warm pulse

"Let's separate." An Yang lowered his head and said calmly.

"What did you say?" Qin Chengqian frowned, as if he didn't hear clearly.

An Yang repeated: "I said, let's separate."

The strange silence entangled and spread between the two of them, slowly gaining weight, making An Yang unable to breathe...

He was a little afraid of Qin Chengqian. An Yang knew that Qin Chengqian didn't like him, raised him, and treated him well, but it was because in the second year of their acquaintance, he blocked a shot for him, and that shot almost missed him. The son killed An Yang and tied him to Qin Chengqian completely, which made him both painful and happy.

When he stood in front of Qin Chengqian back then, he sincerely wanted to die for him. At that time, he had already fallen in love with this person, but it's hard to say what this behavior would look like in Qin Chengqian's eyes. , probably the little lover's desperate means to cling to the rich and powerful to get ahead!

An Yang felt a little bit bitter in his heart, sometimes he would think that it would be fine if he just died back then, he never greedily wanted Qin Chengqian to fall in love with him, as long as he remembered him was enough.

It's a pity that he was so fateful that he didn't die. Qin Chengqian raised him like a mascot, which made him feel uneasy. He couldn't accept Qin Chengqian's kindness to him with peace of mind. It seemed that every point he enjoyed proved a point. Back then, he came forward with impure motives. He was always very nervous, wanted to escape, and wanted to prove that he didn't risk his life for these!

But he couldn't leave, he couldn't bear to leave this person...

Later, An Yang resigned to his fate, thinking that it would be good if he could stay by Qin Chengqian's side like this for the rest of his life, even if he didn't get the kind of affection he wanted, it didn't matter, he always knew how to be content.But now, his small and trivial wish has also been shattered - the person Qin Chengqian likes has returned, and it is the young master Liang Yiliang who is full of vigor and vitality.

Liang Yi came to him, and as soon as the two met, An Yang knew that he had lost. It was indeed necessary for such a bright and brilliant talent to be worthy of Qin Chengqian, not for a crooked sick child like him.

He originally suffered from heart disease, and even though he was well taken care of after the injury, his health deteriorated. Being with someone like him who needs to be taken care of constantly, after a long time, everyone will be annoyed... He doesn't blame Qin Chengqian, he knows, Put him and Liang Yi side by side, but no one with eyes would choose him.

Finally decided to leave, An Yang didn't want to be a bystander of Qin Chengqian's love, that would be too cruel.He can bear Qin Chengqian not loving him, but he can't bear to watch him love others, this is his last bit of dignity.

He took good care of the flowers and plants at home, and cooked a sumptuous dinner himself. After the dinner, he said to Qin Chengqian, "Let's part", and then watched Qin Chengqian's expression suddenly turn cold. .

An Yang keenly sensed that Qin Chengqian was unhappy, but he couldn't figure out why he was unhappy.After leaving by himself, he can be with Liang Yi without any scruples, shouldn't he be happy?

After a while, Qin Chengqian gave a very low laugh and asked, "I've come back late these days, are you angry?"

An Yang didn't know how to respond for a moment, and looked up at him a little helplessly.

Qin Chengqian seemed to be coaxing a mischievous child: "Good boy, I've been a little busy recently, after a while, I'll take you out to play."

An Yang regained his sanity, shook his head, and said calmly and firmly: "No, I'm serious, we have been together for six years..."

"Seriously? Seriously want to separate from me?" Qin Chengqian interrupted him, as if his patience was exhausted and he was about to lose his temper. His voice was not high, but his tense voice obviously suppressed dangerous emotions, "Six years with me Did I wrong you? What are you throwing your temper at?"

An Yang didn't dare to look up at him, but still said word by word: "I didn't lose my temper, I thought about it for a long time, and I've thought it through very clearly..."

"I think you still need to think about it," Qin Chengqian approached a little closer, "I didn't give you any of the food, clothing, and supplies you have now? Leave me? What do you support yourself with? Are you going to sell it? ?”

The last sentence was like a heavy hammer, hitting An Yang's heart hard, and the bitterness in his mouth kept pouring up and into his eyes, don't cry!Can't cry!An Yang told himself this, and he stared back to force the tears back, and at the same time, a little anger came out of nowhere in his heart, forcing him to say, "Yes, so what?"

Qin Chengqian was irritated all of a sudden, and suddenly straightened up and faced him: "Say it again?!"

An Yang's heartbeat stopped for a moment when he was yelled at, and he looked at the person in front of him in horror.

Qin Chengqian seemed to be so angry that he was on the verge of rage, his mind was buzzing, and he could hardly think. He stood up and pressed An Yang's back neck to force him to face to face with him, and said viciously: "In that case, why not sell it to me!"

Then, regardless of An Yang's struggle, he kissed him fiercely. It was an absolutely brutal kiss, like a beast biting its prey.An Yang had never seen Qin Chengqian like this before. He was terrified and kept struggling in Qin Chengqian's arms, but Qin Chengqian's strength was too great. By then he had already lost consciousness...

An Yang lay in the hospital for two days without waking up, which made Qin Chengqian flustered, fearing that he would never wake up again, he began to regret endlessly, regretting what he did that night...

"Why did you say those words?" Qin Chengqian gently touched An Yang's face, "Do you really want to leave me?"

The person on the hospital bed was ignorant and did not respond to him.

Qin Chengqian withdrew his hand and let out a long sigh.

An Yang was sent to his bed by someone. This kind of thing is commonplace and nothing new. If you meet someone you like, you will play with them for two days. of.But it was different that time. The boy had an overly good-looking face. He had never seen such a beautiful person, neither among men nor among women.

He pinched the boy's chin, made him look up, and asked him, "What's your name?"

The boy shrank timidly and whispered two words: "An Yang."

Since then, Qin Chengqian has had another lover named An Yang.

At first, he didn't feel that he was moved, as if he just collected a precious piece of art, and he only liked and was obsessed with that face. Until the shooting incident, An Yang lay covered in blood as if he was dead. In his arms, he suddenly felt a great fear, that was the first time he realized so clearly that he couldn't lose him!A crazy thought came into my heart, if the person in my arms died, he would destroy everything he could!

Probably God was also afraid that he would go crazy, but An Yang miraculously survived, but his body was not as good as before.An Yang suffered from heart disease since he was a child. Before he came to Qin Chengqian's side, he had a repair operation, and he was able to live like a normal person. This injury made his heart overwhelmed again.

Qin Chengqian didn't care about these things, it was a great gift for him that An Yang could be alive, he took An Yang to his side, clumsily and tried his best to treat him like a lover.

But An Yang didn't respond to this, and still kept a vague distance from him as before, and didn't even look at the sincerity he offered. He was as proud as a cat, and as unfamiliar as a cat.

An Yang is indeed like a cat. A cat is very mysterious, and An Yang is also very mysterious. If it wasn't for the gunshot wound, Qin Chengqian wouldn't even know that he had a heart attack, and there was a scar on his left wrist, which An Yang kept secret. He didn't want to share that life experience with Qin Chengqian, as if reminding Qin Chengqian that they are not a couple with me in you and you in me.

Qin Chengqian was puzzled, since An Yang didn't love him, why did he block that shot for him?Then one day he looked at his subordinates and suddenly realized that if he was willing to risk his life for you, he must love you?You are too self-indulgent!

After figuring it out, Qin Chengqian is no longer obsessed with getting a response from An Yang, it doesn't matter if you love me or not, I love you, I own you, nothing is more important than this.

But now, An Yang actually said to him: "I want to leave you!"

how can that be possible?How could I let you go?Qin Chengqian secretly thought, you don't want to leave in this life, unless one of us dies.