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Get closer, get closer, whether the distance can disappear,

In the dark night, Gu Ning is not the only person who is passionate.

Xin Yixiao sat on the bay window of the room, looking at the night scenery through the transparent glass window.What she wants to see is not the unpredictable scenery outside the window, but the scenery separated from her by a wall, the scenery called Fang Sike.

At this moment, at this moment, is Fang Sike asleep?She has not seen Fang Sike for 24 hours. For 24 hours, she closed her eyes and opened them, so there was only one person in her thoughts.

I don't want to miss for 24 hours, I can't stop missing for 24 hours.Xin Yixiao really wanted to break the distance of that wall, but when she thought of what Fang Sike said in the hospital, she couldn't move her footsteps.

She doesn't want to burden her.However, the feeling of wanting to get closer tortured her to the point of collapse.

Picking up the phone to fiddle, but the thoughts drifted out of consciousness.

Xin Yixiao opened Weibo, and she saw the "careful person" she added last time and she became a mutual follower.Moreover, she also unexpectedly discovered that she had a private message, and when she opened it, it turned out to be from that caring person.

"Are you asleep? Why do you say that the wolf is coming is the cruelest lie?"

Xin Yixiao looked at the time when the letter was sent, it was [-]:[-].Just received it.

It seems that she is not the only one who can't sleep. In this illusory online world, there are also people like her who can't sleep.

Sitting on the bed with a pillow in her arms, Xin Yixiao held her mobile phone, thought for a while, and replied: "Isn't it cruel to lie to pretend to be the truth?"

After a while, the private message was answered again.

Someone with a heart: "The most indispensable thing in this world is truth. Lies can make our lives better, why not believe them?"

Xin Yixiao: "No matter how much a lie is disguised, it cannot become true. Do we need to whitewash the life of the balance? Such falsehood can deceive others, but can it deceive itself?"

Someone with a heart: "If you can hide it for the rest of your life, isn't it the truth?"

Xin Yixiao looked at the above words, and a nameless and helpless emotion welled up in her heart. Did Fang Si also have the same thoughts?

Xin Yixiao: "Do you have the confidence to lie to yourself for the rest of your life?"

Someone with a heart: "Keep saying it, and one day you will believe it."

Xin Yi was stingy and wanted to throw away her phone. She met someone like Fang Sike in real life, how could she still meet such a stubborn person who refused to change in the online world!

Xin Yixiao: "I hate being friends with people who wear masks the most. I really hate people like you who want to lie to themselves. If you still hold such thoughts and refuse to change, then don't Private letter to me. I really have no interest in dealing with people hiding in the dark."

When Xin Yixiao got angry, not only her typing speed became much faster, but also her tone of speaking became more impolite.

After the message was sent, Xin Yixiao discovered that she seemed to have said something too much.However, the words spoken and the water poured out cannot be recovered no matter what.

For a long time, the other party did not reply with a single word.

Xin Yixiao was holding the phone in a daze, she didn't know what she was angry about just now.Perhaps, that person's tone of voice was too similar to Fang Sike, and she was too eager to get Fang Sike out of the cage she had set for herself, so her tone became rude when she was with this stranger she didn't know at all. stand up.

Need an apology?Xin Yixiao hesitated while watching the conversation between her and the caring person.

Just when she was in a dilemma, she received a private message.

Someone with a heart: "You are the first person I have met who is so outspoken. People who tell the truth are worthy of respect no matter what. Although I can't say such things as frankly as you, I still thank you, thank you You told the truth. I won't bother you in the future, goodbye."

Xin Yixiao read the replies of caring people, she really didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

She just wanted the other party to give up that stubborn idea, not to let the other party stop chatting with her.On such a night, she actually needs more personal comfort than the other party.

After thinking about it, Xin Yixiao still replied: "Sorry, my tone was a bit heavy just now. Because your thoughts made me somewhat overlap with someone in reality. Those words that I can't say to her, yes You said it. So, don’t say goodbye. It’s fate that we met in such a vast world. If you can’t sleep, just chat with me. We can be friends, and I’m also staring at the moon in a daze.”

After the information was sent out, there was no news for a long time.Was the other party annoyed at what she said before, so he didn't want to talk to her anymore?

The night is so beautiful, Xin Yixiao holds the phone, feeling that she can be stupid.She actually felt tense and had trouble breathing.The feeling of being abandoned was very similar to when Fang Sike said that she was going to abandon her.

No matter what she did, Fang Sike's performance was so indifferent.

Even though, that night in the hospital, she hugged her, she could only feel her weak breathing, but her heart, she only lingered on her periphery.Perhaps, for a moment, she walked in, but Fang Sike closed the door again.

She waited foolishly, during the day and at night.

Thinking of this, Xin Yixiao curled up and hugged her tightly.It seemed that she could feel warmer in this way.It was the small corner that made her feel safe.Fang Sike said she was warm, Xin Yixiao thought of Fang Sike's words.She wants to laugh, she really wants to tell Fang Sike that she is also a person who is used to wandering in the dark, only because that person is Fang Sike, she will become warm.

Her warmth is only willing to bloom for her.

Time ticked by, when Xin Yixiao was feeling desperate, when she thought she would never receive any more messages, the private message was replied again.

Xin Yixiao suddenly raised her head, looked at the flickering phone screen, and hesitated for a moment.

Is it a thoughtful reply?Or is it just an empty rejoicing?

Xin Yixiao frowned, feeling like a fool.

Taking a deep breath and exhaling, she clicked on the message and saw the reply from the caring person again.

There is a feeling of relief.Xin Yixiao couldn't understand her nervousness.It feels like talking to Fang Sike, but it doesn't seem to be.She shook her head, trying to get rid of this strange thought, but she was asking herself in her heart, is it because she misses Fang Sike so much that she has such an illusion of a completely unfamiliar person?

A caring person: "I don't know if I can be friends. I probably don't know how to be friends. However, I am a person who is used to going to bed late. When I can't sleep, it is good for us to chat. There are some things that I can't say to others. Say, maybe, I can tell you. Because you are a stranger."

Stranger, Xin Yixiao looked at the reply on the phone again and again, and she sighed.There was bursts of bitterness in her body, she couldn't say what Fang Sike said to someone who cared, was it also because they were strangers?

Because they are unfamiliar, they have no scruples.

Unfamiliar, because of these two words, Xin Yixiao felt sour in his body.

Familiar strangers, she and Fang Sike, is it the same?

"We are indeed strangers. Because of strangers, you and I are safe. We can tell stories to each other and pass the boring time." Xin Yixiao thought for a while and replied.

People with a heart: "We can become familiar strangers. You tell your story, and I tell my story. We listen to each other, and then see ourselves in each other's stories. This may be a good idea."

Seeing the reply, Xin Yixiao pulled a wry smile from the corner of her mouth.That familiar sense of strangeness made her confusion even deeper.

Someone with a heart, the way this person speaks is very similar to Fang Sike.

She always seems to have the illusion that she is talking to Fang Sike.The Fang Sike that she couldn't see on weekdays, the Fang Sike that was hidden in the dark night.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll fall in love with you through such unscrupulous communication?" Xin Yixiao didn't know why, but she typed such a dialogue out of nowhere.

After a long time, someone with a heart got a reply.

Someone with a heart: "Will you fall in love with someone who has never lived? I don't know the age, I don't know the appearance, I don't know everything... She may be a murderer, a liar, or a lunatic..."

Seeing the reply, Xin Yixiao raised her confused eyes and asked herself, would she like such a person?Why, what appeared in her eyes was the shadow of Fang Sike.

"Like someone, if it's appearance, it's easy. Loving someone is soul, it's hard. If I can really make me like you, that's to abandon all the vanity, all I like is this person. "Xin Yi sent out the news.I don't know if she said what she said to someone who cared, or Fang Sike who was separated from her by a wall.

Someone with a heart: "If, I like you, I won't tell you. Never."

Xin Yixiao looked at the reply message, she almost jumped out of bed.This dialogue really looks like she is confessing to Fang Sike, and then the scene of being rejected reappears.

Feeling more and more strange, that kind of heartbeat and heartache overlapped, Xin Yixiao rubbed her hair in agitation.

"Do you like to speak with thorns? Can't you say something that can comfort people's hearts?" Xin Yixiao threw out these few words.

Someone with a heart: "Hey, come and hug me. Isn't this very warm? Smile."

Xin Yixiao felt like she was on a roller coaster, going up and down, completely out of control.However, she couldn't deny that such a sentence miraculously calmed her upset mood a lot.

Wonderful feeling.

"Hug, let's hug each other. In this way, you will also warm up." Xin Yixiao didn't know why she cared so much about this strange woman.She seemed to be able to feel the slight sadness between the other party's words, even the smile just sent.She also vaguely felt that gentle indifference.

Someone with a heart: "Hugging, it's really warm. It makes people linger. I was thinking, is it easy to relax at night, and then we will all be confused. But, your hug reminds me of a little grizzly bear , flat-nosed, ugly, but warm."

Xin Yi smiled slightly at the corner of her mouth, this woman still has a bit of childish innocence.

"If you think about it too much, you'll start thinking wildly. Isn't it great that we are like friends." Xin Yixiao replied to the message.

Someone with a heart: "After dawn, you will find that you are you, and I am still me. We are strangers. It's as simple as that. You can't be affectionate, and I can't care. You know, we look very close, but in fact, we Far away."

Xin Yixiao wanted to vomit blood.Just one warm word, will she be sent to hell again?

Xin Yi inserted her hands into her messy hair, is she crazy?She was actually very reluctant to end the chat with this woman.Even if it is a few or two sentences, it will be hit hard.

Getting closer, she wanted to get closer to this stranger, as if she wanted to get closer to Fang Sike.

The author has something to say: People who can't be together in reality, met on the Internet.

Attraction, perhaps, is the same everywhere.

The same soul is bound to be attracted to the same people.There is no escape.Is such a coincidence just fate?