peach scandal

Loneliness and loneliness always come inadvertently.

The more people yearn for warmth, the easier it is to feel lonely.

Fang Sike sat blankly in the meeting room, looking at the swaying branches outside the window, his thoughts wandering.

After an unknown amount of time, she sighed and took out her mobile phone from her handbag.

Internet, listening to music, but don't want to leave this empty place.

Home, the place called home, is not as good as this empty meeting room in front of you when there is no light to illuminate it.At least, this place makes Fang Sike feel that she still has something to look forward to.Career, perhaps, is the few expectations she has left.

If there is no such expectation, life, what is there to look forward to?

With a wry smile, Fang Sike fiddled with the phone.

There are many ways to calm down. Browsing the web and seeing oneself in other people's stories may be Fang Sike's way of calming down.Only by seeing more joys and sorrows, seeing more true feelings and hypocrisy, can one become more rational.

Acting needs reason, life needs reason

Reason is used to control emotions that have lost their reins.She has always warned herself in this way, never to be controlled by emotions and lose her mind.

Now, under repeated admonitions, she gradually deviated from the rational track.

Xin Yixiao, Yu Keqing...

It seemed to be a mess.

At the same moment, there was a mess of people, and Xin Yixiao was pacing in the room.

I don't know how many times Xin Yixiao has been in contact with that person called the caring person.

When she was very upset, she finally couldn't help opening Weibo and private messaging her.

Today, she seems to be the same again.When irritable, it is easier to find someone to talk to.The sky gradually darkened, but Fang Sike hadn't come back yet.

Xin Yixiao's heart was like the weather outside the window, it was raining lightly.

"Are you there?" Xin Yixiao sent a message.She didn't know what to say, she just wanted to find someone to relieve the boredom in her heart that she had nowhere to talk to.

Caring person: "Yes."

Unexpectedly, Xin Yixiao received a reply.Seeing that the reply was as short as only two words, Xin Yixiao looked at the handwriting on the phone screen and smiled wryly.Is it because you're not used to talking to people, or because you don't want to deal with her?

"I want to ask you a question?" Xin Yixiao didn't want to speculate and sent a message.

A caring person: "What's the question?" Still a simple reply.

Xin Yixiao: "In the world of emotions, how do you tell if it's true or fake?" Xin Yixiao looked at the writing on the phone screen and pressed send.

After the message was sent, it took 2 minutes for Xin Yixiao to receive a reply.

Someone with a heart: "Lies can become truth, tell me, what about truth and falsehood?"

This is a question, not like an answer.

Xin Yixiao read it over and over again, and seemed to realize something: "You mean, true feelings can also become false, and false feelings can also become true?"

People with a heart: "Many emotions are indistinguishable. A false beginning may become a fake act. And, true feelings may also become hypocritical coping with the passage of time. What you want is now, in the past, or in the future ?”

Xin Yixiao stared at the handwriting on the phone screen, lost in thought.

The words of someone with a heart are very interesting, but also very ethereal.Whether she and Fang Sike are fake or true, is it about what she wants?

Fang Sike's past involved Yu Keqing, now with her and Yu Keqing, what about the future?

She was thinking vaguely, feeling that her thoughts were muddled by a simple sentence from a thoughtful person.

Xin Yixiao: "What you said is too complicated. I can't figure it out. In my opinion, if it's fake, it's fake, and if it's true, it's true."

Someone with a heart: "People's hearts can't be more complicated. Who can guarantee that they will never change? What's the point of stubbornly pursuing the truth? What was true at the time will always be true in the future? What was false at the time will always be false?"

"Am I asking for trouble? Also, can you stop asking questions all the time in your answer?" Xin Yixiao looked at the series of question marks in the reply of the caring person, and smiled wryly.

Someone with a heart: "The question is your question, of course I want you to think for yourself. My answer is only suitable for me. And the answer you need, you have to find it yourself. I give you the question mark because I want you to think for yourself Got it. Right?"

"...What you said sounds very reasonable...but, if it were you, how would you distinguish between the real and the fake?" Xin Yixiao thought for a while and replied.

Someone with a heart: "For me. This problem will not be allowed to exist at all."

Xin Yixiao looked at the reply above, and her heart tightened suddenly. Someone with a heart, is she denying the existence of all emotions?Deny everything outright because you don't allow such questions to bother you?

"You, reject all emotions? This kind of life, or life? Doesn't the cold emotional world seem lonely?" Xin Yixiao thought of Fang Sike, is she rejecting everything like this caring person?

People with a heart: "It's not rejection, it's not. People always need to know how to choose. If you don't expect and beg for things that don't belong to you, you can be more relaxed."

Seeing the reply, Xin Yixiao jumped up from the sofa and threw her phone on the sofa in agitation.

What kind of person is a caring person?Why, this woman's words actually caused her inexplicable heartbeat and pain.Besides Fang Sike, would she still be attracted to strange women?This strange woman?Is she such an amorous person?If not, what is that feeling like?

Xin Yixiao wanted to go crazy.Could it be that the night was so dark that she had an illusion?

"Heartbeat and heartache, how could I have such emotions towards strangers?" Xin Yixiao shook her head, her hoarse voice could not believe the weakness.

"Human emotions are not a burden. Only when you know how to accept it can you be more relaxed." Xin Yixiao sighed, picked up the phone on the sofa, and sent a message.

Someone with a heart: "Have you ever been in pain? If you have been in pain, you should understand."

Xin Yixiao: "People can't stay in the past forever." Xin Yixiao typed the words, but in the end she deleted them.

Pain, she is in pain now.If, after she has experienced the pain Fang Sike gave her, can she accept the next emotion?She asked herself, but found that there was no answer at all.Because the thought of this relationship ending without a problem made her feel as if she was suffocating.

Xin Yixiao: "Why bother yourself." In the end, she could only type out such innocuous words.

Someone with a heart: "Everyone's fate is different, and we can't choose it at all. Are you trapped by love? I like a song very much. Let me share it with you. I like the lyrics. Maybe you will understand."

Below the reply is a lyric: wild wind

"The wind blows fiercely in the field, ignoring people's pain, as if to empty everything out. Although the past has been dusty, the old fireworks are like neon lights tonight.

Maybe in a certain time and space, a certain fallen dream has been secretly left in my heart for several lifetimes.Waiting for a turn of the mind, waiting for a surge of love, and meeting you in another life.

Who can be indifferent, like the unchanging sky, who will be indifferent, still remember the pain of the previous life, when the lost dream is already in hand.

Thinking does not fluctuate, but fate is difficult to understand.I'm afraid it's useless not to think about it, if the tide of emotion is surging, who can calm down?Easily let go of the traces of love.

Like the turbulence of the waves, like the melting of ice and snow, the heart just moves secretly.But the previous life is far away and the next life has not been seen yet, if the love is deep, who can care about the pain? ..."

Xin Yixiao was deeply attracted by the lyrics sent by someone with a heart. This lyrics seems to be a portrayal of her at this moment.

Search for a song and click play.

The gentle female voice sounded in the room, hitting her heart inadvertently, a little heartache.

"You, have you ever been so affectionate that you couldn't care less about pain?" Xin Yixiao replied while listening to the song.Did Fang Si suffer such profound pain for someone back then?Clenching her heart tightly, Xin Yixiao walked into the bedroom and fell on the bed on her back.

The ceiling was white, but under the hazy yellow light, it turned pale yellow.

Someone with a heart: "Yes. It hurts deeply. Therefore, don't like someone with such a past. Such a person looks easy to make people's hearts fall in love, but in fact they are as cruel as a stone. If you meet such a person, what should you do? The only thing to do is to escape as far as possible."

Xin Yixiao couldn't help but want to curse.Is she looking for abuse by herself?Fang Sike was tortured in reality, and so were the people I met by chance on the Internet.Don't give her hope at all, but ruthlessly suppress her.

"What if someone likes you?" Xin Yi Xiaoming knew that there would be no good answer, but couldn't help asking.Fang Sike, is that the way you think?

A caring person: "What do you think? Laugh~ You don't know what I will do?"

"Pretend to say wolf is coming?" Xin Yixiao was a little annoyed and inexplicably heartbroken.

Someone with a heart: "Have you heard the story of the sheep and the wolf?"

The caring person did not directly reply to her question, but asked such a question.The story of wolf and sheep?Xin Yixiao shook her head, she hadn't heard of it.

"What kind of story is it? Isn't the relationship between wolves and sheep eating and being eaten?" Xin Yixiao asked.

Someone with a heart: "On a stormy night, the wolf and the sheep met in a dark cave. The dark cave, the terrible storm. They couldn't see their fingers. The wolf and the sheep had to rely on each other, comfort each other, and spent the difficult and dark night together. Love , It's so wonderful. In such a dark night, two lonely hearts come together. However, the reality is cruel. When the dawn of dawn shines, they find that they are creatures of the same world. Opposite each other, It's been thousands of years."

Xin Yixiao saw the reply from the caring person, and her thoughts seemed to follow her description, to that dark and windy night, in that dark cave, souls comforting each other.

"Their love is pure. Even if they are of different races." Xin Yixiao thought for a while and replied.

A caring person: "Pure? Haha. After listening to the story, you won't say that."

"Is this a bad ending?" Xin Yixiao suddenly smelled something unusual for some reason.

Youxinru: "The wolf fell in love with the sheep. It said that no one in this world would love the sheep more than itself. The sheep said that the love that could not transcend race made it heart-wrenching. Later they left everything and ran away desperately But, on the way to the ends of the earth, the wolf ate the sheep. Because existence precedes emotion."

"What do you mean by this story?" Xin Yixiao suddenly understood the meaning of the caring person, but she still wanted to ask if it was really what she thought.

Someone with a heart: "You really don't know?"

Xin Yixiao seemed to feel that the other party was chuckling in the night, that light and cold laughter was similar to Fang Sike's.

Xin Yixiao closed her eyes, frowned slightly, and murmured in a low voice: "You and her are really similar. They both like to force me to say the cruelest things. Is it like this, the fault is only mine? "

"You want to say that people who are not from the same world can't be together after all. Is that right? Love that transcends race can only be a tragedy." Xin Yixiao replied angrily.

Someone with a heart: "Yes. It's nice to talk to you, it's easy to wake up. It's getting late, you should go to bed, kid. Good night."

Seeing the reply, Xin Yixiao was so angry that she threw her phone at the foot of the bed.

This woman, like Fang Sike, has the ability to drive her crazy.She was irritable and not sleepy at all, and now she couldn't fall asleep even more.

People who are not in the same world cannot be together after all.Haha, is this drawing conclusions for her and Fang Sike?Xin Yi smiled bitterly.

night, getting deeper.

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