[Xianliu] Failed to break up

The police station filed a case for investigation and detained Zebei for a few days, but according to the confessions of Sendo and Rukawa, Zebei was indeed not directly related to the shooting case, and was released on bail after a while.

It has always been one of the most regrettable things for Zebei not to be a basketball player. What he did without basketball is unknown, but his return brought such a major bloody case, no one dared to underestimate his influence What happened to the bullet that hit Rukawa that day? This unresolved question plagued the police station and friends.

For the sake of safety and keeping a low profile, Rukawa avoided the media and moved to Xiandao's new apartment in Tokyo while recuperating.

Zebei couldn't find him, so he sent countless text messages every day to greet him, but Rukawa didn't respond, and he didn't show up again.

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It has been a few months since I saw Rukawa again.

On that day, this first-line national player was shooting an advertisement on a street in Tokyo. It was an advertisement for a newly signed international drink.

Because the injury has dragged on for long enough, I was rushing to shoot that day.The production crew was so loud that the entire street was cleared, and fans watched the superstar from one block away through the guardrail.

Zebei stood at the traffic light and looked at Rukawa sitting under the umbrella, sending text messages with no expression on his face. A very flirtatious hair stylist jumped up and down to fix his hair. When the other party fiddled with his head, Rukawa would Showing a trace of impatience, very childish, Zebei couldn't help laughing.

Rukawa has a little bit of a childish temper, but the advantage is that he is well-bred, straightforward and righteous, and knows how to throw out appropriate comfort in every dilemma. They were suitable for each other at the beginning. Zebei has always thought so, not only him, Xiangbei The whole group of people are more optimistic about them than Rukawa and Xiandao.

The first time Zebei had dinner with his family and friends in Xiangbei was at Mitsui’s house. At that time, Mitsui showed everyone his precious large dog.

Zebei followed a bad joke and said smugly, "So it's not a dog, it's a bear."

Of course, this boring joke did not resonate with everyone. After a while of silence, Mitsui squinted at him, and said ironically and helplessly: "Who brought this person? Can he chat or not..." Expressing "how can two "It's like this", everyone booed together.

In order to flatter everyone in Xiangbei, Zebei told a bunch of jokes he heard from sitcoms, and danced and performed. He is happy and used to being the funny object that everyone is full of laughter and love. Great sense of accomplishment.

And Rukawa kept looking at him, and smiled meaningfully.

Everyone says that Rukawa doesn't smile often, but after every amazing bad joke and crow-flying performance Zebei has told over the years, Rukawa will either laugh or smile or laugh sincerely.

He has a weird laugh, always laughing suddenly when faced with some contrived tragedies, magical commercials, or Zebei-style ignorance, and then on a certain night, he seriously asked Zebei to perform for him in the eight o'clock file , Those bloody scenes of the chivalrous man who was poisoned and vomited blood before his death confessed his last words, one person laughed so hard that he fell down.

Only then did Zebei know that Rukawa was such a boring person, so Zebei liked him even more.

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The past flashed past, and Zebei, who was standing behind the back of time and under the traffic lights, looked at his ex-boyfriend who had a different way, and suddenly heaved a sigh of relief, and made a phone call that he had thought about for a long time.

"Hi, Rukawa."

Rukawa who was sitting under the umbrella hesitated for a while, but still said: "Hi."

"are you feeling better?"

"..." Rukawa said, "Yes."

After being silent for a while, Zebei said: "I'm sorry, Rukawa, I really just wanted to visit you that day. I didn't expect to..."

Rukawa didn't answer, he was silent, but he didn't hang up the phone after all, as if to give Zebei another breath.

"I'm sorry, believe it or not, I really don't know what happened that day, I will find out and give you an explanation. I also explained to you in the text message, you know I have always carried a gun... If you hadn't forwarded I just walked away, I probably drank too much..." Zebei said incoherently, "Really, I just returned to Tokyo recently, no matter what, I never thought of hurting you, I hope you can believe me."

Zebei dared to make this call, so he knew that Rukawa would not reject him.

For so many years, he has made Rukawa happy and smiling. In Rukawa's eyes, he must be an extraordinary perfection. He can feel it, so in the relationship, he has always been compromised, tolerated and taken care of by the other party. He doesn't regret giving up each other for a married woman, but what he can't let go of is the time when he made Rukawa happy, because in those times, his happiness was never a problem. In the mutually beneficial love, they used to be each other The most important role in life.

"I believe in you." Rukawa finally spoke, and remained silent for a few seconds.

Although it was expected, these words still seemed to hit Shimozebei's heart with something, making him gasp a bit, and he said after a long while: "Rukawa...Actually..."

"Is there anything else?" Someone asked Rukawa to play, and he asked impatiently.

Zebei then smiled, "No...Actually, I want to tell you that today's hairstyle is not suitable for you."

Rukawa was taken aback for a moment, and immediately let go of his eyes to search around. After turning around, he finally saw Zebei standing in the crowd outside the clearing area. The two looked at each other meaningfully for a long time from a long distance. The phone refused to hang up.

After a long time, Zebei said softly: "May I meet you again and have a talk, just one side, I promise I won't bother you in the future."

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It was nearly 7 o'clock when Zebei waited patiently in Rukawa's lounge for him to come back.

Rukawa walked in hurriedly, his manager followed behind and chattered about tomorrow's itinerary, while he nodded and sent text messages.

One night when Zebei pursued Rukawa and got to know him to a certain extent, the two of them chatted on the phone until 2 o'clock in the morning.

Dazed by love, Zebei sent him a text message: "Hang up the phone so quickly, I still can't fall asleep?"

"Why can't I fall asleep?" Unexpectedly, Rukawa replied the text message.

"Because after waiting for so long, you are still not mine. I can't sleep peacefully..." This fact really made Zebei toss and turn.

Not even a few seconds later, Rukawa's text message came back, "Then you can sleep peacefully now."

Until now, Zebei's mobile phone still has this meaningful text message.

I don't know who Rukawa was flirting with via text messages at this time, anyway, he dismissed his manager, put a bottle of water in front of Zebei, and sat down without saying a word.

There were so many thousands of words, and the words couldn't form a sentence, Zebei and Rukawa looked at each other for several minutes.

The hair stylist ran in to get his makeup case. Seeing the two people sitting quietly and awkwardly, he froze for a moment and explained, "Uh...I'll take my things."

Rukawa nodded, and the hair stylist approached to get the box, but Zebei felt Rukawa's eyes froze for a moment, and he fixed his eyes on the watch on the hair stylist's arm.

After 2 seconds, Rukawa said: "You..."

"Oh, oh, hello." The hair stylist noticed that Rukawa was signaling to him, and immediately said, "My name is Chris. I wonder if you are satisfied with my workmanship today? I came from the United States to visit the Japanese market." He said while taking out his business card, "This is my business card, if..."

"Show me your watch." Rukawa interrupted him.

Zebei saw the hair stylist took off the watch and handed it to Rukawa, a very exaggerated old watch, which was popular for a while, although the style is ordinary, but it can be engraved with the name.

Therefore, Zebei understood what was going on with just one glance. He clearly remembered that Rukawa also had the same piece. As far as he knew, it was a couple's model that Rukawa and Xiandao bought when they were dating in the early days. The two people took each other's name.

Rukawa looked down at the watch for a while, but couldn't see his expression clearly. After a long time, he raised his head and returned the watch to the other party. He nodded and said, "Thank you, byebye."

Chris left with a smile, leaving Zebei and Rukawa alone in the room.

After an awkward silence, Zebei coughed and leaned forward slightly, "Actually, I have always wanted to find you in the past year." He said, "But my situation is different from before, and too many things happened. , I certainly don't expect you to stand where you are all the time, and I don't have any expectations that everyone can go back to the past, but Rukawa..."

But Rukawa...

"I don't want you to doubt our relationship. Even if so many things happened in the middle, if you like someone, you should always want to see him. When you fall to the bottom, you climb out with the belief that you want to see each other again. Every day, you are afraid of losing him. Even if he is lost, I still want to look at him, I hope to be by his side when I am in danger... Rukawa, from before to now and every day from now on, I will always do this to the person I like .I don't mind if you choose someone else..."

"...But that person must not be a fairy."

The sudden mention of Immortal Dao stunned Rukawa, and raised his expressionless face slightly.

"I don't understand why you turned back to him after so many years." Zebei said, "But he is not such a simple person, no matter his background or experience, he should have been a piece of paper that you tore up when you were young. I may not be happy with my situation, but he is no more suitable to be by your side than me..."

In fact, what Zebei said is a bit illogical. Although the reason for his breakup with Rukawa was an affair, their conflict is actually a super mainstream and ordinary problem: different values.This is a flaw in lovers getting along, for example: the same thing, Rukawa thinks it should be put where it is, Zebei thinks it should be taken away.If such simple things accumulate too much, the two sides will have road differences. Rukawa still feels that it is really hurtful and unconstructive to accommodate each other.

Rukawa let out a sigh of relief, "Don't bring immortality into the matter between us."

"Rukawa, there are all kinds of scumbags in this world who are not suitable to be lovers. Some of them break up after giving them an engagement ring, some suddenly disappear in one morning, and some don't even remember who they were with in the first night. Some stepped on more than N boats, and some threw love gifts at random people..."

"Zebei..." Rukawa wanted to interrupt him for a moment.

I don't know why, but Zebei seemed quite indignant, "...some are irresponsible to interrupt other people's lives whenever they want, and some gave away the second button of their school uniform as early as the first year of high school. Unknown girl..." Zebei said, he suddenly thought of something and touched his head, "Oh, I bet all these things, he has done all of these things by chance and inattentively, I am 100 [-]% sure he has a character problem, and..."

"Huh? Zebei is here." Before Zebei could finish his indignant words, he heard a greeting coming from behind, and turned his head to see Xiandao leaning against the door, looking at him with great interest and smiling.

Xiandao held a McDonald's bag in his hand, strolled past Rukawa, leaned over and kissed the other person's hair, and sat down, "You put some things first, and we will go out to eat together later."

Before Rukawa could speak, Xiandao warmly greeted Zebei, "Why are you here today? Would you like something to drink?"

Seeming to be very familiar, Zebei watched Xiandao graciously handing him a bottle of Coke, his scalp tingled for some unknown reason, the two people's eyes met, Xiandao smiled politely and sincerely, Zebei had no choice but to take it .

After that, Xiandao didn't realize how embarrassing the scene was, and started chatting with Zebei, saying something: Long time no see.Where have you been lately?How well?What do you do?How is the injury?have a meal together?not very convenient?Then call a car for you.

Rukawa took a cup of drink and sucked and sucked. Before he finished drinking, Zebei was forced to get up by Xiandao and said: "Don't call me a car, I will go by myself."

Saying goodbye to Rukawa, Zebei went straight out. He walked to the street and found that Xiandao came out with him, "I'll see you off."

"No need, you go back to have dinner with Rukawa." Zebei looked at Xiandao calmly.

The moment they faced each other, Xiandao's eyes suddenly moved, and then he put his hands in his pockets. As if the atmosphere suddenly changed, the two people's calm and polite faces changed together, and they looked at each other for a while.

"What? Did you chase me out to warn me?" Zebei smiled ironically.

"Warning you?" Xiandao still kept smiling, but his eyes were already cold.

"Warn me not to get close to Rukawa? Don't try to sabotage you?" Zebei said, "Since you care so much, why did you walk so quickly in the first place?"

"I see you misunderstood." Xiandao lowered his head and smiled, "I am a very fair person. If you still like him, then go after him. Life is too short. I absolutely support anyone's choice."

Zebei sneered, "You can tell, Xiandao, Rukawa is willing to forgive you, it's because he hasn't seen clearly, he didn't see clearly, do you think you can make up for the damage you caused when you left?"

Xiandao cooperated with his anger, touched his chest, and said in agreement: "That's right, I'm busy healing the gunshot wound on his neck now, and it's hard for me to heal the gunshot wound on his neck. The wound back then may have to be placed in the back row." .”

Zebei was choked up for a moment, and he didn't say anything until a while later, "I can handle my affairs by myself, but I will never do something that disappears for many years and then comes back to disturb other people's lives."

"Well done." Xiandao appreciated it very much, "I can't compare with you on this point, after all, my character is not very good."

Fuck! ! !

Xiandao looked at Zebei's face full of swear words with satisfaction but kept suppressing his words, he smiled reassuringly, and suddenly put the bottle of Coke into Zebei's hand, "Okay, let's go home soon , Drink a glass of water to reduce the fire, and many things will be figured out."

With a "bang", Zebei threw the Coke aside, his face was livid and furious, "Xiandao Zhang, don't think that no one knows what you have done, don't think that you and your brother Nagai will not be exposed To Rukawa..."

It was the first time that Xiandao put away his smile that day, and it was also the first time he looked at Zebei with eyes that were so sharp that they almost pierced through the opponent. It weighed him down.

After a while, Xiandao lowered his eyes and took a step closer to him. Suddenly, Zebei backed away subconsciously, but Xiandao grabbed his shirt and pulled him forward.

It was only when he was very close that he felt the dangerous breath in Xiandao's eyes, but his voice was still very calm and even gentle, he said: "Actually, I don't want to say that, but, really, you want to play with me, it's still far away ...Since you have known Nagai for a long time, I might as well just say that you have not gone to jail today, and I have given Zurukawa some face." At this point, Xiandao let go of the other party, and tidied up the mess for him a little Looking at him, he smiled slowly.

"However..." Xiandao said, "I said that I am a fair person. You can do whatever you like...you can try it."

After finishing speaking, Xiandao lowered his head and picked up the bottle of drink, put it on the trash can next to Zebei, turned and left.

Zebei looked at Xiandao's back, an unknown chill rose from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, his eyes were uncontrollably shrouded in blood red.