I accompanied the flowers that year

"Did he go into that room?" a child asked worriedly.

The other child grabbed the window sill with both hands, stood on tiptoe vigorously, wanted to see the situation in the room, and responded in a low voice: "Well, tell him that there is a lunatic living in it, and you have to go in."

I don't know where they heard these rumors, but they probably spread too fast. Think about it, on the first day I moved here, some people in the village might have noticed the clues, adding Some old ladies and aunts in the streets and alleys gossip, someone must have guessed it, and it has probably become a topic of conversation when people eat.It is said that children's words are innocent, but children's words are also the most hurtful. They often expose the scars you don't want to show others in one sentence.

I sorted out my mood, pretended I didn't hear it, and went out to urge them to eat, "What are you doing here, hurry up and eat, today's meal is very delicious."

After they saw me, they were a little scared and stopped talking, and hurried to the kitchen, looking back at the mother's room as they walked.I curled my lips for a moment, for my downfall and the helplessness of reality.

I already guessed the reason why they gathered here. After they all walked in, I hurried into my mother's room. My mother was unconscious, and sometimes she didn't even know me. She would beat people when she was sick. I was afraid It would be terrible if a child was hurt.In that case, the village would not be able to survive.

When I ran to the door of the room, I stopped because I heard Xiaoyu talking to my mother, or rather, only Xiaoyu was talking.

"Auntie, why don't you go to eat?" Xiao Yu's immature voice came into my ears like a silver bell.

I couldn't help but sigh, what kind of generation is this, call me uncle, call me aunt?

"Auntie, when I was playing just now, I broke it. My grandma said that I should wash my hands and face while eating. Can you wash it for me?"

My mother didn't respond to him, the glass on the bed was a little blurry, I couldn't see the situation in the room clearly, I opened the door thinking I could wash it for him, but the moment I opened the door, I was stunned.

I saw my mother was washing his hands and face. My mother gently avoided the scratched part of her hand, put soap on it, and rubbed it gently, not letting go of the mud under her nails. She also picked up the towel beside the bed , gently wiping the dirt on his face, washing very seriously, very devoted.It's like doing a sacred thing, sacred and not profane. This is the first time I've seen my mother see such an expression after my father's accident, with a happy and kind face.

"Thank you, Auntie." Xiao Yu happily said to her mother.

I can't help but start to guess, how much has my mother recovered at this time?I suddenly had a hallucination, mother, the reason why she is crazy, is it because she is unwilling to face the reality, then, now, what is she seeing in her eyes?What is going on in her mind?

Why Shan Dan treats Xiao Yu so tenderly?

I hurriedly stopped my wild thinking, how could I become as sentimental as a woman, I shook my head, returned to reality, turned my gaze to Xiaoyu, my heart was hit hard, and my eyes could no longer be moved for a while, today let me More than one shocking thing.

Many people say that it is inaccurate to use "beauty" to describe a boy, and it is a kind of contempt for him. Boys should be full of masculinity. However, when I saw Xiao Yu, I really couldn't think of it. Other words to express that kind of shock, not the soft beauty of girls, nor the strong beauty of sportsmen, it is like a sunny little boy, with a smile on his face, a little shy, like a spring breeze sweeping me Deep in his heart, he really wanted to reach out to touch him, but he was ashamed of himself, afraid that his filth would tarnish his innocence. However, there was also a faint uneasiness. His smile shortened the distance with others, but also The distance between him and people has been lengthened, and the onlookers are always controlled by him not too close or far away. When he smiles, the corners of his mouth are slightly raised upwards, which is very cute. His eyes are like the starry sky at night, gentle and bright. Not to the end, there are always some unknown things hidden indistinctly, but they are fascinating, and the soul is unconsciously attracted by these exquisite eyes. He is wearing a black short-sleeved T-shirt and ordinary jeans. , the apparently ordinary clothes looked so cute on him, like an angel exuding a halo of whiteness, I was a little distracted.

I didn't realize it until Xiaoyu pulled the corner of my clothes. He asked me why my aunt didn't eat with us. I had no choice but to lie to him, saying that my aunt didn't like crowds and we would eat later.

Fortunately, Xiao Yu didn't obsess over this issue. After hearing what I said, he obediently went out to eat.

"Xiao Yu." I grabbed Xiao Yu's clothes.

"Huh?" Xiao Yu looked at me suspiciously, "Uncle, what's wrong?"

How to say this?

I can't say that I haven't seen enough of your face.

Xiaoyu's tender and white skin seemed to be able to drip water, and she really wanted to pinch such a tender little face.

"No...it's nothing." I hastily concealed my gaffe, and dragged Xiao Yu to eat together.

My life was quite ordinary, and soon I also forgot about this trivial matter, but my aunt has already started to remind me to go out and find a job, in fact, I also know that this is not the way to go, some things will inevitably depend on the face of others , Moreover, food and drink are an expense, presumably no one is willing to adopt a person who eats and drinks for free. Thinking about it, I still knew a few brothers before, so I wonder if I can introduce a job.

One of my brothers named Han Lin was a righteous man. When he heard that I was in trouble, he lent me a sum of money and let me start a small business. Among my buddies, Han Lin has a pretty good family background. Otherwise, it would be impossible to suddenly take out such a sum of money.

At that time, I felt that this is really true love in the world.

I borrowed a sum of money together. I have to say that there are still quite a few people who start to find all kinds of excuses when they hear about borrowing money. I don’t care. This is how society is, brother. Sometimes the sisters are unwilling to fight for an acre of three-point land, not to mention the thin paper-like relationship between classmates, not to mention the friends at the wine table. I prepared an account book to record it. The debt owed must be paid back exactly when the time comes.

I also borrowed a sum of money from my aunt. At first, my aunt was a little embarrassed. The orphans and widows do not have a rich family background. Later, I heard that I had found a job, and I didn’t have much money to borrow. My aunt was willing to borrow. Give me.

I want to open a store by myself and start a small business. I have already contacted the store. Because of my mother, I can’t go away. Li Xiao and Han Lin will help me look at the location. I am also familiar with the place I chose. I will go to check and accept it in person in two days, buy the goods by the way, and start my own business career.