I accompanied the flowers that year

I took a few steps forward in doubt. When I approached the window of Xiaoyu's room, I heard the sound of panting. I didn't think too much at the time. When I looked inside through the window, I was dumbfounded. This shock and anger is the strongest I have ever experienced.

Although the sky is relatively dark, you can still see the situation in the house, such an unbearable scene, such a violent and brutal collision, a savage big man is pressing on a weak little boy, on this naked boy Seeking his own desire, the little boy's slender and white limbs were about to be broken. I couldn't see the man's face clearly, but the face of the person under him was facing the window.

I still remember the look in his eyes when he looked out of the window, as if he saw me, but he didn’t seem to see me at all. Those eyes were full of emptiness, the blankness when he bowed under others, and there was no trace of soul. His only smiling face was gone, and the cruel facts were forcibly instilled. At that moment, there were no tears in his eyes, and what was left was the dark gray that only the dead would have. At that moment, his life seemed to lose its meaning. The remaining self-esteem was stripped away and disappeared.

He is Xiaoyu.

He is my favorite Xiaoyu.

He is Mu Tianyu with a very literary name.

The thing in my hand fell to the ground with a bang. At that moment, I went crazy. I don't know if this is the first time Xiao Yu has been treated like this, or has it always been like this?Xiaoyu, is this the most lively and cheerful boy in my mind, that innocent and lovely little boy, that little boy who occasionally cries to me...

Why?How can you destroy him like this, ravage him, don't you even have no moral bottom line for human beings?

I saw a boy like a flower, withering...

I was so angry that I rushed into the house, picked up the man and gave him a punch. The man didn't expect Cheng Yaojin to kill him halfway, so he fell to the ground unprepared.

The man was a little scared at first, but after seeing that I was not an acquaintance, he gained confidence, and while pulling up his pants, he glared at me fiercely, "Who are you, you will be punished by God for disturbing other people's good things. "

I didn't answer him, I went up and punched him again, instantly this person's face was blue and purple, this person stood up and wanted to fight back, I kicked him in the abdomen, his face instantly turned blue, and he squatted down with his stomach covered Next, my fists and feet were like rain, and I kept attacking him. There was nothing in my mind, but I just wanted to kill him. He curled up and kept begging for mercy. Please, stop."

I couldn't hear what he was saying, just a voice in my head, beat him to death, kill him to death.

When my brain could be replaced, that person was lying on the ground dying, and I was a little dazed, I didn't know what happened, what was going on, I stared blankly at the paper in my hand. Blood stains, I couldn't recover for a long time, that person saw me in a daze, took advantage of my inattention, and ran to the middle hall with all my strength, I hurried over, kicked him on the back, and kicked him I kicked over the threshold, and finally limped out of the house. I was determined to catch up again, but a few punches could not dispel the anger in my heart, but in comparison, I was more worried about Xiao Yu's situation.

I stopped chasing and went back to the room, my mind was a little dazed, I was still a little confused, too many questions accumulated in my heart, I didn't know where to start asking, "Put your clothes on." In the midst of anger, thinking of Xiao Yu's non-resistance just now, I feel a little angry, but those eyes make me feel distressed, my mind is too messed up, what is going on?

But the room was very quiet, no one responded to me at all, I felt something was wrong, so I turned on the light in the room, the bright light allowed me to see the situation in the room clearly, the scene in front of me stunned me.

Xiao Yu sat paralyzed on the bed, so skinny that she was no longer a human being, half human and half ghost, her face had no flesh at all, and the ribs under her chest protruded one by one, giving the impression of a skeleton, the whole body Skinny and bony, with the face of a dying person, there is no shadow of the silver doll in that summer at all.

Xiaoyu still had the same expression, blankly, and his eyes were not focused. I believe he must have seen me, but why didn't he give me any emotions?

I felt the seriousness of the matter.

"Xiao Yu?" I called him softly, it's me, I'm back.I spoke to Xiao Yu in a soft voice, trying to call him back, but I didn't dare to speak too loudly, because he seemed like a crystal that would shatter when touched.

Xiao Yu was still naked, her snow-white skin was particularly glaring under the light, her whole body was covered with bruises, some places even seemed to be scratched with a knife, and there were even small scald marks, I bit it Gritting my teeth, I pulled the blanket over him, trying not to touch these wounds, Xiao Yu didn't resist or respond, just followed my movements blankly.

Is this still the Xiao Yu I know?That Xiaoyu who loves to cry and laugh?

I stood up, looked around, and asked in a low voice as much as possible: "Where is grandma? Why are you alone?"

Xiao Yu still didn't speak.

"Xiao Yu?" I was completely panicked. Just now I could lie to myself that Xiao Yu received a blow and needed to take a break, but what's going on?

Xiao Yu, don't look at me like this, with such defensiveness, and with such a strangeness.

Suddenly I remembered Taotao's shameless words, which made me even more flustered, "Xiaoyu, who am I?" I asked anxiously, please, Xiaoyu opened his mouth to say something, okay?

Xiaoyu just looked at me defensively at first, but later even changed his gaze. No matter what I said, he didn't respond.

"Xiao Yu, don't keep talking, I'm Di, your Di, Xiao Yu is looking at me. Say something, okay." I screamed and stepped forward to turn his head, wanting him to look at mine Eyes, he looked at me, but his eyes seemed to pass through my soul.

I'm completely stupid. Could it be that things are irreversible?

I hugged him gently, but he didn't resist. I suddenly realized that his body was covered with bruises. Could it be that he was beaten?What about those knife-like scratches?

He didn't resist my hug, or rather, he still didn't recognize who I was. From his dead eyes, I couldn't see a glimmer of hope.

Although I don't want to admit it, but the fact is in front of me, I think, he followed in my mother's footsteps, he - he doesn't know me anymore.

I hugged him and started to cry, crying about the injustice of fate, about the hard way of life, and about the wrong decision I thought I was right at the beginning.

Once, I laughed at you as a crybaby, is God punishing me now, why my tears keep flowing down, across my cheeks, and into my heart.

I hugged him gently, not daring to use any force, afraid that the remaining skeleton would be broken if I lightly touched it. If it wasn't for his slight breathing and occasional blinking of his eyes, I would even think that I was hugging him. It was a dead man.