I accompanied the flowers that year

The matter about me has already reached Qin Yue's ears. It must have been told by my mother. Qin Yue asked me indirectly why I didn't go home.

"Look at the dejected look on your face when you quarreled?" Qin Yue looked a little gloating.

Today is really true, no matter where you go, people will not forget this matter.

I slapped my swollen face to pretend to be fat, "No, when did you become a physiognomy?"

"A quarrel, it's inevitable. Your brother-in-law and I are still going to get divorced. Why don't you run away from home and let him have a child at home?" Qin Yue poured me a glass of water.

Of course I'm worried, but I don't know what to do?

Hey?its not right?

"Why are you talking to Xiao Yu?" Ever since I went to Qin Yue's house last time, I felt that something was wrong, but Xiao Yu laughed at me thinking about it all day long, and then it didn't matter, but there must have been something that I didn't like know things.

Qin Yue was silent for a while, then said: "Don't you know why I let Xiao Yu come to my house to hug Xiao Xiao?"

"Why?" Nonsense, neither of you said anything, where would I know?

Qin Yue smiled, "It's a good thing you came home today, otherwise, you would never hear the story I told you, and you would never know how happy you are, being deeply loved by someone, Don't think that you are the only one who is paying, maybe you haven't seen it, but it doesn't mean that you are the only one who is trying to maintain the relationship between you, I don't know what happened to him with you, which makes you so angry, but, the reason why I I accepted Xiao Yu because he had been here, or he came here often, and Zhang Hang had seen it too, did you think Zhang Hang was very persistent at the time? Actually not, he just learned from Xiao Yu."

"Learned from Xiao Yu?" Qin Yue was taken aback by what I said.

"I don't know, Xiaoyu has been here for many years, and our mother also knows that at the beginning, she wanted to persuade me to accept you, because she was afraid that you would make things difficult in front of your relatives, and even more afraid that you would lose your relatives because of it. Maybe he lost , so you can better understand the importance of your loved ones. For this reason, I said a lot of harsh words. I also said, it is not difficult for us to accept you. As long as he leaves, everything here can be restored to normal. But, you know how he Respond to me?"

I asked anxiously, "What did he say?"

"He said, as long as Di doesn't let go, I will follow him. If one day he doesn't like me, I will leave automatically and won't be a burden to you. Later, he will give some Gifts came, but basically I threw them out in front of my face. Even so, he didn’t give up. I asked him at the time, is it worth it for you, and he said that as long as it’s for you, it’s worth it. I was very moved by some words. He said, although I have never met my parents, I have lived with my grandma since I was a child. Grandma is the best person in the world for me. I can live without me, but I can’t live without my family. I asked him, are you willing to give up Di? He said, reluctant, but he didn’t want Di to fall out with his family because of himself. I also asked him, grandma or Di, which one is better for you. He thought about it After a long time, I didn't answer my question in the end, but just said, "It's different, I hope to live with Di for the rest of my life."

I was shocked when I heard Qin Yue's words. Did Xiao Yu say such a thing?Did Xiaoyu Zengjiang come here often because of me?Why are these things never told to me?

Qin Yue looked at my reaction, and then said: "Xiaoyu often came over when I was pregnant, and would often ask me curiously, is there a younger brother or younger sister? At that time, my opinion of him had changed, but the child was born. Later, Xiao Yu suddenly stopped coming. When I was still wondering why Xiao Yu didn’t come, Zhang Hang said that he met Xiao Yu on the way. Xiao Yu was walking back at that time. But he refused to come, Zhang Hang joked at the time, did sister Qinyue speak badly? Don’t take it to heart, my sister has no bad intentions, but Xiaoyu shook her head and said, I haven’t gone up yet, the neighbor aunt said Qinyue My sister couldn't be angry when she was in confinement, and then I came out. Later, I thought, maybe the neighbors often saw me and Xiaoyu quarreling, so I said such a sentence, so I completely accepted him. "

I stood up abruptly, and was so shocked that I couldn't speak for a long time, "Why...why I don't know this at all?"

"That's why I said don't think that you are the only one who is working hard to maintain this relationship, and he has paid no less than you silently."

After hearing Qin Yue's words, I couldn't stay any longer, so I hurried home, Qin Di, you are such a fool, you still doubted Xiao Yu's character for so many years, and what you said that night was still so ugly , and, no matter what, you shouldn't leave Xiao Yu alone at home, what if that person comes again?

No matter whether Xiao Yu is really willing to be with him or not, if she is willing, I will definitely not allow it. If Xiao Yu is forced, then what am I doing? Isn't it just a chance for a third party to take advantage of it?

When I rushed home, I didn’t see Xiao Yu who was supposed to be sitting at home. There was no one at home. Looking at the empty home, I realized that the summer vacation was over. He should have started school, the first day of high school I didn't send him off on that day, what kind of mentality would he have to go to school by himself?There is still some money in the family, so I should be able to live for these few days, and I should have played with him during the summer vacation, but when I finally squeezed out time, something like that happened. Accompanying him well, I felt very guilty. I put on my shoes and walked into the room where I forced Xiao Yu. The smell of lust had long since disappeared. The room was too clean and I couldn’t see a trace of that time. Even the quilt and pillows are gone, only the bare boards are left, did they move to the school?It seems that you really want to leave me, especially if I have done such a thing, there is no way to forgive it.I sat on the bed and greedily breathed the breath that once belonged to Xiao Yu, and I always felt that Xiao Yu was still living here.

After staying for a while, I stood up and walked to my room, looking for the contact number of Xiaoyu School. Back then, I thought this kind of house was small and wanted to change it. Xiao Yufei said that when the house is big, there will be a sense of distance. What did you say? I refused to buy it, so I had to give in here. I didn't expect that this house, which I used to think was small, now feels empty without boundaries, and the sense of distance will spread uncontrollably.

When I opened the door, I hadn’t even stepped in. I was already stupefied. There was a very conspicuous cake on the table in the bedroom. It was packed in an ordinary carton box. Dearest Di, happy birthday.Next to it is a small smiling face with its tongue sticking out.It's just that the cake has become moldy due to the long time of storage.

I suddenly remembered that the day I quarreled with Xiaoyu seemed to be really my birthday, but I was busy with work, so how can I remember these.

What shocked me the most was my bed. There was an extra quilt and pillow. Does this mean that he wanted to move back?At that time, it was also due to the high school entrance examination, fearing that I would affect my studies, so I insisted on moving to the next room, maybe I wanted to take advantage of my birthday to move back.