Yunnan Bridge Noodles

Geng Wei couldn't remember how long he hadn't seen a big man crying so ugly in front of him.You Qi is still hugging his other close buddy.This night was like a nightmare, but he seemed to be the only one who was embarrassed.

Of the two parties involved, one was unconscious and the other didn't care. Qiaojia almost fell asleep while sitting on the floor yesterday, and finally had to rely on him to drag them to the bed.

Then he kept watch all night.

For Guo Lin and Qiao Jia, he can't send blessings for the time being, but the matter has come to an end, he only hopes that they can make it through, all of them can make it through.

After Qiaojia woke up, nothing seemed to have happened. Originally, he didn’t really care about such things as face, especially in this world except his brother and Guo Lin, he didn’t care about anyone at all. He turned a blind eye to Geng Wei’s embarrassment and woke up. The first thing after that was to ask Guo Lin's current situation, whether it was getting worse: "He could talk to me a few words when he was sober, but now he is basically in a daze, and the pain is like a madman. I can't catch him if he keeps going like this. Stop him."

In fact, he couldn't catch it anymore, but Qiao Jia still took chances and hoped that Guo Lin's situation would gradually improve.

However, the sky did not come true, and Geng Wei's answer was not good news: "I hoped that he would survive on his own if he was not admitted to the hospital, but now it seems that the chance is not great."

"What do you mean, you want to send him to the hospital?" Can the hospital cure him?

Strictly speaking, drug addiction is not a disease, so how to treat it?

Qiaojia's mind was full of the scene of being sedated and finally beaten into a fool. He frowned: "Can I follow when I go to the hospital?"

"Not to the hospital, but to a drug rehabilitation center."

"He's an anti-drug policeman, you sent him to a drug rehabilitation center?!" Qiaojia's face was ugly: "Then the whole world knows that he is addicted to drugs."

Geng Wei was also very irritable: "There is no other way. He is like this now, so he can't delay any longer. The team has been looking for someone, and I can't hide it. Instead of us messing around like this, it's better to leave it to the captain."

After he said this, Qiao Jia paused: "Have you reported to your captain?"

"Not yet..." Geng Wei looked at Guo Lin: "But I have to say it."

Qiaojia really wanted to express his opinion, but he knew that there was no room for him to speak on this matter.Geng Wei didn't answer his question, because both of them knew the answer in their hearts.If Guo Lin really entered the drug rehabilitation center, he would not be able to see anyone, at least not until Guo Lin completed his drug rehabilitation.

Subconsciously grabbing Guo Lin's hand, Qiao Jia remained silent for a long time.

Geng Wei felt that he was like an old hag who broke up some fateful mandarin ducks. He ran his hair irritatedly: "Anyway, clean up, I will hand in a report when I go back to the team, I guess someone will come soon, you are not suitable Show up, otherwise you and Guo Lin will be in trouble, I will take care of him, you should be careful during this time, Bao Feng will make trouble for you if he says otherwise."

Hearing Bao Feng's name, the corners of Qiao Jia's eyebrows twitched subconsciously. It was all thanks to Bao Feng that he did this. If the other party didn't look for him, he still had a debt to settle with the other party!

As long as people do one thing wholeheartedly, no matter whether it is successful or not, the process will become simpler than imagined.

Qiaojia used to think of doing two things at once, dealing with Guo Lin and Bao Feng at the same time, living in fear every day, and there was never a day without being tired.Now that he had put all his eggs in one basket, he felt that it was much easier.

After Geng Wei left, Qiao Jia took Guo Lin to take a bath. To be honest, the hot water in this hotel is really not very good, but it was a ghost. Today, it was hot as soon as he opened it. Guo Lin was as quiet as an evil spirit. No matter how Qiaojia fiddled with it, he didn't make any drastic movements.

In the mist, Qiao Jia pressed Guo Lin against the bathroom wall and kissed him carefully for a long time.

I don't know when they will meet again after this time, and what the situation will be...

"Remember, I promised you that I would help you catch those bastard grandsons of Bao Feng, and I will definitely do it. But I will only help that bastard policeman Guo Lin. You can only see it when you are wearing stripped clothes, don't What a fool."

Relying on Guo Lin's lack of ability to resist now, Qiao Jia unscrupulously admired the opponent's body lines. Although he was much thinner than he remembered, and the bruises on his body looked even more glaring, Qiao Jia still wanted to keep it in mind. He will remember their day until Bao Feng goes to jail.

After helping Guo Lin change his clothes, Qiao Jia left. When he finally stood up, Guo Lin pulled him by mistake. Although his strength was not strong, this time, Qiao Jia clearly saw the familiar face in the eyes of the other party. Guo Lin.

For a moment, he couldn't help but smile...

He felt that his worries were useless, who was Guo Lin, how could this person collapse like this.

Maybe others would give up, but that policeman would definitely not. If he hadn’t had such a will, how could he have brainwashed Choga to such an extent, willingly walked out of the water, and faced another world with no confidence at all? .

Guo Lin was not completely unconscious of what happened during this period.

After Geng Wei sent him to a drug rehabilitation center, because of the drug treatment, he became sober more and more, and remembered more and more details.Including the countless times of fighting and making love between him and Qiaojia. Although he couldn't remember the specific details, he still couldn't forget the way Qiaojia was pressed on the bed without saying a word, even if he lost consciousness.

Liu Yu's death was an uneven scar deep in his heart.

Don't say forgive Qiaojia, he can't even forgive himself, and every time he thinks about it, his heart feels like being chopped with an axe.However, he couldn't turn a blind eye to the fragmentary words and tears that Qiaojia had said these days.

This is a dead end.

He was powerless to make things easier for him and Choga, and he couldn't help pretending that nothing had happened.

Geng Wei later went to the drug rehabilitation center to see him. Whether intentionally or not, he would tell him the news about Qiaojia: "He often wanders around the dormitory area when he has nothing to do. I have met him several times. This person is really not afraid of death. Not afraid of being recognized."

At the beginning, many people knew that Qiao Jia and Guo Lin disappeared together. Although Shen Jun suppressed this matter in the end, he explained that Guo Lin was injected with drugs and was treated in isolation, but there is no wall that does not leak at all. .Qiao Jia and Guo Lin had so many incidents together, there will always be some good people who know a little bit about it.

Guo Lin was surprised by Geng Wei's change of attitude, but he never reacted to these words.After these days of tossing, Guo Lin's whole aura is different from before. If he was just calm before, now he is closer to heavy. He won't speak unless necessary, whether it's Geng Wei or Shen Jun. , no matter who came, he always maintained the same appearance, so that Geng Wei became a little irritable later: "The doctor clearly said that you are in good condition, why are you still in such a dead state? Do you know me? who is it?"

To this kind of questioning, Guo Lin's reaction was to look up at him and smile as if there was nothing there.

The entire detoxification process lasted for more than four months.

Originally, the doctor said that he could leave the drug rehabilitation center at three months, but he insisted on staying for another month. Geng Wei and Shen Jun didn't understand, but his body was his own. Since he thought it was necessary, no one else would. What to say.

However, in fact, everyone knows that there is not much point in doing so...

"Drugs are impossible to completely eradicate." The doctor said very clearly: "Drugs themselves are poisons. Even if you temporarily quit drug addiction, the damage to your body will be permanent. It is impossible to heal, and you cannot Guaranteed that he will not have an attack, his physical fitness is considered good, but the purity of the drug injected is too high, and some nerves are almost completely paralyzed and necrotic. It is not easy to live like a normal person. The rest... It just depends on him Own……"

In fact, if it wasn't for Guo Lin's strong willpower, during the time he was with Guo Lin, he might have died.

The human body has a certain self-protection mechanism. When the body cannot bear it, some nerves will choose to enter a dormant state to protect the main nerves from being completely damaged. However, when Guo Lin first arrived at the drug rehabilitation center, he never even fell into a coma. Had.

Even though he was sedated, the muscles of his body would still remain in a state of spasm. Doctors in the drug rehabilitation center once suspected that he would not be able to survive.It was Shen Jun who was furious in the drug rehabilitation center and made the center use the most expensive medicine at all costs, and managed to keep Guo Lin.

Geng Wei only learned about these things later on. He couldn't understand Guo Lin's calmness when he described these experiences. He didn't even want to think about that scene.

But as the doctor said, Guo Lin's body has been destroyed by drugs.

Living like a normal person requires slow adaptation and perseverance. It is almost impossible to continue to be a policeman.

Shen Jun personally came to discuss this matter with Guo Lin.

When discussing this topic, Guo Lin remained calm.

"The team considers your situation and transfers you to the archives room for the time being. You should take a good rest for a while... It just so happens that the internal investigation is not over yet, so you can't come back to work immediately for the time being."

Shen Jun sighed as he spoke, he could hardly bear to see how thin Guo Lin was in front of him.

But for his words, Guo Lin only asked: "Is it possible for me to return to the team?"

His tone was not fluctuating, and his expression was very calm. Shen Jun wanted to evade it at first, but he looked up at Guo Lin's eyes, and finally he answered truthfully: "It's impossible, you should know it yourself."

Anti-narcotics is not something that anyone can do. From screening to assessment and evaluation, it is the most stringent. Not to mention drug addiction, even if it is a common moral mistake, you may not be able to stay if you memorize it. In Guo Lin's case If he is allowed to deal with drugs every day, it will be too irresponsible to himself and the police force.

This is also the reason why Geng Wei did not want to tell Shen Jun the truth before.

Once Guo Lin's situation is made public, it is impossible for him to stay in the anti-narcotics team.

Guo Lin himself understood.

So he was not surprised by Shen Jun's answer, but he was a little depressed. He told Shen Jun that he would think again about the team's consideration and arrangements for him, and give him a reply next time.

Shen Jun didn't ask him what he wanted, because the answer was obvious...

When Shen Jun came back three days later, Guo Lin only gave him one sentence: "Captain Shen...I resign."

Shen Jun accepted this result, but when the team officially issued the notice, many people were surprised.Especially Geng Wei.

"Don't tell me that you are the kind of person who would rather be a jade than a tile. I said, is your brain damaged by drugs? Even if you are transferred to the archives room, so what, as long as you are still a policeman, don't you still have a chance in the future? You thought that you could keep your glorious image if you resigned, but now there are all kinds of things behind your back, if you are really popular, you will be able to return to your anti-narcotics team in a dignified manner one day, Officer Guo, what is the matter with you!"

Being able to keep Guo Lin's identity as a police officer, just thinking about it, Shen Jun has used his connections a lot. Now that Guo Lin has resigned with a word, all the hardships before were not in vain.

When Guo Lin was packing up his things, Geng Wei kept yelling at the side, seeing that he was still indifferent, Geng Wei pulled him angrily: "Damn, I'm talking to you, you Give me some reaction!"

But Guo Lin just looked at him calmly: "I also want to give you a response." He let Geng Wei pull his collar: "In the past, you thought you could talk to me so easily?"

With just such a sentence, Geng Wei let go.

He was stunned for a moment, and then he couldn't believe it: "...What do you mean?"

"It's impossible for me to hold a gun in my life... It's not that the police force will let me go back, but that I can no longer be a policeman." Guo Lin grabbed Geng Wei's hand and reached into his neckline: "Just standing like this For an hour, I was sweating all over, do you think I can still catch the thief, shoot and interrogate?"

To admit this reality, no one is more uncomfortable than Guo Lin.

It's not that he hasn't tried it before, and he has worked hard to cooperate with the treatment, but he is a human being after all, not a machine.There is no way to fix it and it’s over. He can hardly sleep at night. Standing for a long time and light exercise will cause him to feel flustered. His reaction speed, sensitivity, and balance are not as good as before. Even going down the stairs, he now has to hold on to the handrail. If he continued to be a policeman, even if Shen Jun had the best ability to keep him in the anti-narcotics team, he would no longer be able to hold a gun.

What good is a narcotics cop who can't hold a gun?

Guo Lin shook his head: "I don't want to talk about this with people, now I just want to go home and sleep."

The air in the drug rehab center made him feel suffocated. It kept the most unbearable memory he wanted to forget in his life. It was also Guo Lin's biggest failure in his life. He didn't want to stay for a second longer.

Geng Wei clenched his fists and couldn't even swear at anyone. In the end, he could only carry Guo Lin's luggage and accompany him out of the drug rehabilitation center.

On the way back to the dormitory, Guo Lin didn't speak. He didn't turn to look at Geng Wei until he opened the door of the dormitory: "If it's convenient, help me find a house. It's not convenient for me to live in the dormitory."

——"...fuck me!"

This is Geng Wei's only comment on the joke of fate. Apart from this sentence, he has nothing to say.