Imprisonment of indulgence
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He had a good life, and Si Ran thought that the boy had really disappeared on this earth.
The man stared darkly at his brother's smiling face. This was the first time he showed a good face this day, but unfortunately it wasn't for him.His eyes sank, and he asked casually: "Brother, who sent you a text message and smiled so happily." As a member of the twins, no one understands each other's thoughts better than Si Ran.He gave him a sideways glance with a half-smile.The meaning in the eyes seems to say that I have seen through your little thoughts.
Si Yan was not in the slightest embarrassment. In his opinion, it was best for his brother to understand his thoughts, so as to prove that his brother cared about him.
Siran saw through his thoughts, and squeezed out a hum from his nostrils, this time he didn't pretend to be a fool, and said directly: "That kid Wu Siyan is back, and my other younger brother is back."
It seemed as if he wanted to embarrass his younger brother, but he was still smiling very happily. This fell into Si Yan's eyes, and it was really not a good taste.
His face remained unchanged, but he was already planning in his heart how to get rid of that unsightly boy.He even thought darkly, why this kid was not killed by a gun when he was a soldier.
It's a pity that such thoughts can't be shown in front of the young man. It's not that the young man didn't know how much he loved Wu Siyan when he was a child. During that time, he often made him jealous.If he showed the idea of wanting that kid never to come back, I am afraid that his final fate tonight will be reduced to the point of falling behind with the sofa.
While thinking, the phone rang briskly.
Siran looked at the phone on it, and suddenly laughed.Say Cao Cao Cao Cao is here.
He answered the phone, and the young man's voice came through the phone resoundingly, with anticipation and a strong smile: "Brother, I'm back! I, Wu Siyan, Hu Hansan, came back to conquer the earth again!"
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"You're finally back, kid. I thought you were going to settle down in the army. No matter who told you, you ran off to the military academy without saying hello. It's thanks to you for thinking it out." Si Ran scolded with a smile.
Who would have thought that a gangster would go to a military academy? When Wu Siyan made this choice, everyone was stunned.
Not to mention those who know his background, some risked their lives to teach Wu Ye.At that time, Mr. Wu, who was already regarded as a master, held a cigarette gracefully, blew out a smoke ring, and only said a word: "As long as he likes it." Just five words contained endless pampering, body and soul The gang boss, Mr. Wu, doesn't care whether his nephew will stand opposite him in the future. What he cares about is whether he is happy or not. As long as Wu Siyan is happy, even if he wants the whole family, he is willing to give it to him.
"Brother, come out and meet. I haven't seen my brother in the past few years. I miss him. If I didn't see him on TV, I'm afraid I wouldn't recognize him."
Siran smiled and glanced at his younger brother who was sitting upright, looking at his displeasure with his lips tightly pursed, the smile in his eyes deepened: "Okay, how long? I'm free anytime "He has already forgotten all the work arranged by his agent, and even his own brother is ready to abandon it.
"I'm not allowed!!"
Before the other party answered, Si Yan couldn't bear it anymore and stood up. The tall figure blocked the bright light, and the shadow shrouded it.Leng Jun's face was full of gloom, and the jealousy and possessiveness in the depths of his eyes were about to seep out, and the brows were full of prey.He said word by word without doubt: "I said I'm not sure." The cold light in his eyes burst out. If Si Ran didn't know his brother too well, he wouldn't do anything to him. His vicious look makes people misunderstand him. Want to beat myself up.
Si Ran's eyes moved slightly, and he gently lifted his eyelids upwards, and his eyelashes drew a beautiful arc in the air.His eyes were calm, and his voice was cold: "Say it again, I didn't hear you clearly just now." The man who was still domineering before suddenly seemed like a balloon that had been punctured, and his aura suddenly retreated, he pursed his lips Petal, staring at Si Ran with deep eyes without blinking, then protracted and whispered softly: "Brother..."
Siran shivered, and couldn't stand his younger brother's virtue: "Okay, don't babble, Xiaoyan finally came back. As an older brother, of course I want to see him." "You are my older brother!" the sound of.
Si Ran sighed: "Don't you still believe me? Well, it's decided. I'll change clothes first." After finishing speaking, he didn't look at his brother, and said to the phone: "Where shall we meet?"
"On East Avenue..."
"Well, okay, I'll come over in ten minutes or so."
Si Ran secretly wrote down the location, then raised his head, looked at his younger brother, and spread his hand towards the ugly man: "The key." Si Yan stared deeply at his brother Bai Nen's palm without saying a word. He reached out to hold Si Ran's hand, seeing that he didn't receive the previous resistance, his condensed face softened a little.He sat beside the young man, surrounded him with a broad embrace, lowered his head, and rubbed the top of the young man's head with his chin: "You won't accompany me anymore." Si Ran was tickled by his rubbing, and he flinched for a while. Hide: "Brother, I just went to see him." "I don't like you with him."
"..."
Before, he wondered why his younger brother resisted Wu Siyan so much.
Si Ran asked: "I wanted to talk about it before, what happened between you and Wu Siyan? Why do you hate each other?"
"..." Si Yan lowered his eyes, and touched the young man's soft hair with his thin lips: "It's just that I'm not used to seeing him. I hate people who hang around my brother." "..."
The corner of Siran's mouth twitched violently, this is this damn possessive desire again!
"Okay. Give me the key, it won't work if you're late."
"I'll take my brother there, I don't worry about you driving."
"Don't worry, I have a driver's license. Don't underestimate me, get it quickly." Under Si Ran's domineering tyranny, the car keys obediently fell into his hands.
Si Yan stood at the door, watching his brother's back until it disappeared, and the man's face suddenly became gloomy.
Is it Wu Siyan? Now that he is back, he has to bear the price of his anger!
Thinking of this, the man made a call on his mobile phone. After the call was connected, a cold voice escaped from his thin lips.
"Uncle Wu? There's something I want to tell you about your Xiaoyan..." The conversation between the two men started here, and the long-awaited reunion over there also started.
Siran found a parking space and parked the car, put on his sunglasses and took the keys and walked to the agreed place.
The place where Wu Siyan invited him was one of the clubs under their Wu family's venue. Although Wu Yexiu was very obedient to his nephew, the principle was still very strict.In front of all the parents, their own children are children, and Wu Yexiu is also quite strict with his nephew, basically letting him go out to play must be in his own territory, let alone touch drinks.
No one could have imagined that Wu Siyan, who is now 24 years old, would still be given pocket money by his uncle every month.Siran opened the door effortlessly and walked in. As Wu Siyan's elder brother who grew up together, he is very familiar with him. Many people in the Wu family know him.
When Siran arrived, Wu Siyan had already arrived, and there were already many empty bottles in front of him, how long he had been here.
Seeing this, Si Ran felt guilty, if it wasn't for his younger brother's unwillingness to let go, he wouldn't have tossed around for so long.
The private room was very quiet. As the young master of the Wu family, Wu Siyan obviously received the best treatment. There was no smell of cigarettes or alcohol, and there was a faint fragrance in the air.
The light in the box was a bit dim, and the faces and figures of people were obscured in the shadows.
Si Ran walked over, and the leather shoes made a crisp sound when they stepped on the smooth ground.
"Gululu" the sound of the empty bottle rolling on the ground sounded, it circled around and finally hit the foot of the table and stopped.
Siran paused, such a sound aroused Wu Siyan who was drinking bitterly.The young man raised his head, shadows enveloped his whole body, his expression was blurred, only his eyes were bright and deep in the darkness, with a moist luster.
"Brother~"
With an indistinct coquettish voice, the young man patted the seat beside him vigorously with his hands: "Come on, brother sit with me."
Siran looked at the bottle on the table, then at the two empty bottles on the ground, frowning: "How much did you drink?"
He sat on the sofa following the young man's will. Suddenly, the person beside him rushed over and hugged his waist.
Siran was taken aback, and he patted the young man's head annoyed when he realized it: "It's the other way around, even your brother dared to scare him."
"Hehehe." Wu Siyan didn't speak, but just smiled cheerfully.
Si Ran held his head up worriedly, and pinched his soft cheeks: "How much did you drink? Tell me what's unpleasant? Did something happen in the army?"
Wu Siyan didn't speak, just being silly and happy.Suddenly he slapped Siran full, and a thick milky smell emanated from his breath.
Siran's nose moved, and his face sank.He pushed the young man away without mercy, took a sip from the half-drinked bottle.
The rich milk fragrance permeates the whole bud, with the unique fishy smell of milk.
"Wu Siyan!!"
Si Ran put down the bottle heavily, and the thick bottom of the bottle hit the glass coffee table with a crisp sound.
"You didn't drink at all! Pretending to be drunk!!"
He wondered if Wu Yexiu, a calf-protecting man, was willing to let his nephew drink. It turned out that there was no wine at all, and those bottles were filled with milk.
"Good boy, do you even want to lie to your brother now?" Still pretending so realistically, Si Ran felt that it was a waste of talent for this kid not to become an actor!
"Brother." The trainee lowered his head, his entire face was hidden in the shadows and he couldn't see clearly.His voice was muffled, mixed with imperceptible grievances.
Siran raised his brows. Under the dim light, his face was blurred, and his eyes were full of evil spirits: "What? Did you know it was wrong?"
Wu Siyan kept his head silent, a long time of soft sobbing sounded, the young man who had become tall and straight hugged Si Ran again, buried his head in his chest, his voice was indistinct but permeated with crying.
"Brother, I miss you so much..."
He kept repeating this sentence, as if venting his grievances and sadness in front of his closest people, "Brother...I feel so uncomfortable."
Si Ran patted his big head for a moment, and subconsciously lowered his voice: "Xiaoyan? What happened? Did you get wronged at school?" Wu Siyan shook his head and remained silent. Si Ran could feel it. The fabric up to his chest was wet with cold tears.
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It took a long time before the intermittent sobbing stopped.Si Ran licked his dry lips and said, "Stop crying?"
The big head in his arms shook, and after two seconds of silence, a hoarse and crying voice sounded: "Brother, I want to drink."
When Si Ran was sitting in an open-air food stall, he just felt that he must have been crazy before, otherwise why would Wu Siyan bring him to this place without even hesitating when he mentioned drinking.
The Wu family's family precepts are very strict, no puppy love, no drinking, so that Wu Siyan, who is now a young man, still retains his pure first kiss.
The food stalls are very noisy, and everyone around is gulping beer and shirtless.
On the other hand, the two of them, Siran, were wearing light shirts, with large sunglasses hanging on the bridge of their noses.He has a good temperament and a famous brand, which is incompatible with the scruffy people around him.
With bright lights, Siran was able to take a good look at the young Wu Siyan in front of him.The fluffy hair that used to be used to be replaced by a cold and hard cut, and the eyebrows are less delicate and more masculine and sharp.It still has delicate facial features, and it looks like a child when it smiles.
The young man's eyes were a little rosy, as if because of the previous crying, the young man felt a little ashamed, his eyes dodged and he didn't dare to look directly at the brother he had called for decades.
Si Ran just thought it was funny, the child who used to follow behind his butt and softly called Si Ran's brother had grown up...
He couldn't help sighing, and then laughed at himself for his mentality like an old man.
Wu Siyan pursed his lips and did not speak, Si Ran poked Cheng Liang's forehead with his chopsticks in disbelief: "Are you sure you haven't seen each other for so many years, why are you so cruel that you don't want to talk to brother?"
"No, it's just."
It's just that I cried in front of my brother just now, and I feel that the self-esteem of my elders has been deeply hurt.
How could Si Ran not know what he was thinking, this child almost grew up by himself.As soon as he rolled his eyes, he knew he was thinking of something bad, let alone now.Even though I haven't seen him for six years, when he saw the child for the first time, Siran was sure that even after six years, his character and essence hadn't changed, just like that.
"Tell me, how is your life at school now?
When Wu Siyan heard the words, he suddenly became interested and swept away the previous depression.He began to talk about what happened in school, from going to school to meeting new friends, from being unaccustomed to getting along later: "Brother, you don't know that there is a person in our dormitory who likes to fart before going to bed, so Every time he was ready for bed, we collectively made excuses to go out.
"Oh? Doesn't he know he's like this? You need to find an excuse to go out. "
"He doesn't know that he has such a habit at all. He's just a big horse, and his nerves are as thick as steel bars."
Si Ran listened to him chattering about what had happened in recent years with a smile on his face, his eyes stayed on that radiant face, and the eyes shining with moisture under the light, his smile faded a lot: " So have you graduated now?"
Well, after graduating, you don't know how difficult the graduation exam is. I almost couldn't come back. These years of training have killed people, but I still survived.
Wu Siyan said proudly, he rolled up his sleeves to expose his arms, and began to show his muscles to Si Ran; "See, brother, this is the proof of a man.
Si Ran's eyes were fixed, and he stretched out two slender fingers to pinch the white and tender arms of that family, which were soft and had no muscles at all.He squinted at him with a half-smile: "This is the muscle you mentioned.
"..." Wu Siyan couldn't hold back his face, put down his sleeves in embarrassment, and tried to change the subject: "Brother, how did you enter the entertainment circle? You must know how shocked I was when I saw your TV series on TV." Well, I told people in our class that you are my brother, and they all thought I was bragging. Another day, you give me an autograph, or take a photo with me, and I want to show it off to them. Don’t Underestimating your popularity, some of the elders in our class appreciate you."
Even if you say they appreciate you, he can't be happy.
A few old men admired themselves, so why are they happy.
But in order not to spoil Wu Siyan's interest, Si Ran didn't say anything, but secretly slandered him in his heart.He looked at the handsome young man in front of him. His fair skin was the same as before. Except for some changes in his eyes and hair, he was almost the same as six years ago.
"Why aren't you tanned?"
This brings us to Wu Siyan's pain, another pain besides height.
He paused and looked at his brother with aggrieved eyes: "Stop talking, I want to get a tan too, but I can't."
He was used to being laughed at in the military academy, because many people saw him because of his fair skin, and some people called him Bai Zhanji.
"Okay, I won't talk about it." Si Ran smiled and greeted the proprietress with a few dishes.He picked up a piece of braised pork and put it in Wu Siyan's bowl, and asked casually, "Can you tell me why you cried earlier?"
The atmosphere became heavy all of a sudden, Wu Siyan's movement of holding the meat stopped, the shining mother in his eyes slowly dimmed, and his smile was bitter: "Brother, can you stop asking me?"
The appearance of him wanting to cry but trying not to cry made Si Ran feel uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable he was, it was not as uncomfortable as his forced smile.
"If you think I'm your brother, you can tell me. You think I didn't see that you have been patient, you think I don't know if you pretend to be happy. Xiaoyan, what is the pain in your heart? Just tell me, brother can help you out with ideas.
As soon as he said this, the young man seemed to open a tear box, and huge tears flowed down.
"Is liking a man a sin?"
Siran's heart skipped a beat, with indescribable tension in his heart, he subconsciously breathed lightly: "Why do you ask such a question?"
"I found out that I don't like women. In the military academy, they would watch action movies and they would breathe heavily and react red-faced, but I didn't. I was as calm as a Taoist priest. At that time, I thought something was wrong with me, but one day I found out that I didn't have any problems at all. There's no problem, it's just that my partner is not a woman. Brother, is liking a man a disgusting thing?"
Wu Siyan's eyes were red, his white teeth bit his lower lip lightly, his expression was expectant and fearful, he was so looking forward to Si Ran's denial, but he was so afraid of Si Ran's disgust towards him.
Thinking of his closest brother looking at him with disgust, Wu Siyan felt as if there was a stick stirring in his heart, which made him cry.
"Brother, don't hate me."
Siran lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on Wu Siyan's fingers that were tightly clenched with his hands. He smiled softly, and said like a sigh or an exclamation; "How could I hate you? It's not a sin to like a man, it's just you The object of liking is only a man. Love does not distinguish between genders, but the person you love happens to be of the same sex as you. There is no need to be sad, and there is no need to be afraid, these are normal, you are not a disgusting person, understand?"
The eyes of the young man in front of him were still as gentle as before, without the slightest disgust, just silently caring.The strangeness made Wu Siyan's uneasy heart settle down, and he began to tell the secret he had hidden for six years.
"I want to drink to strengthen my courage, brother let me drink, I have never even drank alcohol in my life."
"Didn't you ever drink in the military academy?" Generally speaking, the military academy is full of old men, and they will get together to drink small wine and so on.A situation like Wu Siyan's is really abnormal.
Is it abnormal...
Wu Siyan also knew that he was not normal, but when he remembered the words that the person said in his ear that he was not allowed to drink alcohol, he would firmly remember this sentence. After growing up so much, he really didn’t drink at all. If it wasn’t for today, he really didn’t want to be depressed I'm afraid Wu Siyan will still remember that sentence that he won't drink.
He would definitely be scolded when he went back after drinking. Thinking of the man's elegant smile and reproachful words, Wu Siyan smiled bitterly.Even if you scold him, so what, he will always be so superior.
"Boss, please bring me a case of beer."
Looking at Wu Siyan's surprised eyes, Si Ran rolled up his sleeves, revealing his fair arms.He smiled, and his eyes hidden under the sunglasses were full of smiles: "Since my younger brother wants to drink, it is impossible for an older brother not to drink. Come on, Xiaoyan, you can drink as much as you want, I will accompany you."
"But, brother, you are a public figure now, it would be bad if you were photographed." Wu Siyan was both moved and worried. He was moved by his brother to cheer him up when he was in a bad mood, but he was worried that if people found out that Yan Ran was on the street Drinking, the media will not know how to report the news tomorrow.
Is it a behavior only in 216 of the confinement?
"It's okay, they definitely never expected that the famous Yan Ran would drink beer and eat meat in such a place."
Hearing the words, Wu Siyan turned his head to look at the noisy environment around him, and then reluctantly raised the corners of his lips: "That's right, who would stay here, brother, come on, you can't go home until you have fun with me today."
"Of course, you are my younger brother, and you must accompany me. You can drink until dawn, no problem."
A bottle of beer came out quickly, maybe it was because Si Ran was wearing sunglasses strangely at night, the proprietress who brought him the beer stared at him for a long time with weird eyes, and finally left without turning around every step of the way.
Wu Siyan also said: "Brother, she must have regarded you as a pervert, otherwise she wouldn't have looked at you with such strange eyes."
"You're the one with poor mouth." Si Ran scolded him with a smile, picked up a bottle of beer, opened the cap and poured a glass into the glasses of the two of them.
The Golden Astragalus Mou liquid is poured into a transparent glass, and little bubbles emerge from the liquid.
Siran raised his hand and took a sip, the slightly bitter taste pervaded the whole mouth, the tip of his tongue tasted the bitter liquid, he frowned calmly, subconsciously looked at Wu Siyan, and saw the young man on the opposite side looking like a kid , pouring wine indiscriminately, pouring down another glass immediatly after drinking one glass impatiently.
Such rapid drinking made Si Ran's frown even tighter. He put down the unfinished wine glass, reached out his hand to stop the young man's movement, and said disapprovingly: "If you drink like this again, I will call immediately Your little uncle asked him to take you home."
"Don't call him!" Wu Siyan eagerly stopped with his tongue out, a blush appeared on his cheeks after drinking, I don't know if it was because of the drinking or something else, and his eyes were extraordinarily bright, shining under the light Bright, with a dewy luster.
"Don't call him."
"Don't hit..." He lowered his head, the shadow covered his face, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.
"What happened between you and your uncle?" Siran's eyes sank, tightly locked on the fragile appearance of the young man.
Wu Siyan raised his head, his eyes were slightly red.After a while, he rolled his eyeballs, watching Si Ran forcefully pull out an ugly and extreme smile: "Brother, is it disgusting for me to fall in love with my biological uncle?"
Looking at Siran's shocked expression, Wu Siyan felt that the pain in his heart was almost uncontrollable. The corners of his lips were raised, his smile was bitter, and his brows were full of pain and depression: "Is it disgusting for me like this, love?" Fucked my own biological uncle. Brother, am I perverted like this, am I still qualified to be your younger brother like this, I'm afraid you will feel disgusted too. "
"...No" Si Ran licked his dry lips, as if there was something choked in his throat, it took him a long time to squeeze out a word from his throat, his voice was hoarse and dry: "You are not disgusting..."
If you who just like your uncle are disgusting, then what is he who has already committed incest with your brother.
Wu Siyan choked up and drank another glass of wine. His eyes became brighter and brighter because of the alcohol: "Brother, don't make me happy. If you like your own uncle, it's not a pervert."
He took it for granted that he was comforting himself.
Siran shook his head, his eyes were dim, he looked at Wu Siyan's unconcealable pain, as if he had returned to the year when he first knew about his brother's feelings.During that year, he hesitated and hated himself.However, without hesitation, he and his brother embarked on this opposite path, which is full of pain and hopeless.
He didn't want to see Wu Siyan suffering and regretting in the future, so Si Ran asked, "Are you sure that your love for your little uncle is love and not admiration? You must know that your little uncle raised you up, would you mix family affection with love?" Together?"
Wu Siyan shook his head, and suddenly sneered, the laughter was full of sarcasm: "You will have a erotic dream that your own uncle will press you down, how can you use his thing to enter your body, and the strong arms are tightly bound Are you looking at you. Will you get an erection on your own uncle again? You are as calm as a monk after watching those movies, but just hearing your uncle’s voice makes your lower body hard and hot, as if it is about to explode. "
"It's like a pervert..." His voice gradually lowered, and he seemed to be suppressed in pain. A few whimpers escaped from his throat, like a wounded beast, howling in pain.
He was brought up by his uncle since he was a child, and he never thought that one day, his own uncle would be the object of his imagination.
Wu Siyan still deeply remembers how the uncle in the dream entered him, and how he pushed him up and down.The pleasure and trembling that came from the depths of his soul has never been forgotten by him.
"So I ran away, cowardly like a coward. I thought it would be normal to stay away from my uncle, but I didn't know that with the passage of time, such desires not only did not disappear, but because of the accumulation of time, they became deeper and deeper. Now It's getting out of control."
Wu Siyan moved his eyelids, a drop of cold tears fell from his eye socket, fell into the glass of golden liquid, and soon spread and disappeared.
He covered his eyelids with the back of his hands, biting his lower lip tightly with his exposed lips and teeth.
Siran's lips squirmed, and he stretched out his hand to take Wu Siyan's hand off his face, and filled him with wine under the gaze of his red eyes: "Drink."
The simple two words and the calm voice made Wu Siyan feel comforted.
His Adam's apple slipped, and a hoarse voice came out of his throat: "Thank you."
He didn't know what he was thanking, he only knew that Si Ran didn't dislike him or disgust him as he imagined, he was already very satisfied.
Before Wu Siyan was going to tell these things, he was already prepared to make Si Ran hate him, but when this moment came, even if he was mentally prepared, he was still very nervous.
But now all the anxiety, tension and pain disappeared in these two simple words, Wu Siyan sniffed, took out a piece of paper from the drawer box beside him and squeezed his nose.
The sound of snot twisting was loud, and Siran endured it, and finally couldn't help tapping his forehead with chopsticks: "Did you learn to be rude in the military academy? Where is your etiquette?"
"Hmph, what manners do gangsters have?" Wu Siyan replied in a low voice. After this interruption, the previously heavy atmosphere eased a lot.
Si Ran's frown was loosened, he played with the wine glass in his hand, raised the glass to meet his gaze.He stared indifferently at the bubbling golden liquid in the wine glass, and under Wu Siyan's surprised gaze, he drank it down in one gulp, and then said in a calm voice.
"Xiaoyan and I have been together for almost four years."
"Kang Dang." There was a crisp sound of glass shattering, the golden liquid spilled all over the floor, and several drops all splashed on Wu Siyan's straight trouser legs.
He kept his mouth open, and repeated stupidly: "Together?"
Wu Siyan looked at Si Ran with evasive eyes, seeing his expressionless expression, he felt a little bit in his heart: "It can't be the kind of meaning I understand."
Si Ran raised the corners of his lips on the stage, and smiled lightly: "You didn't think too much, it's just what you thought, Xiaoyan and I were together a few years ago. It's not the family relationship between brother and brother, but the relationship between lovers." love, can you understand this?"
It's not that I can understand it, it's that I can understand it too much.
As if struck by lightning, Wu Siyan stared at Si Ran's smiling face foolishly.Every word of this sentence was like a thunderbolt hitting his heart, causing him to lose his mind for a moment.
After finally reacting, Siran had already drank several glasses of wine in a row.Cups of golden liquid poured into the young man's mouth, watching him raise his head high, revealing his slender neck.
Before Wu Siyan woke up from the blow of his brother's incest, he began to feel sorry for Si Ran: "Don't drink."
Sensing that he had recovered, Si Ran raised his eyelids and said calmly: "Why, do you think I'm despicable?"
But Wu Siyan's indifferent voice made Wu Siyan's heart ache, thinking of his previous hesitation, fear and fear, how painful it must have been for Si Ran, who was in love with his twin brother at that time.
For a moment, Tian Siyan felt that he was also a fallen person in Tianya.
"Don't compare you with me, Xiaoyan and I are already together, and you are still drinking here secretly in love."
Instantly poking someone's pain, Wu Siyan's face turned pale.He moved his lips, and finally squeezed out a sentence: "When you and your brother fell in love, didn't you think it was a sin?"
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"Oh." Si Ran sneered, and his voice was full of unspeakable self-mockery: "Do you think I haven't thought about it, after I was with my brother during that time, I thought every day that I must be a sinner, otherwise how could I I will drag my younger brother into such an abyss." He still thinks so until now, if it wasn't because of his rebirth, why would his previous life be so different from his younger brother who was only a family member.
If he hadn't been reborn and changed some things, his younger brother wouldn't have been dragged into such a dead end by himself. Once the world found out, they would be condemned.
His younger brother, such an excellent younger brother, should not be condemned and criticized by the world all his life.What he should bear is the admiration and envy of the world, like every successful person who is so dazzling and admired by everyone.
But because of myself, everything has changed...
"What, are you worried about me?" Si Ran smiled indifferently, and poured himself another glass of wine.He drained the wine in the glass calmly, then put down the glass.The bottom of the thick cup hit the table, making a crisp sound.
"Don't worry about me. I've been thinking about it these years. I'm already in hell anyway. As long as Xiaoyan doesn't give up on me, I will still feel redemption." Si Ran wanted to wear the mask on the bridge of his nose The sunglasses were taken off, but Wu Siyan, who was quick-eyed and quick-handed, grabbed his hand: "Brother, don't take it off, it would be bad if it was caught by the media." Like every drunken drunkard, he lost his original calmness and began to become unreasonable.
"Do you know how scared I was when I was with Xiaoyan before. I was afraid that his reputation would be ruined by me, and I was afraid that he would be called a pervert outside. Do you know that he shouldn't be like this, he should go away Higher, farther, and become an existence that people look up to." Si Ran's eyes under the sunglasses gradually blurred, as if he saw through the young man in front of him the younger brother who was so beautiful in the previous life. At that time, the younger brother did not fall in love with him. It is so dazzling, so eye-catching, like a high god.
Wu Siyan was silent, he thought of his hopeless love affair, and also thought of the man who was also superior.He thought that if he really confessed everything with the man, even if they were together, he would probably blame himself like Si Ran.
Although it is usually impossible to say it out loud, these thoughts will always be suppressed in the bottom of my heart.
"Then what if brother separates from Si Yan?"
"It's too late..." Si Ran sighed softly, like a sigh or melancholy: "Xiaoyan can't give up this relationship, and even if I am now, I can't give up Xiaoyan. After three years of separation, the three Years can’t separate us, so what are we afraid of.”
Under Wu Siyan's incomprehensible gaze, Si Ran said softly: "Xiaoyan and I made an agreement that even if hell awaits us, if only two of us are together, hell will become heaven. So Xiaoyan, you have to be good Answer me, do you have such determination and courage? If you don’t have such courage, then I advise you to give up this relationship, which is best for your uncle and you.”
"I..." Wu Siyan hesitated, he didn't know if he had the courage to face the future gossip, and he didn't know if he had the courage to confess everything to that elegant man.
It was such a short hesitation that made Si Ran understand. He lowered his eyes lightly and said pitifully: "Give up." Wu Siyan cried, he cried for his cowardice.Already grown into a young man, he wailed like a child in a food stall on the street, tears and snot smeared his cheeks, and his shiny forehead was covered with sweat.
Faced with the strange eyes projected from around him, Siran pushed the wine over calmly: "Drink." 8
As long as you get drunk, you will forget everything, those unhappy, those painful,
The man stared darkly at his brother's smiling face. This was the first time he showed a good face this day, but unfortunately it wasn't for him.His eyes sank, and he asked casually: "Brother, who sent you a text message and smiled so happily." As a member of the twins, no one understands each other's thoughts better than Si Ran.He gave him a sideways glance with a half-smile.The meaning in the eyes seems to say that I have seen through your little thoughts.
Si Yan was not in the slightest embarrassment. In his opinion, it was best for his brother to understand his thoughts, so as to prove that his brother cared about him.
Siran saw through his thoughts, and squeezed out a hum from his nostrils, this time he didn't pretend to be a fool, and said directly: "That kid Wu Siyan is back, and my other younger brother is back."
It seemed as if he wanted to embarrass his younger brother, but he was still smiling very happily. This fell into Si Yan's eyes, and it was really not a good taste.
His face remained unchanged, but he was already planning in his heart how to get rid of that unsightly boy.He even thought darkly, why this kid was not killed by a gun when he was a soldier.
It's a pity that such thoughts can't be shown in front of the young man. It's not that the young man didn't know how much he loved Wu Siyan when he was a child. During that time, he often made him jealous.If he showed the idea of wanting that kid never to come back, I am afraid that his final fate tonight will be reduced to the point of falling behind with the sofa.
While thinking, the phone rang briskly.
Siran looked at the phone on it, and suddenly laughed.Say Cao Cao Cao Cao is here.
He answered the phone, and the young man's voice came through the phone resoundingly, with anticipation and a strong smile: "Brother, I'm back! I, Wu Siyan, Hu Hansan, came back to conquer the earth again!"
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"You're finally back, kid. I thought you were going to settle down in the army. No matter who told you, you ran off to the military academy without saying hello. It's thanks to you for thinking it out." Si Ran scolded with a smile.
Who would have thought that a gangster would go to a military academy? When Wu Siyan made this choice, everyone was stunned.
Not to mention those who know his background, some risked their lives to teach Wu Ye.At that time, Mr. Wu, who was already regarded as a master, held a cigarette gracefully, blew out a smoke ring, and only said a word: "As long as he likes it." Just five words contained endless pampering, body and soul The gang boss, Mr. Wu, doesn't care whether his nephew will stand opposite him in the future. What he cares about is whether he is happy or not. As long as Wu Siyan is happy, even if he wants the whole family, he is willing to give it to him.
"Brother, come out and meet. I haven't seen my brother in the past few years. I miss him. If I didn't see him on TV, I'm afraid I wouldn't recognize him."
Siran smiled and glanced at his younger brother who was sitting upright, looking at his displeasure with his lips tightly pursed, the smile in his eyes deepened: "Okay, how long? I'm free anytime "He has already forgotten all the work arranged by his agent, and even his own brother is ready to abandon it.
"I'm not allowed!!"
Before the other party answered, Si Yan couldn't bear it anymore and stood up. The tall figure blocked the bright light, and the shadow shrouded it.Leng Jun's face was full of gloom, and the jealousy and possessiveness in the depths of his eyes were about to seep out, and the brows were full of prey.He said word by word without doubt: "I said I'm not sure." The cold light in his eyes burst out. If Si Ran didn't know his brother too well, he wouldn't do anything to him. His vicious look makes people misunderstand him. Want to beat myself up.
Si Ran's eyes moved slightly, and he gently lifted his eyelids upwards, and his eyelashes drew a beautiful arc in the air.His eyes were calm, and his voice was cold: "Say it again, I didn't hear you clearly just now." The man who was still domineering before suddenly seemed like a balloon that had been punctured, and his aura suddenly retreated, he pursed his lips Petal, staring at Si Ran with deep eyes without blinking, then protracted and whispered softly: "Brother..."
Siran shivered, and couldn't stand his younger brother's virtue: "Okay, don't babble, Xiaoyan finally came back. As an older brother, of course I want to see him." "You are my older brother!" the sound of.
Si Ran sighed: "Don't you still believe me? Well, it's decided. I'll change clothes first." After finishing speaking, he didn't look at his brother, and said to the phone: "Where shall we meet?"
"On East Avenue..."
"Well, okay, I'll come over in ten minutes or so."
Si Ran secretly wrote down the location, then raised his head, looked at his younger brother, and spread his hand towards the ugly man: "The key." Si Yan stared deeply at his brother Bai Nen's palm without saying a word. He reached out to hold Si Ran's hand, seeing that he didn't receive the previous resistance, his condensed face softened a little.He sat beside the young man, surrounded him with a broad embrace, lowered his head, and rubbed the top of the young man's head with his chin: "You won't accompany me anymore." Si Ran was tickled by his rubbing, and he flinched for a while. Hide: "Brother, I just went to see him." "I don't like you with him."
"..."
Before, he wondered why his younger brother resisted Wu Siyan so much.
Si Ran asked: "I wanted to talk about it before, what happened between you and Wu Siyan? Why do you hate each other?"
"..." Si Yan lowered his eyes, and touched the young man's soft hair with his thin lips: "It's just that I'm not used to seeing him. I hate people who hang around my brother." "..."
The corner of Siran's mouth twitched violently, this is this damn possessive desire again!
"Okay. Give me the key, it won't work if you're late."
"I'll take my brother there, I don't worry about you driving."
"Don't worry, I have a driver's license. Don't underestimate me, get it quickly." Under Si Ran's domineering tyranny, the car keys obediently fell into his hands.
Si Yan stood at the door, watching his brother's back until it disappeared, and the man's face suddenly became gloomy.
Is it Wu Siyan? Now that he is back, he has to bear the price of his anger!
Thinking of this, the man made a call on his mobile phone. After the call was connected, a cold voice escaped from his thin lips.
"Uncle Wu? There's something I want to tell you about your Xiaoyan..." The conversation between the two men started here, and the long-awaited reunion over there also started.
Siran found a parking space and parked the car, put on his sunglasses and took the keys and walked to the agreed place.
The place where Wu Siyan invited him was one of the clubs under their Wu family's venue. Although Wu Yexiu was very obedient to his nephew, the principle was still very strict.In front of all the parents, their own children are children, and Wu Yexiu is also quite strict with his nephew, basically letting him go out to play must be in his own territory, let alone touch drinks.
No one could have imagined that Wu Siyan, who is now 24 years old, would still be given pocket money by his uncle every month.Siran opened the door effortlessly and walked in. As Wu Siyan's elder brother who grew up together, he is very familiar with him. Many people in the Wu family know him.
When Siran arrived, Wu Siyan had already arrived, and there were already many empty bottles in front of him, how long he had been here.
Seeing this, Si Ran felt guilty, if it wasn't for his younger brother's unwillingness to let go, he wouldn't have tossed around for so long.
The private room was very quiet. As the young master of the Wu family, Wu Siyan obviously received the best treatment. There was no smell of cigarettes or alcohol, and there was a faint fragrance in the air.
The light in the box was a bit dim, and the faces and figures of people were obscured in the shadows.
Si Ran walked over, and the leather shoes made a crisp sound when they stepped on the smooth ground.
"Gululu" the sound of the empty bottle rolling on the ground sounded, it circled around and finally hit the foot of the table and stopped.
Siran paused, such a sound aroused Wu Siyan who was drinking bitterly.The young man raised his head, shadows enveloped his whole body, his expression was blurred, only his eyes were bright and deep in the darkness, with a moist luster.
"Brother~"
With an indistinct coquettish voice, the young man patted the seat beside him vigorously with his hands: "Come on, brother sit with me."
Siran looked at the bottle on the table, then at the two empty bottles on the ground, frowning: "How much did you drink?"
He sat on the sofa following the young man's will. Suddenly, the person beside him rushed over and hugged his waist.
Siran was taken aback, and he patted the young man's head annoyed when he realized it: "It's the other way around, even your brother dared to scare him."
"Hehehe." Wu Siyan didn't speak, but just smiled cheerfully.
Si Ran held his head up worriedly, and pinched his soft cheeks: "How much did you drink? Tell me what's unpleasant? Did something happen in the army?"
Wu Siyan didn't speak, just being silly and happy.Suddenly he slapped Siran full, and a thick milky smell emanated from his breath.
Siran's nose moved, and his face sank.He pushed the young man away without mercy, took a sip from the half-drinked bottle.
The rich milk fragrance permeates the whole bud, with the unique fishy smell of milk.
"Wu Siyan!!"
Si Ran put down the bottle heavily, and the thick bottom of the bottle hit the glass coffee table with a crisp sound.
"You didn't drink at all! Pretending to be drunk!!"
He wondered if Wu Yexiu, a calf-protecting man, was willing to let his nephew drink. It turned out that there was no wine at all, and those bottles were filled with milk.
"Good boy, do you even want to lie to your brother now?" Still pretending so realistically, Si Ran felt that it was a waste of talent for this kid not to become an actor!
"Brother." The trainee lowered his head, his entire face was hidden in the shadows and he couldn't see clearly.His voice was muffled, mixed with imperceptible grievances.
Siran raised his brows. Under the dim light, his face was blurred, and his eyes were full of evil spirits: "What? Did you know it was wrong?"
Wu Siyan kept his head silent, a long time of soft sobbing sounded, the young man who had become tall and straight hugged Si Ran again, buried his head in his chest, his voice was indistinct but permeated with crying.
"Brother, I miss you so much..."
He kept repeating this sentence, as if venting his grievances and sadness in front of his closest people, "Brother...I feel so uncomfortable."
Si Ran patted his big head for a moment, and subconsciously lowered his voice: "Xiaoyan? What happened? Did you get wronged at school?" Wu Siyan shook his head and remained silent. Si Ran could feel it. The fabric up to his chest was wet with cold tears.
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It took a long time before the intermittent sobbing stopped.Si Ran licked his dry lips and said, "Stop crying?"
The big head in his arms shook, and after two seconds of silence, a hoarse and crying voice sounded: "Brother, I want to drink."
When Si Ran was sitting in an open-air food stall, he just felt that he must have been crazy before, otherwise why would Wu Siyan bring him to this place without even hesitating when he mentioned drinking.
The Wu family's family precepts are very strict, no puppy love, no drinking, so that Wu Siyan, who is now a young man, still retains his pure first kiss.
The food stalls are very noisy, and everyone around is gulping beer and shirtless.
On the other hand, the two of them, Siran, were wearing light shirts, with large sunglasses hanging on the bridge of their noses.He has a good temperament and a famous brand, which is incompatible with the scruffy people around him.
With bright lights, Siran was able to take a good look at the young Wu Siyan in front of him.The fluffy hair that used to be used to be replaced by a cold and hard cut, and the eyebrows are less delicate and more masculine and sharp.It still has delicate facial features, and it looks like a child when it smiles.
The young man's eyes were a little rosy, as if because of the previous crying, the young man felt a little ashamed, his eyes dodged and he didn't dare to look directly at the brother he had called for decades.
Si Ran just thought it was funny, the child who used to follow behind his butt and softly called Si Ran's brother had grown up...
He couldn't help sighing, and then laughed at himself for his mentality like an old man.
Wu Siyan pursed his lips and did not speak, Si Ran poked Cheng Liang's forehead with his chopsticks in disbelief: "Are you sure you haven't seen each other for so many years, why are you so cruel that you don't want to talk to brother?"
"No, it's just."
It's just that I cried in front of my brother just now, and I feel that the self-esteem of my elders has been deeply hurt.
How could Si Ran not know what he was thinking, this child almost grew up by himself.As soon as he rolled his eyes, he knew he was thinking of something bad, let alone now.Even though I haven't seen him for six years, when he saw the child for the first time, Siran was sure that even after six years, his character and essence hadn't changed, just like that.
"Tell me, how is your life at school now?
When Wu Siyan heard the words, he suddenly became interested and swept away the previous depression.He began to talk about what happened in school, from going to school to meeting new friends, from being unaccustomed to getting along later: "Brother, you don't know that there is a person in our dormitory who likes to fart before going to bed, so Every time he was ready for bed, we collectively made excuses to go out.
"Oh? Doesn't he know he's like this? You need to find an excuse to go out. "
"He doesn't know that he has such a habit at all. He's just a big horse, and his nerves are as thick as steel bars."
Si Ran listened to him chattering about what had happened in recent years with a smile on his face, his eyes stayed on that radiant face, and the eyes shining with moisture under the light, his smile faded a lot: " So have you graduated now?"
Well, after graduating, you don't know how difficult the graduation exam is. I almost couldn't come back. These years of training have killed people, but I still survived.
Wu Siyan said proudly, he rolled up his sleeves to expose his arms, and began to show his muscles to Si Ran; "See, brother, this is the proof of a man.
Si Ran's eyes were fixed, and he stretched out two slender fingers to pinch the white and tender arms of that family, which were soft and had no muscles at all.He squinted at him with a half-smile: "This is the muscle you mentioned.
"..." Wu Siyan couldn't hold back his face, put down his sleeves in embarrassment, and tried to change the subject: "Brother, how did you enter the entertainment circle? You must know how shocked I was when I saw your TV series on TV." Well, I told people in our class that you are my brother, and they all thought I was bragging. Another day, you give me an autograph, or take a photo with me, and I want to show it off to them. Don’t Underestimating your popularity, some of the elders in our class appreciate you."
Even if you say they appreciate you, he can't be happy.
A few old men admired themselves, so why are they happy.
But in order not to spoil Wu Siyan's interest, Si Ran didn't say anything, but secretly slandered him in his heart.He looked at the handsome young man in front of him. His fair skin was the same as before. Except for some changes in his eyes and hair, he was almost the same as six years ago.
"Why aren't you tanned?"
This brings us to Wu Siyan's pain, another pain besides height.
He paused and looked at his brother with aggrieved eyes: "Stop talking, I want to get a tan too, but I can't."
He was used to being laughed at in the military academy, because many people saw him because of his fair skin, and some people called him Bai Zhanji.
"Okay, I won't talk about it." Si Ran smiled and greeted the proprietress with a few dishes.He picked up a piece of braised pork and put it in Wu Siyan's bowl, and asked casually, "Can you tell me why you cried earlier?"
The atmosphere became heavy all of a sudden, Wu Siyan's movement of holding the meat stopped, the shining mother in his eyes slowly dimmed, and his smile was bitter: "Brother, can you stop asking me?"
The appearance of him wanting to cry but trying not to cry made Si Ran feel uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable he was, it was not as uncomfortable as his forced smile.
"If you think I'm your brother, you can tell me. You think I didn't see that you have been patient, you think I don't know if you pretend to be happy. Xiaoyan, what is the pain in your heart? Just tell me, brother can help you out with ideas.
As soon as he said this, the young man seemed to open a tear box, and huge tears flowed down.
"Is liking a man a sin?"
Siran's heart skipped a beat, with indescribable tension in his heart, he subconsciously breathed lightly: "Why do you ask such a question?"
"I found out that I don't like women. In the military academy, they would watch action movies and they would breathe heavily and react red-faced, but I didn't. I was as calm as a Taoist priest. At that time, I thought something was wrong with me, but one day I found out that I didn't have any problems at all. There's no problem, it's just that my partner is not a woman. Brother, is liking a man a disgusting thing?"
Wu Siyan's eyes were red, his white teeth bit his lower lip lightly, his expression was expectant and fearful, he was so looking forward to Si Ran's denial, but he was so afraid of Si Ran's disgust towards him.
Thinking of his closest brother looking at him with disgust, Wu Siyan felt as if there was a stick stirring in his heart, which made him cry.
"Brother, don't hate me."
Siran lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on Wu Siyan's fingers that were tightly clenched with his hands. He smiled softly, and said like a sigh or an exclamation; "How could I hate you? It's not a sin to like a man, it's just you The object of liking is only a man. Love does not distinguish between genders, but the person you love happens to be of the same sex as you. There is no need to be sad, and there is no need to be afraid, these are normal, you are not a disgusting person, understand?"
The eyes of the young man in front of him were still as gentle as before, without the slightest disgust, just silently caring.The strangeness made Wu Siyan's uneasy heart settle down, and he began to tell the secret he had hidden for six years.
"I want to drink to strengthen my courage, brother let me drink, I have never even drank alcohol in my life."
"Didn't you ever drink in the military academy?" Generally speaking, the military academy is full of old men, and they will get together to drink small wine and so on.A situation like Wu Siyan's is really abnormal.
Is it abnormal...
Wu Siyan also knew that he was not normal, but when he remembered the words that the person said in his ear that he was not allowed to drink alcohol, he would firmly remember this sentence. After growing up so much, he really didn’t drink at all. If it wasn’t for today, he really didn’t want to be depressed I'm afraid Wu Siyan will still remember that sentence that he won't drink.
He would definitely be scolded when he went back after drinking. Thinking of the man's elegant smile and reproachful words, Wu Siyan smiled bitterly.Even if you scold him, so what, he will always be so superior.
"Boss, please bring me a case of beer."
Looking at Wu Siyan's surprised eyes, Si Ran rolled up his sleeves, revealing his fair arms.He smiled, and his eyes hidden under the sunglasses were full of smiles: "Since my younger brother wants to drink, it is impossible for an older brother not to drink. Come on, Xiaoyan, you can drink as much as you want, I will accompany you."
"But, brother, you are a public figure now, it would be bad if you were photographed." Wu Siyan was both moved and worried. He was moved by his brother to cheer him up when he was in a bad mood, but he was worried that if people found out that Yan Ran was on the street Drinking, the media will not know how to report the news tomorrow.
Is it a behavior only in 216 of the confinement?
"It's okay, they definitely never expected that the famous Yan Ran would drink beer and eat meat in such a place."
Hearing the words, Wu Siyan turned his head to look at the noisy environment around him, and then reluctantly raised the corners of his lips: "That's right, who would stay here, brother, come on, you can't go home until you have fun with me today."
"Of course, you are my younger brother, and you must accompany me. You can drink until dawn, no problem."
A bottle of beer came out quickly, maybe it was because Si Ran was wearing sunglasses strangely at night, the proprietress who brought him the beer stared at him for a long time with weird eyes, and finally left without turning around every step of the way.
Wu Siyan also said: "Brother, she must have regarded you as a pervert, otherwise she wouldn't have looked at you with such strange eyes."
"You're the one with poor mouth." Si Ran scolded him with a smile, picked up a bottle of beer, opened the cap and poured a glass into the glasses of the two of them.
The Golden Astragalus Mou liquid is poured into a transparent glass, and little bubbles emerge from the liquid.
Siran raised his hand and took a sip, the slightly bitter taste pervaded the whole mouth, the tip of his tongue tasted the bitter liquid, he frowned calmly, subconsciously looked at Wu Siyan, and saw the young man on the opposite side looking like a kid , pouring wine indiscriminately, pouring down another glass immediatly after drinking one glass impatiently.
Such rapid drinking made Si Ran's frown even tighter. He put down the unfinished wine glass, reached out his hand to stop the young man's movement, and said disapprovingly: "If you drink like this again, I will call immediately Your little uncle asked him to take you home."
"Don't call him!" Wu Siyan eagerly stopped with his tongue out, a blush appeared on his cheeks after drinking, I don't know if it was because of the drinking or something else, and his eyes were extraordinarily bright, shining under the light Bright, with a dewy luster.
"Don't call him."
"Don't hit..." He lowered his head, the shadow covered his face, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.
"What happened between you and your uncle?" Siran's eyes sank, tightly locked on the fragile appearance of the young man.
Wu Siyan raised his head, his eyes were slightly red.After a while, he rolled his eyeballs, watching Si Ran forcefully pull out an ugly and extreme smile: "Brother, is it disgusting for me to fall in love with my biological uncle?"
Looking at Siran's shocked expression, Wu Siyan felt that the pain in his heart was almost uncontrollable. The corners of his lips were raised, his smile was bitter, and his brows were full of pain and depression: "Is it disgusting for me like this, love?" Fucked my own biological uncle. Brother, am I perverted like this, am I still qualified to be your younger brother like this, I'm afraid you will feel disgusted too. "
"...No" Si Ran licked his dry lips, as if there was something choked in his throat, it took him a long time to squeeze out a word from his throat, his voice was hoarse and dry: "You are not disgusting..."
If you who just like your uncle are disgusting, then what is he who has already committed incest with your brother.
Wu Siyan choked up and drank another glass of wine. His eyes became brighter and brighter because of the alcohol: "Brother, don't make me happy. If you like your own uncle, it's not a pervert."
He took it for granted that he was comforting himself.
Siran shook his head, his eyes were dim, he looked at Wu Siyan's unconcealable pain, as if he had returned to the year when he first knew about his brother's feelings.During that year, he hesitated and hated himself.However, without hesitation, he and his brother embarked on this opposite path, which is full of pain and hopeless.
He didn't want to see Wu Siyan suffering and regretting in the future, so Si Ran asked, "Are you sure that your love for your little uncle is love and not admiration? You must know that your little uncle raised you up, would you mix family affection with love?" Together?"
Wu Siyan shook his head, and suddenly sneered, the laughter was full of sarcasm: "You will have a erotic dream that your own uncle will press you down, how can you use his thing to enter your body, and the strong arms are tightly bound Are you looking at you. Will you get an erection on your own uncle again? You are as calm as a monk after watching those movies, but just hearing your uncle’s voice makes your lower body hard and hot, as if it is about to explode. "
"It's like a pervert..." His voice gradually lowered, and he seemed to be suppressed in pain. A few whimpers escaped from his throat, like a wounded beast, howling in pain.
He was brought up by his uncle since he was a child, and he never thought that one day, his own uncle would be the object of his imagination.
Wu Siyan still deeply remembers how the uncle in the dream entered him, and how he pushed him up and down.The pleasure and trembling that came from the depths of his soul has never been forgotten by him.
"So I ran away, cowardly like a coward. I thought it would be normal to stay away from my uncle, but I didn't know that with the passage of time, such desires not only did not disappear, but because of the accumulation of time, they became deeper and deeper. Now It's getting out of control."
Wu Siyan moved his eyelids, a drop of cold tears fell from his eye socket, fell into the glass of golden liquid, and soon spread and disappeared.
He covered his eyelids with the back of his hands, biting his lower lip tightly with his exposed lips and teeth.
Siran's lips squirmed, and he stretched out his hand to take Wu Siyan's hand off his face, and filled him with wine under the gaze of his red eyes: "Drink."
The simple two words and the calm voice made Wu Siyan feel comforted.
His Adam's apple slipped, and a hoarse voice came out of his throat: "Thank you."
He didn't know what he was thanking, he only knew that Si Ran didn't dislike him or disgust him as he imagined, he was already very satisfied.
Before Wu Siyan was going to tell these things, he was already prepared to make Si Ran hate him, but when this moment came, even if he was mentally prepared, he was still very nervous.
But now all the anxiety, tension and pain disappeared in these two simple words, Wu Siyan sniffed, took out a piece of paper from the drawer box beside him and squeezed his nose.
The sound of snot twisting was loud, and Siran endured it, and finally couldn't help tapping his forehead with chopsticks: "Did you learn to be rude in the military academy? Where is your etiquette?"
"Hmph, what manners do gangsters have?" Wu Siyan replied in a low voice. After this interruption, the previously heavy atmosphere eased a lot.
Si Ran's frown was loosened, he played with the wine glass in his hand, raised the glass to meet his gaze.He stared indifferently at the bubbling golden liquid in the wine glass, and under Wu Siyan's surprised gaze, he drank it down in one gulp, and then said in a calm voice.
"Xiaoyan and I have been together for almost four years."
"Kang Dang." There was a crisp sound of glass shattering, the golden liquid spilled all over the floor, and several drops all splashed on Wu Siyan's straight trouser legs.
He kept his mouth open, and repeated stupidly: "Together?"
Wu Siyan looked at Si Ran with evasive eyes, seeing his expressionless expression, he felt a little bit in his heart: "It can't be the kind of meaning I understand."
Si Ran raised the corners of his lips on the stage, and smiled lightly: "You didn't think too much, it's just what you thought, Xiaoyan and I were together a few years ago. It's not the family relationship between brother and brother, but the relationship between lovers." love, can you understand this?"
It's not that I can understand it, it's that I can understand it too much.
As if struck by lightning, Wu Siyan stared at Si Ran's smiling face foolishly.Every word of this sentence was like a thunderbolt hitting his heart, causing him to lose his mind for a moment.
After finally reacting, Siran had already drank several glasses of wine in a row.Cups of golden liquid poured into the young man's mouth, watching him raise his head high, revealing his slender neck.
Before Wu Siyan woke up from the blow of his brother's incest, he began to feel sorry for Si Ran: "Don't drink."
Sensing that he had recovered, Si Ran raised his eyelids and said calmly: "Why, do you think I'm despicable?"
But Wu Siyan's indifferent voice made Wu Siyan's heart ache, thinking of his previous hesitation, fear and fear, how painful it must have been for Si Ran, who was in love with his twin brother at that time.
For a moment, Tian Siyan felt that he was also a fallen person in Tianya.
"Don't compare you with me, Xiaoyan and I are already together, and you are still drinking here secretly in love."
Instantly poking someone's pain, Wu Siyan's face turned pale.He moved his lips, and finally squeezed out a sentence: "When you and your brother fell in love, didn't you think it was a sin?"
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"Oh." Si Ran sneered, and his voice was full of unspeakable self-mockery: "Do you think I haven't thought about it, after I was with my brother during that time, I thought every day that I must be a sinner, otherwise how could I I will drag my younger brother into such an abyss." He still thinks so until now, if it wasn't because of his rebirth, why would his previous life be so different from his younger brother who was only a family member.
If he hadn't been reborn and changed some things, his younger brother wouldn't have been dragged into such a dead end by himself. Once the world found out, they would be condemned.
His younger brother, such an excellent younger brother, should not be condemned and criticized by the world all his life.What he should bear is the admiration and envy of the world, like every successful person who is so dazzling and admired by everyone.
But because of myself, everything has changed...
"What, are you worried about me?" Si Ran smiled indifferently, and poured himself another glass of wine.He drained the wine in the glass calmly, then put down the glass.The bottom of the thick cup hit the table, making a crisp sound.
"Don't worry about me. I've been thinking about it these years. I'm already in hell anyway. As long as Xiaoyan doesn't give up on me, I will still feel redemption." Si Ran wanted to wear the mask on the bridge of his nose The sunglasses were taken off, but Wu Siyan, who was quick-eyed and quick-handed, grabbed his hand: "Brother, don't take it off, it would be bad if it was caught by the media." Like every drunken drunkard, he lost his original calmness and began to become unreasonable.
"Do you know how scared I was when I was with Xiaoyan before. I was afraid that his reputation would be ruined by me, and I was afraid that he would be called a pervert outside. Do you know that he shouldn't be like this, he should go away Higher, farther, and become an existence that people look up to." Si Ran's eyes under the sunglasses gradually blurred, as if he saw through the young man in front of him the younger brother who was so beautiful in the previous life. At that time, the younger brother did not fall in love with him. It is so dazzling, so eye-catching, like a high god.
Wu Siyan was silent, he thought of his hopeless love affair, and also thought of the man who was also superior.He thought that if he really confessed everything with the man, even if they were together, he would probably blame himself like Si Ran.
Although it is usually impossible to say it out loud, these thoughts will always be suppressed in the bottom of my heart.
"Then what if brother separates from Si Yan?"
"It's too late..." Si Ran sighed softly, like a sigh or melancholy: "Xiaoyan can't give up this relationship, and even if I am now, I can't give up Xiaoyan. After three years of separation, the three Years can’t separate us, so what are we afraid of.”
Under Wu Siyan's incomprehensible gaze, Si Ran said softly: "Xiaoyan and I made an agreement that even if hell awaits us, if only two of us are together, hell will become heaven. So Xiaoyan, you have to be good Answer me, do you have such determination and courage? If you don’t have such courage, then I advise you to give up this relationship, which is best for your uncle and you.”
"I..." Wu Siyan hesitated, he didn't know if he had the courage to face the future gossip, and he didn't know if he had the courage to confess everything to that elegant man.
It was such a short hesitation that made Si Ran understand. He lowered his eyes lightly and said pitifully: "Give up." Wu Siyan cried, he cried for his cowardice.Already grown into a young man, he wailed like a child in a food stall on the street, tears and snot smeared his cheeks, and his shiny forehead was covered with sweat.
Faced with the strange eyes projected from around him, Siran pushed the wine over calmly: "Drink." 8
As long as you get drunk, you will forget everything, those unhappy, those painful,
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