Yunnan Bridge Noodles

Qiaojia almost forgot why he was so irritable last time.But it seemed that ever since Guo Lin lived in his house, his restless state could not be calmed down.

He lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, and the words Guo Lin said on the rooftop involuntarily appeared in his mind.

Live like a normal person...

It's not that he hasn't thought about it, or in other words, he has been thinking about the future of himself and Qiao Jian since a long time ago.He also plans to open a small shop to be self-sufficient. If he can't be a rich man, he can at least make a living.But these are just thoughts in his mind.Those days of being counted and calculated by others, even if you want to forget it when you sleep, are like traces branded in your bones, and you can't forget it at all.

From the time his father committed suicide, he understood that many things cannot be erased once they happened, and don't expect others to forget them.

There's always someone to remind you of the things you don't want to remember when you're trying to start over...

"...Is there any other choice?" Muttering the word to himself, Choga raised the corners of his mouth mockingly, and closed his eyes feeling a little tired.

He didn't know whether to call Guo Lin innocent or stupid.

Sure enough, in the minds of the police, the word "re-human" is as simple as going to the toilet.However, no one knows better than him how cruel these social rules are!

After being in such a daze for so long, he didn't know why Choja fell asleep later.It wasn't until someone pushed him awake in the dark that he suddenly turned over from the bed and sat up. Subconsciously, his right hand reached under the pillow and took out the switchblade that was habitually placed under his head.

Guo Lin frowned watching Qiao Jia's reaction: "Secret control knives?"

Hearing who it was from the voice, Qiaojia reluctantly let go of his guard, because it happened so suddenly, his sight could not adapt to the dark room, he fumbled to turn on the light, and when he got out of bed, he kicked Guo Lin directly. Passed over: "You really hate your life, don't you!?"

He was a half-dead person in the first place, so he wasn't afraid of stabbing him directly.

Guo Lin easily avoided Qiao Jia's kick and shrugged: "You want my life just because of this thing?" Qiao Jia was a little too contemptuous.

Waking up with fright in the middle of sleep, Uncle Qiao's temper is of course not very good, he glared at Guo Lin and sat on the bedside: "Did you get sick again in the middle of the night, or did you eat too much, and ran to my room to do something?" Well!"

He wiped his face, and the feeling of cold sweat on his back has not subsided.

"Come on, come out with me." Guo Lin was straightforward, and he went to drag Qiaojia after speaking.

The person who stood up passively glanced at the dark sky outside: "Go out now?"

"Ah."

Guo Lin casually touched Qiao Jia's coat and threw it on him, urging him to wash his face quickly.

Qiaojia felt that Guo Lin was absolutely abnormal, where could they go without even a ghost outside at night?Wouldn't it be to count the stars with him? I only heard that HIV can make people's immunity decline, but I didn't hear that IQ will also be disabled. Is there an untested virus in the needle that Guo Lin inserted before...

"It's fucking crazy..." Muttering and cursing, Qiao Jia was reluctantly dragged by Guo Lin to wash his face, and the cold water quenched his intense drowsiness. , 3 minutes later, he was already standing on the rooftop with Guo Lin.

The season was getting colder, Qiaojia took out his mobile phone and glanced at it, the time showed 04:30.

He turned to look at Guo Lin: "Why, do you want to kill someone to silence you?"

Even if it is, can we wait until he has had enough sleep?

Sleepy to death, Choga yawned.He didn't have a cigarette in this suit, and he unconsciously touched Guo Lin's body for a long time, and finally took out a cigarette case from the other's trouser pocket, took out a cigarette and lit it.

He had never been exposed to the air at this time, and it was the first time Choja felt that dew had a smell.It's just that the faint soil moisture was quickly covered up by the smell of smoke.

Guo Lin also took a cigarette himself, but he didn't light it. He straightened Qiaojia's chin and lit it. It was impossible to tell whether it was the moonlight or the morning light. The overlapping shadows of the two people were full of ambiguity.

Halfway through the smoke, Qiaojia still didn't hold back his words: "...what's the matter?"

"Why are you so impatient?" Guo Lin still maintained that dead expression that Qiaojia disliked, and he didn't know if he was really thinking about something or just passing the time.

"Knowing that I have poor patience, I am still looking for trouble."

Qiaojia rolled his eyes, and simply sat down against the wall of the roof, biting a cigarette, closing his eyes and continuing to sleep.

Then suddenly, Guo Lin's voice sounded above his head: "When I first became a policeman, I regretted it every day." In the quiet air, I could hear the sound of Guo Lin exhaling smoke. He raised his eyebrows, but did not open his eyes.He knew that Guo Lin had something to say: "... you are open all year round, we have to follow the world, not to mention the good or bad treatment, just the difficult and troublesome informants we usually meet feel that we are the same Like an idiot."

Lost a cat, lost a dog, forgot to bring the key to catch the mistress, and the people's nanny called out, they really couldn't afford it.

"But that's how people are. When you have to accept life, everything goes that way. Not long after I got used to this job, I was transferred to a task force to investigate a rather big case. To be honest, I don’t remember the specific details of the case, but I remember that I rushed into a warehouse according to the command and looked at the blood in my eyes..." That scene must have been shocking, so that Guo Lin’s smoking speed became faster. few.

Joga slowly opened his eyes.

"The blood in that place was all made by a child himself. He held a knife in his hand and slashed at himself one by one... Later, the forensic doctor identified that he had overdosed on drugs and died of excessive blood loss."

This is typical cocaine psychosis, because the drug causes hallucinations, and I don't know what I am doing.Guo Lin even remembered the boy's surname. Later, in the graduation photo his parents showed them, the boy smiled arrogantly.

"He was 16 when he died."

16 years old ...

Qiao Jia recalled his 16-year-old, and finally he could only think of himself fighting with others and bullying girls in school.

I don't understand why I have to go to the rooftop at this time to listen to Guo Lin talk about these boring topics, but Qiao Jia just doesn't want to leave.Guo Lin, on the other hand, was almost trapped in his own memories, and he didn't pay attention to Qiao Jia's reaction at all: "I still remember that when the child's parents came to the police to identify the body, they cried like hell...It happened that the anti-narcotics team There is a shortage of people, and my current team leader asked me if I would like to stay in the anti-drug team, so I stayed."

"Sure enough, you policemen all hold the lofty ideal of saving the world!" Qiao Jia couldn't help but sarcastically sneered: "People die every day in this world, and people commit crimes every day. Can you catch them all?"

"Of course I can't finish it." Guo Lin raised the corner of his mouth: "I never thought about saving the world, but it's better to do it than not to do it. I have been a policeman for so many years, and the sentence I heard the most is not that I am 18 years old. He’s still a good guy, but I was wrong and I don’t want to die.” Guo Lin stopped suddenly, and Qiao Jia knew that the other party must be looking at him without looking up, because the words were obviously meant for him: “...the police It's just a profession, and catching thieves is for getting paid. But I think...it's okay to change something while doing these things."

Choga was silent for a long time.He smoked slowly, feeling that he and Guo Lin were still talking about the original topic after a long day.

With different positions, neither of them can convince the other.

For Guo Lin, he was probably trying to teach a lost middle-aged man to turn his back on the shore, but for him, Qiao Jia, what Guo Lin asked him to give up was the only thing he could do in this world.

For so many years, he, Qiaojia, has relied on these things to survive until now, and Guo Lin's one word to make him jump from the sea to the sky is simply whimsical.

He couldn't and didn't want to.

After the cigarette was finished, Qiao Jia and Guo Lin were left with a suppressed silence. They didn't know how long it had been, but Qiao Jia was suddenly pulled up by Guo Lin with great force. Just as he was about to get angry, he felt something on the side of his face. Something thrown in the corner of the eye.

When he turned his head, he saw the sun slowly climbing up from the opposite floor.

"Don't live for the past, live for others...Look forward...No matter what, I will be by your side."

No one wants to lose, but everyone has to face loss.The important thing is that you have the courage to lose, why don't you have the courage to fight for it.

Guo Lin wrapped Qiao Jia around his chest, tightly strangled the opponent's neck, and leaned close to his ear: "Even if it's the day I die... I won't leave you."

"...you are such a bloody policeman!"

Gritting his teeth while cursing, Choja knew very well that he was doomed this time.