[Xianliu] Failed to break up

Xiandao's official return to the United States this time is actually an invitation from the Japanese basketball side. He studied rehabilitation, and most of them majored in athletes. He also has a basketball player background. Hold conferences, conduct professional research or give advice to younger generations.

Xiandao didn't give face in the first few years, but this year he suddenly agreed.

Miyagi and Ayako also often met him at the workplace. It happened that the national team had a training camp at that time, and those who went to the medical entrance all participated with the team, and had frequent contact with the media and Rukawa.

Xiandao and Rukawa meet every day, and they both know to be adults, meet maturely, nod goodbye, smile politely, and never mention the affair back then.

At the beginning, Yanichi and Yayoi came here to do a few interviews. After all, under their persistent promotion, the younger generation in the basketball world has been interested in Immortals for many years, and there are still young players doing it on purpose. His hairstyle came on stage to show admiration.

Yan held the notebook in one hand, and said triumphantly: "Senior Xiandao's return is a big deal for me. His high school game videos, photos, alumni records, training photos, school uniforms he wore, and the self-criticism he wrote in elementary school I have data collection and backup, if there is a series of reports, no one will be able to grab me."

Yayoi said: "Can you let Sendo live in Japan in a low-key way?"

"To be honest, I'm more interested in the review written by Xiandao." Caizi laughed.

Xiandao said: "I want to emphasize this point. I have been excellent in character and learning since I was a child. I have never written such a thing as a review book. I have written a lot of love letters. I don't know if Yanyi has a collection."

"Then I have to ask Rukawa-kun for the love letter." As soon as Yan said it, he regretted it.

He noticed that Rukawa, who was packing his clothes, couldn't understand the joke, so he just looked up at him coldly, then turned and left.

In front of so many people, Xiandao chased out of the gym two steps and called Rukawa, "Hey, Rukawa, let's have a meal together." He still had a bottle of Pocari in his hand and handed it to Rukawa.

Rukawa froze for a moment, didn't pick up the bottle of water, just met his eyes, stood against the backlight of Xiandao, the outline became a little blurred, and there were still a pair of unreadable eyes, but it seemed slightly blurred under the shadow of the setting sun. Gentle, but no matter how gentle it is, it is full of coldness.

In fact, about a week before the two broke up, Rukawa realized that every time he looked at Xiandao seriously, he always felt a little unhappy for some reason, maybe it was for Xiandao, maybe it was for himself.

But now, he really hasn’t been unhappy for a long time, and of course he is rarely happy. It’s just that he is satisfied with his own state. To survive, if you fall, you have to get up by yourself, so you can't be sad anymore.

He didn't answer Xiandao, but just looked at each other quietly.

Caizi made a dumbfounded expression, and everyone wanted to exit the gymnasium, but those two people blocked the door.

Xiandao said: "Actually, the last time I came back, I always wanted to tell you that you look really changed a lot."

"Really?" Rukawa looked at himself, "I've been wearing this dress since you met me."

Xiandao sneered, "You know what I'm talking about."

"Then you know what I'm talking about." Rukawa said.

"I know." Xiandao spread his hands, "It's just a meal, nothing else."

Have a meal?Everyone is an adult, why do you have to use eating as an excuse, what are you going to do after eating, and go home separately?Then you must drink coffee and tea, find a place or go to someone's house.

Haven't heard of the back-up entry for sleeping with an ex-lover: Remember never to let him take advantage of the opportunity.

"What are you?" Rukawa seemed to have endured for a long time, and finally said, "Can't you pretend that nothing happened?"

Xiandao said, "What do you think?"

"I hate it most when people question me with rhetorical questions." Rukawa almost stumbled and didn't type.

Xiandao frowned and smiled, he looked at Rukawa, his eyes suddenly turned back and forth, and the eyes dragged on for as long as a century.

He said softly and affectionately: "I will never do anything you hate in the future."

This is just a fragment of the silhouette of Xiandao back, and he copied this period of time every day until it almost became a habit, until Rukawa finally had a meal with him, maybe a box of sushi, maybe a bought bento, two Sitting at the entrance of the gymnasium, we slowly shared and ate together, just like we did when we were teenagers.

And the working relationship is handled very delicately, and occasionally I can't help but make eyes

Fuck, but not too serious, even so, Caizi still felt that with Xiandao's carefree actions, Rukawa was unconsciously influenced to become a little proud, and the whole person was quite proud of doing things.

Xiandao indulged his pride and pride mercilessly. He came to see him play every day, invited him to dinner, and even played with him. A sense of casual relaxation.

It's always impossible to refuse something like this subtly.

Everyone knows that Rukawa Feng is a firm-willed and focused person. Unless he touches the bottom line, most of the time he remains unmoved and has nothing to do with himself. However, after becoming friends with Xiandao, he always Unknowingly, he fell into a strange situation. He obviously rejected all activities other than basketball, but he still wasted countless hours in his youth learning to play billiards, games and cards. Quite a few malls and supermarkets and, yes, so many good times spent sleeping by the coast staring at fishing hooks.

Of course, the wasted time in boyhood has always been the best time in the memories of growing up, so when Xiandao reproduces this watery time in front of Rukawa, it is really irresistible.

Seeing that Xiandao Anzhi Ruotai implemented the steps of "let him pay attention to me, then get used to me, then move and tear up the memory, and finally can't live without me", and gradually getting better, Gongcai and his wife still have troublesome talks with Xiandao talk.

"Originally, we didn't want to ask too much about the two of you. You are no longer the children of the past..." Caizi said, "But you have slept together, you have returned to your country, and your marriage has been annulled, and you are pretending to start all over again." Then I believe that now that Mr. Xiandao has grown up, he won’t go missing, break up, and he won’t care about basketball, money, or his parents’ accidents. Saying goodbye, maybe that's the difference. Why didn't he say what he wanted to hear?"

Xiandao frowned slightly and listened quietly. After thinking for a moment, he said, "Of course I know what he minds. However, some things are not effective if you say them early or late. If the timing is wrong, Rukawa will not care." He read Kan Caizi smiled slowly, "Actually, I don't like to look back either, but I've decided to turn around. I won't make it ugly, don't worry."

The fairy who said this seemed to have a score every second, and the Gongcai couple really couldn't say more.

However, in the following days, he still did not express his opinion, and Rukawa did not let go of his mouth. The two of them were in a subtle stalemate, and unconsciously approached.

The turning point of things appeared on Valentine's Day this year.

On February 2th, Miyagi delivered the flowers to Ayako's office early in the morning, and also booked a restaurant to pick up his wife to celebrate.

And Xiandao was called by the General Administration to speak at a meeting in Hokkaido in the first few days, but no one was there.

You know, mature men have been immersed in love for many years, and they have long known how Valentine's Day performance determines your happiness and sexual life within a year. You must prepare in advance, confirm the time, and show up in time. There must be surprises, and there must be no mistakes.

In the afternoon, the basketball team's training ended, and Rukawa played all the normal training games, but Xiandao was nowhere to be seen.

Rukawa's cell phone was disconnected, Caizi came to look for him, and saw that he looked normal and was in good condition.

In the past few months since Xiandao returned to China, he has laid out his pursuit of Rukawa quickly, broadly, generously and openly.

At that time, the media had sporadically reported the ambiguity, and there were also a lot of gossip that seemed true or false. As long as Rukawa and Xiandao appeared at the same time, Caizi could feel the subtext of acquaintances, teammates, coaches, and team doctors floating in the sky. :

Sleep over sleep over sleep over... make it make it make it make it... it's done, it's done, it's done.

But Caizi knew not yet, both of them had grown into mature beasts in the forest, knowing that after reuniting in the blink of an eye, they first looked at each other, and then thought about how to pounce on the angle of bite and defensive posture.

"Well, what is Rukawa going to do today?" Caizi asked.

Rukawa said while wiping his sweat, "Go home and sleep."

"Hi!!" Caizi slapped the fan on the opponent's head, "Do you understand what I'm asking you?"

At that time, Rukawa was a person who had no distractions and spared no effort. Today, he has tasted the sweetness of passing and cooperation, and also comprehended the essence of compromise and second best. Thanks to time, he has become an adult. It seems that he is no longer innocent, but There is always a moment when it is revealed.

She opened the fan to see Rukawa move without even moving, and touched her head slightly, as unresponsive as she was when she was a boy, as if she didn't take anything to heart, Caizi suddenly felt sad.

When Xiandao left, everything in Rukawa was at the bottom of his life.

Before that, his father was a political figure in Tokyo, and his mother was already a high-ranking police officer. Rukawa was outstanding both in image and basketball, and his family background was so decently matched. Everyone thought his future would be turbulent.

However, political turmoil or unexpected accidents always come unprepared. When he rushed to the hospital, he didn't even see his parents for the last time, while Xiandao was in another operating room for first aid, so he was thrown into the vast crowd and struggled to breathe. Few people must know that, in fact, the only thing he wants to hold on to is the person he doesn't know how to face.

Ayako herself is married to a boy she met in her teens, so she understands Rukawa's feelings towards Xiandao.

Since we met each other, we have shared a lot of first-time feelings with each other.

The first meeting, the first one-on-one, the first basketball game, the first joint exam, the first kiss, the first nightclub, the first time watching porn and having sex, and the first parting.

At that time, I thought that what shines brightly is the way forward, and the people around me will always accompany me forward.

Caizi knew that Xiandao's parents were estranged from him and had ignored him for many years, and almost all the medical expenses for his hospitalization at that time were paid by Rukawa during his busy schedule. Even so, he never went to Xiandao's ward.

Strangely, these two people have been a model of supporting each other since they were young. Whose homework is not good, who is hungry, and who is not feeling well, these seem to be important things that are immediately reflected on each other, but it is really here In the face of such a traumatic incident, they didn't even give each other a chance to look at each other. They turned around to hide their wounds and deal with them by themselves.

There is no way, it seems that they all realized that they accidentally inserted a sharp sword into the opponent's vital point, and they were unable to pull it out, so they were cautious and did not dare to approach.

Rukawa was still studying at the time, and half a year after dealing with his parents' funeral and inheritance issues, he received a check from Xiandao, which was a very complete amount, not bad at all.

With such a clear calculation, there is no hope at all.

Rukawa couldn't take it anymore, and ran to the competition site to find Xiandao a few days later.

It was pouring rain that day, not properly fine weather.But the game dragged on for a long time, and the score was tight. In the end, Xiandao still let the Tokyo team win the victory with difficulty. That classic match is still talked about, but it was also Xiandao's last game.

Because the night after that game, Rukawa and Sendo left the gymnasium together to go home.

And a week after that night, Xiandao left a note on the refrigerator: "I'm going to buy breakfast." He never returned.

I bought this breakfast for six or seven years. Some people said that he was the one who was scarred in this accident. He really couldn't face Rukawa to the end. Now what everyone sees is that they gave each other the rest of their lives. They all survived and protected themselves well, and they also made great progress in the passing years without knowing it.But everyone remembers how they let go of each other's hands back then, and then became separated in those long lives.

After being silent for a while, Caizi asked helplessly, "Sakuragi called just now, saying that your phone was turned off. If you have time, go to billiards and find him and Mitsui to play alone."

Rukawa simply said: "No."

He lowered his head and straightened his black wristbands, then continued to play.

Caizi stayed until the end of training at 5 pm, when everyone scattered and ran away. She watched Rukawa slowly pack up things by herself, maintaining a cool poker face, not affected by Xiandao's disappearance at all.

The two daughters of the Miyagi family hurried into the basketball hall at this time.

The youngest daughter was holding a bouquet of flowers that covered her face, while the eldest daughter was carrying a schoolbag and two small boxes. They stumbled under the sweat and the setting sun.

Caizi thought that Miyagi sent her daughter to give her a Valentine's Day surprise, and before she could smile, she suddenly saw that the eldest daughter had a fairy card hanging around her neck.

Then, the two girls ran straight to Rukawa, the youngest daughter stuffed the flowers into the hand of Rukawa who was still stunned despite being cool, while the eldest daughter panted and rummaged from her pocket for a long time before taking out a On a piece of crumpled paper, I began to read in a childish voice:

"Rukawa, if you have time tonight. I rented your favorite small stadium park to accompany you for the festival, because I'm not sure whether you will go to the appointment, so I bought you flowers and gifts. On the other hand, I can't wait until 7 o'clock in the evening Flying back from Hokkaido, so hope you can call me, of course, thinking that you may be switched off, I bought you a new mobile phone with my number in it... If I don't get your call by 8 o'clock, I'll call you."

The child seemed to have found a word he couldn't read after reading this, and he discussed it with his sister, and the two decided to go over vaguely, and ended directly: "In any case, I will wait for you there...Xiandao. "

Under the completely dumbfounded gazes of the two adults, the eldest daughter finally finished the task with a sigh of relief, looked at the stunned Rukawa and said, "Brother Xiandao said, you can only choose one of flowers and chocolate, and give us the rest!" She said without a doubt, "We want chocolate!"

There was an inexplicable silence, Rukawa was a little stalemate, and his whole body became dull. After a while, he hesitated to pick up one of the boxes of chocolates and handed it to the little girl.

Rukawa glanced at the two girls, then looked at Caizi again, almost helplessly turning into a bread-faced face.

"Will you go?" One of the little girls asked sincerely, "If you go, Brother Xiandao said that you would take the two of us to take art photos."

Oh my god, even the little girl's love for beauty is not let go, the mother Caizi couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Rukawa's expressionless face suddenly showed all his emotions after being stunned for a few seconds. He nodded slightly in a thousand turns, although it was perfunctory, with an "okay" look.

The two girls looked at Rukawa happily for a moment, confirmed that the cold brother looked more open and gentle today, then took out a piece of paper and said loudly: "Then sign the guarantee."

There is still a guarantee?Caizi felt that Rukawa's scalp was already smoking, if it wasn't for the children and Caizi's sake, she would probably leave in a hurry.

Rukawa took the so-called letter of guarantee and read it patiently for a long time, Caizi also leaned over to read it, but before she saw the words, Rukawa slapped her knees.

He stared at the two little girls with frozen eyes, and finally asked, "What benefit did he give you?"

The little girl smiled and said loudly: "Brother Xiandao also said that if I complete the task, I can ask you for 200 yuan!!"

Caizi was lucky to see so many expressions on Rukawa's suppressed face that she wanted to call an idiot or bastard, but had mixed feelings, gnashed her teeth, was extremely surprised, and couldn't hold back her joy.

As a mother, she felt the need to educate her children, "Hey, don't take the opportunity to blackmail!"

The eldest daughter gave in immediately, "Okay, okay, 100 yuan per person, okay?"

Rukawa sat there quietly all the time, he looked at the dazzled and the gift box containing the mobile phone, lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking.

Caizi stayed with him at that moment for a long time. She couldn't see Rukawa's lowered eyes, nor could she read his thoughts at that time. Slowly put it in the wallet, and took a few more money and handed it to the two little girls, definitely more than 200 yuan.

The girls picked up a huge bargain, and almost jumped up and ran out.

Caizi was chasing after them, and heard Rukawa calmly say from behind: "Wait a minute. Return the work cards around your necks and the letter to me."

"It's really romantic. Good land." On the night of Valentine's Day, Ayako told her husband about the scene at that time.

"What?!!! The bastard Xiandao actually used my daughter to create an atmosphere for himself!!!" My daughter is still a flower of the motherland, and I was reluctant to use it myself. He actually got there first, and Miyagi was very angry.

"It's called making good use of resources. If someone is willing to please me like this, I will marry him."

"Uh... Wife, although you have given birth to two children for me, your words still hurt me a lot."

Caizi was still caught in feminist reveries, "I'm 100% sure that something must happen between them today."

Miyagi thought: You were the one who scolded Xiandao the most back then, women are so impressed.

Caizi's affirmation is of course not wrong, she has no way of knowing how Xianliu spent a romantic evening, but the news of Xiandao entering and leaving Rukawa's apartment appeared in major newspapers within a few days.

From that day on, the paparazzi ambushed outside Rukawa’s apartment every day, and took countless photos of Xiandao rushing in with all kinds of morning tea in his hand. Everyone was amazed: Even if he was going to buy breakfast, Xiandao-kun wearing a shabby T-shirt would even do his hair It was perfect.

The same-sex scandal of the top basketball player, the return of the talented athlete of the year——and other tabloid headlines flooded in, and amidst these rumors, Xiandao and Rukawa officially resumed their relationship.

Caizi has been imagining whether Xiandao spread flower petals, lit candles, or even set off fireworks in the small park where he played basketball?Or did you buy a gift and make dinner and hug your thighs?She thought: Xiandao must do these routine things with ease, without any mistakes.

But what she didn't expect was that in the early morning of February 2, the two experienced a romantic night and crazy sex.

Rukawa got up from the bed and went to the refrigerator to drink water with his messy hair. In a daze, he found another torn piece of paper next to the note "I'm going to buy breakfast" that had been pasted on the refrigerator for 6 years. , looks very historic.

It was a self-criticism written by Yan Yi that Xiandao found in his primary school days. There was a row of very ugly pencil characters, which could not be read clearly. It was probably writing:

"I threw the frog used in the biological experiment into strong alcohol, which caused the frog to die unexpectedly before being killed by the teacher. This killing behavior frightened Linzi, who was at the same table, and she cried for a whole day.

Therefore, I am sorry for the teacher and the school's training. I was wrong. I swear that I will never do this again. Please forgive me.

sorry.

Immortal. "

Early in the morning, Rukawa held the torn paper and looked at it for a long time, black lines gradually crawled all over his face.

It turns out that he has been a scumbag since he was so young, Rukawa thought silently, but he didn't notice that the corner of his mouth was slightly smiling.

At this time, Xiandao hugged him from behind, his body full of heat surrounded him like a ball of fire.

Neither of them was wearing shirts, so their skins were pressed together, and the coldness and heat were on the verge of firing.

Xiandao kissed Rukawa's neck and earlobe, and sent his fiery breath into Rukawa's ear. In the midst of these step-by-step busyness, he finally said slowly and numbly: "Now, can you forgive me?"

This kind of action is provocative and erotic, and then he slowly brushes his hand over Rukawa's abdomen and waist in disapproval.

Rukawa struggled for a while and said, "Didn't you say that you never wrote an inspection but only a love letter?"

Xiandao couldn't bear to laugh out loud, and the hot breath made the hairs on the back of Rukawa's neck stand upright. He slowly wrapped his hands around Rukawa's struggle and arms, and embedded him in his arms. The two of them Head on head almost standing up forever old.

After a long time, Xiandao said softly: "Rukawa, isn't this a love letter?"