General's Butler

Li Junmou didn't expect that he would come to this place again, unlike other places where Yingying and Yanyan stood at the door waving and flattering, the front of Yuqingyuan was always so deserted.

It's not because there are few customers, Li Junmou used to be a frequent visitor here, the people here are very noble, and the person he knows well can be said to be the best among them.

The gate of Yuqing Garden is always open, and there is a servant boy waiting behind the door, and the guests are led into the hall by the servant boy.

When Li Junmou entered, a servant boy happened to leave with a guest. When the servant boy passed by Li Junmou, he looked at Li Junmou in surprise, and immediately lowered his head again.

Li Junmou didn't think much about it, originally there were many people who knew him in this place, and since he hadn't been here for such a long time, his sudden appearance would inevitably make people feel surprised.

Xian Yu's room is on the third floor. He always likes to be alone, and he is the only one on the whole third floor. Since he is the top card of Yuqing Garden, no one dares to make irresponsible remarks about his special case of acting alone.

Maybe I was attracted by Xian Yu's arrogance back then, and the two people had different thoughts, and they didn't want the ending to be fate instead of evil.

Xian Yu's room is hung with layers of red curtains hanging on the ground. In summer, Xian Yu likes to keep the windows open all the time to dispel the stuffy air in the room, and even in winter, they will keep them open all night.

It was a bit windy tonight, the curtain fluttered in the room, and Xian Yu's figure was looming in the curtain.

"Squeak~~"

Sensing someone coming in, Xian Yu's hand that was holding the eyebrow pencil to outline was stiff on his face, the person didn't speak, Xian Yu's hand was just raised like that, as if time had frozen and stopped flowing.

"Who..." Xian Yu felt his voice trembling.

After not hearing the response from the people behind him for a long time, Xian Yu thought he heard it wrong. Ever since he knew that Li Junmou was not here, he used to sleep with the window open. Whenever the wind blows the door, he would feel that it was Li Junmou. back again.

"You should have known I would come"

Li Junmou pushed aside the red curtain and walked behind Xian Yu, looking at Xian Yu's back, Li Junmou didn't relax at all.

Xian Yu is a special person who always does unexpected things. Since the two of them broke up, Li Junmou has always been subconsciously on guard.

"Yeah, I knew you would come." Xian Yu smiled lowly.

When he heard Li Junmou's voice, Xian Yu felt his cheeks sour, and he didn't even dare to look back at him, for fear that something would come out of his delicate eye sockets.

It's just that this person doesn't care how many tears he has now.

The silence struck again, both of them seemed to have gotten used to it, and neither of them spoke again.

"Did you attract me just to watch you stay silent?"

There was a strange atmosphere in Li Junmou's words, without a trace of emotion.Looking at Xian Yu's back, he still found that he seemed to have lost a lot of weight over the years.

It seems that he still can't forget.

"Do you have to do this? It's not easy to see you."

Xian Yu didn't expect that seeing Li Junmou again would be like this, the two of them seemed like strangers they just met, but he was so familiar with both the voice and breath.

Is it really irreversible? The past.

"Do you know where he is?"

When Li Junmou was in Qingyuan, Xian Yu sent someone to look for him, saying that he knew Qing Ya's whereabouts, even though he didn't know how Xian Yu knew Qing Ya was missing, he still came.

If not, he would never see Xian Yu again in this life.

"Is there nothing else to talk about between us?"

Xian Yu was dejected, it was hard to invite him here, he couldn't do without someone like Qing Ya, could it be that he really fell in love with him?

It's ridiculous, how many years ago, he told himself that he didn't like men, did he change?

However, it wasn't because of him, so there was still some bitterness in my heart.

"If it was Xian Yu from before, of course I could have a drink with him, but now Xian Yu is no longer a friend."

Since Xian Yu made it clear to Li Junmou about his feelings for him four years ago, the friendship between them has ceased to exist, and even if they met face to face, everything was in vain.

"I like you, we can't be friends anymore, but what about that person? Do you like him?"

That man named Qing Ya, they have only known each other for a long time, how can they be favored by Li Junmou, Xian Yu resents, but has no way to vent.

"Yes, I like him, I would appreciate it if you could tell me where he is"

Xian Yu's expression was stunned, he just said this sentence so simply... Then he just smiled wryly.

"But I like you too, no, I love you deeply"

As early as when he was still young and was rescued by Li Junmou, he had already fallen in love with him, and that kind of uncontrollable liking actually seeped into his bone marrow and blood over time.

But when he told Li Junmou, he didn't get the answer, maybe he already got the answer, but he still didn't give up.

I still remember that day, when Li Junmou turned around and made a decisive decision, he only said one sentence: "From now on, we will not meet each other again."

As a result, not long after, Li Junmou and Pan Yun got married.

Xian Yu also knew about the fact that the Pan family provided medicine for Mrs. Li. At that time, the two of them were friends who talked about everything.

Mrs. Li passed away before she got the medicine, so Mr. Li had no reason to marry Pan Yun again.

He knew that as long as it was something Li Junmou didn't want to do, no one could force him.

And his compromise, Xian Yu knew it was an answer to him...

"Xian Yu, I said that it's impossible between us, even if I don't have the status of a general, I won't have the slightest feeling for you"

Li Junmou has tried his best to speak bluntly, hoping to cut off Xian Yu's thoughts, if it were someone else, maybe he would really retreat in spite of the difficulties.

He once regarded Xian Yu as his best friend, a very simple friend who could talk about everything.

"I know, that's what you said back then."

Xian Yu half-kneeled on the ground and looked at Li Junmou, his head slightly raised, his eyes revealing confusion.

"But, can you really let me go? If you don't come today, I will give up, but you are here." There is a glimmer of light in Xian Yu's blurred eyes, even though it makes him feel a little humble.

"Xian Yu, I'm tired of talking to you." Li Junmou's tone was full of helplessness.

"You know why I'm here"

He specially sent someone to tell him that he knew about Qing Ya, which proved that he had been secretly observing him, and even observed Qing Ya.

"I still say the same thing, we used to be best friends, there is no need for us to see each other in the future, I think it was a mistake to get news about Qingya from you from the beginning"

If it wasn't Xian Yu who was entangled, Li Junmou would have lost his patience long ago.

Li Junmou turned around, as decisive as he was five years ago, he didn't even give Xian Yu a chance to stay, leaving Xian Yu alone again.

Xian Yu didn't keep Li Junmou on, after all, the conversation had already reached this point, and Xian Yu's self-esteem also made him unable to speak.

Just like that day, the day Li Junmou just returned to the capital, he didn't stop him, just watched him walk in front of him.

What is love, what is love, he has long been used to, watching that person from behind.

But why?

That person named Qing Ya can get Li Junmou, he is obviously a man, and he has known Li Junmou longer than Qing Ya.

Why, it happened to be that person, not myself.