who watched the game together discussed.

"Sigh, to survive such a difficult and boring rehabilitation... It's really not something that ordinary people can do..." The team doctor had another consideration, "Maybe he really likes basketball."

It's not possible, but I really like it.

Compared with others, Cross Country has always believed that Xiandao really likes basketball.

Although there were so many unsatisfactory and difficult obstacles, and no one could help him, he still got up after the fall with a bruised nose and a swollen face, saying don't worry and continue.

In the few years since Xiandao retired, there have been many new generations on the court with the same upturned hair as him. After all, it is a kind of tribute to the predecessors.

After so many years, everyone still remembers him.