pathological addiction

Lin Sheng didn't sleep well again, his body was very tired, but his mind was extremely clear. As expected, he still couldn't drink tea before going to bed.

Tossing and turning all night, it was all about Qu Boyuan.The pheromones entangled the blood and rushed in the body. Lin Sheng felt like water was about to boil, and small bubbles were bubbling all over his body.

Resignedly, he opened his eyes and counted his breaths in the darkness, until it was almost dawn before falling into a deep sleep.

As sunlight filtered through the curtains to illuminate the crowded room, he heard the phone ringing in his sleep.He reached out to touch the desk beside the bed, picked up the phone, and saw that the incoming call was a string of unfamiliar numbers.

Before connecting, the phone hung up automatically because the call time was too long.The other party seemed to be in a hurry, and after a few seconds, it rang again.

Lin Sheng lay on his back on the bed holding the phone, feeling dizzy, and picked it up in a hoarse voice.

"Lin Sheng." Qu Boyuan's voice was over there.

"Huh?" He regained consciousness a little, "Qu Baiyuan...what's the matter?"

Qu Boyuan seemed to be in a good mood, with a smile in his tone, and said in a low voice, "Are you still sleeping?"

"Well, not up yet."

Qu Boyuan said, "I'll come and pick you up for breakfast."

"Eat breakfast..." Lin Sheng was in a daze, feeling that something was wrong.Qu Boyuan continued on his own, "Then let's go to the city library, you bring your homework, and I'll teach you math, okay?"

"Oh……"

"Then you get up now, and I will wait for you at the place where you parked yesterday in four or ten minutes."

Lin Sheng answered blankly, hung up the phone and sat up on the bed.

It was only when I was brushing my teeth that I realized what was wrong - they didn't make an appointment to go out together today, why was Qu Boyuan so sure that he would definitely go out?

Although I asked "How are you?", it didn't mean to discuss at all.It's like a pre-written drama, waiting for Lin Sheng to play the role.

This cognition made him uncomfortable, and he had the illusion of falling into a trap.Although thinking about it carefully, it seems that he has nothing to be used, on the contrary, he who covets Qu Baiyuan's pheromone seems a bit wretched.

He wanted to make it clear yesterday that he likes Qu Boyuan, but he doesn't like to be mean, and he doesn't like such a relationship that is not easy to get along with.

He is used to being straightforward, speaking clearly when he has something to say, resolving misunderstandings properly, and fighting neatly when there is a fight.

He especially doesn't like the current self who has become indecisive.

The wound on the face of the person in the mirror hasn't healed yet, but the swelling has subsided, leaving only a bruise, which looks darker than yesterday.The small wound on the lip has just healed, and it will hurt a little when the mouth is opened too much.

If I really want to go on a date with this face, I still feel a little embarrassed, and even what I want to say seems unconvincing.

After struggling for a long time, I still put on the mask when I went out.

Qu Boyuan arrived 10 minutes earlier. Sitting in the car, he saw a boy wearing a black mask walking towards him. His first reaction was that he was in good shape, but he recognized Lin Sheng at the second sight.

Lin Sheng walked to the side of the car and opened the door and sat in the co-pilot, staring at Qu Baiyuan all the time, with a serious expression, as if he had made up his mind.

Qu Boyuan put one hand on the steering wheel, and stretched out the other hand to gently pull off his mask, asking him, "Why do you wear a mask?"

What Lin Sheng was about to say in one go was suddenly interrupted, and he paused, before saying, "The injury is not healed yet."

Qu Boyuan supported his chin, stroked the wound on his left cheek with his thumb, and said lazily, "It's very beautiful."

His hands were warm, soft and dry to the touch, and there were feathers across his face.Lin Sheng felt his heart beat wildly again, and almost forgot what to say.He turned away from the hand, looked into Qu Boyuan's eyes, and asked seriously, "Are you chasing me?"

Qu Boyuan withdrew his hand, looked at him seriously, and asked slowly: "Then do you like me?"

Although Lin Sheng had done a long time of mental construction, he was still very nervous at this moment, he could hear his own heart beating very clearly in the narrow compartment.Pulling the mask up again to cover her face, she slowly replied, "I like it."

He saw Qu Boyuan smiled, there was no emotion in his eyes, and he still looked at him tenderly.It seemed that he already had the answer in his heart, even this question was only asked for Lin Sheng, and he didn't need to find out.

But Lin Sheng had to ask the bottom line before he could feel at ease, so he asked, "What about you?"

Qu Boyuan turned around and started the car, looked ahead, and hummed softly.

Lin Sheng prepared a lot of words and thought a lot.The bitterness of missing, the sadness of being rejected, and the bitterness of being unable to sleep all night were all offset by his light "um".

He had that feeling of becoming small in front of Qu Boyuan again, the sweetness was sour and astringent.He was thinking wildly in the stop-and-go car, so is it considered a relationship now?Lovers can ask for pheromones, right?What if I get rejected again?

He leaned his elbows on the car window and leaned his chin to see the hibiscus flowers blooming on both sides of the road. In his heart, he despised himself for being a jerky man with a big brain, and wanted to skip the dating process and ask for pheromones directly when they met.

Thinking of this, he turned his head to look at Qu Boyuan, who was driving seriously. Qu Boyuan noticed his gaze, his face softened, and while turning on the turn signal to change into the left-turn lane, he said, "Are you hungry? We'll be there soon."

Lin Sheng said in his heart that I was hungry, but not stomach.

Qu Boyuan took him into a resplendently decorated Cantonese-style restaurant. The lobby was already full of people having morning tea, and the welcome waiter took them to the reserved booths facing the floor-to-ceiling windows.

The food was served quickly, and various Cantonese styles filled the entire table early.

Lin Sheng was stunned, "Are we going to have lunch together?"

Qu Boyuan picked up a shrimp dumpling for him, "You are too thin, you need to grow some meat, eat more."

The two of them ate slowly, and Qu Boyuan would occasionally pick up food for him, or ask some irrelevant questions.Lin Sheng felt that they were probably the least couple in the restaurant. Whether he was sweet or sour was his own business, and Qu Baiyuan would never be as immobile as a mountain, calm and steady.

Lin Sheng couldn't eat anymore. He put down his chopsticks and realized that someone was looking at him. It was the two girls at the next table.

The two girls were not shy when they peeped and were discovered, but walked over boldly.

One of them asked him, "Excuse me, are you Lin Sheng?"

"Yes." Lin Sheng didn't understand why.

The girl got excited, blushed and said, "We have seen your game and we like you very much!"

Lin Sheng was recognized outside for the first time, feeling a little fresh, and smiled at them, "Thank you."

"Can we take a picture with you?"

"I..." Before Lin Sheng could say anything to refuse, Qu Baiyuan interrupted him, saying without doubt: "My Omega is not very convenient right now."

His tone could be called very blunt, the two girls were a little scared by him, and walked away awkwardly.

Qu Boyuan looked very unhappy. This was the first time Lin Sheng saw him showing such an expression, and he felt a little uneasy.But he said "My Omega" again, his heart beat faster, his face was a little hot, and he looked away uncomfortably.

Qu Baiyuan immediately asked the waiter to pay the bill, took Lin Sheng's hand and walked out, stopped after taking two steps, and asked him, "Where's your mask?"

Lin Sheng took it out of his pocket, "Here."

Qu Boyuan said, "Put it on."

After leaving the restaurant, Lin Sheng realized belatedly that he seemed to be jealous.After looking at him a few more times, he found a little cuteness from his sharp face, and secretly grinned inside the mask.

Qu Boyuan squinted at him, frowned and said, "What are you happy about?"

Lin Sheng shook his head, "It's nothing."

Qu Boyuan thought he was happy that someone was his fan, and when he thought about the video he saw last night and the barrage in the video, he became even more unhappy.

He drove all the way to the municipal library and he didn't speak again. Only then did Lin Sheng realize that this person was actually quite stingy.But the fact that he was jealous for himself could make Lin Sheng happy for a long time, and made Lin Sheng willing to use some tricks to coax him.

The car parked in the underground garage of the library, and when Qu Boyuan unbuckled his seat belt and was about to get out of the car, Lin Sheng grabbed him.

"Qu Boyuan," Lin Sheng leaned over, the two of them were very close, Qu Boyuan saw his eyelashes trembling slightly, and said in a muffled voice through the mask: "I really like you."

After speaking, he kissed Qu Boyuan through the mask, then quickly backed away, and got out of the car with a bag containing books and pens.

The corners of Qu Boyuan's straight mouth slightly raised, he got out of the car, took Lin Sheng's hand in his palm, and walked into the library together.

The two of them stayed in the library until the afternoon, and Qu Boyuan seemed to have some unshirkable responsibility for Lin Sheng's study, regardless of whether he still learned or not, and insisted on him with a firm attitude until he finished the exercise book for a little while. .Except for the one hour when he went out to eat at noon, Lin Sheng did math for eight hours that day, and he was almost exhausted.He was thinking that if Qu Boyuan didn't give him the pheromone today, then they wouldn't go out on a date in the future.

Qu Boyuan stood beside the car, folded his arms and watched him walk slowly behind, and frowned, "What's wrong with you?"

Lin Sheng said with a disheveled face, "I'm out of battery..."

Qu Boyuan opened his arms and smiled lightly, "Do you want a hug?"

Lin Sheng walked over to hug him, stood on tiptoe and buried her head in his neck, rubbed for a while, and finally got a little comfort on the skin near the back of his neck.Thinking about it, I also feel very pitiful. I have to endure eight hours of mathematics in order to get a little pheromone, and I wish I could bite him.

Qu Boyuan rubbed his hair, "Are you ready?"

Lin Sheng dragged out a long ending, "Mmm—"

This sound was crisp and soft, making Qu Boyuan feel a little itchy, he tilted his head and pressed a kiss on Lin Sheng's bruised cheek.