I accompanied the flowers that year

Xiao Yu is already 16 years old. Although she looks like a child now, in ancient times, she would have been able to marry and have children, and her size has grown a lot. It should be in the development period. If you are confused by girls at this time, it is actually very difficult It's normal, but when you think about it, you will feel heartache. In fact, he is not confused by girls. If he figured it out, it is right to be with girls. He was just confused by me at the beginning, so what should he do?

I leaned back on the chair, slowly exhaled the smoke, my hands were hanging weakly on both sides of the chair, without any support, I haven't been home so early for a long time, and I haven't picked up Xiao Yu for a long time.

Xiao Yu hates the smell of smoke. For this reason, I haven't touched it for a long time, but today I really can't control it.

In the smog, I can numb my nerves better.

"Di?" Xiao Yu opened the door and came in, frowning and asked me while changing shoes, "Are you smoking?"

"Yeah." I opened my eyes slightly, then closed them again.

Xiao Yu didn't say anything, just walked around me and quickly opened the window.

"Di? Have you encountered any difficulties?" Xiao Yu walked up to me and pressed close to my face.

It’s actually not the first time that I’ve been so close, and I would stick closer when I slept before, which doesn’t mean I didn’t have desires. After all, I’m not Liu Xiahui. Just because he slept next to me, the number of times I went to the toilet increased. Yes, of course I also thought about touching him, but when I think about his current age, I hope he can live like a child for a few more years. After all, that nightmare has just passed, but God knows how painful it is for me to recognize it.

I straightened up and stared at Xiaoyu's eyes. These clear and pure eyes were still the same as before. They looked so beautiful, not unreal, not in a daze, as if they were far away from me.Will these eyes really not belong to me in the future?

Thinking of this, I feel ruthless, Xiao Yu, don't blame me for not letting go of you, I really can't let you go, if you really like someone else, I might not fulfill my promise to let you fly away, I I'd rather you hate me than put you by my side.

I gently hugged Xiaoyu's head, and pressed it against my chest. Xiaoyu didn't say a word, but just followed my movements, sticking to my chest obediently.

I really hope that time will stay as early as this moment forever, and the sun will never rise tomorrow morning, or that Xiao Yu will never leave this house, and don’t take part in the high school and college entrance examinations. I am enough to support him, I am enough to support him for a lifetime, why bother to torture myself You worked so hard to take this exam.

But as soon as I opened my mouth, before I could say anything, Xiaoyu said, "I'm sorry, if it's about work, I can't help you now, but I will definitely study hard and become your right-hand man in the future, okay? ?”

So sincere, so pious, what I was going to say was blocked by Xiaoyu all of a sudden, what else can I say, all of Xiaoyu's desperate efforts are for me, if I deny his efforts now, The self-confidence that Xiao Yu had built up with great difficulty over the years was destroyed.

"Light rain?"

"Ok?"

"fine."

In the end, I still didn't tell the matter. First, I didn't want to say it, and second, I didn't dare to say it. I was afraid that Xiao Yu would admit it. If Xiao Yu admitted it, then even this state of self-deception would not last. The phone call this time is groundless, it must have done something to lead to the current situation.

Although I didn't say it, I found that Xiaoyu's time to go home was getting later and later. I also thought the teacher knew that the key class would always be delayed for a while, so I didn't take it to heart. Since I was in junior high school He didn't let me pick it up in the future, and insisted on taking the bus by himself. Sometimes I wondered if I was too indulgent to him, so that everything was done according to his wishes, but thinking about it, he didn't propose either. It would seem unreasonable for me not to agree to any exaggerated request.

While I was depressed, Qin Yue's child was born.

On the day of confinement, Qin Yue unexpectedly told me that she could bring Xiaoyu here, which made me almost drop the phone on the ground in shock, "Sister, you didn't drink too much, are you sure you want to bring Xiaoyu here?"

"Nonsense, I have to say it a second time. Don't be angry with me. A woman who doesn't know confinement can't be angry."

"I'm afraid you'll get angry, so I asked in advance, will you embarrass him?" You can't blame me for being overwhelmed, the change is so fast, I don't even know if this is a trap.

Qin Yue seemed a little impatient, but she didn't explain to me, and finally said directly, "Just bring him here, don't you think it would be cruel to leave him alone once you walk this way?"

You also know it's cruel, so you still treat him like that, of course I know, but, what can I do, I can't bring it over to make you quarrel.

However, I still couldn't figure out what happened to Qin Yue, and suddenly remembered such a thing.

Coincidentally, Xiaoyu is Sunday tomorrow, and I don't know if he would like to go with me. If he doesn't go, Qin Yue will definitely be even more angry. After all, it was Qin Yue who proposed it himself, but if he goes, will he Will be wronged, Qin Yue is a famous poisonous snake, and she speaks without regard to other people's faces. When I was in trouble, Xiao Yu came home from school, "Xiao Yu, do you have any plans for tomorrow?" Xiao Yu shouted.

"The teacher assigned a lot of homework, and it is estimated that it will take a day to write."

"I'll take you to see the baby tomorrow, do you want to?" I hesitated for a moment, and then said.

Xiao Yu suddenly stopped her movements and looked at me in disbelief, "I... Me? Can I?"

I smiled, "Of course, why don't you ask whose baby it is?"

"Isn't it sister Qin's?" Xiao Yu said as it should.

"how do you know?"

Xiao Yu's voice hesitated for a moment, before stammering: "I... I once saw her on the way."

"Oh, so, do you want to go there tomorrow?"

"Think, I'm going to finish my homework tonight." Xiao Yu cheered and ran into her room, and immediately took out her homework book, as if she was about to struggle.

I feel quite lost in my heart, am I not as attractive as my homework now? "There's no need to work so hard. You haven't eaten yet. Don't do it tonight, okay? Sleep with me. You haven't slept with me for a long time."