I accompanied the flowers that year

I hesitated.

I don't know how to answer, this thing that seems to give an immediate answer, but I am wavering, I don't know how to strike the final word.

Han Lin also noticed this. In comparison, he was much less calm than me, and he was a little anxious, "Qin Di, you have to think about it, don't think it's fun, try yourself, play with fire *** Ah, and Xiao Yu is not someone to play with, and it will be too late to regret it."

fun?

Just kidding, who would find such a thing amusing?

At least, I won't.

After a song was sung, to be precise, only Li Xiao was singing. Xiao Yu noticed that I was sitting next to Han Lin, and I was walking forward. I don't know what he was thinking in his heart at this moment, but in just a moment, he turned and left me again, not approaching me, but walking towards Li Xiao's direction, my heart ached.

It's like being abandoned by the whole world, but being abandoned by the whole world is not as important as being abandoned by Xiao Yu. My heart fell into the bottomless abyss.

It seems that something that has always been a treasure in my hands suddenly does not belong to me. However, at this time, I am not only a treasure to him, but more importantly, I have developed an attachment to him.

The two of us fought coldly like this until the end of the show, and the curtain was not drawn down. In fact, I didn't want to fight coldly, but I didn't know what to say, and in the end it became this kind of stalemate.

After the show ended, we just walked one after the other without speaking.Although I really want to hold Xiaoyu's hand, I haven't figured out how to apologize, and what should I say if Xiaoyu mentions what happened just now?Do children hold grudges very much?

Also, what Han Lin said made me very concerned. I didn't doubt my sexual orientation, but what Han Lin said, I know you don't like men, but do you like Xiao Yu?I know very well that if the same question is asked by another man, such as Li Xiao or Han Lin, I can immediately give the answer of rejection, but if the person standing in front of me is Xiao Yu, then what should I do? manage?

I don't know, I really don't know, I'm so confused right now, I don't know what to do.

I can't even explain my behavior.

And the fact that I didn't directly refute Han Lin made me flustered. Why did I hesitate? Does that mean that subconsciously, I have already agreed with Han Lin's statement?

I suddenly realized, should I send Xiao Yu back?

Originally, I just wanted him to stay here for a few days, but I got used to the days when Xiao Yu was by my side, so it must have been an illusion.

When a person is alone, if there is someone by his side, it is easy to develop feelings.

Well, it must be so.

I was so worried along the way, and my nerves were paralyzed in this way, until I reached the intersection where cars came and went, I turned my head to look at Xiaoyu, afraid that he would not keep up, so I just met Xiaoyu's eyes, Xiaoyu hurriedly hid When I opened my sight, I seemed a little flustered in a hurry.

My heart was instantly tightened by him. His red and swollen eye sockets were obviously from crying. When?

Wasn't it all right when you came out?

Is it because I have been holding back in the room?

Did you cry all the way?

I couldn't bear it, so I stepped forward, squatted down, and grabbed Xiao Yu's right hand from the left.

I know that driving to and from cars is not a good place to talk, but how could his expression make me bear it until I got home? I nervously tried, "Xiao...Xiaoyu," Xiaoyu's eyes were sunken, but I stopped crying, I stretched out my hand to touch the blushing face, and asked guiltily, "Still...does it still hurt?"

"No...it hurts." Xiao Yu twisted her face, running away from my palm, her eyes still avoiding my gaze.

The empty hand stopped in the air for a while, not knowing what to do, which made me not know what to do.

"Yes...is that so?" I took a deep breath, put down my hand helplessly, calmed my beating heart, mustered up the courage, embraced Xiao Yu in my arms, pressed close to Xiao Yu's ear, and said softly: "Yes ...I'm sorry, Xiaoyu, just now I was just, just..." This is the first time I've apologized to someone like this, I don't know how to apologize to a person, and I don't know what to say, the language is still a bit rusty, but, The courage I summoned up didn't come out, and Xiao Yu pushed me away. This kind of situation had never happened before, which made me even more at a loss and felt very heartbroken.

"I'm fine, you don't have to do this. Even if something is wrong, it's my fault. I shouldn't rush in." Xiao Yu's flat eyes were mixed with stubbornness, but this stubbornness was very fragile and easy to break. He paused and opened his mouth. Said: "I'm sorry..."

Why do you have to apologize to me when a pot of cold water is poured down on your head? It is obviously my fault, why do you have to bear this unwarranted responsibility?

"It should be me who said I'm sorry, I shouldn't treat you like this." I was in a hurry and made up reasons in a panic. I didn't want to see the disappointment in Xiaoyu's eyes, and I didn't want Xiaoyu to admit his mistakes. What's going on, but I know that I really want to hold him in my arms and tell him, don't be afraid, I will be there for everything, I will stand up for the sky falling, I am a person worthy of your dependence .

God, is it possible that I really fell in love with Xiao Yu?

"Die?"

I didn't expect Xiao Yu to call me suddenly, my brain hadn't turned around yet, "Ah? What... what's wrong?"

"Dia...you...do...do you...like that girl very much?" His voice was trembling, and I thought he was crying for a while, but there were no tears, but I saw the tears in Xiao Yu's eyes. A trace of sadness.

"Of course not." No matter what kind of mentality I have, whether I coax Xiaoyu or lie to myself, although I don't understand my feelings for Xiaoyu, what I said is indeed true. I just met Liu'er for the first time. I like it. Where do I start? Would Xiao Yu want to hear this sentence?

As expected, Xiao Yu was willing to look me in the eyes, but he was a little puzzled, "But brother Han Lin said that kissing means liking."

In order to dispel Xiaoyu's doubts, I casually said: "Who said that, it's just for fun, don't be so serious, whoever said it must mean that I like it, I have kissed too many people..." Too many words will lead to mistakes, and I There is really no one on the mouth. Realizing that I have made a slip of the tongue, I quickly shut up, but it is too late. What I said is splashed, and what should not be said is still said. For a while, I really want to slap myself twice. Will not pick the right to say.

Xiao Yu immediately lowered her face, "You mean, you can kiss even if you don't like it?"