Yunnan Bridge Noodles

Qiao Jia never thought that the word embarrassment would appear between him and Guo Lin.So when he really faced this delicate atmosphere, he was even a little at a loss.

When Guo Lin straightened up, Qiaojia was so flustered that he almost dropped the cup on the ground.Fortunately, Guo Lin's reaction was quicker, and he grabbed it immediately.

"That, that... a little thirsty..." Because he couldn't see Guo Lin's reaction and expression, Qiao Jia was more unnatural than usual.Although, he is now a little thankful that he cannot see, because if he looks at Guo Lin face to face, he doesn't know how to react.

After all, it's hard to say what their current relationship is.

Compared to Qiao Jia's obvious embarrassment, Guo Lin's state of mind was much calmer.Although the action just now was a little impulsive, but he didn't regret it when he finished it.

Holding down Qiaojia's hand that wanted to touch the water glass again, Guo Lin sighed lightly: "Qiaojia, let's talk..."

"Talk? Oh..."

Qiaojia was stunned for a moment, and then he tried his best to pretend to be okay and smiled, with a cooperative expression all over his face.

Such a serious tone... I always feel that what I'm talking about is not a good thing.

Qiaojia said something in his heart, but his face was still calm.It's just that he doesn't know that all his emotions are showing on his face because of blindness, so Guo Lin can see it clearly.

Everyone was caught in their own pain before, and didn't spend much time paying attention to each other.Guo Lin also realized belatedly that Qiao Jia had actually changed a lot.

However, he couldn't explain the reason for this change.

"The matter of Liu Yu...haven't heard you tell me in detail..."

As soon as Guo Lin spoke, Qiao Jia froze for a moment.The name Liu Yu was like a kind of taboo between him and Guo Lin. Everyone avoided it before, but now that Guo Lin mentioned it suddenly, Qiao Jia's heart that had been deliberately neglected came to mind again.

He was silent for a long time before sighing slowly.

——There are some things that are simply useless to escape from.

"Because of your business, Liu Yu came to trouble me every day, and deliberately faced other people. It is estimated that Bao Feng became suspicious of me, so he specially arrested me and wanted to try me. I don't know at all. At that time, Liu Yu was already their target... They asked me if I knew Liu Yu, and I denied it, so they ran over him with a car and killed him..."

"...So, you just denied your relationship with Liu Yu."

Guo Lin's sentence was not a question, but a simple statement.Choga nodded slightly, without explaining anything.

Guo Lin stood up from the bed, walked to the window, and tried to breathe some fresh air: "When Liu Yu just died, frankly, I really couldn't accept it. I couldn't accept the fact that he was killed because of my carelessness. There is no way to accept that... this matter is more or less your responsibility."

This way of talking is really hard.

Choja felt as if he was stripped naked and being paraded through the streets. Strictly speaking, parading through the streets was easier for him.Listening to every word Guo Lin said now, it was like Ling Chi, not dead, but extremely uncomfortable.

But even if it was hard, Choja knew that he had to listen to it, it was what he deserved.As Guo Lin said, he was responsible for this, and he couldn't deny it.

Therefore, Choga still nodded silently.He knew that Guo Lin would not be much more comfortable than him now...

"And the reason why I blame part of the responsibility on you... is because, if I have to admit that Liu Yu's death was purely my fault, the guilt is too heavy, and I... can't bear it."

Guo Lin's words made Qiao Jia raise his head instantly. Although he couldn't see Guo Lin, but looking for the direction of the voice, Qiao Jia's face showed undisguised shock.

He couldn't understand what Guo Lin was talking about...

And Guo Lin didn't look at Qiao Jia, even though he knew that Qiao Jia couldn't see the embarrassment on his face at this moment: "I shouldn't blame you for Liu Yu's death. The responsibility is actually mine. Considering the positions of the two of us, and thus ignoring the possible dangers of the people around us... I have oversimplified people like Bao Feng."

"No..." Qiao Jia subconsciously wanted to deny it, but was quickly interrupted by Guo Lin: "It was not your responsibility to deal with those people, I forced you to join the gang, and I shouldn't blame you for the failure." Forget it. But let me admit this at that time... I really can't..."

It was only at that time that Guo Lin realized that his endurance was not as strong as he seemed.

Some pain is beyond the psychological limit, physical torture can also be activated by coma to protect.The torment in your heart is something that will follow you like a ghost as long as you are still breathing. Once you admit it, you will never be able to break free and fall completely.

So to a certain extent, Guo Lin is grateful for Bao Feng's few injections of drugs... If his consciousness was not in a state of loss of chaos at that time, it is very likely that his current situation will be even worse.

However, his theory was obviously not acceptable to Choga.He even tried to get up from the bed, but almost fell to the ground because he couldn't see his surroundings.

Guo Lin was startled by his appearance, and hurried over to help him, but was grabbed by Qiao Jia: "I didn't design you to help me kill the hunchback Li, and you won't be suspended for investigation. Then Liu Yu wouldn't do it for your sake." , bothering me all the time, Bao Feng would not notice him. Guo Lin... I never wanted to get rid of Liu Yu's death, I knew I was sorry for you..."

"Qiao Jia." Guo Lin felt that something was wrong with him, and tried to calm him down, but unexpectedly, Qiao Jia's reaction became more intense: "I can't get rid of it, and neither do you. Guo Lin, don't talk about Bao Feng's group." It has nothing to do with me, and you don't want to take me aside, I don't need it!"

"Qiaojia... calm down..." Guo Lin frowned, "What I said just now was to tell you about Liu Yu...you can let it go..."

Because that wasn't supposed to be something Choga carried on his shoulders in the first place.For a long time, he seemed to be doing good for Joe on the surface, but in fact, he was putting pressure on him.The so-called justice and evil, black and white, shouldn't be something he forced into Choga.Probably because he hoped that the two of them could walk together so much that he inadvertently ignored the real fear in Qiaojia's heart.

——They were originally different people, so they shouldn't have walked the exact same path.

This point, Guo Lin only wanted to understand after he was infected with drugs.

When he gradually recalled the few days and nights that Qiaojia spent with himself in the hut, many things that he had never figured out before suddenly became clear.

He didn't want Qiao Jia to bear these burdens for the rest of his life, just like he took such a risky move to save Geng Wei before.Guo Lin couldn't deny the shock and fear in his heart at that moment, and more, he blamed himself.

Qiaojia is not a policeman, never has been...he is just an ordinary person, and these near-death events should not be his responsibility.

However, after listening to Guo Lin's words, Qiao Jia just laughed suddenly, and he shook his head: "Guo Lin, you are wrong...the one I can't let go of is never Liu Yu."

He couldn't find the direction to Guo Lin, so he could only hold Guo Lin's arm tightly: "It's you that I can't let go of."

They have gone through too many things.Died, lived, died...

These have been embedded in each other's bones, which cannot be erased or plucked out.Once Qiao Jia's stubborn hope was to find the intersection of the two worlds with Guo Lin. After finding that it was not feasible, he chose to approach Guo Lin almost without hesitation.

This is his Qiaojia style of doing things, he will not always linger at the fork in the road that makes him painful.Over the years, he has become used to thinking first, because action comes first, so he doesn't have much time to regret and entangle, and he doesn't want to think too much. Anyway, his world was not complicated in the first place.

"You have a lot in your heart, your justice, your responsibilities... I didn't like it before, and I cared about it. But later I found out that it is something that you can't get rid of in your heart, and I don't care... But I told you, I can’t hold it in my heart.” Qiaojia tried hard to find the right words to describe his mood, and the beautiful words he said would never be as pleasant as Guo Lin’s, so this kind of serious conversation was really difficult for him .

But these words, Qiaojia must say today, otherwise, he and Guo Lin may face another "dislocation".

"I can't pretend that, and I'll never care. But it doesn't matter, I can pretend you... You go and fulfill your responsibilities and uphold your justice. I don't need to understand those, I just need to pretend you, in the end, we two Our goals are still the same." Qiaojia laughed as he spoke, "Look...even if I can't be your colleague for the rest of my life, I'm still your best partner, and I'm the one who can't be separated from you." kind."

Moreover, Qiao Jia has self-confidence, and Guo Lin will never find a more reliable partner than him... no matter in terms of brain or physical strength.

Qiao Jia laughed, completely unaware of what he said, which made Guo Lin completely incapable of responding.

——Joga, are you sick?

Guo Lin's lips trembled a little, but he couldn't make a sound.

In fact, he wanted to say, how could the elders speak such pretentious words so smoothly, and even wanted to complain about Qiao Jia, making the already awkward atmosphere even more rigid.

But Guo Lin couldn't say anything about it.He just wanted to hug Choga, press him to the ground, feel each other's temperature, and feel that each other was indeed alive, to confirm that the person in front of him was alive and not a hallucination that jumped out of those bloody TV dramas.

Between him and Qiaojia, there may not be any apologies or debts.But based on what Qiao Jia said today, maybe he, Guo Lin, owed Qiao Jia his entire life.

At least emotionally, Qiaojia thought better than him.

Before today, Guo Lin had never seriously thought about what feelings are. It seems that as long as two people care about each other, they will naturally come together.Most of the time, he relies on his inner needs to make choices.

If you are not willing to let go, if you want to get closer, you will stick together.

However, after many things have happened, Guo Lin will inevitably have relapses. Feelings will hinder him from making a calm judgment. Two people who have nothing to do with each other must be brought together. After taking care of one and losing the other, the result is obvious.

Although he never thought of giving up, Guo Lin didn't dare to say that he didn't have the "impulse" to blame this taboo.

But obviously, Choga didn't...

Even so tired, so hard.Every time he had to struggle to move forward in the mud, Qiaojia always enjoyed it.

Guo Lin couldn't figure out how there could be someone like Qiao Jia in this world, and he also couldn't figure out why it was him.

——But fortunately, it was me.

Guo Lin, who was holding Qiao Jia, unconsciously showed a bit of complacency on his face.He didn't care that the person in his arms was struggling desperately because of discomfort, and the temperature on the concrete floor was not pleasant, but when Guo Lin hugged Qiao Jia, it was the first time that Guo Lin felt so at ease in his heart.

Qiao Jia didn't know that his words touched Guo Lin's nerves.He felt that since Guo Lin stopped working as a policeman, he was not normal. It was a bit awkward for two big men to hug each other like this. Qiao Jia couldn't even imagine that if Geng Wei opened the door and came in at this time, he would see such a scene , what kind of reaction must be.

Finally, after a few minutes of stalemate, Qiao Jia couldn't bear it anymore, and whispered a word in Guo Lin's ear: "Brother... let me go to the bathroom, I can't help it."

Guo Lin frowned at Qiao Jia's words, then smiled and let go.He helped Qiaojia up, and couldn't help turning his head to glance at the bright sunshine outside.

How good it is still bright.