warm pulse

Matthew returned to country R and immediately airlifted several medicines over.An Yang felt a little dizzy when he received the medicine, and the packaging was in foreign languages ​​that he could not understand... But soon he found that his worries were unnecessary, Qin Chengqian made a fuss about the pile of bottles and jars. Fan carefully studied, and then put a label on each medicine, indicating the symptoms, contraindications, usage and dosage in detail.

An Yang found that Qin Chengqian was not as cold and hard as he appeared on the surface. Although he looked a bit fierce when he was not smiling, after a long time of contact, he would find that he was actually a very good-tempered, patient, and caring person. , would remind him to take his medicine, put food on the dining table for him, and fasten his seat belt... But the strange thing is, the more meticulous and thoughtful Qin Chengqian was to him, the more tense and cramped he became...

Why is this?An Yang himself didn't know.

Qin Chengqian also discovered this. He felt that he was too anxious to get close to An Yang and made him nervous. He began to restrain his behavior, try not to look abnormal, and unintentionally revealed "the courtesy and respect you received The care is arranged according to Matthew's instructions." This kind of rhetoric that there is no silver 300 taels here is to dispel An Yang's concerns.But for some unknown reason, after hearing this, An Yang not only failed to relieve his tension, but seemed a little lost...Qin Chengqian didn't know what to do...

For the next period of time, the two kept a very subtle distance, as if they had really become hosts and tenants who didn't know each other well.

Soon, the time came to the end of October. One day An Yang came back from school and suddenly said that he had asked for leave and would go back to his hometown T City in a few days.

Qin Chengqian raised his eyebrows, as if he was a little surprised. Some time ago he investigated An Yang's life experience. Although he couldn't fully restore An Yang's experience and encounters, he only got a rough outline, which made Qin Chengqian feel distressed. breathless...

Qin Chengqian knew that An Yang's father was still living in T City, but no matter from which point of view, An Yang had no obligation and no reason to visit this father...

An Yang's next sentence dispelled Qin Chengqian's doubts: "I'm going back to pay homage to grandma. It will be her memorial day in a few days."

City T is more than 2000 kilometers away from City B. An Yang bought a ticket early on and planned to take the train back to City T, but the ticket he bought couldn't be used. Two days later, Qin Chengqian personally sent him back to City T.

After getting off the plane, An Yang was still in a daze. He felt a little unbelievable that Qin Chengqian Fei personally sent him back to T city. Ada's words floated in his mind like a phantom: "He likes you! He likes you!"

"Impossible!" Another voice denied in his heart, "He didn't like you, he did it because of Matthew, you are a very important guinea pig to Matthew, he wants to make sure you don't make any mistakes. To send you back!"

"But...he can let you fly by yourself, why do you have to follow him yourself?"

"Didn't you hear what he said? He used to go to T city often, and he had friends in T city. He was going to visit his friends!"

"OK……"

Several voices were arguing in my head, and soon blurred into one, leaving only the white noise of the car driving.

An Yang was so exhausted by the long journey, he fell asleep and woke up in the car in a daze, and his face turned pale when he got there.

Qin Chengqian was so distressed that he asked someone to get some digestible food, watched him eat, then let him take a comfortable hot bath, and then told him to go to bed and rest.

He had to get up early the next day, and Qin Chengqian was worried that An Yang would not be able to bear it. Fortunately, An Yang's face looked better when he woke up in the morning.

Hearing that Qin Chengqian was going to pay homage to his grandmother with him, An Yang showed a surprised expression again...

"Actually... I can do it myself..."

"Let's go, I just happen to be fine today."

Qin Chengqian didn't allow any further explanation, he went out first and started the car.

An Yang: ...

Grandma was buried in a small village, and it was more than two hours' drive away from where they settled down. High-rise buildings were left behind, and when wilderness and plains appeared in front of them, An Yang knew that it was close.

Before entering the small village where An Yang and his grandmother lived, the car entered a small town. This is a typical rural town. There are no tall buildings around, and almost all of them are bungalows. However, such a place is extremely lively. Both sides of the road It was filled with all kinds of small stalls and bustling people everywhere, Qin Chengqian's car could only move forward at a walking speed among the crowded crowd.

An Yang said that it was a morning market, and people from the town would gather here at regular intervals to set up stalls and sell goods to make money. When he was a child, he often came here with his grandmother to sell and buy things.

The two got out of the car in the middle of the market, bought some things for worship, and some snacks that my grandmother liked before she was alive, and then squeezed through the crowd to the side of the car. Someone shouted in surprise from behind: "Zhou Zhou?"

An Yang's back stiffened, he turned his head stiffly, and saw a middle-aged man looking at him with scrutiny...

Seeing An Yang turning his head, the middle-aged man said exaggeratedly as if he had finally determined something: "It's really you! I look like you from such a distance!" His eyes moved from An Yang to Qin Chengqian's. In the car, he changed into an envious tone and said: "You are promising! Old Lu Youfu!"

An Yang turned his face to the side, as if he wanted to avoid something, and said a little bluntly, "You've got the wrong person!"

The middle-aged man looked suspicious: "How could you be wrong?! Aren't you Lu Zhou? Lu Xingliang's son? I am your Uncle Zhang! Don't you know me? I drank at your house, don't you remember? ?”

An Yang was a little flustered, and raised his voice slightly: "I'm not Lu Zhou, I don't know you, and I don't know the person you're talking about! You've got the wrong person!"

The middle-aged man wanted to say something more, but was blocked by Qin Chengqian.

"You're mistaken, he's my younger brother," Qin Chengqian looked at the middle-aged man and emphasized word by word, "It's not the one you know."

The middle-aged man looked at Qin Chengqian and then at An Yang, the expression on his face gradually turned into sarcasm, he sneered and said: "I know, people, when they have money, they forget about poor relatives, and they know who we are? It's not unusual! But it's the first time I've seen someone who doesn't recognize his father! You don't even recognize your own father, so don't be afraid... Ouch!"

Qin Chengqian turned his back to An Yang, grabbed the middle-aged man's hand in a corner he couldn't see, and squeezed it hard, the middle-aged man immediately collapsed into a pile of mud, Qin Chengqian bent down, and whispered viciously in his ear After saying something, the man was completely silent, only staring and sweating.

Back in the car, An Yang lowered his head and didn't say a word, as if he was trapped by some emotion. Qin Chengqian also remained silent, and silently started the car and drove forward.

Qin Chengqian knew that the person just now admitted that he was right. An Yang changed his name twice. When he was born, he was called Lu Zhou, because his father's surname was Lu and his mother's surname was Zhou. Later, his mother took him to remarry, married a man named Tong, and changed his name It was changed to Tong Zhou, and his name included Lu Youtong and Youzhou, but neither Tong nor Zhou treated him kindly, and even made him suffer a lot, so An Yang changed it to himself when he became an adult. now the name.

An Yang, An, the surname of his grandmother, the only person who gave him love and warmth since childhood...

Grandma's tomb is very simple, there is not even a stele. Not far away, there are several earth bags that look exactly the same to Qin Chengqian, but An Yang can recognize which one belongs to grandma at a glance.He carefully repaired the cemetery, then put incense burning paper on grandma, and neatly unpacked the snacks he just bought. After finishing all this, An Yang knelt down quietly and said, "Grandma, I Come to see you."

This sentence was soft, with almost no tone, but Qin Chengqian could hear a boundless loneliness...