I accompanied the flowers that year

"Guess, I won't hit you if I guess wrong." I am really happy today, I hope Xiao Yu can share it with me.

Xiao Yu was silent for a while, "I really can't guess."

Are you having a fight?Leaving Xiao Yu alone at home made me feel really uncomfortable. Seeing that he wasn't interested, I didn't insist. I opened the lunch box. I didn't miss the moment when I opened the lunch box. Startled, he almost shouted, "It's dumplings, it's dumplings." He turned his head and looked at me, the joy on his face couldn't be concealed, "Have you eaten it, I'm going to pour vinegar now .”

I pushed Xiao Yu onto the chair, "I've already eaten, you can sit down and eat, I'll just go."

When I came back from pouring the vinegar, Xiao Yu had just finished eating one and shouted at me, "Di, it's made with fennel eggs."

"Well, do you like it?" I pushed the vinegar dish in front of him.

"Yeah, fennel eggs are my favorite." He swallowed a whole dumpling as he spoke.

"Slow down, don't choke," I hurriedly poured another glass of water, and Xiao Yu giggled there.

Laughing and laughing, he started to cry, the crystal tears instantly filled his eyes, Xiao Yu was afraid that I would see him and quickly lowered his head, but he didn't expect his every move to be in my eyes.

"What's the matter?" I raised Xiao Yu's chin, that appearance of pear blossoms with rain, I really feel pity.

"Leave me alone." Xiao Yu angrily wanted to get rid of my shackles, but she was not as strong as me.

Turning his face, looking at the tears all over his face, apart from being puzzled, he felt distressed.

For a moment in a daze, his hand loosened, and Xiao Yu took the opportunity to touch his face with his sleeve, and said angrily, "No... don't look at it, it's embarrassing."

"Then why are you crying? If you don't tell me, I'll keep watching." I pulled up a chair and got ready for a protracted battle.

Xiao Yu quickly lowered her head, covered her face with one hand, and continued to hold the dumplings with the other, as if stealing snacks from the teacher in class.

I'm not in a hurry, just staring at him quietly like that. In fact, sometimes I myself feel that fate is really a very interesting thing. I used to have many girlfriends who were hot, passionate, and forceful. What kind of charm is there, but in the end he is attracted to such an innocent child, and he is still a boy.

"Well...that's...that..." Xiao Yu hesitated, he peeked at me through the gap between his arms, maybe seeing that I wasn't ready to leave, so he had to say, "It turns out that during the Chinese New Year, grandma will I make dumplings, and since grandma left, I haven't eaten dumplings yet."

My heart felt like a blade was slashing, and my mother was right. If he didn't say it, it didn't mean he didn't care. I just treated him the way I thought, but I didn't ask him what he really wanted. What is it, is there a lot of worry and insecurity hidden under his daily smile?He tried his best to act as a well-behaved and obedient child, but in fact it was just to hide the uneasiness in his heart.

Just like a while ago, he wanted to share his troubles with me, but I scolded him. In fact, I didn’t mean to look down on him, but it’s enough to trouble one person, why two people trouble together? Besides, there are some things that I really can't say, like going to my mother's place today, and I plan to go to my aunt's house in two days. The location of the nightmare, no matter which side, I don’t want to say it, and I dare not say it. I’m afraid of Xiao Yu’s sadness, and I’m even more afraid of his forced smile when he’s sad. That kind of strength hurts my heart.

"Hello?" I was admiring Xiao Yu's meal and suddenly received a call from Han Lin.

A cheerful voice came from the other end of the phone, probably at a party, "Happy New Year, Qin Di, are you home now?"

Difficult brother remembers me, "Happy New Year. Why come to my house? I'm free tomorrow."

Han Lin laughed and evaded: "No, no, I won't be free tomorrow, besides, we have been to your house today."

I was shocked when I heard Han Lin's words, "You guys? Today?" I subconsciously looked at Xiao Yu, who was enjoying the delicious food.

Han Lin was taken aback by me, "Yes, Li Xiao and I, what's the matter? Didn't Xiaoyu tell you?"

I didn't listen to what Han Lin said later, and my mind was already in a mess. If they had been here, wouldn't Xiaoyu already know about me?Then why did Xiao Yu not ask a word?Are you just waiting for me to come back?I don't remember how I hung up the phone, I was just in a daze where I was alone.

When I turned back again, Xiao Yu was standing right behind me, which startled me, "Ah!" I staggered and fell on the sand.

"Di? What's wrong with you?" Xiao Yu nervously stepped forward to support me.

I said with a guilty conscience, "No...it's okay, have you finished eating?"

"Well, I've already packed it." Xiao Yu came to me and sat down, picked up the remote control and wanted to turn on the TV.

"Oh, then... that's good, then go to bed earlier."

Xiao Yu gave me a strange look, and frowned, "It's only seven o'clock."

My heart beat faster, "Also... that's right, then watch TV."

Xiaoyu glanced at me inexplicably, turned on the TV, and started watching it intently, but I couldn't calm down, I was like an ant on a hot pot, running around in a hurry, looking at Xiaoyu from time to time, if he yelled at me or It's okay to make a big fuss, or it's okay to say that he doesn't know the situation, but why he doesn't tell the truth when he knows it clearly?

I fidgeted on the sofa and didn't know what to say. Should I explain the situation to him?Or is it better not to mention it?Or is Xiaoyu giving me another chance to confess?

Just when I didn't know what to do, Xiao Yu stood up and leaned towards me, "What's wrong with you? Is your back itchy?"

"Huh?" I didn't know what he was talking about.

He flashed those bright eyes, "You are moving around, I thought you were itchy."

There was no sign of anger in Xiao Yu's expression, which made me even more confused, what was he thinking in his heart, or... I felt a little bit in my heart, no, how could it be possible, Xiao Yu must care about me the most of.

"My back is a little itchy." I followed his words.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Yu pulled my shirt when she came up, startling me.

Xiao Yu stopped and looked at me strangely, "Scratch it for me, don't you need it?"

"Oh, that's it." I thought you saw that I was lying and wanted to beat me up, but when I thought about it, I felt completely dumbfounded. When Xiao Yu was angry, she could only walk away silently, and never did anything.