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Qin's house is too big, so big that An Yang dare not wander around for fear of getting lost. Apart from his own bedroom, An Yang can only find Qin Chengqian's study room—it's directly upstairs from the bedroom.

The study room is well lit, and outside is a boundless flat slope with a wide view. The servant said that it was originally a golf course, but it has been neglected in recent years, and it looks a bit desolate. There used to be a horse farm at the foot of the mountain, which raised many strong and beautiful horses, but now it is also abandoned.

An Yang asked why it was deserted, but the servant kept secretive and didn't answer, just looked at him with a smile and said, "You're here, probably everything will be fine in the future."

An Yang was ignorant and didn't quite understand what the servant meant. There were a lot of interesting books in the study, and An Yang plunged into the books, so he didn't think so much.

Qin Chengqian was still very busy, but he would rush back every day before An Yang went to bed, carried him out of the study, stayed with him for a while, and then coaxed him to sleep.

An Yang hangs around the study room all day long, and from time to time he finds something new, such as Qin Chengqian's graduation certificate, old photos from the past, or handwritten annotations left on the margins of a certain book. When Qin Chengqian comes back at night, he will nest He whispered in this man's arms about his discovery of the day.Every time Qin Chengqian expands his findings into a complete story, telling when he graduated, where the photos were taken, who he was with, and what happened, like telling a bedtime story to a child.

An Yang likes to hear these things very much, and always pesters Qin Chengqian to talk more, until he falls asleep in his arms, often when Qin Chengqian wakes up the next day, Qin Chengqian has gone out, and An Yang will get up to wash, eat breakfast, eat Medicine, continue to study in the study.

One day, when An Yang was looking for a book, a piece of paper fell from the shelf as he drew the book. An Yang thought that this was some kind of treasure with a story, so he bent down to pick it up, but When his eyes fell on the piece of paper, he suddenly froze. What he had in his hand was a portrait. The person in the painting had the same eyebrows and eyes as him, and the same demeanor. An Yang was dazed for a moment, wondering if it was Qin Chengqian The painting that Qin Chengqian gave him before came here, but after a closer look, he didn’t think so. The painting that Qin Chengqian gave him was very new, but this one is already a bit old. A trace of what liquid was sprinkled on it and then dried up.

His eyes fell on the lower right corner, where a date was marked. Although the handwriting was a little blurry, he could barely read it. An Yang leaned closer to look at the words. It was May 27th three years ago...

Three years ago on May 27!

An Yang was taken aback, the long-lost memories rushed towards him like a flood bursting a bank...

The disgusting smell of alcohol, the iron-claw-like hands that cannot be freed, the ugly cock...

A nightmarish voice with cold wind stretched out tentacles from hell: "Zhou Zhou, don't be afraid, show uncle."

An Yang flickered, and seemed to see the face of the middle-aged man with a false smile again...

Hospitals, disinfectant, blood...

An Yang subconsciously pressed his left wrist, and unexpectedly there was a cold metallic touch. He looked down and saw that it was the watch Qin Chengqian gave him... An Yang looked at the painting on his right hand and the watch on his left, his face gradually showing sadness He covered his head in pain, and tears fell from his eyes.

Qin Chengqian came back today a little earlier than usual. The child has been a little clingy these days. He planned to spend a day with him, but before he could enter the door, he was told that he was already asleep. I was lingering and unwilling to sleep, why did I go to bed before seven o'clock today?Then I was a little worried, isn't this person uncomfortable again?

The light in the bedroom was on, An Yang was lying on his side on the bed, one arm was exposed outside the quilt, and he was not sleeping well, Qin Chengqian wanted to put his arm under the quilt, but as soon as he touched An Yang, he unconsciously slapped him a little. The little Jiling seemed to be frightened by something in a dream.

Qin Chengqian frowned, and called his name softly, but the man's eyelashes moved, but he couldn't wake up, so Qin Chengqian simply put his arms around him, patting and kissing his cheek.

As soon as the kiss fell, An Yang woke up with a start, as if he had been frightened by something, he suddenly pushed Qin Chengqian away, sat up and looked at him panting.

Qin Chengqian hurriedly comforted him: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's me."

An Yang seemed to have not reacted yet, and stared at him blankly. After a long time, he put down his guard and called brother.

Qin Chengqian didn't dare to rush forward, and gently asked from a distance: "What did you dream about, so frightened?"

An Yang became nervous again, like a little animal still in shock, he hesitated and said nothing.

This appearance made Qin Chengqian feel distressed for a while, and couldn't help wanting to hug him, but An Yang stepped back as soon as he moved, Qin Chengqian shrank, and frowned, "Afraid of me?"

"No..." An Yang sat on the bed with his back stiffened, clutching the quilt tightly in his hands, carefully controlling his emotions, but there was still a cry in his voice.

As soon as An Yang cried, Qin Chengqian couldn't care less, and leaned over to look at his face buried in the shadows.

"Why are you crying again?" Qin Chengqian lowered his voice to the softest and softest, as if he was afraid of scaring him again.

An Yang didn't respond to him, still crying silently, Qin Chengqian hid when he touched him, as if he was really afraid of him.Qin Chengqian was at a loss, he couldn't even wipe away his tears, let alone hug him, so he could only coax him incoherently.

An Yang couldn't stop crying, Qin Chengqian was worried that he would cry himself out, and wanted to get some medicine to feed him, but when he stood up and turned around, the crying behind him suddenly increased, and his sleeves were pulled, and An Yang Jan was sobbing and saying something while crying.Qin Chengqian was taken aback, turned around and hugged him, and he didn't hide anymore. After listening for a long time, he finally heard what he said, don't go. Qin Chengqian was in so much pain that he said I won't go, I'll get you medicine, but It doesn't matter, An Yang changed his fear of being touched just now, and hugged him and didn't let go.

Qin Chengqian didn't know how he was able to cry like this, a string in his mind was tensed, for fear that An Yang's heart would not be able to bear it.

An Yang didn't stop until he was tired from crying, Qin Chengqian didn't dare to ask anything, carefully fed him the medicine, and watched him fall asleep.

An Yang fell into a dizzy sleep, and in the middle of the night he had a fever again, and his mind was not so clear, he grabbed Qin Chengqian for a while and did not let go, and then shrank himself into a ball in fear so that no one would touch him, his mouth was blurred. He was muttering something, his voice was sometimes urgent and sometimes sad.

"Yangyang, what do you want?" Qin Chengqian couldn't figure out what he said after listening for a long time, he was so anxious.

An Yang was half asleep and half awake, let out a thin whimper, and shed tears again with his eyes closed... Qin Chengqian was almost going crazy!

The doctor came very quickly, and he frantically fumbled all night. In the morning, An Yang's temperature finally dropped.

Qin Chengqian's hanging heart was about to let go, and An Yang, who woke up in a daze, threw another bomb at him: "Why do you have my portrait?"

"What?" Qin Chengqian didn't hear clearly.

An Yang repeated it again: "You didn't know me three years ago, how could there be a portrait of me?"

Qin Chengqian's heart skipped a beat, the study had obviously been cleaned up thoroughly, so why are there still portraits left?

He was able to tell An Yang about his previous life with mixed truth and falsehood, but he didn't want to tell him that he was reborn. He didn't do well in his previous life. He didn't want An Yang to know those things, but he didn't want to tell him either. Lying, covering up is the only option...

Qin Chengqian said that he had a dream a few years ago. In the dream, An Yang came like an angel with a holy light to save him from the dark hell, so he made that painting as soon as he woke up.

This rhetoric is hard to convince, An Yang didn't believe it, and said you lied to me, Qin Chengqian said how is it possible, why should I lie to you?

"Didn't you ask me why I like you?" Qin Chengqian added as if to increase credibility, "Because you saved me in the dream."

An Yang was groggy, his thoughts were slow and stagnant, and he blinked his eyes slowly twice to understand the meaning of this sentence, is it like this?But why did Qin Chengqian dream of himself?And why would you dream of yourself at that time?If he died at that time, would Qin Chengqian always remember the person he met in his dream?

His drowsy mind did not allow him to raise these questions one by one, and after a while, he fell into a deep sleep again.

The portrait that evoked this commotion lay quietly on the study carpet until a big hand with well-defined knuckles picked it up...

"Did you cry because you saw this?" Qin Chengqian stared at the portrait in his hand. There was nothing unusual about the portrait itself, but the date on the lower right corner indicated that it was unusual.An Yang's face full of tears came into mind again, Qin Chengqian frowned...

"Why are you crying so much? What happened at this time?"

No one responded to him.

Qin Chengqian didn't want to ask anyone for a response. He knew that there were many stories about An Yang that he didn't understand, but no matter what happened, it was over. Since the past was so painful, let them forget it together!

From now on, he will protect this person and never let him get hurt again!