I accompanied the flowers that year

I wanted to say something, but my words were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't make a sound. I'm so happy. This is the happiest thing I've encountered in so many years.

The wait was long, so long that it seemed like a century had passed. In the dim eyes of tears, I heard a voice as small as a fly.

"... Di..."

Light as a breath, it spreads endlessly in the air.

I was so excited that my eyes widened and I was so nervous that I couldn't speak. After so long of hard work, I finally saw results. During the years of waiting, that hope was basically about to disappear.

I calmed down my heartbeat, wiped my tears casually, and encouraged me: "Shut up...call me louder...call me again, okay?"

I'm not sure if he just said it, or am I hallucinating from crying?

Xiao Yu was silent here for a long time and finally mustered up the courage to raise her head and look into my eyes, "Die."

"Yeah." I hugged him, tears streaming down again involuntarily.

"Di?" Xiao Yu called me again.

"Yeah, I'm here."

Unexpectedly, just after I finished saying this sentence, Xiao Yu burst into tears.

It made me feel a little overwhelmed, I could only hug him tightly, "Xiao Yu, be good, why doesn't Xiao Yu want to talk to me?"

Two big men hugged each other and wept bitterly.

This voice contains too much of our grievances and helplessness. We want to fight against fate, but we can't turn back time.

While crying, Xiao Yu apologized softly, "I'm sorry..."

"Fool, why do you apologize? I am the one who should apologize." I tightened my grip. Yes, the one who should apologize is me. It was my self-righteous decision that pushed you into the bottomless abyss.

Xiaoyu huddled in my arms and kept crying. After crying for a long time, she became less energetic and was still sobbing, "Uh...they won't let me make a sound, woo...every time I just want to make a sound they Just hit me, and let me drink chili water, and if you say something disobedient, then...well...just hit me..."

I kissed Xiao Yu's lips, not wanting him to continue talking.

This incident is a kind of harm to each other. Although it is an irresistible fact, I still hope to forget it and return to the world of the two of us.

Xiao Yu's face was covered with tears, his face was flushed, and he stretched out his hand to push me. I was unprepared, but he pushed me away at once. Neither of us stood still, and fell on the bed all at once.

Xiaoyu panted quickly, breathing the air outside, maybe he was uncomfortable under the pressure of me, wanted to struggle, and rubbed against my sensitive part in a panic, he probably felt it too, his flushed cheeks were extraordinarily cute, I really Couldn't help but kissed that cute and handsome face.

"I... want to get up." His eyes were erratic, not daring to look at me.

"Don't move, if you move again, I can't guarantee what I will do to you next." I held Xiao Yu down, wondering if he knew what would happen like this, "If you don't Tell me why, and I won't let you get up."

No matter how young and ignorant Xiao Yu is, but after going through those things, she should understand what I mean by now, she stopped struggling, and stayed quietly under my body.

"I said, can you not be angry?" Xiao Yu said submissively.

I deliberately teased him, "That depends on your answer."

Xiao Yu hesitated for a moment, "I...I'm scared."

I was taken aback for a moment, wondering, "What are you afraid of? Am I not good enough for you?"

Xiao Yu hesitated for a moment, then said: "No, it's because you are kind to me that I'm more afraid. I'm afraid that if I wake up, you will dislike what happened to me and finally abandon me. I also know that I am quite dirty. , No... I'm not qualified to stay by your side, but if I can't wake up, you may not leave me because of sympathy, I don't want anything else, as long as I can see you every day, I'm afraid Like before, you left suddenly, I don't know if I did something wrong, but this time, I know I was wrong, I made myself no one likes me, I'm afraid you will not want me even more, I think you'll let me stay with you as long as I don't talk."

I gently wiped the tear stains on Xiaoyu's face, feeling sad for his little thoughts, "I will not dislike you, nor will I not want you, the past is in the past, don't hold on to the past, okay? , from the moment I brought you out of the village, you only belong to me, to me alone, do you hear me?"

Xiao Yu nodded half understanding, then shook her head, "But you said you already have a girlfriend, if you think I'm in the way, I can leave."

"Why do you say that, who is my girlfriend?" Could it be possible that this little fool didn't hear what I said in the living room?

"That's in your pocket. I heard Han Lin and the others mention that name."

"Huh?" What the hell?I vaguely remembered that it was Jiang Zhener who gave me the contact information.

"Fool. That's just a friend," I hugged Xiao Yu tightly, "When did you remember?"

"Before you took me to a psychiatrist."

"Ah?" I looked at Xiao Yu in surprise, "Then the doctor knew you were awake? Why didn't he tell me?"

Xiaoyu huddled in my arms, quietly pressing against my chest, for a moment I thought he was asleep, but then he said leisurely, "I haven't talked to him, but he seems to be aware of it, has been Encourage me to speak out, and I have always wanted to find opportunities, but in the end I never had the courage."

No wonder Xiaoyu's behavior was weird, but since the doctor knew it in his heart, he naturally enlightened him a lot.

I gently held Xiaoyu's earlobe, "Then, you look at me every day and don't talk to me, don't you feel very fulfilled if you cheat me around?"

"That's... that's not it." Xiao Yu shrank her body, and her voice began to pant a little, "I...I want to...talk to you, and it's so uncomfortable...ah."

When I licked his earlobe, he couldn't help crying out, and Xiao Yu slapped my chest, "Don't, itch."

I smiled lightly, retracted the tip of my tongue, and sat up, "You can get up now."

"Really? Are you not angry?" Xiao Yu jumped off the bed, her tears had already dried up.

Although we haven't been together for a long time, I know Xiao Yu's character. In fact, I hope he can cry a little longer and lean on my shoulders more.

Taking advantage of his inattention, I pulled hard, and Xiao Yu fell firmly into my arms again.

"Who said I'm not angry? I'm very angry now. You'd better think about how to calm me down. Otherwise, I'll ignore you."